im a dick

yah so that girl i wrote about when ever that was that i wrote it... yah that lasted about a week. i feel bad because she was pretty pissed at me when we "ended" whatever we had had. i mean it was only a week so whats the big deal right? exactly... i met some new girl on saturday and we were supposed to hang out on monday night but i went to covina instead. last night i worked so i didnt talk to her, i invited her to come over tonight or maybe do something, we'll see i guess.

this last weekend was pretty cool actually.... on friday we were hanging out at damiens, it was me, jon, brad, jeff, damien, wesley, and kenny. kenny went home early cuz of his daughter. and then the rest of us just chilled and then micheal and mary came with matt.... then they ended up having to take matt home... okay then all of a sudden noel and aaron get there and behind them are about 15+ girls, was so funny cuz they all got there at the same time. brad's ashley (whom i hooked him up with, thank you!) with her friends were there, and marika and her friends, and then these two that i had never met. i ended up taking those two to go get beer. anyway i was sorta hitting on one of them and then we got back to the party i introduced her to jon and then they started talking so i was like ehh.. oh well.

saturday nite was mad crazy. first off we somehow got 80$ together for beer which is like 40 more than normal... so we end up getting 3 30's of miller lite.... and we went up to this party right off the main street on azuza and cypress. it was pretty chill there, me and kenny were just cruisin around trying to find chicks to talk to, until this big ass fight broke out... it was like one fight started a domino effect and it just got realy outta hand... there were like 10 cop cars outside with like 10 more on their way. some dude hit a cop and ended up getting taken out by other cops with nightsticks... mad crazy.... then we went back to food 4 less and just chilled there for like an hour since all the cops from covina and west covina were all at that damn fight.

so yah it was pretty exciting.... met new people.... huge fight (no one i know was hurt, good thing).... saw the new BBC shirts (pretty sweet).... ummm yah thats pretty much it.

nads

wow haven't written in a while... guess everything is going good same old stuff but im sorta talking to this girl, even though i am unsure what i really want... taking it slow and daily... not really thinking about tomorrow to much just today.

its almost july
so yah alot to write about.... start out last week...i worked tue, wed, thur, fri, sat, sun last week. vanessa stayed at our house and i gave her my bed.

it didnt get crazy until thursday night when i got a sudden earache. anyway thursday night me and jon went to redlands to go to a pornstar party. it was fun, but not as cool as it sounded... maybe because there are probably only enough hot girls at that school to count on one hand.

so friday i wake up on the couch with the other ear hurting. i worked from 5-1am that night, then left and went to that g.i. joe/g.i. hoe party straight from work. we got kicked out pretty much right when i got there so i left pretty quick... i didnt' really feel good.

so saturday i work again at 5 but only until 12 this night because i have to get up and work at 9 the next morn. after work i head out to brads house in pomona. it was pretty sweet cuz its alot closer than covina. anyway we are chilling out in front of brads house and all of a sudden i hear yelling and its coming from Jon. so i am in the middle of this bullshit going down and telling some fucker that he needs to leave before jon kills him. later i find out the full story after those guys leave. but i guess jon asked them to get in the house and he called jon tubby, so just got pissed and started yelling and eventually jon got punched three times in the face by three different people and wasnt even phased. he never got a hit in mostly because he was being held back by everyone.

so yah that night pretty much goes by and i get home at around 5ish and find that i have to sleep on the couch because kyle and steph are in my parents room... thanks!.... okay 3 hours later i am awake for work and that goes by.... finally i get home no one is home so i go back to work and bowl for free... then i finally leave...

monday i was pretty sick so i just stayed home all day and relaxed. all my shows are over now. 24, the oc, greys anatomy, desperate housewives, the office. all i have now is american dad and family guy... so i started downloading Penn & Teller's Bullshit, its freaking funny.

so i signed up for summer school, even though its not the right time i am at least enrolled... so i can defer my payments and also send my letter to cal poly to get in there.

and in a few days im gonna put my car back up on autotrader but this time its gonna be up for 20k which i know it will sell for because its only got 21k miles on it and its worth like that much without anything, so anyone can get a loan for it and they wont need anything down.

and for the first time in awhile im gonna have like double the amount needed for my car payment when the money is taken, because i have been working so much.

uhhh yah i have new shoes haha okay im done.

Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant
and I just keep thinkin
that I never meant it to be like this(to be like this)
You know what comes next(so do I)
You're begging for a way to gracefully bow out
and say goodnight

It's worse than you think
On your way home, you should have known
you never listen to me
I'm only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie
I'm only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie

I can't say I blame you
but I wish that I could
I'm sick of writing every song about you

Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving
(I'm sick of writing every song about you should have known on your way home)

If you always fucked up straight drunk in the club
Put your hands up like what (what what!)
If you're always fucked up straight drunk in the club
Then come and take a shot with us (us us!)
If you're always fucked up straight drunk in the club
Put your middle fingers up (up, up!)
Cause we always fucked up straight drunk in the club
DGAF don't give a fuck (fuck!)

I'm always gettin' fucked up tore back, till I black out
A party ain't a party till somebody bust the jack out
I'm mixing polly with bacardi rippin' shots till I pass out
I'm flippin' 3 bitches, get some head and kick their asses out
Yo, fucked up in the club smokin' on bud
Gettin' drunk off the jack ya'll fools know wassup
D-Loc and J Rich breakin' out tools
Gettin' loose off the juice always actin' a fool
You know I get so faded to where I can barely function
Drinkin' all the free booze at the charity function
Cause an open bar to me is like cheese to a mouse
I get as much while I can and then I get the FUCK out!
Well I, get down when I'm drunk and stoned
And I, put it down on this microphone
So I, stay bent drinkin' beers smokin' bud
D-Loc and Johnny Richter on a mission GETTIN' FUCKED UP!

Now I've been known to close the bar down
And when you hear last call better order more rounds
We're gettin' ready to pound we gotta bounce out quick
Cause when the clock strikes deuce bars closed, that's it
And when you bounce the spot you better be buzzed
Cause the party don't start until it gets a little fuzzed
And uh, After hours it ain't nothin' but nice
You got bitches suckin' dick and drunks startin' to fight
And I just want to make it back to the spot
Without a run in with the law cause I fuckin' hate cops
Plus I'm on probation facin a violation
For all this weed I'm blazin' shit's real I'm not playin'
I ain't playin' either I'm from Southern California
Growin' up in the west coast nickname D-Loc
Holler at your boy I be up in the club
Drunk as a motha' fucka' with a bitch throwin' it up

WE DRINK THAT!
Heinekin, Bud Light, Colt 45, Newcastle, Natty Ice
WE DRINK THAT!
Keystone, Corona's and Mickey's, Michelob's, Del Soul's, Ingyenes, and OE's
WE DRINK THAT
Jager, Jack Daniels, Jameson, Vodka, Remmy, and Henny
WE DRINK THAT
Tuaca, Flavored Smirnoff Vodka, 151, and Captain Morgan's Private Stock

Aye yo D-double-dash not Double-O-Double-Double-O
Double-trouble juggalo? When I'm bubbled
Gettin' drunk don't fumble rock the party off heineken
And get loose with my flow just to let these fools know
And I'm the mother fucker at the party gettin' dumb high
With my glass in the sky yellin' out, kung pai!
Everybody's gettin' lit who's the king
We are straight shit-faced you wouldn't even face shit
Now we all fucked up straight drunk in the club
Gettin' hitched, talkin' shit (you know that DGAF CLIQUE!)
Pumpin' off of the lip, and a punk don't trip
You know D-Loc and Johnny Richter ain't takin' no shit!

burn out! not fade away...

There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't step just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand

Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed

Burn out not fade away
Burn out not fade away

And I sit here
With a sick grin
Choking as I laugh until I die

musical penis

i would like to thank everyone that has ever introduced me to new music and hope you continue... if you discover or hear about a new band whether you think i will like it or not just let me know cuz i will like it. theres just so much good music out there and i dont have enough time to find it on my own.

so thanks!