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:: 2003 22 November :: 3.04 pm

haha....damn straight!
Love To Hate You
by Britney Spears


I'm doing fine
I'm doing fine

For seven months and fifteen days
I've been telling you lies in different ways
I know things will change
But I don't know when
You keep talking about us
Like we still were friends

I just hate the way you talk to me
I just love to say what's bothering me

I love to hate you
I really love to hate you
And nothing you do
Will ever change my mind
I'm doing fine
Without you

It wasn't meant to be like this
All you gave her was one little innocent kiss
I didn't believe
She would turn to be
The love of your life
Just like me

I just hate the way you talk to me
I just love to say what you mean to me

I love to hate you
I really love to hate you
And nothing you do
Will ever change my mind
I'm doing fine
Without you

I'm doing fine

I love to hate you
I really love to hate you
And nothing you do
Will ever change my mind
I'm doing fine
I love to hate you
I really love to hate you
And nothing you do
Will ever change my mind
I'm doing fine
Without you


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:: 2003 22 November :: 2.18 pm
:: Mood: pensive

wow....couldn't be more true....especially the part bout forgiveness...
Scorpio (astrology)

The eighth sign of the zodiac, symbolized by a scorpion. According to astrologers, people whose birthdays fall between October 23 and November 21 are born under the sun sign of Scorpio. The planet Pluto rules Scorpio, which is a water sign.

Astrologers consider Scorpios to be energetic, passionate, deep, intuitive, and secretive, with a great deal of self-control. They also believe that Scorpios can be willful, stubborn, and easily made jealous. Scorpios are thought to be keen observers of people, and potentially calculating and manipulative. Seeing more of people's deepest motivations than others do, they have a tendency to be cynical. They are sensitive and never forget a hurt or a slight—for the typical Scorpio, forgiveness can be difficult.

Astrologers consider Scorpio perhaps the most extreme of all signs. The intensity and focus of Scorpios gives them great ability to see a project through despite all obstacles. Their strong leadership qualities, incisive analytic abilities, energy, and desire for financial security can make them motivated career people. Many Scorpios also like to flirt with danger and push themselves and those close to them to their limits. Professions traditionally associated with Scorpio include forensics, law enforcement or detective work, the military, medicine, psychology, big business, and recycling.

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:: 2003 22 November :: 1.58 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: voice within by christina aguilera

it's been a while!
wowsers long time no talk/type! well i haven't been online for like a week! mostly cuz i've had loads and loads of hw......and partly cuz i've been talkin to the spanish guy on the phone non stop hehe. he's so sweet! he held my hand yesterday! i was walkin out of piano and he just like put his hand in mine.....i was like......:::omg!::: hehe...im retarded i know but it was cute. he keeps complimenting me i love it! omg he went through my bookbag yesterday.....which btw i freaked out about cuz i had a pad in there! hehe but w/e he went thru my stuff......and he took out my history notebook and he was lookin through it and stuff......and when i got home i opened my bookbag to do some hw and on the back of my history notebook with a highlighter it said.."i love you" and on the last page he wrote me this lil thingy.....aww it was so sweet it said like i care about you and don't you forget it.....i will ALWAYS care about u.....aww he's the sweetest! it's great! hehe. haha yesterday he called me and we were talkin and he's like......so what should we do thaimi? and im like....wat? and he goes....LET'S GET MARRIED! hehehe.....i was like......uh........hehehe but w/e he's great.......im happy.....and i haven't been in a lil while so yay for me! k movin on.....SHILPA KICKS MAJOR BOOTAY! like seriously......the more i get to know her the happier i am that i came to hillsborough b/c me and her have become such great friends. i mean before she was just like my jokin around friends.....but ever since the whole shit with donna...me and her have been like inseparable haha! STEP AWAY FROM THE DUCK! hahah omg yesterday! she wrote me a note and i had it in my bookbag and the spanish guy found it! she wrote the note in spanglish like she usually does cuz she likes to practice her spanish with me........and she wrote a lot of stuff and he read it! i was so glad me and her use codenames for everyone! hehe. me and daphne came up with the funniest thing.....haha hilarious! look....

i'm a dork in new york who likes to eat pork with a fork and a spork and pop open the cork that came from the stork who lives in an apartment! OW I CRACKED MY NECK! :::::flamingo dance::::::

hahahahhahahah........she's hilarious.....omg we come up with the stupidest shit. hahaha. i have soo much hw to do! omg tuesday i have a presentation in euro where i have to go up there with my group and talk about the french revolution. and then we have to have a visual. then after it's all done we have to sing a 3-5 minute song summing up our presentation! hahah guess what our song is to the beat of?! THE FRIENDS THEME SONG!!!!!!! guess who came up with that idea? hehe yep me! well im staying after school with daniel on monday and me and him r gonna work on the project together. so yea that should be cool.....it kinda sucks though cuz i was gonna tutor that day but oh wellz......alrite well im bored....and i don't feel like talking anymore......bye ppl! CAN'T WAIT FOR THANKSGIVING WEEKEND! LE JOUR D'ACCION DE GRACE!!!!! (french) hehe

tonite's song: addicted by enrique iglesias

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:: 2003 15 November :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: you and i by jason mraz

not too shabby for thaimi....
howdy ppls! today was an alrite day i guess......i slept for a really really long time....which kicked major bootay lemme tell u! well i did allllll of my french hw! yay for thaimi! i even did some xtra credit french haha! seeing as how i haven't done any french hw since the beginning of the year....this is quite an improvement. haha i did something really pathetic. i sat on my bed this morning and played the friends trivia game by myself! hahahah i just pretended to be diff ppl......which is funny cuz in this part of the game u have to do charades where u act out a character from friends doing something from an episode.....and so i would act it out and then i would pretend like someone guessed it correctly so i could win! hahahha it was so sad! but it was fun! it made me realize just how much i really watch that show......gosh i need a life! haha pathetic...... let's see what else..... spanish guy didnt call me.......grrr i think he's waiting for me to call him cuz of the whole thing he said to me bout pride......but i ain't gonna call him! i called him on thursday and we talked.......so it's his turn! if he wants to call me then he can....hehe watch him bitch at me monday. i wanna see him! gosh im like obsessed now! haha and the funny thing is im not even physically attracted to the boy! like i dont know if i can honestly see myself kissing this boy......talking with him....sure......hugging him....sure....going out with him.....sure...but kissing him?! i dunno........it's just weird....i dont find him attractive that way......i dont know! agh! but w/e i dont need to be thinkin bout that cuz we're not even together.....at least i dont think we are! haha. anywayz.....i gotta do some more hw this weekend! i need a book to read.....i read the first pg of this book i checked out and it's terrible......its all written in like ghetto english...which is awful cuz i hate bad grammar! it makes me wanna take out a damn pen and fix the whole damn book! so i refuse to read it! so monday im returning it and shilpa's gonna help me find a good book. i have to do fcat stuff for eng......and work on my euro timeline....or else ima end up workin on the whole thing on friday .....like i did for 6 hours last time........agh i need to start! i have latin hw too which i so planned on doing.....but i left my wb in my locker so ..... whoops.....haha shucks! what a tragedy! i got yara to see the someday video from nickelback! yay! she liked it......eventhough the damn thing kept freezin on her. i love that vid! it's sooooo sweet.....aww how cutieful! alritey well ima go now cuz im bored and it seems i have run out of interesting things to talk about. until next time mates! (haha i dunno y i just said mates......don't question it)

SCORPIO - Disappointments from the past are minor now. You wonder how you could have ever been so out of sorts over such trivial things. A new love situation is much more fulfilling.

hmm....interesting horoscope....hehe

tonite's song: shut up by black eyed peas


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:: 2003 14 November :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: reflective
:: Music: simon by lifehouse

wowsers....so true.....damn u hey whore look what u've done....
HASH(0x83c4854)
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."


The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


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Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


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:: 2003 14 November :: 8.48 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: my paper heart by all american rejects

hmm....
hey ppls! well the last time i wrote was wednesday. ima tell u bout thursday and friday. well on thursday i talked to the spanish guy. he told me he hadn't been able to call me cuz he got grounded and then he got mad at me for not having called him at all. hehe i told him i don't do things like that and he's like u need to get rid of that pride hehe. i had to play the keyboard in the library and i played my two songs and him and the chunky guy were like clapping and yelling my name soooooo loud! ( IT'S A LIBRARY!) haha they got bitched at by the lib. ladies. daphne was there! omg it was soooo embarassing cuz she sees me ...... and she goes "THAIMI WHICH ONE'S THE SPANISH GUY?!" ..... the spanish guy was right next to me!!!!! i was like.....omg....omg....omg hehe thank god he can't understand english.....so i just sat there and ignored her and he's like " what did she say? " and im like....."....uh...nothing..." hehe he's like don't lie to me! hehe but w/e. when we were in the class i was tellin him bout how like i wear glasses and he had told me that he thinks ppl look better with glasses cuz it makes them look smart. so he made me try on the chunky guy's glasses and he was like "WOW! YOU LOOK .... WOW!" he kept tellin me that i needed to wear my glasses.......hahah iwas like trust me....u don't wanna see me in my glasses hehe. but ya......then today i think he was mad at me....cuz i walked upstairs and he was at the top of the stairs waiting for me and im like "hey" and i kept walking......and he's like i don't get a kiss.........and im like...uh.... hehe so i go and give him a kiss on the cheek and he gave me this face like gosh i have to ask?! but yea he didnt even sit next to me he like walked around and didn't look at me cuz he was angry......but then eventually he came and sat next to me and was like playing with my hands. he was like shocked that they were my real nails or something hehe. that freak. omg he said i was his gf again! mario kept hitting me with this chain thing and i was like yellin at him to leave me the fuck alone. so the spanish guy sees and goes up to mario and he's like.....stop messin wit her! and mario's like.....what is she ur girlfriend or something?! and he goes like......yes! i was like......what?! no im not! hehe i didnt say anything though i just pretended like i didnt hear him....but yea.......it's weird cuz he hasn't asked me out or anything but he just says that we're going out...at least i don't think we're going out hahah it'd be funny if we've been going out this whole time and i just didn't know it....hahahah! today we had a pep rally. it was so boring cuz i couldn't find shilpa or anything so i had to sit by myself.......and i screwed up the signs so i ended up sitting in the freshmen side! haha im such a loser. HAHAH OMG SOMEONE BLEW UP A CONDOM RITE SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STEP TEAM'S ROUTINE! hahhahahahhah hilarious! the thing was just like floating over our heads....haha and when the step team finished someone threw the condom wrapper over the bleachers to where they were performing hahahhahahah priceless.........SCHOOL SPIRIT LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! hahahah! u gotta love hillsborough. well that's bout all the interesting stuff that happened today.......yep yep.......talk to u guys laterz. buhz byez

tonite's song: the trouble with love is by kelly clarkson

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:: 2003 12 November :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: harder to breathe by maroon 5

suck my big toe you hairy bafoon!
hey ppls. today was purdy good. it was a club day so i just sat around most of the day. i went to key club and i got a cool shirt at swat and this hat and stickers! the weird kid on the bus wanted my hat! he's like i'll give you stuff! and im like......what kind of stuff. and he starts diggin in his pocket....he pulls out 2 pens and his house keys (with a keychain attached to it of mickey mouse that says suzanne on the bottom hahah....it's his mom's) he's like! u know u want these! and im like.......tempting....but no thnx. he started offering me money and im like ok 5 bucks and u got a deal! so he looks at the chick next to him and goes "hey...can i borrow 5 bucks?" heheh she says no so he looks at me! and goes "hey....can i borrow 5 bucks?!" im like dude! u think im gonna give you money so u can pay me?! and he's like......."..........yea........" heheheh that kid's such a freak. he kept tryin to steal my unicef money too! grr! hehe oh btw im collecting money for unicef. i did that last year......i'ts good cuz i need all the service hours i can get. i did all of my gast hw yay! i had a map, a chart, 2 frq's, 5 multiple choice questions, an d then i had to study for a chem test tomorrow. i did it all! so yay for thaimi! let's see what else happened today.......i forgot to bring my friends trivia game! so we couldn't play in english....sniff sniff. eddie was actin weird in english.....im walking and he comes up to me and like extends his arms....and im like...wtf is he doin....hehe and he's like "come here thaimi give me a hug" so i go and give him a hug.....and he's like......."thaimi ur so great! ur smart and funny! we need to hook up." cough cough the boy's got a gf! cough cough. speakin of gf's and bf's i didnt see the spanish guy today! grr..... but in a way it's kinda good cuz i needed a break from his whining on monday.......he hasn't called me.........but then again i've been on the phone so the line's been busy.....but w/e hehe! i'll see him tom. ppl r saying my hair looks nice......hoorah! hehe today when i got home i saw trl and they gave the world premiere of this new good charlotte video called "hold on" or something like that. it's so good! it's all about suicide and how these ppls lost their loved ones.....it's so sad.....but to tell u the truth i think the video was much more artistically developed than the song.....the song was pathetic...with cliche lyrics about death and how we need to hold on b/c we're not alone and blah blah blah. but that's good charlotte for ya......meaningless lyrics..but hot guys! so i sure as hell ain't complainin! hehe alritey well ima go cuz yara's havin a fit.....( i put her on internet hold while i was updating this hehe ) buhz byez ppls! :::::waves frantically:::::

tonite's song: meant to live by switchfoot

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:: 2003 11 November :: 3.15 pm
:: Mood: retarded
:: Music: i hate everything about you by three days grace

woopsie daisy......
alritey ppls well ima have to start usin this journal for it's known purposes cuz my blurty one just got suspended haha! they found out i wasn't 18. i thought i was being all slick and junk so i sent them an email saying that my comp. had crashed and my friend had registered me. i had written down my birthday as 11/4/81 but she misread it as 1987! hahah i thought it was a good idea! turns out....i forgot that i had my woohu journal site posted on there. so they went there and saw that it said my birthday was 87....hehe they're like "care to explain this too?" hehe.....oh wellz! anywayz lets see what's up...... agh the spanish guy was getting on my nerves yesterday! i mean i know i said i was likin him and junk but agh.....he was actin all annoying......i dunno. he kept makin stupid remarks at the teacher i was like oh just suck it up! lets see if he calls me today....if he does and we have a normal convo like usually......we'll see where this goes. hehe. i stayed after school yesterday to tutor. it was me, jeff and monique. aww found out jeff's gf broke up wit him. pobrecito. i cracked some joke later and he started laughin and he's like "damn that's the first time i've smiled all day" hehe i was like good! u should smile! aww but yea i hope he feels better. good luck jeff! well today there's no school which kicks such major bootay! ooh i forgot to say this (on my last blurty entry i mean) my aunt and uncle and stuff came over this weekend. they bought me these really cute nike shoes for my bday and i got my hair done and she did a french manicure on my nails! hoorah! my uncle took me out driving in the street! i drove wit cars! i did damn well if u ask me! hehe uh oh....jovan found my number! he came up to me yesterday and gave me a hug and he's like "i think i found ur number last nite!" and i was like "uh...." and he goes "is it 253 something...." and im like....."uh.....yea" and he starts jumpin up and down yellin yes! hehe .......that freak.....i hope he doesn't start callin me cuz.....agh i dont wanna deal with that hehe. alritey wellz i ll write back laters cuz at 4 me gotz to go. i found these really cute aviators and i put one of them up. that's rite i replaced justin....hehe i know odd! i wanna put the other ones in an entry but i dunno their codes....i just have them saved so i dunno....i guess ill just like put one up for a while and then put another one up....like that. w/e me gotz to go buhz byez peeps!

tonite's song: are you gonna be my girl by jet

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:: 2003 11 November :: 1.59 pm

[ series 1 ]
Name:thaimi
Birthday:11/4/87
Birthplace:cuba
Current Location:tampa
Eye Color:light brown
Hair Color:brown w/ red highlights
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:scorpio
Font:font?....uh....
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:rock, rap, pop, country.......i like it all
Cartoon:spongebob!
Color:baby blue
Car:bmw
Slushy Flavor:blueberry
Magazine:ym or teen ppls
TV Show:friends
Song at the Moment:between 3 doors down here without you and nickelback someday
Language:french and italian
Spice Girl:haha....baby spice was so my girl!
Food & Beverage:chocolate and chocolate milkshake...seeing a pattern?
Subject in School:eng and french....oh yea and piano ..*wink wink* hehe
Weekend Activity:movies......or just stayin at home and talkin on the phone
Frozen Yogurt:chocolate
Roller Coaster:the hulk at islands of adventure, space mountain, and rock n' rollercoaster! whooo!
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:dude.....penis...
First thing you thought when you woke up:damn....i gotta pee
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:usually some guy....hehe it helps me sleep better
First feature you notice of opposite sex:lips
Best name for a Butler:wilmur
Wussiest Sport:cheerleading
Your best feature:um.....eyes or so i hear :)
Your greatest fear:bein lonely and unloved
Your greatest accomplishment:making it into IB
Your most missed memory:miami....and everyone there
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:coke
McDonald's or Burger King:mckey d's all the way baby
Single or Group Dates:single is more intimate but group is often more fun and crazier...so i dunno both
Adidas or Nike:nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:nuggets
Dogs or Cats:dogs......psh....cats r u insane?!
Rugrats or Doug:rugrats! haha ....... i do love doug though....
Single or Taken:i prefer to be taken
Monica or Brandy:brandy
Tupac or Jay-Z:tupac
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:shania
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nestea
One pillow or Two:one
Chocolate or Vanilla:hahahaha.......dumbasses! CHOCOLATE!
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:mmmm......toughie.....both!
Cappucino or Coffee:cappucino....yummo!
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:um...yes! and i sure hope you do too....
Have a crush:yes
Think you've been in love:yes
Want to go to college:of course
Like high school:eh....so far so good i guess
Want to get married:yea
Type correctly:yep...80 something words per minute baby! without lookin at the keyboard!
Believe in yourself:i try to
Have any tattoos? Where:no
Have any piercings? Where:ears....i want my tongue!
Get motion sickness:only when i read while im in a car
Think you're a health freak:haha no
Get along with your parents:occasionally.....it's my grandma i have trouble getting along with not them
Like thunderstorms:no not THUNDERstorms.....but i do like storms
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:26
Number and names of children:2 ... jacob and another name....decided by my husband i guess
Where will you be at age 20:new york......in the middle of getting my degree in psychology at columbia university
Dream wedding:in nyc or cuba....i dunno.....but with everyone there especially my dad
How do you want to die:peacefully...and with lots of ppl to remember me
Dream job:psychotherapist...or singer hehe
Country you'd like to visit:italy
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[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:blue
Best hair color:blonde
Short or long hair:short
Best height:taller than me is good
Best weight:eh....doesn't really matter....i've gone for chunky...and then i've gone for super skinny...so no biggie there
Best clothes:doesn't matter......i've gone for goths.....and then i've gone for ghetto ppls so there ya go hehe
Best first date location:traditional movie date is fine by me
Best first kiss location:somewhere at night....
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:psh....r u kiddin me? ... last nite! hehe
Rings before you answer the phone:until i find the damn thing
What's on your mousepad:some pharmaceutical drug advertisement thingy...haha we're cheap
How many houses you've lived in:too many to count.....but over 20 that's for sure
How many schools you've gone to:same as previous answer
Bedroom carpet color:no carpet in my room....we gotz tile
Shave your head for $5,000?:......u gotta pay me more than that
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:cd's, my notebook, phone
Best time of your life so far:7th grade year

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:: 2003 11 November :: 12.40 pm

hmm....interesting
Last Cigarette::never....and it's stayin that way
Last Alcoholic Drink::um....wehn i was like 11 .. with my cousins
Last Car Ride::yesterday from school
Last Kiss::cesar
Last Good Cry::george
Last Library Book checked out::born blue
Last Movie Seen in Theatres::um......oh yea spy kids 3
Last Book Read::perks of being a wallflower
Last Movie Rented::scary movie ..... it was a loooooong time ago hehe
Last Cuss Word Uttered::dont member but it was prolly fuck or crap or shit.....who knows
Last Beverage Drank::water
Last Food Consumed::this chocolate little debbie thingy ma bob
Last Crush::rite now it's kinda the spanish guy but the last one i guess was cesar
Last Phone Call::spanish guy
Last TV Show Watched::rock countdown on mtv2
Last Time Showered::last nite
Last Shoes Worn::black sandals
Last CD Played::christina aguilera stripped
Last Item Bought::puppy beanie baby
Last Download::whoo....i haven't downloaded since my mom deleted kazaa so i cant member......
Last Annoyance::my grandma ... but what else is new
Last Disappointment::this person doesn't deserve to be mentioned
Last Soda Drank::almost a month ago .... but like coca cola or something
Last Thing Written::commentary for english
Last Key Used::h
Last Word Spoken::ok
Last Sleep::a couple of hours ago
Last IM::haha pathetic but it was to zolaonaol....i needed my horoscope!
Last Sexual Fantasy::hmm.....hehe let's not go there
Last Weird Encounter::um....oh yea that kid joseph randomly came up to us....weird!
Last Ice Cream Eaten::dulce de leche ice cream
Last Time Amused::was talkin to shilpa wilpa
Last Time Wanting To Die::i refuse to allow myself to have those thoughts so never
Last Time In Love::george......last and only
Last Time Hugged::spanish guy
Last Time Scolded::eh....this morning
Last Time Resentful::last time i felt resentful? .... again i will choose not to mention this person
Last Chair Sat In::comp chair....thing practically has my ass print engraved in it! hehe
Last Lipstick Used::i dont use lipstick.......strawberry lip gloss
Last Underwear Worn::it's white wit baby blue stripes! hehe
Last Bra Worn::it's white
Last Shirt Worn::this shirt from 7th grade that i used to sleep in
Last Webpage Visited::woohu.com

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DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

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:: 2003 10 November :: 7.02 pm

for anyone who's had a bum for a dad.......not mine in particular
Father Of Mine
by Everclear

Father of mine
tell me where have you been
you know i just close my eyes
my whole world disappear

Father of mine
take me back to the day
Yeah, when i was still your golden boy
back before you went away

I remember blue skys
walking the block
I loved it when you held me high
I loved to hear you talk

You would take me to the movies
You would take me to the beach
take me to a place inside
that was so hard to reach

Father of mine
tell me where did you go
you had the world inside your hand
but you did not seem to know

Father of mine
tell me what do you see
When you look back at your wasted life
and you don't see me

I was ten years old
doing all that I could
It wasn't easy for me
to be a scared white boy in a black neighbourhood

Sometimes you would send me a birthday card
with a five dollar bill
Yeah, i never understood you then
and i guess i never will

Daddy gave me a name
my daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
my daddy gave me a name

Father of mine
tell me where have you been
I just close my eyes
and the world disappeared

Father of mine
tell me how do you sleep
With the children you abandoned
and the wife i saw you beat

I will never be safe
i will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
i will always be lame

Now im a grown man
with a child of my own
And i swear that im not gonna let her know
all the pain i have known

Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
my daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
my daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
my daddy gave me a name

then he walked away
then he walked away
then he walked away

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:: 2003 3 November :: 9.43 pm

It's Over
by Goo Goo Dolls

And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself in
My mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
But you can't find the answer where you are
And you know I need you now
And this ain't easy to admit
But no one needs to know
What goes on behind
The door in my room
I'm kicking through the
Walls in my mind
And I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers
When you're gone
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answer where you are

I won't tear you down
I won't tear you down
To get inside the world you wanted
I'm kicking through the walls
But no one can believe
In things that never change
But it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
And it's over to you
You can't find the answers where you are
And it's over to you
I can't find the answer when you're gone
I can't find the answer when you're gone
I can't find the answer when you're gone
I can't find the answer when you're gone

Say what??


:: 2003 2 November :: 8.04 pm

Reel Big Fish
Where Have You Been lyrics


But I've been waiting here so long, I've gotten over it since you've been gone
You called me up last night again and said you're finished with your new boyfriend
Asked if you could come back home - so sorry that you left me all alone

You say you love me, you love me again but if you love me - where have you been?
You say you need me more than anyone else well go to hell, where have you been?
You showed up at my door today and said my friend why do you push me away
Life with him was just so dull and what we had was something wonderful

You say you love me, you love me again but if you love me - where have you been?
You say you need me more than anyone else well go to hell - where have you been?
I said you wish! I don't need this! What makes you think I'd ever want you again?
Yeah right! As if! What makes you think I'd ever want you again?

Say what??


:: 2003 2 November :: 5.20 pm

001) What time are you starting this?: 5:20
002) Name?: Thaimi
003) Date of birth?: nov. 4th
004) Sex?: female
005) Height?: 5'2"
006) Eye color?: light brown
007) Weight?: 135..agh! hehe
008) Location?: tampa
009) Where were you born?: cuba
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: nope..
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: n/a
012) Do you have crush on someone?: eh..i dunno
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
014) If so, what is their name?: nope
015) How long have you been together?: hehe ..... damnit
016) What are you wearing right now?: jean shorts and this old shirt
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: if i found the right person...yea
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? ya like once or twice hehe but nothing big...just like wowsers he's hot!
019) Are you a virgin?: yes
020) Do you smoke?: ehhl...no.
021) Do you drink?: nope
022) Are you ghetto?: hehe me ghetto hahhahahah!
023) Are you a player?: no
024) What are your favorite colors?: baby blue
025) What is your favorite animal?: puppies
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: ya i have one it's on my eye lid! hehe weird i know
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope..
028) Who are your best friends?: yara and shilpa
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: no....im not big on fighting...it's stupid
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: shilpa
031) Have you ever been slapped?: yea by my mom
032) Do you get online a lot?: haha....u could say that......
033) Are you shy or outgoing: rarely shy...but occasionally i can be
034) Do you shower?: haha i'd hate to think that some ppl would answer no to this one...
035) Do you hate school?: sometimes
036) Do you have a social life?: sorta
037) How easily do you trust people?: usually....unless they give me a reason not to...
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: yea
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: eh...prolly
040) Would you ever sky dive?: hell yea!
041) Do you like to dance?: yea!
068) Have you ever been out of state?: i was born outta state....does that count?
069) Do you like to travel?: wouldn't really know...i dont travel often but sure hehe
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: nope im a goody goody 0:)
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: see previous answer
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: i've already left my home town...but yea after high school florida im out!
072) Are you spoiled?: haha yea right
073) Are you a brat?: no
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yep
075) Have you ever gotten high?: no...smoking of any kind is disgusting
076) What's your favorite drink?: chocolate milkshake..yummo!
077) Do you like Snapple?: ....haven't really drank one before
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: i just started to yea
079) What toothpaste do you use?: colgate
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? nope.....dont really like em
081) Do you have a curfew?: haha....well seeing as how im not really allowed to go anywhere..i dont think there's actual need for one
082) Who do you look up to?: my momma?083) Are you a role model?: i have been ya..hehe
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: no
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: ..eh...can't afford name brand....srry not rich hehe
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: rings and necklace mostly
087) What do you have pierced?: ears but i want my tongue!
088) What do you want pierced?: hehe....refer to previous answer
089) Do you like taking pictures?: eh...doesnt really matter to me
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: heck no
091) Do you have a tan?: no..i used to! i need it! i look much better with one...haha im all pale now! yuckadoodle
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: depends but ya i have before....
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: nah....not that i can remember
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: i have a phone in my room and i used to have my own phone line....but i made too many three ways...hehe shut up!
095) Do you have your own pool?: nope....oh wait we have one of those inflatable ones! haha does that count?
096) Do you have any siblings?: yes
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? ((even though this is for guys)) boxers!
098) Have you ever been played?: yep.....most of the guys i've gone out with actually.......nice huh?
099) Have you ever played anyone?: once...
100) Do you get along with your parents?: eh....i guess u could say that
102) How do you vent your anger?: not talking
103) Have you ever run away?: haha.....r u crazy?! i dont have a death wish!
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: never had one
105) Do you even have a job?: see above
106) Do you daydream a lot?: yep...
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: eh....like 6 is that alot?
108) Do you run your mouth?: nah
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: i dont like tatoos
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: see above
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses i guess
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: what's the point of this q? hehe.....well he looks like cesar cuz it is cesar...go figure!
113) Do you go to church? no
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: ohh yeah
116) Are you a prude?: haha.....no
117) What was the last compliment you received?: i was told i have pretty eyes :D hehe im such a dork
118) Do you like getting dirty?: hehe....that sounds kinda wrong....
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: not at all..hehe
121) What is your heritage?: italian, cuban, and spanish
122) What is your lucky number?: 6 and 4
123) What does your hair look like right now?: up in a bun
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: haha....depends..is chocolate a vegetable?125) When was your last real heartbreak?: george
126) Describe your looks?: short...brown hair red highlights....light brown eyes....yep that's bout it
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: red
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: i already have...so yea hehe
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: same as previous answer
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: never
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: uh....a while ago.....
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: haha...wtf.....never have given nor received so i wouldn't know...
133) Have you ever given?: ^^^
134) Have you ever received?: ^^^
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: as many as it takes me to find the phone
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: nope
139) If yes, when was the last time?: n/a
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: i look more like my mom but i act more like my dad
141) Do you cry a lot? no it takes a lot to make me cry
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: no.
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? haha wtf!
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: DUDE! or PENIS!
145) Are you the romantic type?: guess u could say that yea....
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: haha no but it would be cool!
147) What do you like most about your body?: hmm....ill get back to u on that one
148) What do you like least about your body?: my fat! hehe
149) Who did you last hook up with?: hook up as in sex? cuz if that's what u mean then no one....
150) When was the last time you threw up?: da looooong time ago like when i was nine ish
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: i've been known to date brunettes but blondes r hot too! whooo! hehe
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: black sandals...but im bearfoot right now
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: haha yea rite
154) What about cleavage?: haha gee this one's a toughy!
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: haha shilpa and yara.....duh!
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: wtf does that mean? hehe
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: um.....i sure hope not....
158) What color are your underwear right now?: black
159) What theme does your room have?: the messy theme
160) What size shoe do you wear? 6 1/2 or 7
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: necklace and a ring
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: babaloo181
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: haha.....if it was a bad one then yea! but i'd make sure no one was lookin hehe
164) How are you feeling right now?: purdy good
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: ......7th grade? hehe
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: haha.....yes....sad but true
167) What do you sleep in?: shorts and a shirt...or pants depends on the weather
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: ya
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: jealousy
170) What is one of your good qualities?: humor
171) Would you marry for money?: no
172) What do you drive?: nnothing yet
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: what is that?
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: haha neither....
175) What's does your yahoo username mean?: dont have one but my aim one comes from i love lucy....
176) What's your favorite yahoo journal to read?: wtf....
177) When was the last time you cried?: the other nite ..... found out bout my dad
178) Do you wear Chucks?: ....chucks?
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: haha no
180) What time are you finishing this?: 5:44

Say what??


:: 2003 2 November :: 5.12 pm

haha like this song

Best of Deceptions by dashboard confessionals
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I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souveneirs.
I heard about the cool breeze in the cool nights
And the cool guys
That you spent them with.
I guess I should have heard of them from you
I guess I should have heard of them from you

Don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over?
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard cause this'll be the last time that I let you.

You will be back someday,
And this awkward kiss that tells of other people's
lips
Will be of service
to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wished you could
Set things right between us.
I guess I should have heard of that from you
I guess I should have heard of that from you

So don't you see, don't you see,
That the charade is over?
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard cause this'll be the last time that I let you.

You will be back someday,
And this awkward kiss that screams of other people's
lips
Will be of service
to keeping you away.
to keeping you away.

I'm waiting for blood
To flow to my fingers
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing,
I'd rather you never heard my voice.
You're calling too late,
Too late to be gracious.
And you do not warrant long good-byes.
You're calling too late,
You're calling too late.

Say what??

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