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2006 2 December :: 11.40am
yeah nevermind i'll just be a nothing.
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2006 30 November :: 11.06am
Don't you ever feel like you are just stuck in a bubble and rolling rolling rolling down the road of life just doing the same dang thing over and over and over and getting absolutely no where.
doesn't anyone ever just want to move away out of the country and just like move away from everything and get away.
........................................my life is boring and i dont like it.
i feel like i am more than what my current life is letting me be.
i feel like i'm never going to get anywhere with what i am doing now.
i need to live more. i need to live more before i settle down and just settle for being a medical assistant or whatever. but i could never go any further with working at fricken menards.
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2006 26 November :: 6.52pm
i think i finished my papers.
wow you have no idea how long that took me.
DUMB!!!!!! college is dumb.
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2006 25 November :: 6.07pm
kids:
dont move out of your parents house
no actually do
go away to college and live in a dorm and use all your parents money so you dont have to worry about anything for like maybe 4 years
but don't move out and try to get your own place and go to school and work and shit. it's not worth it. i want a life. i want a life.
fuck.
i hate my life.
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2006 24 November :: 1.30am
ughghghghhgg...
i can't sleep when i'm all alone.
bleh. should i go shopping tomorrow?
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2006 22 November :: 11.57pm
okay well i wrote the hugest entry about how i love roman. and it got deleted ...
but let's just sum it up shall we.
Romey, I love you babe.
and i love my family too.
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2006 22 November :: 6.04pm
I am so upset by the whole Michael-Richards-going-crazy-and-being-all-rascist-and-then-going-on-Letterman-and-looking-even-more-stupid-trying-to-apologize thing that I can't even enjoy Seinfeld anymore.
I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY SEINFELD ANYMORE!!!
good goin' Kramer.
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2006 19 November :: 9.15pm
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you
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2006 18 November :: 6.25pm
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help
okay seriously. why cant i do my homework. i just wont allow myself to do it. i seriously wont. what is wrong with me?
and it's not just this.
i can't
do
anything.
ugh. but hey i already knew that so whatevv. ............................ i knew i'd be like this. i knew it. is it wrong that i just want to get married and have kids. it's not that i dont ever want to get an education or have a job. i'm smart. and i like feeling like i'm good at a job or whatever but i just dont .............want that...?? i just want to be a mom. that's so bad! no it's not. it's not bad. it's not bad that i want a family and that i want to be a great mom and have a great family why is that wrong? that's not wrong? but yet i dont want all that SO YOUNG. i dont want all that right now . but i just dont enjoy .................. i dont enjoy like ...working for this undefinable goal that i'm supposed to have since i have a scholarship and blah blah blah but every one says that medical assisting is not enough. well i'm sorry, i'm not striving for this goal to become a doctor or pharmacist or biochemical engineer or whatev. i just dont ... want that
so is something wrong with me because i feel like that? explain it to me.
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2006 17 November :: 8.42pm
90 days
I never realized how much happened in 90 days till I thought about my 90 day probation period at meijer. I made some new friends, already got rid of some of those friends lol. I moved out. Seems like things that were bothering me 90 days ago don't even bother me anymore. Makes me realize how in 90 days the things that are bothering me now I prly wont even care about and thats a awesome thought to have. I guess life is funny like that. Well I started my new job, which is turning out pretty good. I don't really do that much so I have to bring stuff to keep myself awake. I hope I don't get fat from all the sitting around at my new job. But the people all seem really nice. I like just hanging out with the residents. I am hoping I get to be one of the nurse aides that goes on there trip to the mall with them. So apartment life is going good. I love having good days off. So basically I've just been hanging out with friends, work and drinking. Nothing new lol.
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2006 16 November :: 2.53pm
DO IT!!!
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you
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2006 10 November :: 9.43pm
ugh i am scheduled to work at FIVE AM tomorrow again. that is so stupid.
so stupid.
they should make people who dont go to school work at 5 am. people who it doesn't really matter if they have to work at 5 am because it doesn't throw off their life because the only thing they have scheduled to do in their life is work. people who don't have to write huge research papers that are due on monday. that's who should work 5 am shifts.
well i got moved up to head cashier so at least if i stay at that position i wont ever have to open at 5 ever again. and i love hardly ever having to talk to guests. ahhh it's so nice. stupid stupid guests how i hate you.
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2006 9 November :: 9.33am
Well its prly time for a update. This is my last week at Meijer then I start my new job at the nursing home. I am pretty excited for that, cuz it will be a lot more money. I finally got rid of april, so I don't have to deal with that whole situation anymore. So now Brenton and Jay live here. So apartment life is now a ton better and everything seems to be working out the way I want it to. So feel free to stop by whenever you want :)
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2006 6 November :: 11.46am
i dont know what to do with my life. and i hate it.
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