lisa3019

here's why i haven't been updating much...

Well.. Did I tell you how Nore chewed my $300 cell phone?
Yeah.. he did..
That was before I even had Jayce, though.
THEN!! I was at my mom's one day recently.. and Nore had my phone AGAIN!

It's been rough for me to walk because they had to cut me like.. a lot.
I was using my meds sparingly because I wanted them to last but sadly they came to and end and I haven't got around to calling the doctor for anything else.

I'm pretty much all better now, though.
Monday was Jayce's first check up.
He's gained exactly a pound since he was born--8lbs 11oz now.
He's so fat--all he does is eat! Haha.
..and that means I don't get much to eat. I gobble down food every chance I get because most of my time is spent with naps.

In 4 weeks I get to resume with normal activities--and that means I can start exercising. I'm probably going to get a thing at the gym, but I don't know--I'm so lazy.
I weighed myself at Jayce's appointment while we were waiting for Dr Dawn and so far I've lost 20lbs.. but I dno't think that's really all that good? I don't know.. I'm not so sure on how that works.
It's weird to have almost my normal figure back.
I can sort of fit into my old jeans except I can't really button them yet.
That kinda figures considering I still weigh almsot 30lbs more than what I did before I was pregnant..

It's weird it's already been 2 weeks!
My mom was like, "kinda tough, huh?"
but.. actually.. it's kind of a lot easier than I thought it was goiong to be.
The only thing that sucks is the depression.. sometimes I get soo stressed out about the most stupid things.
They say that you're not supposed to worry about how messy your house gets or if you didn't get a chance to take a shower that day--but I can't help it.. Those kinds of things are in my nature to get worried about. Like.. when I don't get a shower I feel lazy and disgusting and when my house is a mess I feel frustrated and nervous.
So when he naps.. I will take a shower and clean up and then he gets up and eats and when he goes for his second nap, I sleep with him.

The nights haven't really been that hard.
I woke up more to go pee when I was pregnant.
At first he was waking up at 12, I would stay up til then, feed him, and then go to sleep.
He would wake up at 2:00, 5:00, and 9:00.
Now.. he sleeps from 10-12, wakes up at 4:00 and then again at 7:00 and staying up until 9:00 when he takes a nap.
So at first I was sleeping in until 9:00 but now I am getting up at seven..
that kinda sucks but I got used to it because when we first got Nore, that's about when he would wake us up to go pee.

He's a pretty good baby so far--he only cries when he's hungry--he doesn't even cry when he needs changed or anything. YOu just kinda gotta guess.
And at night, he doesn't get up and stay up like he does in the day.. at night it's just little whimpers when he's hungry, I hold a bottle and we both fall asleep like that.

It sucks that Justin had to go back to work--but atleast he's not staying away for weeks at a time like before--that blew.
He comes home on the weekends for now.
Ugh, I can't wait til he gets a dumb job around here.

Anywyas--so back to why I haven't been updating.
Nore chewed the power cord to Justin's lap top so I called Staples and they said the price ranges from $80-$140.
I was like, "oh my gosh, I hope his is the $80 one!"
Well, he checked--and they had none is stock for his model but told me to bring the lap top in and he'll see if they can find something to fit it.
Justin looked on the internet with the last little bit of life that his computer had left and found one on some site for like $25.
THEN!!
Nore chewed the charger to Justin's phone. Right through the cord. It honestly takes him 2 seconds.
That was Sunday and that was the day Justin had to leave to go back to work. So! He had to hurry and run to the mall to get a new one but they didn't have one--I knew they wouldn't--his phone is from Singapore. He had to buy an adapter for his phone to even plug into American outlets!

So.. he found one on the internet with his computer beeping 10% life left. It was $5.95. Haha.. but $16 to ship it... and the asshole picks priority shipping when he wouldn't even be here!
So.. that cost more.
They delivered it Monday and he won't even be here til 1:00 in the morning on Friday.

Grr.

Anywyas.. I'm out for now this was a good enough update.

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