HIP HIP! HOORAY!
HOOOOOOOOOOOORAAAAAAAAAY! guess what?! ima get to hang out wit my baby outside of his house! wooot! finally we get to kiss in peace! haha ... damn we are gonna be some horny ass ppl.. HAHA im just playing... but yea i can't wait! .. im so excited to get to see him again man.. it's gonna be so nice! woot! alritey well that's purdy much all i had to say... i've been reading some pretty interesting articles haha... oh my... im such a little perv sometimes i swear! ... alrite anyways i should go haha... buhz byez ppls :D

tonite's song: no me dejes solo by daddy yankee .. .they played this shit constantly in miami.. and now i really like it haha ... it's a good song :)

just a couple of songs i heard on the trips to and from miami..
Head On Straight
by Tonic

I don't want be the one who hurts you
I don't want to be the one who fails
I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again

I struggled all my life with empty moments
The shadow of a hole I'd never fill
Any happiness I had was empty
It wasn't good enough, I wanted love

I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again
I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again

I don't want to think of life without you
I don't want to take a step alone
It scares me to think I almost lost you
Just let me know you're fine, I'm on the line

I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again
I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again

I'm thinking of our whole life baby
Won't you help me find a way
I'm thinking of our whole life baby
Won't you help me find my way....

I don't want to be the one who hurts you
I just want to know that you're all right

I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again
I'm keeping my head on straight
So you can trust me again
You can trust me again
Trust me again
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--excerpt from waste by staind

"Well fuck that
And fuck her
And fuck him
And fuck you
For not having the strength in your heart
To pull through
I've had doubts
I've had fears
I've fucked up
my life plans
Doesn't mean I should take
my life with my own hands"
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chorus of life got in the way by sister hazel

"And I wanted you so much
Just like I do right now
I wanted us to be the one
the poets write their books about
I wanted it to last
I wanted to grow old
But life got in the way"

...
u know how sometimes u watch those specials on kids that have some sort of fatal disease.. and the parents r always like.. i wish god would just have given all the pain they're going thru.. to me instead... well that's exactly how i feel rite now... i just wish i could take away all the sadness he's feeling.. and just like.. dump it on myself... i could make it.. i know i could.. but im not sure he can... and that worries the shit outta me... the thought that i mite wake up one morning. .and he wont have done the same... that just brings me to tears... even the thought of it does... that's so fucking scary... i just wish he'd get hope back.. i wish he could see that things WILL get better.. not soon... but ... he's gotta give it time.. and the outcome will be beautiful... he even told me once.. u gotta weather out the storm before the sun comes out again... well baby.. this is just a really bad fucking hurricane... and rite now ur rite smack in the middle of it... but when it passes.. life will be so good.. i promise u .. i promise u things will be wonderful someday.. i wish i could just kind of make him hold on... like ... hold him up until we're close enough to the ground that falling wont be a danger... im really scared... like i dont know what i could possibly say to a person to make them want to live... i mean i have hope.. but i dont know how to instill that in someone else.. see? this is y i wanan be a psychologist.. i wanna know how to fix this shit.. i wanna know just what to say to make someone feel good again.. to bring hope back into their life.. i really hope that somehow he gathers the strength to make it far enough till i can take over... till he's out of that place and i can make him happy.. i know i can.. once we get to live together? .. i know i can keep him happy... but rite now? .. when i never see him? .. i know it's gotta be fucking hard... fuck.. i just really pray that he doesn't give up ... i mean if he does.. i miteri as well do so myself.. cuz ... it'll be like a part of me has withered away ... i mean what would be the point? .. if he left.. y the fuck shouldn't i? .. fuck.. i need some sleep... nite everyone. please disregard this post.. none of u will understand.. and frankly.. i dont have the energy to explain .. so just.. forget it.

tonite's song: promise by matchbook romance

hmm..
hey everyone.. long time no talk i know.. i just haven't been in the journal updating kinda mood.. so yea today was another uneventful day... i was gonna hang out wit chris from work and a few of his friends but it didnt work out .. that's cool though .. i wasn't much for goin out anyway hehe ... i gotta work tomorrow blah... from 11 to 7 .. that's a long ass fucking time... and chris doesnt' work tomorrow so i purdy much have no one to talk to at work.. oooh ima try and get shilpa and vanessa to come see meet the fockers wit me.. cuz that movie looks fuckin hilarious.. and i member i loved meet the parents.. haha ... cuz i know that like if colin's allowed to go out and we do end up goin to the movies.. well let's just say we wont watch the movie.. not that i dont like that haha dont get me wrong.. but im just sayin i wanna see that movie! .. ima call shilpa manana and ask her if she wants to go friday... thursday ima go christmas shoppin ... haha i was talkin to michael earlier and he was like what do u want for christmas. .and i was like dont bother gettin me anything cuz i mean how r u gonna give it to me .. and he was like oh yea ur rite.. it would be kinda hard to send a pony thru the mail.. hahaha i thought that was fuckin hilarious! haha that's like the boy meets world episode where like eric asks his mom for something and she says no so he goes COME ON MOM! U NEVER DID GET ME THAT PONY! haha.. sigh.. good times good times hehe. i talked to my baby today :D .. hooray! .. i get to see him in 8 days.. and our anniversary's manana ... woot woot! i really miss him .. like this shit just gets harder every day.. i just wish we could spend time together like normal couples.. sigh... hmm what else was i gonna talk bout in this entry... ooh yea so woohu looks kidna diff... it's weird but .. i guess it's not bad hehe.. i kinda like it the old way but oh wellz.. serves me rite f or choosing a cheapy ass journal company :P .. but w/e i've had like fifty gazillion entries on this journal so i wanna keep it .. i tried changing a while back.. i even deleted all my entries... which kidna sucked cuz now i can't get em back.. fuck i shouldn't wear this tank top anymore.. haha i looked down and like half my boob was hangin out! oh my.. haha. ima get my homecomin pics tomorrow.. i wanna see em.. i hope they came out good. . i want colin to see me in my dress :) .. i liked my dress.. it was purdy :D ... hha omg chris the retard woke me up at like 9 o clock this morning ... i dont know wtf he was thinkin.. i think it's kinda funny though cuz my family thinks any guy that calls is automatically colin... like chris calls ... oh thaimi it's colin... michael calls.. oh thaimi it's colin.. and the whole time i know it's not cuz hello the boy's on a cruise haha ... but still .. i mean their voices r pretty different .. i mean michael has a pretty deep voice.. and chris's voice.. well.. his is just diff .. i dont know how to splain it hehe ... but yea ... haha chris has the coolest bird! it like cusses ppl out! he said that like whenever he wakes up in the mornin.. the bird always says some sort of obscenity to him haha ... that's great! it's kinda weird that he knows where i live cuz like.. now he could show up at my house at like any given time.. haha that's kinda creepy... im such a lazy bum man.. i STILL have yet to do any latin hw.. i feel really bad bout that but .. honestly.. i just .. i can't seem to find the energy to sit my ass down and do some latin hw.. w/e ill get to it eventually... ooh u know what i fuckin hate?! takin a shower when it's cold outside .. and having to wait like a fucking hour for the water to get hot.. only for it to get cold again after 10 minutes! that's such bullshit! haha.. stupid shower.. haha wow cesar is such a dork.. he just said the dumbest thing to me .. like.. too dumb to even repeat.. oh my haha... aww i feel so unloved.. no one's called me tonite :( .. those big poopieheads... dont wanan tlak to thaimi.. i see how it is... chris said he would call me back and never did.. shilpa said the same thing.. michael said he'd call me during his lunchbreak and he hasn't yet... hmm oh wellz alritey well this has been a very boring update.. and for that i apologize.. haha.. i promise the updates 'll get more interesting once my baby comes to town :D .. nite everyone. sweet dreams :).

tonite's song: je t'aime by patrick bruel... gotta love french guys :D

email my baby sent me.. this shall be tonite's song :D
hey i was listening to this one cover of a song by Willie Nelson, called "On My Mind", and it made me think of you. Of course it's the punk cover, and it's by Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, and here's the lyrics:

Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm so sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

I love you baby, and i miss being with you, MUAH!, I'll write you again at almuerzo.
Love always,
Cawen

wat a good day :D
aww today was awesome! colin's parents told him i could come over from 4-6 .. and so i did... it was really nice.. we played another game of scrabble.. he's such a sore loser.. haha... he's like i dont wanna play wit u anymore! ::pout:: hehe.. i whooped his ass.. 185-165 haha... it was funny... we went out to his backyard and went on the swings and talked and stuff... aww i missed having him around so much man... and then after that we went on the pool deck and like found a spot where his parents couldn't see us.. and we kissed.. it was like the first time we had gotten to kiss for real in like months.. cuz before it was just like quick pop kisses so no one could see... but yea it was really nice... aww i wish he didnt have to leave... im gonna miss him so much.. and he makes me so happy when he's around... hopefully ill get to go see him tomorrow too.. i hope so.. he leaves sunday morning.. which really sucks.. oh yea i forgot to tell u guys.. i got my track physical on wednesday... my doctor told my mom to like watch out for me cuz he swears im like anorexic... which is bullshit but w/e... i eat like a pig! .. but i weigh 107 now... he told me that if i lose weight ima be underweight.. it's so weird cuz like.. i dont look like i weigh that little at all.. but w/e... track starts tuesday.. i wanna buy me some sweat pants... hopefully i can do that before tuesday... fuck i was talkin to michael and someone called for my grandma and i told him to call me back in 15 min but.. she's still on the god damn phone haha.. and colin's gonna call me later tonite after he watches a movie wit his lil sister...alritey well buhz byez everyone.

tonite's song: sunshine by lil' flip

this sums up everything i've felt for a while now.. awesome song
Welcome To My Life
by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life


--shit didnt go too well last nite.. but ill update later.. nite nite.

:D
you know that feeling when like... hmm i think colin splained it best today when he said.. god.. this is so weirdd.. it's like... i got a new pair of shoes.. and then all of a sudden... i get my old pair of shoes back.. and it's like .. damn.. i forgot how amazingly comfortable these were.... aww man i love that boy with all my heart... today was easily the best day i've had since he's been gone.. it was sooo nice... we weren't allowed to go out and so we stayed in the hosue the whole time.. but.. it was just so nice... aww as soon as i turned onto his road i was like.. shaking.. i was like omg im gonna see him.. i was just so excited... and he like ran out and just gave me the most genuine smile i have seen in so long... he got his braces off... god his smile is beautiful... and as soon as i saw him i put my car in park... jumped out of the car.. and into his arms... it was amazing... haha we just stood there in his drive-way hugging each other ... aww man it felt so great... i can't even explain it... it was like.. euphoric... aww man... i can't explain it... it was the best day in a long time.. and i thank god it all worked out the way it was supposed to today... hopefully ill get to see him tomorrow... nite everyone.. and i hope u guys have a goodnite.

tonite's song: thugz mansion by tu pac... my baby let me listen to it .. which is weird cuz he hates rap... but he actually likes that song.. and it's really good...

HOORAY FOR MONDAY! :D
my baby's comin on monday night! HOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRAYYYYY! i mite see him monday but most likely ima just end up seeing him tuesday.. im so excited... i haven't seen him in like 70 something days... hehe he counted... what a cutie... i can't wait... that monday.. it's our 9 month anniversary... :D ... that much closer to a year... i got let off work early today.. and later tonite im goin to citrus wit vanessa and shilpa to watch spongebob :D hehe that should be fun.. and i got payed today so i'll have money to spend... and tomorrow.. i work from 9-5.. and after work ima get refills for my nails.. i wasn't gonna but my mom was like eh y not? so i was like alrite.. i think they cost like 15 bucks or something... but ive got money saved up so even wit tonite and tomorrow.. i should have enough for when colin comes.. cuz i dont think he's gonna have any money .. being that he's not workin.. and that he's been in military school all this time hehe.. aww man it's gonna be so nice to see him again.. i talked to him last nite for like 2 hours.. it was great.. i told my grandma that when the bill came... i would pay for me and colin's long distance calls.. which i have no prob doin.. i feel really bad for michael man! his phone bill came to be like over 200 bucks cuz of me! haha i was like OMG IM SO SORRY! he was like psh what u apologizing for? that was money well spent. i was like aww tanky :D hehe... so yea im starting to feel better... which is good cuz i really want to be happy again... oh on wednesday im gettin my physical for track.. and im gettin it wit my family doc... which rocks... cuz i wasn't too keen on the idea of some old ass lady feelin on my boobs.. or crotch for that matter... so this should be MUCH better hehe.. track starts the tuesday after thanksgiving... man after thanksgiving break.. that week is gonna be so hectic.. i have a huge english paper due.. and my tok project... ahhh... that's gonna suck.. but hopefully it'll all get done.. this weekend all i have to do is french hw.. well and chem but im not gonna do chem... hmm what else did i wanna talk bout? well i can't think of it so w/e... hope everyone's doing ok... nite nite :)

tonite's song: cinderella story by plain white t's

The Distance
by Evan And Jaron

The sky has lost its color,
the sun has turned to gray.
At least that’s how it feels to me
whenever you're away.

I crawl up in the corner,
to watch the minutes pass.
Each one brings me closer to
the time when you're coming back

I can't take the distance,
I can't take the miles.
I can't take the time until I next see you smile.
I can’t take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take, I'm callin' your name

I still believe in feelings
but sometimes I feel too much.
I make believe you're close to me,
but it ain't close enough,
not nearly close enough.

I can't take the distance,
I can't take the miles.
I can't take the time until I next see you smile.
I can’t take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
that with every breath I take, I'm callin' your name
I can't take the distance (the distance)

I'd brave fire
and I'd brave rain
to be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean
to me
'Cause I can't take the distance

I can't take these miles
I can't take the time til I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
and I'm not ashamed
that with every breath I take I'm callin' you're name
I can't take the distance...

well as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder.. how ur makin out...
i feel really fucking selfish for even feeling this way.. but honestly.. im sick and tired of everyone else being so god damn happy.. im sick of everyone getting to spend time wit the ppl they love... i guess misery DOES love company.. and i feel pretty shitty for feeling that way but.. w/e i can't help it.. seeing ppl happy just reminds me of how unhappy i am rite now.. so i know im being a bitch lately.. and im sorry... but everything's really fucked up rite now ... and im just kinda hopin shit gets better.... so just.. bear wit me.. and dont hate me ...

my new favorite songs :)
Over And Over
by Nelly And Tim Mcgraw

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it down
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head
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I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
by My Chemical Romance

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

wish you were really here listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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ps. HE'S COMING IN LIKE 10 DAYS! YAY! ... and he got out of moto today which means i get to talk to him soon :D im so excited! hehe

agh i hate mixed emotions..
You Make Me Wanna
by Usher

This is what you do
This is what you do
This is what you do
This is what you do

1. You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
Think about a ring and all the things it come along with
You make me
you make me

Repeat -1

Before anything began between us
You were like my best friend
The one I used to run and talk to
When me and my girl was having problems
You used to say it'll be OK
Suggest little nice things I should do
And when I go home at night and lay my head down
All I seemed to think about was you
And how

Repeat 1

Now what's bad is you're the one that hooked us up
Knowing it should have been you
What's sad is that I love her but I'm falling for you
What should I do
Should I tell my baby bye-bye
Should I do exactly what I feel inside
Cos I, don't wanna go, don't need to stay
But I really need to get it together

Repeat 1

At this point the situation's out of control
I never meant to hurt her
But I gotta let her go
And she may not understand it
While all of this is going on
I tried, I tried to fight it
But the feeling's just too strong
You make me, make me

You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna

You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna

Repeat 1 until fade

i can't help the way i feel..
you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you'll never know dear
how much i love you
so please dont take
my sunshine away..

*reminiscing bout old times* ..

"good morning beautiful
how was your nite?
mine was wonderful
wit u by my side... "

two wrongs don't make a right by wyclef jean and claudette from city high..

[WYCLEF speaking (Claudette)]
(Oooh)
I'm just sittin here playing the guitar (Oooh)
(City High.. Claudette.. Wyclef)

[VERSE 1]
[WYCLEF:]
Excuse me, if you see me screaming
Deep in my mind, i'm only dreaming
cuz if i wake girl, and you're not by my side
i'd feel like half of me, is no longer alive
so please shorty, before you walk out that door
would you listen to my song

[CLAUDETTE:]
if only, i give you one last chance
with the devil, you can no longer dance
you got to be faithful, so we could be fruitful
build a family, and follow god faithfully
so just before i want to reply, i might listen to your song

[WYCLEF:]
ooh, before you walk out that door, listen

[CHORUS]
[WYCLEF:]
they say two wrongs don't make it right ((don't make it right))
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight ((yeeahh))
lay up in the bed and make love all night
[CLAUDETTE:]
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
you promise me that you'll do the same

[Wyclef ((Claudette)):]
girl i'ma love you like i never love
((touch me like you never touch me))
yo if you give me the chance girl
((yeah baby))
I'm gonna show you

[VERSE 2]
[CLAUDETTE ((Wyclef)):]
I'm gonna say ((i understand))
that i forgive you
and i aint gonna forget
that you brought me ?? ((baby, baby, baby))

[WYCLEF:]
But i have grown
from a thug to a man
Build my castle with bricks
and no longer with sand
Oh Girl

[Claudette:]
And just, before I want to reply, baby
I might listen to your song

[Wyclef:]
Ooh, before you walk out that door, listen

[CHORUS 2]
[WYCLEF:]
they say two wrongs don't make it right ((don't make it right))
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight ((i don't wanna fight))
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight ((yeeahh))
lay up in the bed and make love all night
[CLAUDETTE:]
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
you promise me that you'll do the same

[Wyclef ((Claudette)):]
and i'ma love you like i never love
((touch me like you never touch me))
yo if you give me the chance girl
I'm gonna show you

[BRIDGE]
[Claudette:]
I'm so used to the pain that I
Can't see the sunshine no more
I'm so used to the pain that the
the sickness feels like the cure

[Wyclef ((Claudette)):]
Ay, but if only you gave me
the keys to your soul
and let me in
i'm gonna love you
over ((over)), and over ((over)) again

[Wyclef & Claudette:]
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[CHORUS 3]
[WYCLEF:]
they say two wrongs don't make it right ((don't make it right))
So if i'm wrong i ain't trying to fight ((i don't wanna fight))
I'm trying to have some dinner with some candlelight ((ohhh))
lay up in the bed and make love all night ((make love to me))
[CLAUDETTE:]
So papi I wont leave, maybe i'll just stay
but promise me that you'll do the same

[Wyclef ((Claudette)):]
and i'ma love you like i never love
((touch me like you never touch me))
yo if you give me the chance girl
I'm gonna show you
((Show me, yeahhh))
I won't stay around the block no more
I'll come home early girl I promise