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:: 2008 18 April :: 7.53am
:: Music: Cartoons

Okay so apparently we're babysitting my five cousins again, recap:
Marcus - 11 (?)
Kelsey - 8
Peighton - 6
Reagon - 5
Kendra - 4

= omg *cries*

We got them yesterday at 5:30 and they go home after church Sunday. Anyway, mom and Taylor had them all night while I was at school, so I guess they figured I could have them this morning. So I was up at 6:00 (ungodly hour for moi) brushing teeth, changing pull ups, getting them fed, putting clothes on them, fixing hair (oh so much hair), and then shoes and socks. It was so hectic. Then on top of all that, Taylor decided like 10 seconds before the bus got here that she wanted me to fix her hair too, so I had to straighten her hair, and she has a TON of hair, so that takes forever, and then figure out something "cute" to do with it.
I wanted to curl back up in bed after they left, but then Kendra woke up and so I'm awake indefinately.

I need a huge hug from a certain someone but he is oh so far away :(

:: 2008 17 April :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: contemplative

Fall Semester
So I set up my schedual for next semester. I'll be taking 18 hours which is horrifying, but one of my classes is online so I don't think it will be as bad as I'm telling myself it will be. I have to have all the hours though, and the only way to acquire them is to kill myself by taking them.

-Monday-
+Intro to Philosophy 12:30-1:45
+Business Law 3:30-4:45

-Tuesday-
+Well... there will be a math class here, but I didn't score high enough to get into the math class that I want/need, so I have to take a little test to see if I can score into it, if not, I'll have to take a lower math class, and therefore more than just the one class that I need. That will fucking suck and piss me off.

-Wednesday-
+Intro to Philosophy 12:30-1:45
+Business Law 3:30-4:45
+Principles of Accounting 6:30-9:15

-Thursday-
+(Said math class since they are all Tuesday and Thursday classes)
Art Appreciation 6:30-9:15

-Online-
+Principles of Economics

No school Friday, thank the lord.
But yeah. That's 18 fucking hours, which will give me a running total of 46 when I'm done with that. I need... oh. I guess I need 46 to graduate. Or 56. I'm not sure how to total it because it's weird. Anyway, balls. However, I need all the classes so the classes I shall take.

:: 2008 15 April :: 8.48pm
:: Music: Weird guy coughing next to me.

Betterness!
Okay, so, I'm feeling fantastic. I had a great day, EVEN THOUGH my baby brother fucking flipped me off this morning. Oooh man did I kill him though. I told him we were sending him to an Army camp and he would never see his family again if he didn't fucking straighten up and act like a gentleman.
... He cried. A lot. And gave me the hugestest hug like *EVER* and a kiss to boot, which made me happy.

And then... I stayed up and watched the last of season 5 of Charmed so I'm excited about starting season 6 tomorrow (it's part of what I live for and I refuse to apologize for it). I then went back to sleep at like 9:30 because oh em gee I was tyrdzz. Only I didn't sleep. I laid in bed and thought about Kelly <3. Then I fell asleep sometime and woke up at 1:30 due to Ashley's dumb phone call in which she begged me to go with her to meet this woman in a scary little town called Stark City so that she didn't have to go alone and get ate all by herself. So, I had to get ready, though I didn't have time to fix my hair (ugh) and yeah. So ponytail day, which was alright because it actually looked cute. Yayz. And then uh... we went, and didn't find the woman and so we came home and then it was time to go to school.
Turns out my first class was canceled and no one knew about it so I was a myspace whore for that hour, and then Biology ... we watched a lame movie on DNA for 29062085 hours, during which Mandie and I texted during (Jealous? I know) and then did some worksheets in which we did no work, he merely told us what to put in the blanks which was effing SWEETNESS.
And... now I'm getting ready to go home and talk to Kelly =)

:: 2008 11 April :: 8.03pm

Death.
So I went to the doctors this morning at like 8:30 because my temperature was 103.2 and I kept having cold chills and body aches and I couldn't swallow and blah blah blah. So, turns out I have strep throat.
I get home at like 11:20ish and sleep until about an hour ago when mom woke me up with a delicious bowl of soup.
So yeah, I are teh dying =(

Oh, and no Kelly unfortunately, which makes me even sadder.

:: 2008 8 April :: 3.14pm

School makes me sad and I want to quit. -.-'

:: 2008 3 April :: 6.07pm

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--- I just found this message and translated it in order to save the world. You may all thank me later.

:: 2008 2 April :: 6.52pm

Because everyone loves these.
Amelia started it!

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:: 2008 2 April :: 5.45pm

Back in Göttingen with Nathan after an extended tour of Greece with the aforementioned and his parents. Feeling a little melancholy and homesick, though whether for California or Berlin I can't say.

I've just begun to feel unimportant, which is probably in part because I've been the fourth wheel for the past nine days in Nathan's three-person family. Understandably Otho and Bonnie are more focused on Nathan than me or anyone else -- he's their son. I'm not saying that I'm jealous or spiteful or that I think it should be any other way. I do understand. But it's all starting to weigh a little heavily, and I miss being helpful and important to people too.

I'm also a little depressed to be back in Germany, because when I'm away I'm not intimately acquainted with the fact that I'm still woefully unable to speak the official language.

:: 2008 30 March :: 5.58pm

Fucking hell.
My family treats me like I am THE fucking stupidest person alive and it just makes me so happy. Man, I just cannot get enough of it.

Michigan is seriously looking better and better every damn day. I can't wait until this semester ends.

:: 2008 28 March :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Bottle It Up - Sara Bareilles

Not that I want Jacob to leave, but I'm ready for my life to go back to normal. There is a certain novelesque appeal to staying out late and singing along with Cher, Celine Dion, HIM and Rent songs at three in the morning, but after awhile I start to miss normal things like Kelly and having my homework done and of course sleep. If Jacob was here all the time it wouldn't be so bad, I wouldn't feel as though Okay, he's here for a limited amount of time, I have to spend every last second with him until he's gone again.
Also, this time is rather bittersweet since I do believe I'll be gone before he returns, and then upon my arrival back for school he may be gone back to Columbia. So there's definitely a more urgent need to hang out with each other at all points in time, thus making a mess of my life.

I haven't talked to Kelly in a long time, and there's no one to blame but myself. Hopefully he understands and doesn't hate me and want to rip my throat out.
Fingers crossed on that one.

Anyway, Trevor has a basketball game tonight, and he's outside shooting around by himself and so I'm going to go out there and play with him. I need to be a better sister to him and Taylor. I need to be a better girlfriend as well.
My life sucks right now because I'm realizing that I'm a horrible person and that's certainly not the most delightful thing to come to the realization of.

:: 2008 25 March :: 4.46pm

Doctor's appointment tomorrow because some weird shit's been going on. Should know what the issue is -hopefully- after that. It's at 2:45 and the hospital is 30 minutes away from my school, and I have class at 5:00 and I of course have no idea when I'll be done... so yeah, stress. Lots of it.

Anyway, I've been rather busy as of late, and therefore haven't gotten on like ... ever. Last time I talked to Kelly was Saturday I think. I'm horrible, I know, but Jacob's only down for a limited amount of time and I have to have my Jacob time cause I'm soooo going to miss him when I leave here. *sad face*

However, do not for one second think that I don't love you completely KJE. Cause I do. <3

:: 2008 20 March :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: Cracked Out kthx
:: Music: Towler going on and on...

Okay so last night I was hanging out with Tylor, his roommate Carl, and Tessi at Tylor's house... in fact I skipped my classes to do so (which was kind of all right because one class was canceled anyway which I didn't know so I would have shown up for it and been screwed) and then Carl and Tylor made us DELICIOUS lasagna which made me orgasm.
Then we went down to the basement -which was cold and wet because it had flooded = NOT awesome- and Jacob called and was like "OH EM GEE RESCUE ME KTHX" because he wanted to come home early but his mom couldn't come get him. This was at like midnight. We were going to use Tylor's mother's truck because it's effing huge, but his parents flipped out and wouldn't let us drive so late in the dark because we didn't even know how the fuck to get to Columbia. So, we decide to leave at 6:00 in the morning so I had to spend the night in the little guest room which was super cold so I died, and then we got up and went... and hauled ass and it still took us 10 hours there and back. It was crazy, but soo fucking fun. I've never navigated a trip, and I did this one. I did pretty awesome too, despite the fact that Mapquest had us going to Kansas City for no apparent fucking reason, so we skipped a few steps and made it perfectly fine.
Best road trip EVER.
Now I'm sitting here waiting to get out of class and ignoring my professor because he's going on about miosis and, well, fuck that shit, it's **boring** so yeah. After this shit is over with I'm going back to Wheaton to hang out with everyone some more, even though I've only had 3 hours of sleep and LOTS of Amps.
Huge sugar high. It's fun though.

Anyway, Kelly I love you LOTS and you're amazing and I miss you oooh so much. <3333

:: 2008 19 March :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Even Angels Fall - Jessica Riddle

Alright, Kelly already gave the play by play so I won't bother with that, but honestly I had the best time while I was up there... even while I sat and watched him play WoW, CoD4, Portal, and Warcraft, despite the fact that he thinks I was bored.

We hung out with pJ and Mandie... and she was super quiet. I have a huge feeling she's not like that all the time. I'm probably considered quiet while I'm up there too, but that is so not the case.

The shittiest part of the entire trip was going home. I had dreaded it before I even left home, and it was ten times worse than I had expected. I'll be up there sometime in May if everything works out as planned, so it's not too long of a wait, but it feels like it's going to last forever. I've only been home for two days and it already feels like weeks.

I had a long ass delay in Milwaukee on my way up there, arriving in Michigan six hours late, and then on the way home I got a two and a half hour delay in Kansas City. I have the worst fucking luck traveling, I swear. It's completely ridiculous. Anyway, I got to Joplin and Ashley and Mom had come to pick me up, and we were all starving so I bought everyone dinner and then I got home ready to sleep but of course everyone had a million questions and I ended up not going to bed until about two. Then I was freaking out because I had additional homework to do, but my classes were canceled thanks to the TONS of rain we got which caused all the roads to flood. Sweet deal imo.
I was hoping classes would be canceled today as well, but it quit raining around eight this morning and the suns out so everythings clearing up. Lameness.

But yeah, that's that. I miss him so damn much.

:: 2008 17 March :: 11.54am

I just realized that it's St. Patrick's Day and I'm not wearing any green! Oh the horror! I have to go home and change.

:: 2008 15 March :: 10.25am

So Kelly and pJ went off to do their AirSoft deal, and I'm in pJ's room stealing his internetz. They've been gone for like an hour and I already miss Kelly :(
Monday is going to be so full of fail. I don't want to leave. I'm coming back sometime in May after schools done to stay for the summer, but that seems like forever away.

Anyway, I'm fucking tired but I don't want to go back to sleep because it's already well after ten and so I wouldn't sleep like at all tonight and the cycle would be never ending.
Ugh.

:: 2008 13 March :: 7.17pm

Shopping trip
Today on our IKEA adventure I scored a couple of lamps, a big blue rug for my floor, and four squre mirrors that I put in a line on my wall to make them full-length. I think I may get a bunch of pillows from the euro store and just throw them on the rug to make a little nestlike hangout on the floor, since I'm lacking chairs or sofa.

Going to try and make pie with Nathan either this evening or the next. Never made pie before. Should prove interesting.

:: 2008 6 March :: 6.09pm

liek holy ballzorz n stuff.

:: 2008 4 March :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

liek life k
Apparently no Kelly tonight, which stinks. I had a bad day and he's good at making me happy again. I think I failed a Biology quiz because I apparently studied the wrong thing, therefore rendering my knowledge on what we were +actually+ supposed to study = fail.
I wasn't the only one who did it though, so maybe he'll cut some slack. Doubtful, weird little bastard. His fly was open throughout the lecture tonight. I giggled.

Anyway, three more days. I'm excited and anxious. I still need to pack and get some homework done.
It's supposed to snow Friday, so I hope that doesn't mess with my flight schedule. I'll probably strangle someone with my sock if it does.
Seriously though, I hope that everything goes smoothly. I'm worryied about my flight to Grand Rapids out of Milwaukee because I have like 20 minutes to get off the plane, find out what gate I'm at, go through security, and board. Sometimes it takes longer than 20 minutes.
Sooooo... Fingers crossed for sure.

*sigh*
Kelly: comez bak plz? kthx.

:: 2008 25 February :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: cold

I am fucking sick. I am sneezing, I am coughing, I have a sore throat, and I am either blowing my nose a trillion times per minute, or my nose is of no use and I cannot breath out of it. Oh, on top of all that, one second I'm burning up and the next I'm shivering.
In spite of all of this, I decided to come to school to do some homework... Yeah, I'm retarded, I know. I just want to curl up and sleep, but I've got to get this shit done. I'm just waiting for everyone in the computer lab to lynch me next time I sneeze, because it's not cute little girly sneezes, it's fucking loud as hell.

:: 2008 24 February :: 9.02pm

-Bash-
Breadfan- this morning my dad went to go to the bathroom, but my little bro was already in there, my dad turns the knob but its locked, and in his deepest UT voice my bro shouts "DENIED"
Breadfan- My dad just walked away scratching his head
Dreyer- ROFLMAO

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