This One Time At Band Camp...

14 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 27 August :: 9.05pm
:: Music: over the rainbow

I feel like crying. I don't know why.

:: 2002 27 August :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: bah...lonely
:: Music: great locomotive chase

I guess everyone else is writing about school. Maybe I will too.

I'm in classes with mostly people I don't care for on some level, but get along with fine.

I wish Mr.Armstrong taught chemistry and Beans was in my class. That would rock my socks.

I don't really have any "fun" classes either. I guess French, but...hmmm when you have some ugly kid making fun of your nose and being called a suck up because you know what Benvineue means. And having someone constantly saying stupid things that are not funny, but every moron laughs anyway.

It's only the second day. this could change.

Okay here's a tip...
DON'T BLEACH YOUR HAIR! it looks really really bad. Unless you are a select few that it looks semi-normal. Like red-heads. I'm sorry that I keep talking about this, but it's really bothering me. It's bothered me since 6th grade. It looks awful and doesn't match most peoples complexions.

Okay on to Positive things.
I retained some of my knowledge of Algebra. Mrs. Millard is a nice lady. I don't have to wait for anyone between classes. Mr.London seems cool and I love social studies so it's a win-win situation. Getting through your classes after B lunch is much easier. I like Madame. Sam Avery is nice. The strech marks on my legs are getting smaller and less visible. My purse is really cool to look at. Speaking French will be cool and we will get to watch Moulin Rouge. I know what Benvinue means even if I'm not sure how to spell it.

Time to be my own best friend.

1 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 26 August :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: africa (one of the songs we played at band camp that i downloaded!)

school
well... last night wasn't so bad. it got better when ryan got on and cheered me up. then for some reason i couldn't fall asleep but i guess at one time i did. i didn't really have any trouble getting up or anything. my classes are nice. i really like mrs. crowley. i can tell it's going to be a really fun class. the only class i'm not going to enjoy is algebra 2...the teacher is soooo scary!!!!!! but kevin is in my class so i have someone i'm friends with in it. other than that....everything is good. cya'll at marching band tonight. well...not everyone..but you know what i mean. :)

3 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 25 August :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: excited, happy, and pretty damn content
:: Music: right now it's The Quick, but when I finish it might be something else

there'll be one breath from a butterfly and one ray from the sun and lots and lots of laughterfrom little children's fun
Okay so I wrote for about an hour in Mess about my summer.

I am very excited about tomorrow. Who knows what exciting things may happen? It's an adventure. I'm kind of scared in a way. I know what could happen and I know what I want to happen and sometimes those things don't go together.

I give the Overall summer an A-. It had some low points. And some middle points. And some very high points. And some high points that were pretending to be low points.

I won't go into details because that's what Mess is for....but GOD....what a summer. It's been pretty amazing. Crap. I can't even tell you. It's just been great. I want to say something really corny and profound and moving, that you will all remember and reflect on because of its profoudness because this feels like it should be one of those times, but of course I can't think of anything meaningful to say without losing my dignity. So I guess I'll just stop and let you all think of your own profound things while I try and remember everything.

"Wait! Stop! Unwind! back to the begining...-Sharon Creech

This is goodnight and not goodbye- Either from Kathy or Miss. J. or both.

ha ha ha...I am getting a little corny. But who cares? Actually I do. And I'll stop. too much of this in one entry might kill me.

1 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 25 August :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: moulin rouge- come what may

well... this is the last night of summer and as of right now... it sucks ducks. hopefully in the next 50 minutes i have before i have to go to bed, it will turn around. school will be alright i guess...i'm really sad that beans isn't in any of my classes or lunch. :( as for homecoming, i'm not sure of my plans yet. i'm either going to ryan's homecoming or just going to ours in my beautiful dress. i don't really want to go to ours though. oh well... ryan will cheer me up... last night we fell asleep on the phone..it was one of the best nights ever. i miss him soooooo much though. if we're lucky, we'll see each other in 6 whole days. i can't wait. for now... i'll see most of you bright and early tomorrow morning. :) gnasd

:: 2002 23 August :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: loving
:: Music: various

love be sweet

Mustn't mope...must laugh and play. Must get over this.

I love Ginger because he sleeps in my room and conforts me when I'm scared of the dark. And he bites me when he sees fit. I love Peaches because she is beautiful and sweet. I love my clarinet because sometimes it makes pretty sounds. I love my clarinet because without it I wouldn't know about Wolverine. And...I love my room when it doesn't reek of the crazy smell coming out of the closet. I love Sam and Robin because they make me laugh. Well I suppose I love anyone who makes me laugh, but I love them the most. I love chat jargin because it's so gay. I love my homecoming dress and maybe I will love the date that I want. I love my purse because it's got a new lining. And even though the lining smells it's still cute. I love dancing like there's nobody watching and losing my dignity while doing it. I love these corny rambling entries. I love music apprecation. I love biology and Mr. Armstrong.

:: 2002 23 August :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: I-96

I'm not crazy...or anything.
hhmmm....

I'm glad hope exsists. I'm happy that I have Griffin. I am thankful for indoor pluming. I'm lucky that I know all kinds of nice people. I like my Winamp player and kazaa and that fact that it's free. I'm happy to say that I'm pretty happy most of the time lately. I'm glad Andy put this site together for me to type about what makes me happy. I love my parents and my brother. Even though talking to dad is like talking to a sock. I would like to thank Lemmony Snicket for making such a repetitive series that explains things and makes a lot of sense. It's comforting. I'm glad that my nightmares of running stop signs and red lights hasn't come true.

:: 2002 22 August :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: rockabye shawn mullins

all her friends tell her she's so pretty...

I met someone who looks like me.

*sighs...it's gloomy outside

:: 2002 22 August :: 10.59am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: africa

i'm really sick which sucks ducks. i hate being sick. but a little change in plans...i'm going camping with kaly now so there won't be a trip to the beach for those of you who were still planing on that. we're leaving around 5:30 tonight and i should be back before dark on saturday. cya'll when i get back!!

:: 2002 21 August :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: happy enough
:: Music: ray stevens-the streak

it was too late...she had already been mooned

I read the conversations over and over. And they just make me so happy. I laugh and laugh and laugh.

five days until school.

still working on self-actulization.

:: 2002 20 August :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: hysterical
:: Music: lunchlady land...yes i've broken down and i'm downloading song again

I feel like dancing!

And I keep laughing outloud at myself. It's quite entertaining.

:: 2002 19 August :: 4.12pm
:: Music: i-96...the 80's, 90's and now

Just rode my bike eight miles with Bean's mom. It was pretty fun.

I enjoy looking at my new picture. It makes me quite happy to the max.

5 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 19 August :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: nice
:: Music: john mayer- not myself

ok all you dirty lusses.... i got my schedule fixed today so here it is!!!

1- Band- Robuck
2- Soc. Stud. Pers. 1- Schoen
3- Spanish 2- Crowley
LUNCH! LUNCH! LUNCH!
4- English 2- Millard
5- Yearbook- Stark
6- Algebra 2- Andrus

mr. walker said the lunches go like this... if your 4th hour is on the BOTTOM floor, you have B LUNCH.
if your 4th hour is on the TOP floor, you have A LUNCH.
this means i have A LUNCH! if you have any classes with me, reply and we'll celebrate :)

anyways..i'm going to kaly's today. she's going to help me make an extra special scrapbook of band camp pictures from the past few years. then marching band! yippe! yep...time to fly... later ;)

2 can't stop the B.M. | ok...i was in band....

:: 2002 19 August :: 11.16am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ominous bird calls

yeah what is up with that?
My sleep pattern has changed to that of a normal teenager. I don't like waking up at 10:00 when I should be waking up at 8:30ish. I feel like I've wasted most of my day already.

And it's so gloomy out. It really sucks ducks. In a bougus sort of way.

Seven days until school starts again. I'm not sure how I feel about this.

:: 2002 18 August :: 11.00pm

I feel bad for this child who is a guest in our abode. Aaron is a total ass and of course he is treating Mikey like crap. And I'm sure he's oblivious to this fact...or if he realizes he's being an ass he doesn't care. I really hate him sometimes. He's doesn't even try to hide his selfish, mean-spirited,lazy ways. He should be locked up. Even if our guest is an uninteresting, unanimated, slow, gumpy person. I feel bad for him.