I am in some serious need for some ZZZZs/
today we had a tournament which we did not win.
well we won two games and lost to morenci.
that score was 8-2 which isnt bad I guess. i tried my hardest but then I made a really stupid decision running and got out at the imperative time.

it sucked and I cried. im still a little pissed but its over and there isnt really much you can do about it.

I had a pretty nice triple. well i think it was nice I didnt really see it being that I was running and all but it seemed to be nice. lots of yelling going on. its cool how I can remember walking to the plate, and sliding to third but everything else is gone. like i dont even remember that. I like that feeling. mr. wagner says that is because i am so focused, which is a definite bonus for sure.

but i did realize when Im upset with myself I really just want to be left alone. Im crying and i dont want to be cheered up right away. im one of those people who really just needs some alone time. its okay though because at the same time its nice to have an extra family, 20 more people who care about you as much as you care about them. but i do think that kim and I understand each other, we are the same in the alone time aspect. shes okay that kim. im just catty.

so i guess prom is what everyone else is talking about though.
It was nice. I think there wasnt enough room to dance but thats about it. the snacks were good and the drinks and the caroseul was fun. my date was gorgeous. and I love him so much more for being there and loving me so much back. this is my peak time i think. he and I are broke, i work once a week, hes unemployed. we never see each other. soon enough we will never talk but Ive never been happier. I am so in love. and guess what cake theres nothing you can do about it. im pretty giddy just thinking about being in love with him
if only his arms were around me right now.
wow im a stupid teenage girl. but pj french I sure do love you a lot

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