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2005 9 June :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Bloc Party- Helicopter
ARRRGGG
sorry i havent written in a while...finals and me ya know...TIME TO VENT
speaking of finals i took my english today and im really worried i didnt do well on it and im just really frustrated that ive worked this hard and in the end i just threw it away...i really dont want my mom to be disapointed in me again, last time was too hard for me. but now i just cant stop thinking about it. pleaz god make me do well on it pleeeeaaaazzzzzz...i wish i didnt have to dwell on things like this all the time. fuck. i probably didnt get into MUN either since im an idiot and forgot the time of the meeting...shit shit shit, it doesnt matter as much to me as much as english does but its just bothering me and sitting in the back of my head. now i have the pressure of math because i fucked up there and shit i have no idea of wat im getting in bio...i dont know how this happened, i cant believe im letting everything fall to pieces...
im really sad to see him go...more than anything i just enjoyed getting closer to him. it was hard for me for a while but its gotten better for me...not great but ive learned to ignore it. he'll soon be gone and i wont have to think about him anymore...but thats the thing, i think about him all the time now, im pretty sure he's gonna pop into my head from time to time...i wish i had never fallen for him, he prob doesnt feel the same way and im making a big deal out of nothing. i really really really want to know exactly how he feels tho...ive been so confused by him lately i dont know wat to think, he's driving me insane. tomorrow's pre-prom and im goin to have to see him...prob for the last time before he goes :( i guess its tomorrow or never to find out how he feels, but i dont know if ill have the courage to do it
on a happier note i had a good time tonight...its been a while since ive just hung out w/ friends and laughed...helped me get away for a bit. i also got to play my new guitar today since school is over. I LOVE IT SO MUCH...anyways i gotta get up early to STUDY more...shit shit i have to do well...damnit ok im out
<3 Kloppy
got some pics from spain! <3 you amanda!
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2005 30 May :: 10.43am
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Kloppy89
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2005 27 May :: 11.29pm
:: Music: The Weakerthans- Plea From A Cat Named Virtue
WOOT! International Day!
today was a super duper international day! :) im so glad it wasn't raining...its so much better outside, the past two years were awful. im so excited for senior slave day! get ready alex! lol
STAR WARS WAS AWESOME! it was sad too...all the poor Jedi's :( WORD UP MERI! haha
got the picks from my party>>>click here to see em!
http://www.shutterfly.com/view/choose_album.jsp
Username: Kloppy89
PW: ROSSSI
ok its gettin late...goin into the city tomorrow to get my new guitar! bb
<3 Kloppy
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kloppy89
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2005 26 May :: 6.54pm
:: Music: Guster- Amsterdam
POCKY
You Are Strawberry Pocky |
Your attitude: fresh and sweet
Comforting, yet quirky ... quietly hyper
You always see both sides to everything
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BEST SNACK EVER!
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Kloppy89
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2005 25 May :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Kashmir- Led Zeppelin
DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO BE A GANGSTA
today was the most crappiest day EVER...blah GIVE ME SUNSHINE! i hope it's nice for international day! WOOT! so much foooooood...
sometimes i really don't know what to make of things...i get so confused. i wish i could just know some thinhgs, so they would'nt have to be constantly eating away at me. i guess im not too good at reading people. the one thing i want the most is to just know what's real and what's not
i am extremely proud of myself that i have not managed to put off my english paper until the last second...i feel relieved. who knew working could feel SOOOO GOOOOD (tgs all the way)
i need to get better and start exercising again...when i don't do sports i eat alot, then i get in bad moods and then i get really bitchy during disection labs in bio class (hehe love ya nez!) oh geez...thank god that's over
anyway it's gettin late. im gonna hit the shits...laterz
<3 Kloppy
haha I LOVE PUNS
"a marathon runner who wears bad foot-wear is most likely to suffer the agony of DA-FEET"
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kloppy89
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2005 24 May :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Modest Mouse- World At Large
LOVE THIS SONG
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.
Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?
The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.
I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.
I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.
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kloppy89
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2005 24 May :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Catch 22- 1234,1234
HELLO EVERYONE!
WOOT! first journal entry! I never know what to say in the first one...
Today was ok. I don't understand why it's almost June and it's 40 degrees outside...i had to stand outside and watch my sister's lax game today and i thought my hand was gonna fall off. I might have a word with mother nature
Blah lax=my life is over...I HAVE NOTHING TO DO BUT EAT AND DO WORK (but i actually don't really do the work, i just pretend to)
STILL SICK...bleh, it'll be over soon...ok english paper calls :)
<3 Kloppy
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2005 22 May :: 9.54pm
For my baby <3
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
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2005 22 May :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the used~sound effects and overdramatics...
and you got all turned on by the taste of your sin...
People can be so unbelievably rude. It's just incomprehensible to me how disrespectful some people are. Just absolutely no regard for reality and no courtesy. And nobody can tell me i don't have the right to judge these people, because you know what? I DO. Stupidity and immaturity deserve to be known. Whatever, I'm just glad that the people I associate myself with don't feel the need to be drunk 24/7 to enjoy their lives. Yeah, I don't care who you are reading this...you've absolutely proven that you deserve no respect from me or anyone else. And the funny thing is that some people will just look at me saying this like I have serious problems...when in actuality, who's the one repressing all their emotions? Hmm...certainly not me. Does it look like I'm holding anything back?
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goobs827
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2005 16 May :: 11.00pm
liked this one...
Your Political Profile
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Overall: 15% Conservative, 85% Liberal
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Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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goobs827
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2005 10 May :: 8.34pm
PINATAS
Your Mexican Name Is... |
Doņa Pitina
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goobs827
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2005 10 May :: 8.30pm
hmm...a lot of this is kind of creepily true
Your Birthdate: August 27 |
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.
This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return. |
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2005 27 April :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: skeptics and true believers
idk
blah..
lost cell fone
lost a HUGE game...when we shouldnt have......like......idk cant really talk about my feelings toward this game...but thats behind..time to look ahead...pearl is going down if its the last thing i do
this weather blows
school is just.....overplayed..its like ok enough already your not worth my time
idk--i feel like i dont feel secure about a lot of things in my life..i just dont know the answer to so many things that i think i used to, or maybe im just maturing and i never really knew but i thought i did...either way, its a sucky feeling..empty a bit
im really tired and i have a lot of work to do--hmm, maybe for once i'll make an effort to do some of it..........altho i wouldnt bet on it
God Bless,
Briggy<3
all in all they're all just bricks in the wall
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2005 24 April :: 8.06am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: phone
<3
WhEn SuMoNe SeEmS t0o GoOd 2 Be TRuE
ThEy uSuaLLy aRe...
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