We went down to visit his mom last night.
She was able to remember who Mike and Jerry were, but she didn't remember who I was.
I told Mike that it wasnt that big of a deal because it's probably her short term memory that is afftected by the infection and it hasnt gotten to the long term completely.
But he insisted that it is a big deal because she remembered me on wednesday.
I dont like how quickly things are progressing.
Tomorrow his family is all getting together with the doctors to discuss what options they have, and what is the best for her.
Its going to be rather depressing, but it definately needs to be resolved soon.
i'm kind of hurt because a bunch of people i know apparently went out to a bar that i may not frequent, but have certainly been to several times (and have thoroughly enjoyed every time), and not one of them invited me.
i mean, maybe i wouldn't have gone anyway, but at least then i would have had the choice. it just makes me sad that there are so many nice people out there that really don't want me around.
and mom wanted me to find a friend to go with us to the baseball game tomorrow night, and i completely ran out of friends. i was running off the list in my head, and most of them were out of town or busy. and i wasn't going to count on kevin, because i figured he'd be with andrea. but maybe he'll pull through still.
all in all, i don't feel very desirable at the moment. and shannon doesn't count because she has more justifiable reasons to despise me than most anyone else, and her ignorance of that fact is not any fault of my own.
i'm gonna go mow lawn soon, i think. i don't feel like calling lenders today. addison was supposed to call me, though. maybe i'll give him a ring first.
So things have gotten worse..
Mike's mom is doing a whole lot worse..
The end is definately closer than what the doctors were saying.
She doesn't remember who Mike is anymore.
Seriously, I cannot stop crying.
It's horrible.
I feel so bad, and there is absolutly nothing I can do.
There is nothing the doctors can do.
Nothing.
:(
EDIT: oh, and one of the ladies that live where my grandma is at, died on monday.
So to add to my weekend filled with bad news and unfortunate events, I found out today that the Stanton man killed in the car accident friday morning, was a kid I work with..
And he was one of the only people I talked to at work.
We made fun of each other all the time.
This weekend has been pretty crappy..
Started thursday night..
Mike's mom is in the hospital.
It's pretty serious business..
The doctors are saying that it won't matter if she is in a medical facility, or goes home and has nurses come in, she might see labor day.
Spent all day friday at the hospital, and we're going back down there in a little bit..
I feel really bad..
Rachels been super busy this week, starting at Wal-Mart and all that such stuff. Havent talked to her much but if nothing else she got to know the joyful news. I was just talking to her but she left, internet stealing still so her connection is shit, she was putting some pics on my photobucket. That didnt seem to get accomplished beyond picture #1. Alas, Im happy with that 1 for now.
Spent about the last hour and a half talking to Brittani -from work receptionist/accountant- last night. We've been talking alot lately because Ive been down there fixing things for them more. Shes my inner workspace gossip talker. Its all good though. Shes my age and knows some of the same things I do -relationship wise- so we constantly chat about things. She enjoys rambling on about her wedding coming up Sept. 6th. Shes getting married at 19. Shes been with the guy for about as long as Ive known Rachel. Just kinda shocked somehow by her getting married at only 19.
Ive decided to take the week after my last Op for the airsoft season off and go down to see her. The tickets for Amtrak are insanely cheaper than anythign else around. I was shocked. GRR to KCY roundtrip was $190. Its unfortunate that MO only gets a few locations, none located in the southwest corner of the state, to choose from but it works. And based on the rest of this months event, we shall see if both is do'able. I may have to skip the airsoft event. Unfortunate, but possible. Woman > Airsoft
So when Id get home Monday from Wisconsin its straight into repacking for leaving the next morning to Kansas City where Rach' would pick me up.
Im going to have to skimp like no other for this month pull it off but Im ok with this.No spending for Kelly. If Rachel was here she'd totally budget me. Boo hiss.
/slap @ wrist
so, i'm completely done done with my summer class. still hasn't quite sunk in yet. but it will soon.
and emily is gone again. also hasn't sunk in. coffee today was nice though. i can't believe she'd never played chess before.
so yeah, that's pretty much it. i lost my phone charger at kevin's this weekend. kinda sucks. but i'm getting my new one soon, so it doesn't really even matter that much.
i don't know. i'm gonna go play drums, since i'm all out of ideas.
We finally got around to rearranging our living room.
I have been begging and pleading and threatening doing it for months now..
And Mike finally caved and I bribed him into doing it.
And we have one of his turkeys on the wall.
The whole turkey.
On a perch.
And it sticks out from the wall.
Like 2.5 feet out from the wall.
A whole stuffed turkey..
From its beak to its feet, turkey.
And soon, there will be another one on the other end of the wall..
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2008 2 August :: 10.14am
:: Music: kebbeen, buying me dinner.
Mr. J, (this entry's more for me than anything else)
movie's done, at least as far as i'm concerned. going canoing today. wrap party for the film is tomorrow. the last class is on monday, and i have to turn in a 3-5 page paper that i have yet to write. should be exciting. also going to try and schedule a job interview for that time. and go into campus view and raise hell for my damage deposit. so, staying plenty busy, even though it's supposedly over.