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2006 2 November :: 11.35am
everything just seems easier when you're listening to John Mayer.
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2006 24 October :: 8.38pm
homecoming was fun. i liked it. Emma was driving to the dance and they passed a van and she looked over and there was a cat in the van and she was like "look, theres a cat in that van!" she tells the story all the time ask her about it.
now i am at Andrea's waiting until 3 in the morning when i get to go to Canada. woo for that! i think its safe to say there will be no sleep tonight.
~Re~
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2006 17 October :: 11.43am
I have no job. I have no date. I have no time. I have stress. Great heaps of stress. AP Lit. is killing me. I feel like not going anymore. Ever. But I will. This too shall pass as they say. I'm taking everything hour by hour. even looking ahead one day makes my head spin.
Yesterday was fun. I helped Jake buy pants. Then attempted to help Kenny find his Homecoming things but he wasn't in the mood for it after his dad yelled at him so much. But going to the mall with everyone was a blast.
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2006 10 October :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: Fiona Apple - Never Is a Promise
Keiser College-Sarasota
Diagnostic medical sonography, radiologic technology
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2006 9 October :: 10.18pm
Alive. Bored. Leave in Dec.. Still happy with Rach.
any questions... ask
-me
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2006 9 October :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: crazy
No quiero hielo
No job, no tennis (after this week), no boyfriend (at least not to just hang out with), no powderpuff, no nothing. This is gonna' be a WAY boring winter. At least until B-Ball season comes along. And that'll only be fun if Josh can go. Hopefully his parents quit being retarted real soon. That would rock.
Anyway, I'm outy. Love ya'll. Chao hommies.
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2006 8 October :: 5.46pm
I'm pretty sure that I will be coming back to Cedar this weekend.
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2006 22 September :: 10.15pm
So I've seen some interesting movies since I've been here. I'm going to throw out some recommendations, only 3, because that is all I have seen. But they have all been good enough for me to think that everyone else should watch them.
Little Miss Sunshine - Pretty much great in every way. It's creative, well constructed, and extremely funny. To cap it off, the theme of the movie is a wholesome one.
train_man (densha otoko) - Ohhh fantastic. If you are a nerd like me, you will sympathize with this movie in so many ways. About a reclusive Japanese guy who hooks up with a girl as members of an online message board monitor his progress and coach him on. If you're curious as to how loser otakus deal with relationships, check this out.
Moon and Cherry (Tsuki to Cherry) - Ok. This is essentially a hybrid porno flick (at least a forth of the movie is sex scenes) with an exceptionally engaging back-story featuring a 21 year old virgin. Again, I identify with this. It's about a chick that writes erotic literature and uses her sexual experiences for material. If only such women existed in the real world...
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2006 22 September :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: annoyed
I am a fucking homecoming princess, and that would be WAY hott, except that I have no PRINCE!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!! Stupid parents. My parents are letting me go to Homecoming still, and to Red Flannel. HIS DON'T EVEN WANT HIM TO GO TO FUCKING PROM!!!!!!! NOT COOL!!
I'm so pissed right now, it's unbelievable! I should be happy, I should be freaking out and telling everyone, but I'm not! I'm MAD. I want to be with Josh, I would give up all this crap just to be with him. Screw homecoming, I was only excited because of him! I love dances, but I wanted to dance with HIM... that's it. No one else!!! Now I'm gonna' have a nice dress, a nice sash, and no date. Fun.
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2006 21 September :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: 89.9 Way FM
Scared...
I told my parents. I couldn't help it. I couldn't explain to them why Josh's parents didn't want us to go to homecoming without lying or telling them. And I am SO sick of lying. I'm sick of all of this. It's exhausting. Luckily my mom said that this feeling is punishment enough. She said it's easier to be punished by someone else than by yourself. That's what she likes about Steph and I, we punish ourselves before she even gets the chance.
My dad wasn't home when I told my mom, though. So I have to figure out what he'll say when they get home from the store. Josh scared me by saying that my parents were "there". I thought he meant his house, but he meant Meijer. I was FREAKIN' out! I do NOT want my parents and his parents to be talking about all this. I somehow think that'll make things worse. So yea, it was scary.
Anyway, I should go before they get home and freak out on me for being on here. Love you all. Hope to see you tomorrow, not dead.
Chao,
Jacqui
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2006 21 September :: 12.46pm
We have a pretty tight hall here, about 14 people who all know each other well and are friendly. There is a flamboyant guy across from us. He strikes me as gay in every way possible, but he has never made it clear and I've never assumed anything. To the right of us, there are two quiet kids... not really anything significant about them. The flamboyant guy hitting on the quiet kid has been a running joke for awhile... until two days ago. We (the hall community) found out that they slept in all day together, they went out to eat together, etc. At this point the attraction is common knowledge. It's hard to express how weird it makes me feel. It's mostly incredibly cute, watching them hug and such. I can't help but be a little jealous though, not of the man-love specifically (although, why not?), but simply because they have one another. This could get really sappy in a hurry, but I just have to say that I hate being socially retarded.
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2006 19 September :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: drained
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head.
So things were a bit better today. Josh had his car back. The notebook wasn't the one with the songs, his dad just wanted him to think it was. He had his phone back, and now he's just grounded. He went to taco bell with Ron after school and was SO excited. He said if his parents found out, though, he'd be shot. He still has to move out immediately upon turning 18. I don't get it. How can you be that terrible to your child. Especially after the crazy terrible mistakes you made? Honestly! It's just stupid!!
I didn't tell my parents. I couldn't do it. I kept thinking "they love me and are proud of me now... they won't be if/ when they find out." I guess Josh told his parents that I told mine though, and they made it sound like they'd talked to my parents already. But they haven't. They couldn't have, my parents would not be the type to wait for me to admit it. That flat out shoot me. I don't know what to think I guess. I just want everything to be back to normal. I almost stopped by his house on the way to work to say "hey" to Tyler (he was in the yard with Zeke), but then I realized I'm not allowed there at all anymore. So I waved as I passed, it sucked. It sucks that they've lost all respect and love for me. It sucks knowing that I lost what I'd just recently gained, and it sucks even more because it was over something stupid that I didn't need to do.
Ugh, I still shiver when I think about it. I can't stand the tone that his dad had, or the look of dissappointment on his face. I hate the scared and sad look in Josh's eyes. I hate the look he had when he was trying to pretend that everything was okay, when I knew nothing was. I hate remembering all of it, but I can't make it go away. This just sucks. I love him, and loving someone should not cause this many problems.
Anyway, I should jet. Love you guys. Thanks for the support, I really do appreciate it. You rock.
-Jay-
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2006 18 September :: 11.08am
yay gilmore girls, sugar cookies, and cleanliness.
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2006 15 September :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Ben Folds - Brick/The Luckiest
I miss you, Jess.
Come back and fill the basement with tinkly Ben Folds music. I hope you are enjoying yourself at your apartment.
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2006 14 September :: 10.45pm
well... tonight scared the shit out of me, i was driving home from burger king and i take west street home. so i am always in the right hand lane coming into town, and i almost got there and there was some douche bag wearing all black, walking in the road. i almost hit'em. i was going almost 45. it scared the shit out of me, then i got home and told my dad and my brother over heard me and he just got home like 2 min before me and he took the same way and almost hit the same person. it was scarey.
-Tyler
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