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So yeah.
The first night without Justin I definitely bawled my eyes out like a little baby.
Me and Nore went to bed and I started to cry really bad.
Nore looked at me with his head tilted to the side and then when i reached out to pet him, he started to lick my hand.
He knew I was sad.

I had to work yesterday though,
so I got up and got ready for work.
Then, I took Nore down to my mom's.
It was sad leaving him there because she had to trick him with a treat, but when he saw I wasn't there, she said he sat at the top of the steps and cried.

I went grocery shopping last night though.
It sucks cause I kinda splurged and bought a ton of stuff with money I don't even have yet. I withdrew my account so I had to borrow $20 off my dad. Haha. Ooops.

Last night was better.
I only cried when we said good night.
He said, "see ya soon."

He had the chance to come back until the baby comes but he decided against it because one day of work isn't enough and he doesn't want me to have to go back to work.

I hope he's having fun out there.
BUT I also hopes he doesn't go back after the baby and finds a different job around here. You know?

Today my mom is coming over to help me paint the baby's closet.
We are going to start moving stuff in there and everything.
I have to organize his clothes and stuff--but we still have to buy a dresser for him! And a bookcase!

I'm gonna go make myself a bowl of cereal...

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