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liz

:: 2005 8 March :: 2.15pm

blah. school almost over. kick the air. BOMB

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liz

:: 2005 8 March :: 11.24am

blah blah blah. thats exactly how I feel. softball please hurry, week be over. Lizzy do your research paper. you turd. high school hurry up and be done. pj hurry and get to me. before i do something ill regret, and youll be angry about. what happened to swing sets and not caring if you were fat or thin. what happened to play the game for fun and dont keep track of the score. what happened to getting credit for trying. when did jeff gilson get ahead in the game. so many questions some answerable most not. econ sucks. gorter is annoying. i want to go home. i want a checkbook and to be tan and for prom to arrive. i also want to lose 2 pants sizes so I can fit into my own clothes. when will the doctor tell me whats wrong with me and when will gas go down. suck deal to the major

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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 7 March :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Come Fly With Me -- Frank Sinatra

I dunno...
First off... I needa tell all people to go to the basketball game tomorrow (Tuesday, March 8; 7:00PM) at Laguna to support our basketball team... I will be there along with many others... Might wanna get there early... Tickets may sell out...

Second... These words have been ringing in my head all day: "I can accept failure, but I can't accept not trying..."

Try to live by those words more often... I know I need to...

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liz

:: 2005 7 March :: 1.38pm

gas is supposed to raise to 2.40 if that happens. or it hits like 2.70 then i am selling the cougar. just cant afford it. gall dang

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liz

:: 2005 7 March :: 12.16pm

dave mathews super sucks. im so effing tired too. gawd I disdain econ. in other news i just found out that pj cannot come over tomorrow and the presents itself as the bummest news I have heard all day long. which is bum because mrs. millard said is supposed to freeze rain and that really bums me out cuz i just want summer back. I talked to dufty about the whole fat prom dress and all. we talked about my nutrition and how I can improve the way I eat. and he said that I am by no means fat but maybe I would feel better about myself if I ate healtier and cut back on the cafeinne. I tend to believe that he is probably right. even after everyone else said the same. thing. I want to apologize but im sick of im sorry. so im going to sleep off my regrets in 6th hour. I love you pj. i can wait to see you again. i feel estranged. if im using the right context there. so many errors

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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 6 March :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Won't Get Fooled Again -- The Who

A lot can happen in just a few days cant it?
Wow... So lets start from where we left off... Friday... Lets see... Friday, friday, friday... F*** friday, nothing happened on friday, friday sucked...

Saturday... The big day... So much happened today that when I finally got home, I collapsed into my bed and didnt wake up till noon today...

I woke up at 6:00 to get ready for my track meat up in Cordova... I was really pumped for this race because on Friday, my coach announced that I would be running the 3000 and the mile in the distance medly (which is a relay with different distance races, going from the 800, to the 400, to the 1200, to the mile)... I got up made myself some good toast and then left the house...

I arrived at Laguna about 6:50 where I took 2 bouncy balls outa my backpack and started playing with them... Then I bounced one, it got out of control, hit a girls CD player... Then we stopped...

Then the busses arrived and we loaded up... It was a longer drive than we anticipated, but that was OK... Gave me time to eat and play cards with my buds...

When we got there we went to the bathroom and got our warmups together and ran our two lap jog and started to do drills... The people doing the 3000 got outa the drills a little bit earlier and did another warmup to get ready... Then we streached and got ready to run... Then we were told it was actually gunna be a flat 3200 so that didnt matter much and we continued to get ready... We were a little late to the starting line but still made it in time...

It was a good race... For the first 5 laps I was able to stay with Kevin but then I started to get really tired and fell back... On my 7th lap, Adam lapped me... Meaning... I was on my 7th lap, and he passed me while he was on his 8th... Kevin ended up beating me by a good 30 seconds or so... And Adam came in first place for our JV race... Running a 10:30 roughly... As for me... I ran about a 12:20... Which was still pretty good considering I had some trouble pacing myself...

After the race we did our cooldown and watched more races... Then I was notifyed I would be doing the 800 too so I started to warm up for the 4 by 800 relay... We had to do two warm ups because we did our first warm up too early...

I didnt do so hot in this race because I couldnt find the right pace... And there isnt much time to find that pace because your only going for 2 laps... I ended up running it in about 2:35, Kevin ran his in 2:28, and Adam ran his in 2:21...

Then we did our cool down and watched more races... Finally we started warming up for my final event the distance medly... I was on team B ((The lesser of the two teams))... Which consisted of Nam, running the 800, Ronnie, running the 400, Manvir, running, the 1200, and me, running the mile... Team A consisted of Joel, running the 800, Chris, running the 400, Kevin, running the 1200, and Adam, running the mile... There were a good amout of teams in the race... Both teams got whooped... But team B got especially burned... Although... I was very pleased with my performance... Individually for my mile, I ran a 5:32 and I think I had room to do even better... But compared to Adam's mile time, which was 5:01, I looked pretty bad...

After our final race we did yet another cool down and stretched out... Kevin called him mom and we left early at about 5... We were there quite a long time... About 8am to 5pm... I was burned out... And the day was still young...

Kevin's mom was very generous and stopped for us to get food on the way back to Elk Grove, we decided to go back to Elk Grove becasue we had more time than we thought we would have...

She brought us straight to the band room where Mr. Souliere was very pleased to see us there... He couldnt be at our performance tonight because he was conducting the band for the Wizard of Oz... So his wife was in charge... And Jordan's dad and Mr. Souliere's brother went and played with us...

We were to play at the Division 1 Championship basketball game at Arco Arena where it was Franklin vs. Laguna...

Oh it was a night to remember, the bus didnt get there till late so we had no time to warm up and started playing without being warmed up... It was OK though... We still sounded good...

Franklin's band was there as well... Being conducted my Mr. Reese, who used to be the conducter for the band here at Laguna until Franklin opened up and he left... Everyone seemed to hate him, especially Mr. Souliere... So it was our duty to sound a whole lot better than them... Which we did... We beat the crap outa there band...

Oh it was good fun... And to top it off... Laguna won the basketball game 52 to 49... Making up the division 1 championships... It was a night to remember... What a game...

I left with my mom from Arco Arena when behind me I heard 5 or 6 gunshots... I turned around and saw a car speeding away as its tires were screaching... I looked towards the main entrance where I saw everyone running... And then I heard in the distance police sirens... After that... I just wanted to get the heck outa there... My mom and I left knowing that something happened... I later found out that someone was shot... I have heard it was Matt Olsen but I dont think anyone knows for sure... I am sure I will find out tomorrow...

I got home and collapsed in my bed... What a day...

Chores and sleeping was all I did today... And rave about how we are division 1 champions!

Boy, my fingers hurt... Comments?

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bigty623

:: 2005 6 March :: 8.12pm

some reason i feel like i don't belong there, i feel like the kids there don't like me. i don't think they do. am i not supose to be there? do they not want me there? should i keep going? help me out what should i do? because i sure don't. every sience things have happen with me and her i just don't feel like i should go anymore, things just arn't the same. i just wish thing would go back to normal yes i know there isn't really anything that is normal. well atleast you guys don't no what my version of normal is. but i just hope that my version of normal gets back

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liz

:: 2005 6 March :: 3.08pm

AH another sad sunday. I went to rockford for nothing, just wanted to drive for awhile. I finished my art project. I actually did two finals because I couldnt decide which direction that I wanted to go in. I deleted that last rant post. I should have done that in my written journal and I do apologize. well not for the softball stuff but for the personal attacks on people. Ive got one lonely week left. blah on that. also one week until the research paper is due. the one that I have yet to start. eek. but i do have the entire week off so I will have a few days to work on that. I ahve to work in about an hour. and i dont really care to go. maybe I can go home early that would super rock my socks. tomorrow as always I am going to veto softball because this will be my last monday to myself. I like mondays becuase well i dont because im always really tired because I always work on sunday nights. blah on that. I did get my prom dress though and is always a bonus I suppose. its very pretty but it also led to my emotional upheaval and crying in the fitting room forever. prom sucks already but Im still really excited about it. its not too far away now. I also want to apologize to everyone for being the way ive been the last couple of months. this whole depression/thyroid issue super sucks. namely, Jenna for the Alice bit, Joslyn cuz ive not been a great friend. and pj because ive been really naggy, and snappy. but I love you and I just want you to be happy. thanks for putting up with me everyone.
Loves and hugs. Lizzy

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bigty623

:: 2005 5 March :: 10.25pm

why can't life go back to the old days
Like in 5th grade? i just wish they cold, back when school didn't really even count, now school is just so damn demanding. just like girl friends can be sometimes. i just wish it could go back

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jacqui-chan

:: 2005 4 March :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Random songs...

French fries rule!
So, today was interesting. Not feeling the need to be detailed about it though. I played eukre a lot today... got my butt kicked every time! Sad really. Oh well.

Adam is my favorite guy in the whole world!! He makes me happy all the time. Not the "I'm so in love with him" kinda' happy, just happy. Like friends do. It's grand.

Yep, I really don't have much to say. So I'll see ya'll later. Chao.

-Jaq-

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liz

:: 2005 4 March :: 6.25pm

Theme songs of your life
by eponine
your name?
love song:there you'll be - faith hill
depressing song:you were meant for me - jewel
party song:boys of summer - the ataris
what-the-hell-ever song:walk this way - aerosmith
your lifeperfect day - hoku
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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liz

:: 2005 4 March :: 11.33am

so not tired today, well a little tired, but i got up on time for a change. blah finally weekend, going prom dress shopping tomorrow. yay. econ is only okay, im so sick of sitting in asinine classes. but if nothing else tonight i plan to get the rest of my subs, clean my room and pig cage, and work on my art and research paper well busey is checking homework. oh yeah listen to mr. brightside, it kicks

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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 3 March :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Feels So Good -- Chuck Mangione

Eerr...
So I have been having some hilarious conversations with some people latley... Talking about other people... Myself... Its been all in good nature and nothing seriously bad... "I cant have a chink in my chain" ROFLMFAO...

Math chapter 11 is a son of a bitch... All this shit about sequences and... I dont even know the names... Pretty much anyone in my class can vouch for me... They suck...

I actually went in early today to get help because I didnt understand it... When I got there... She was in the room on the phone grading or something, and forgot to unlock the door... So I was stuck out there for like 10 minutes until she finally got done with her phone conversation and let me in...

I have a race on Saturday... I am really excited even though it doesnt matter too much... I am planning to run under a 5:45 mile... But then I realized there is no mile race for me, so it is most likely that I will be running the 3000 which is almost 2 miles... That should be a good race... Kevin and I will be fighting for 2nd place among the JV team... I aint going to give up without a fight...

Uhm... Lets see what else... I gotta kick outa something I realized I could do... Too bad I realized it too late... My last homework assignment for my English Bridge class I printed off 4 times the amount of copies I needed and sold them to people who didnt do their homeowork!... I made three dollars yesterday... Skill eh?... Too bad that was the last homework assignment...

I think I am the PE teacher's pet... I have escorted 3 people up to the VP office just this term... I dunno how that happened... Maybe because I try in class?... I ono... Didnt really try to be teacher's pet...

Woo... What a week... Comments?

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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 1 March :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Wish You Were Here -- Pink Floyd

Lets see now...
I noticed I have been running out of things to put as my subject... I am trying to switch it up... But... I am stupid... So thats hard for a stupid man...

Moving on... Jamie Foxx won best actor just like he deserved for playing Ray Charles in the movie Ray... Thats all I really cared about so for the Oscars I am happy...

Time trials on Monday... Freshman 3 Times:

Adam N. -- 5:07
Kevin Y. -- 5:40
Jake S. -- 5:56

I have some ground to make up... But that shouldnt be too hard when I prepare for the race and when I have my spikes on... They had their spikes with them... But thats really no excuse so I shouldnt be talking... I have a race, actually a relay, on Saturday... I am hoping to break 5:45... Rubber track... I will be prepared and have my spikes on... I think that is a reasonable goal... Those times were for the mile by the way...

Progress Report came and I had a B!!... Whats up with that!?!?... Its ok though... Because I talked to my PE teacher and she said it was because she hadent entered my make ups in yet and that I have an A now so I should be fine...

Had a math test today... Hella easier than I thought... Anything less than a 95% and I will be very disappointed in myself... I think I should have gotten a 100% but we'll see...

What else what else?... Trumpet is really fun... Having a good time with that... Nobody believes that I am gunne get into Cal or Stanford... I cant wait to prove them wrong... They dont know my capabilities... They'll see, they'll see...

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jacqui-chan

:: 2005 1 March :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Cheesy song mix...

My love is vengence that's never free...
No school. That's fun... except that tennis was cancelled too. That always sucks! But overall it was a good day. I got Starbucks! Yum!! I've wanted that forever, but I finally got the chance! Oh yea!

So I really have like, nothing at all to say. I suppose I'll leave then. Chao loves.

Hugs,
Jacqui Jean

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