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2005 3 November :: 2.25am
Gavin De Graw
I just went to his concert im in love. A bunch of girls from coffey (my dorm) are out at a bar with him...he called them. I am jealous i sorta want a fake to go out and chill w/him...but w/e im not that big of a fan and hes not that hot. but the concert was amazing, hes good live. I have to go study and memorize like 100 bones. I know its 230am but i will not fail this test. :) yea i lie i hate that class with a passion.
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2005 30 October :: 11.11pm
Soooo tempted to go am AIM. I must CONCENTRATE. Not working. -.-
The world is against me.
Rather over-dramatic, no?
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2005 28 October :: 1.02am
I'm getting a D in theatre. O.O
Only because I haven't shown him proof that I saw Charlotte's Web. Hopefully that brings it up.
:-\
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2005 26 October :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: Not Very Shiny
:: Music: Rent- Goodbye, Love
Crisis Averted.
Music has been restored to my computer. Thank God for the restart button.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
And that's about all.
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2005 26 October :: 2.49am
I am an insomniac. I hate this. I dont sleep till like 3-4 am basically every night. I go to bed and i cant sleep for an hour. My advice 2 y'all is do not pull an all nighter it sucks the next day.
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2005 25 October :: 11.04pm
To No one
To You: Do you ever really hear what I say? Or is it that you just don't care?
To You: You promised me you'd never do it. You promised. Looks like you're just like the rest of them.
To You: I'm sorry. That sucks. Move on.
To You: Don't worry, I still know my place.
To You: Stop trying to sound smart. You're just making yourself out to be an annoying dumbass.
To You: What's really important in your life right now?
To You: I don't talk to you because I don't like being yelled at.
If you think it's about you, it's not. Probably not about anyone who reads this. Maybe. yeah.
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2005 24 October :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: Worried
I feel really rushed right now. I wish I had time to slow down and not make this decision. It's too hard. Things need to just slow down. I'm serious. I mean, it's only my future we're talking about here. Not that that's important at all.
:-\
I need to talk to Ryan. He's about the best person to talk to about these things. He's surprisingly un-biased. And that's cool. Plus he's much more level headed then I am.
Damn me being a girl.
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2005 19 October :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Puzzles
Today went pretty well overall.
We bought a puzzle! It's so exciting. We're already like an old couple. Sweet.
Then I talked to him about stuff. Which was nice. Because I actually talked. I've tried starting that conversation a half billion times and I actually did it this time. Yay?
Anywho, Patrice is happy, but can't keep her eyes open. Her Mom is making her take the driving test tomorrow, even though it's obvious that I'm going to fail. Oh well. I'll find some way to convince her. Hopefully. Plus I realllllly don't want to start paying for gas.
Poooo on gas.
And that's all. Nights.
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2005 18 October :: 2.16am
I wish Ryan Hoffman was awake. It'd be nice to talk to him right now.
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2005 16 October :: 1.11am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Serenity Soundtrack
My Logic
Apple cider = Amazing
Work = Way too long
Patrice = Tired
Therefore, Patrice = Calling in sick tomorrow.
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2005 13 October :: 12.56am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Audioslave
I wish I wasn't so difficult to understand. I wish humans that humans never needed sleep. I wish that I could stop time. I wish I knew what I wanted.
Yep, there you go. My three wishes. I added one. Deal with it, bitches.
-.- zzzzzzz
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeep
I don't want to wake up tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to stink like Templeton's egg in Charlotte's Web.
Okay, really really really not looking forward to tomorrow. Fuck. Okay, one more wish:
I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up until Friday. Tomorrow will be a total waste of a day. Just like every day for the past who knows how long. I really don't feel I'm really Carpe-ing the Diem. And that makes me terrbly sad. I hate that things are so hectic that I can't to take time to simply SEIZE THE DAY! And to make my life extraordinary.
The second part probably won't happen ever. To be extraordinary, you hve to have something special. You have to know what you want. Me? I just suck.
Dead Poets Society, why do you let me think that there is more to life then this? This is all we have. There is nothing to seize. There's no time to seize it. Only time to work. And sleep.
And that is what I'm getting to. Sleep.
I'm changing the quote...
Carpe sleepem
Carpe Workem
And Jorie, don't try to tell me the real latin. Those just sound funnier. I like it. ::nods:: I like funny. So if you do, I will kill your polar bear. I'm serious.
Right now I am off to CARPE SLEEPEM!
See, I guess I'm seizing something now. And that's always good. Makes me feel better already.
Boy, do I love sarcasm.
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2005 11 October :: 11.55pm
Boys
I'm havin guy issues and i dont even have a boyfriend. Im not sure whether this will be super long or short but ill try to make it quick. I know im not super hot or the type of girl who gets all hte boys but I hate boys who call/txt but when u do they dont respond. Total bs. W/E im pissed. At the same time i did do that to my creepy 29 yr old stocker (guy from lst yr) so i mean i understand but still. GRRRRRR. Im usin my friends comp and her roommate its dying so im gonna go and let her sleep. bye
yasamin
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2005 11 October :: 1.24am
What to say? I'm going to fail my history test. And you know what else? Frankly Scarlet, I don't give a damn.
You know I've never seen that movie? Hm. Makes me feel almost wrong for quoting it.
Well once again, I don't care. You know why? Because...
I'm a leaf on the wind...Watch how I soar.
Take that, bitches.
I miss Wash.
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2005 10 October :: 8.26pm
My parents are watching Wan Helsing...that brings back soooo many memories. Many good and many bad...but overall its a happier feeling reflecting on the experience
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