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2004 14 January :: 7.42 pm
:: Mood: Empty
I've been trying to think of something to say since the last time I updated, but there's nothing to say. Haven't had a whole lot to say recently. Listening, I suppose. Lemme tell ya, it's a bit dangerous. But if you don't have anything to say, what can you do but listen? I love how people are given three options in this...talking, listening, or complete removal from society. Seems there should be something more to it. Atleast in my opinion. Because at this point, I have nothing to say, and I can hardly remove myself from the situation. I'm forced to listen. Not that like I don't want to listen to what my friends have to say, you're missing the point. Perhaps I missed the point too.
Took les chiens to the dog beach last weekend.. I can't remember if I've written about this before or not. Oh well, if I have, here it is again, and if you don't want to read it again, go to the next paragraph. Long drive, wrong directions, long walk with two dogs down A1A with no sidewalk, then we finally got to the dog beach. I took both dogs down on their leashes to the water, fully expecting hershey to be scared out of her mind, because the dog doesn't even like a bath, but Sasha, she loves to swim. I was expecting her to go nuts and love it. I never thought about the waves. They scared the hell out of her. I'd lead her down to where the water just was, then she'd run away trying not to get hit by a wave. Quite amusing, actually. I went into the water a bit, and got her to stick her paws in. Then I got a tennis ball and gave Hershey back to my mom. Put Sasha on the retractable leash and threw the ball a little bit into the water. She ran after it, and discovered that the waves were no more than moving water. Next throw was out in about 3 feet of water and she just swam right out to get it. After a few throws I took her off her leash, but left her harness thingy on, having never had her off leash in a non-fenced place. She's so obsessed with tennis balls, she barely left my side. We played fetch in the water for hours, she was so amazed. After about 10 minutes of off-leash though, I took her harness off, since it was serving no purpose really and it was getting all sandy. But the beach is Sasha's new favorite thing. She loved running in the water, digging in the sand, the whole nine yards. Hershey was, well, she's a beagle, what can I say.. My mom, like an idiot, listens to this lady who is there with her dog, who has never seen hershey before in her life, when she tells her to let hershey off the leash. Now hershey doesn't run away, but she goes at a pace a little faster than my mom does, smelling everything. Before you knew it, she was a good 25 yards away, too far for comfort. I had to go chase her down three times before my mom was finally convinced that random people at the dog beach are probably not the most reliable source for dog training information. The whole day though, I only saw about 4 other dogs, no more than 3 at one time. So it was pretty good. Now I hear they are closing the one in Boynton that we went to, but there is one in Fort Lauderdale. Hmm..
I'm sick of school. I have decided this, as I sit here, at 8:00 at night, having done no homework. There is no way I'm going to finish all the Zen reading for tomorrow. I still have chem hw to do and look up freaking vocab words. Grr. Christmas break was like nothing. Not that I didn't have fun, but it does not feel at all like I was out of school for two weeks. Well, what are ya gonna do..
I'm getting increasingly annoyed at some friends. Not naming names, not like they read this, but still. It's just getting to me. I spend every waking hour either at school or doing schoolwork. I think I see some of my friends too much. It's getting to that point where I just need a break from some people. I'm like that though. It's not like I hate them or don't want to be their friend anymore or anything like that, it's just I have issues seeing the same people every day for months, talking about the same things, complaining about the same things, etc. Not that I'm one to talk about being in a rut, I'm famous in the band room for having the same thing for lunch every single day, but in things like people, I just need something different. Maybe it's not even the people themselves, but just general discontent for what's going on. Everything has just turned into one big monotony. I feel like I'm going nowhere, but at the same time am going too fast. I feel so old, but at the same time feel like I have made no progress. I am working too hard to be doing nothing with my life. What have I done for the past 17 years? Have I accomplished anything at all? For too many people, 17 years is a lifetime. How would that be? To accomplish nothing in your whole life. I feel like we are constantly preparing for our next step of life. When are we going to get there? It's like we are headed towards some invisible destination which can be seen by no one. It seems so pointless to me. I mean, if you think about it, I'm going to be in school until I'm like 25, atleast. Is it worth it? I'll barely be working as long as I will have been in school. What the hell is up with that? Have you ever thought about that before? You spend nearly as long preparing for something as you do actually doing it. I feel like it's all a big waste of time. Maybe it is. Who knows..
I'll get over it.
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything, all I want
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid
Or am I stoned?
3 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2004 7 January :: 9.11 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: Miles To Go, which I finally heard. Thanks Amanda for the link.
I figure it's finally time to let you people know what's up. Went to Pittsburgh the 27th of December through the 4th of January. A good time was had by all. It barely snowed Tuesday. Don't get me wrong, it was cold and snowing, but not enough to make a snowman or snowangel or something. So Tuesday was the coldest day; that night me and Karen went to Wildwood Highlands for snow tubing. That was awesome. So fun. Big hill, like HUGE. I was really scared at first, because it's kind of intimidating standing on ice at the foot of this huge hill you're about to go screaming down, but it was so much fun. We also had a good time staying up almost every night into the wee hours of the morning playing game after game of parcheesi. We played a bit of trivial pursuit and outburst as well. Monday night there was a bible study christmas party at their house. So we spent all day cooking and setting up for that, then people showed up and we ate dinner, kids in the family room, adults in the dining room for gossipping. Very amusing. We watched some tv, including a two hour special about the Press Your Luck scandal on the Gameshow Network. That's very interesting. Kinda creepy actually. The guy was totally insane, but that stuff always interests me. If you have not seen the movie Quiz Show go see it. Now. We also spent a lot of time shopping. Went to Sal's, Plato's Closet, and a few malls. We went to this one store, Pawdaddy's, it's an indoor craft fair. It was really cool. That's pretty much all we did. It was fun just hanging out. Now I'm going to post a few inside jokes and memories from the trips, just for my own records. Don't expect to understand them.
Agent 750
It was a cacoustic travesty
Gary's film debut: "They can't teach that kind of talent!"
"Waller"
17....and counting
Pop vs. Soda
"Looks like a full moon tonight!"
Commercials with kids in diapers, people sleeping in morgues, and a little kid who's sad not because his grandpa died, but because spongebob's not on
Gary's mullet
Bible Bowl
NFL Playoffs...wait, Jeff, who are we rooting for again?
Never wear a knee brace in an airport
MatchGame
Lingo
Late-Night Parcheesi Marathons
Jeff and his neverending useless sports trivia answers
Library Hour
Pirates of the Carribbean!!
Edward Scissorhands
Snowtubing
Annorexic Asshole
Life Alert necklaces
Italian Charm shopping
"How do you get home from Beaver Falls??" "I think we're approaching Ohio!" "No, wait, we see a sign! It says...William Flynn Highway!"
"OMG, what if I hallucinated the Steak and Shake?! How will we ever find them?! Oh, it's right by Ikea."
Walking right past Hot Topic
Maz hating Gary
New Year's pretzel
Gary, on his return from work New Year's Eve: "I smell like a bar"
"It's such a nice day out. There's not a cloud in the - oh wait...nevermind."
Monday after I got back I just kinda....slept. Tuesday started back up school, not much to write about there. But it did start my music appreciation class at PBCC. It's...interesting. When we got there, (we being me, krystle and jonide) this one guy was talking to us. He had obviously failed the class atleast once, and told us that the professor was a real flake and we would know what he was talking about as soon as he walked through the door. Boy was he right. He also told us that we would be fine. "Just dont be a smartass and you'll be alright." This class looks so easy though. We spent 15 minutes trying to teach this one lady why a trombone can't play a chord. Special. We have to write three papers, which were sort of making me nervous, until I found out that they were 2 pages each, double spaced, about any musical experience. Oh boy. Haven't had too many of those.. *rolls eyes*
That's all I can think of right now to write, but this will be a progressive entry, mostly only the list of Pittsburgh things, so don't pay attention to it unless your last name is DeBaldo, because you won't get it. Atleast not all of them.
3 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2003 26 December :: 2.31 pm
:: Mood: anxious
Ok, I'll update again. Holidays were fine. Thanks everyone for asking. I got a camera lens (shocker) and some other stuff. A necklace that I had admired at the mall surprisingly made its way under my tree. It's not like a diamond or anything, it's silver, but I like it. I'll show you all at school. Remind me. I got a lot of warm clothes too for when I go to Pitt. Will gave me a fiber optic dolphin lamp. It's cool. That's about it. All in all, christmas was rather disappointing. Don't get me wrong. It's got nothing to do at all with the presents. I didn't want anything that I didn't get; mostly because I wanted about 2 things. Well, I didn't get a car, but you know... Can't set my hopes too high. But this year I have just totally lost my enthusiasm for Christmas in general. I'm just like ehh, it was here, now it's over. We didn't decorate the house at all, not even putting ornaments on the tree, only lights. I just don't know what's wrong with me, I love Christmas. But I'm thinking that maybe it's because I have so much to look forward to right now that are better than christmas. I'm looking forward more to going to PA than I normally am for Christmas, and before last week I was looking forward to break more than I normally am for Christmas. So maybe it's not that I've lost my enthusiasm for Christmas, but it is diminished by other things going on? Dunno. I've just been pondering it. I've been doing everything I can to get myself in the Christmas spirit. Listening to Christmas music and stuff. Maybe it's because there weren't gifts to look forward to since the only thing I really wanted I went out and bought for myself. But it's not just the gifts. It's always just Christmas in general. Just seems to not be there.
But I'm sure that it will be tomorrow. Tomorrow will be great. My family up there has a real tree. And a fireplace. And..snow. Hopefully. I'll see snow while I'm there I'm sure, because if all else fails we'll drive 45 minutes to the nearest ski resort. Plus, at Wildwood Highlands they create their own snow if there isn't any real snow because they run snow tubing. Wildwood Highlands, by the way, is Pittsburgh's answer to Boomers. But there's a big hill outside where you can go snow tubing in the winter. Good stuff. So perhaps that's it. Maybe the lack of "Real Christmas" as far as I see it for the past 11 years has drained my enthusiasm for it. That's what I'm going to tell myself.
Aside from that, Christmas was pretty enjoyable. Granparents came for dinner. Yep. As promised, I'll give you a picture from the dogs and their matching Christmas tee-shirts, and then I believe I will bid you farewell until I return from Pittsburgh. I may be able to write a woohu entry while I'm up there, but their computer is currently down. I will have my cell phone, don't hesitate to call. I have no roaming charges. See you on the flip side!
1 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
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2003 22 December :: 9.52 pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: "It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas"
YAY! Look at my new woohu icon! It's my baby! Well, not actually my baby like Amy's baby, but just as good...perhaps better. That's right. I said it. Dogs are better than babies.
My poor Sasha had to go to the vet today because she's been limping. She has hip dysplasia and has had bilateral Femoral Head Ostectomy, which, well, you probably don't want to know what that is. If you want to know, the veterinarian in me will gladly explain it to you. o.~ Anyway, it makes it so her hips can't dislocate anymore, but sometimes I think it just gets swollen and bothers her. So we took her to the vet for an anti-inflammatory shot and she got some medicine, as well as some leftover medicine just incase it acts up again. So she has five days of medicine to get her better now, and five days in reserve. Must remember where I put the bottle. So anyway, she was very brave and everyone loves Sasha at the vet. Molly works there, and I have been there so often lately between annual checkups, Hershey's initial checkup thing and now this, Molly was like Lauren, what are you doing to your dogs?? Haha, I swear, it's not me! So we took the two of them to Petsmart this evening to reward her for being so good at the vet. She's better at getting shots than I am. But I felt so bad for her. Dr. Boss had to like rotate her hip to see what's wrong and she just shot him this look like hey, HEY!! HEY! STOP! But she still licked him anyway. She never gets mad at the vets. She got compliments there too from people in the lobby. They said she's pretty and soft and one lady said she has pretty eyes. Hehe, it's like complementing my kid.. But at petsmart later we got Sasha a new toy and got the two of them matching Christmas shirts that say "A Little Bit Naughty But A Whole Lot Nice". So cute. I'll take a bunch of pictures of the two of them matching later and post them up here. This will have to hold you over till then.
The Dynamic Duo....At Play!
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One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2003 20 December :: 11.43 am
:: Mood: None
:: Music: Da da dee dee daaa.
Ok, ok! I'll update!
Let's see...what's been going on... a lot actually.
Last week, or what I think was last week, my cat ran away. I was surprisingly upset. The cat is actually good now that we have multiple dogs. Every addition we make to the pet population in our house, the cooler the cat gets. She likes to sit in bed with me while I'm reading. She used to hate me. I don't know what happened. Now she hates everyone but me. She doesn't even really like my mom anymore as much. Oh great. Now I have a cat. So anyway, my mom left the window open, I think thursday night, and the cat popped out the screen and ran out. I was really pissed because my mom knows that the cat pops out screens, and she still left the window open wide enough for her to fit through. But I was even more pissed off friday morning before school when I had her cornered in a neighbor's yard, and my mom let the dogs out back. And of course, they barked. So I didn't get the cat back until three days after she left, when I got the idea to leave the garage door open a little bit, mostly so she could have somewhere to sleep. I went to the store with will and left the garage door open, and tried to close it except a little when we got back, but it was being gay and wouldn't just stop where I wanted it to, so I closed it. About 2 hours later I went into the garage to get something and there was the cat! So I picked her up and put her inside. She was so dirty. I went the next day and bought her a collar with a tag. I wasn't so nervous when she was gone that she was going to get hit by a car as much as I thought someone else might have brought her into their house. So now she has a little red collar that reflects just like the dogs' do. And a gold tag with her name and our phone number. Now if anyone finds her, they'll know she's someone's cat and they won't keep her. It's so weird that every time the cat leaves I like her more. I guess it's one of those things that you don't know what you got till it's gone. It's just that I've had her since first grade, and it would suck for her to just be gone like that. As it turns out though, the collar looks really cute on her. Pic to come later.
Let's see...what else happened.. We went carolling last friday at Bethesda. (We being french club) There was this little boy there who was 9 years old, he came out into like the lobby place all hooked up to an iv and in his pjs, and he's like "I just wanted to say thank you for the toys." AWWWW!! Omg, everyone there just melted. He was the cutest little boy ever, and we felt so bad that he was in the hospital. There were all these little babies there too. So sad..
Three weeks after getting Hershey, she's finally waking up. That dog has slept more in these three weeks than I have since school started. She's nuts. But now she's opening up a little, even playing with sasha. It's fun to watch, because Sasha has a good 20 pound advantage. My mom's all paranoid though because they're growling. She thinks they're fighting. So I tell her Mom, you would know if they were fighting because Sasha would walk back in the room with a limp beagle in her mouth. Seriously though people...who do you think would win a fight? A beagle or a pit bull/rottweiler/retriever? Honestly...she could take out a beagle in three minutes if she wanted. Which is why we're glad she doesn't want to. She wouldn't hurt anything. Well, actually, I take that back. When will messes with me, she stands right there and barks and growls until he lets go. She hasn't bit him though, because it's such a conflict of interest. She knows will is in our family, and that my parents would be upset if he died, but I'm telling you, if anyone ever messed with me, they'd regret it. She backs me up whenever. Some people she just doesn't like too. When some people come to the door like to fix our air conditioner or something she'll just sit next to my dad and growl until they leave. But I guess she doesn't see them as an immediate threat...I have no doubt that if she thought any of us were in danger she'd....respond. There's the difference right there between all those small teacup whatever dogs and real dogs, whoops, I mean big dogs.
We put up our tree yesterday. I hate fake trees.
I got registered for my PBCC class. Finally. I had to go take the CPT (College Placement Test) before they would let me register. What a joke. I got like a perfect score on it...because I'm literate. PBCC people... They told Jonide when she took it that her scores were so good that she should be in honors community college! Whoo! Forget UPenn! I'm going to honors PBCC! *Rolls eyes*
Let's see...what other small academic accomplishments have there been.. OH! History. I got my first A in hall's class ever! Rock! On wednesday, he also found out for the first time that I'm related to will. It was so weird. He was asking about who in the class had siblings that he had also taught, and he went around the room and sorta skipped me, and kristen told me to raise my hand higher. He looked at me for a minute, and he looked so confused. "Sister?" "No...Will." "OHH!! Will! The golfer, right?" "Yea." "How is he?" "OK" "What school did he end up going to?" "He goes to UF." "He still golf?" "Yep." Weirdest thing ever. Every single one of my teachers that had will have figured it out. Whatever.. Anyway, yes, I got a 90 on my dbq and he wrote "One of your best efforts!" under the grade. But don't worry, this small accomplishment is not enough to actually make me like history. Yuck. I got a B on the chem exam. Pretty good. I only needed a D, but I was still happy because it gave me more hope for the AP exam. That's the only grade that I know though. Chem was B B B across the board. Not too bad.
Finally got PSAT scores back. Damn. I am exactly where I did not want to be. I am the exact score that was the cut off from last year. Stupid college board. It's still good though. 1380 predicted SAT scores. I'll need to raise that a tad, but it's good. It was funny because underneath the scores they give you ways to improve your score in that section, and for writing they're like "...We have nothing to say. Keep it up, and, uh, continue to challenge yourself in this area by taking honors and AP classes." Yea, they're a little late. But it was funny that they had nothing to say but still had to write something. Haha, I laughed at them. Speaking of college board...must remember to register for SATs. Someone remind me cuz the deadline is the 22nd.
I got an email yesterday. It made me happy. (before you ask, I get emails every day, it's because of the person who sent it)
People, talk to me about your schedules for Monday/Tuesday. We'll see if we can actually get this thing up and running.
My brain is so fucked up. Thanks for listening to the rambling amanda.
o.0
Here's the cat with her new collar.
5 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2003 7 December :: 2.52 pm
:: Mood: Hesitant
:: Music: Theme from Jaws
Decembear 7 - He Looked in the Closet Under the Staircase.
Ok. I have been putting off writing this for a very long time, because I really don't want to deal with all the criticism and shit bound to come from it. So I'll say this right now. If you don't want to hear my opinions, first of all, then why are you reading my journal in the first place, second, this is not the entry for you to be reading. Yea. So. Away we go.
Something has been bothering me a lot lately, won't seem to leave my head. You know those things that you are just constantly thinking about? You just have to write them out to let them escape your mind. Let's see. Who can guess what's bugging me? oo! I know! Pick me! That's right ladies and gentlemen, it's band. C'mon. Like you wouldn't have guessed it. What else would it have been? Anyway.
I was sitting in the "band hallway" with Krystle and AJ after the NHS meeting waiting for my dad and listening to symphonic band practice, and I started thinking a little bit. I thought about how cool it was that no matter what was happening for the most part, I always had somewhere to go when I was at school. Like I'm not kidding when I say I live in the band room. That's where I go in the morning, that's where I go at lunch, it's where I wait after school. It's kinda my home at school. I attribute this to the "band family." Krystle and I were discussing this at the music man thing we went to. Tons of people who are in band are my friends that I would never even talk to otherwise. I'm not going to name names here, but you guys all know that's true. You can name atleast one really cool person that you are fairly sure you would not associate with if you didn't know them from long hot days at band camp. The whole thing just automatically puts a common bond between all band members. Now I'm not saying that there aren't annoying people in band or people that I don't like, but there are few of them. I find that pretty much no matter who you are talking to in band, you have something to talk about. We really are part of a huge family, and it's cool.
However, (yes, there is a however) I am growing increasingly pissed at band. Not at the people, not at the director, at band. This is the part that has been haunting my brain. I think often about how glad I am that I joined band freshman year, that I didnt give up after the first day of band camp, that I didnt quit after oser was arrested, even after kayla came. But every time I start thinking about this, this fond feeling I have for band grows to hatred within a few minutes. No matter how much band has given to me, my friends, a place of belonging, it has taken so much more. It has taken more from me than any other thing I have ever done in my life. I know, I know, if band was easy everyone would do it. But this is more. It's not just memorizing music, it's not just heat exhaustion. It's more than that. I cant even put it to words at this point. But as pissed as I was at band at the end of September, it still has not left. I thought it would leave by now atleast. I was perusing some of my old journals from that period in putting off writing this one.
So...uhh...yea. I'll deal with it I guess. Eventually. Just...it'll be a few weeks I think before I actually figure out what to do about this. [...] I've also learned though that I have no other choice but to deal with it and get through it, because nothing is going to change...atleast not for the better. I dont really have a lot more to say. It's like...if I were to climb mount everest, and then as soon as I got to the very top of it, I'm pushed off from behind. That's a good metaphor. But seriously...I went up so far to fall so hard.
Something from that sticks in my head. Just...it'll be a few weeks I think... A few weeks. Even then, when I was still in the lowest of lows for band, I said a few weeks. It's December 7th. That was written on October 5th. If I felt then that I would get over it in a few weeks, why is it still bothering me now? Why do I feel that band has screwed me over, even though it's given me so much? If I'm so pissed at it, why haven't I quit? Why am I putting myself through it if it's this bad? I guess I just don't know. Just had to get this on paper..er, whatever. I'll figure it out some day. I guess.
~~~~Later~~~~
Amanda: I'm not totally sure I understand your latest journal entry.
Skillet: me neither.
Amanda: Well, that makes me feel better, lol.
2 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2003 2 December :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: Slightly Amused
:: Music: Santa's Parade. That song has been in my head for HOURS!
Decembear 2nd - He looked around the skating pond.
A mand a (hehehe, I did the spacing funny like her screename): that was good, you should save it your journal or something
It was good. So I will. This is my attempt to explain a period of time (I'm not sure which) in history to Krystle before her mock exam tomorrow.
Skillet(that's me): what are we talking about now?
Skillet: doctrine of nullification
Skillet: ummm
Krystle: hmm ok.. what did calhoun do?
Skillet: calhoun was an idiot
Krystle: yes
Skillet: there was the nullification crisis
Skillet: the tariff of abominations was in 1828
Skillet: then during the jefferson day dinner they disagreed over each others' toasts
Skillet: calhoun stood up and said "the union next to our liberties most dear"
Skillet: then jackson got up and was like heeeeell no! "Our union it must be preserved [bitch]"
Skillet: lol
Skillet: then there was the webster-hayne debate
Skillet: in the senate
Skillet: they argued about the union and states rights
Skillet: then came the exposition and protest
Skillet: still in 1828
Skillet: calhoun decided there that states had the rights to declare federal laws null and void
Skillet: which is stupid
Skillet: it goes back to the kentucky and virginia resolutions
Skillet: idiot
Skillet: then in the tariff of 1832 calhoun resigned as vp to become senator of south carolina
Skillet: Hayne, the gov of SC, joined him in is "nullification process"
Skillet: whoops
Skillet: *after the tariff of 1832, not in it
Skillet: lol
Skillet: my hands go faster than my brain
Skillet: anywho
Skillet: they held a convention in SC to declare tariff of 1832 null and void
Skillet: jackson passed the force bill
Skillet: which was like hey, listen you little punks, I have the army here and I'm not afraid to use it
Skillet: so step down
Skillet: and then henry clay comes in
Krystle: :-)
Skillet: blah blah blah
Skillet: great compromiser
Skillet: lalala
Skillet: teddy roosevelt (Krystle and I talked about how Mr. Ierace says Teddy Roosevelt should be called the great compromiser in band class today)
Skillet: blah blah
Skillet: yea
Krystle: yep!
Skillet: so they passed the Compromise Tariff of 1832
Skillet: *33
Skillet: it lowered the tariff rates gradually
Skillet: so that the both of them would shut up
Krystle: teddy roosevelt?
Krystle: :-)
Skillet: yep
Skillet: in 1833
Skillet: then in 1834 he invented the teddy bear
Skillet: ok, I'm gonna go
Krystle: alright
Krystle: thanks
Krystle: oh... and i like your version of history much better than mr hall's
Krystle: :-D
Hehe, now you know what goes on in my head when I think about history. Betcha wish you didn't even know. o.~ And if any of this is historically inaccurate (besides the teddy roosevelt in 1833 part, which was inaccurate on purpose) then SHUT UP!!! Let me have my moment, ok?! Besides, I would only expect it to be about 80.4% accurate, since that's my grade in history. :oP
5 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head |
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2003 1 December :: 8.41 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Some Celine Dion song is on a tv special. Do people actually not know who Diane Warren is??
I am so scared for tomorrow's history class. There's gonna be like five of us because of the psych and social anth mocks. I'm bordering school phobia here, but it's more like history class phobia. I'm not really serious about the phobia, but this class tomorrow really is scaring the shit out of me. We're all gonna have to sit up front, and we're all gonna have to answer questions that I dont know, and, and, and...
Ugh..I will be so glad when the next three weeks are OVER!
On another note, I finally got around to changing the text for the leave a comment stuff. Now atleast two people have to comment or it won't make sense. So there. :oP
I also decided that what with the dvd coming out tomorrow, it's time to retire the pirates of the carribbean icon. Thanks so much Amanda for making it!! I put this one in sort of as filler, and it kind of fits my mood, but I'm keeping my eyes out for a really really good woohu icon to follow in the footsteps of one of my favorite movie characters ever. I'll get around to making the rest of the journal more spiffy later..
4 Little Monkeys Jumping on the Bed |
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2003 26 November :: 10.16 pm
:: Mood: amused
Oh man. What a day.
We woke up semi-early and got a very late start. We also got lost on the way there, and today is the most travelled day of the year, so we were a little over an hour late getting to Ziggy Beagle Rescue. When we got there though, Carol was outside with another lady and a beagle. This lady had just taken off work and driven and hour and a half to deliver this beagle she saved from a shelter. He was to be put down this morning.
After they finished up, we went into the yard and carol came out with Hershey. She was all happy to see us and whatnot. We put her new harness and leash on her and signed the adoption papers. Carol and her husband, who really remind me of that hick couple in that famous painting, you know, with the pitchfork, said their goodbyes, and we were off on the road. From Melbourne. She was really good in the car. She mostly sat on the floor behind the drivers seat and took a nap.
We got home and took hershey and sasha down the street so they could meet on "neutral ground." It went...ok. Sasha's a little hyper. And by a little, I mean most other dogs find her obnoxious. So Hershey kinda barked at her a little, growled a little, nothing too serious. We took them home and let Hershey smell around (She is a beagle, after all) while both dogs were on leashes. Then we took them both out back to check that out. Sasha was still kinda bothering hershey because hershey was trying to check out the place, but Sasha already knew the place, so the only thing there that was exciting for her was Hershey. So there were a few more barks, but it was all good. No all out brawls. So we brought them back in and let them off their leashes, and it went pretty well. There was a little conflict over the bone issue. Sasha has her bones, and that's all she plays with since anything else we give her is gone within 2 minutes. Pit bull jaws. So Hershey apparently really likes these bones. We brought out a new one for her because I was worried about Sasha getting jealous that Hershey was chewing her bone, but then of course all that sasha wanted was the new bone. I should have seen that coming. So hershey had a hold of the new bone, and sasha, being as naive as she is, went right up and grabbed the other end. That lasted about 3 seconds. Hershey growled first, then snapped. Sasha had this classic look on her face. "=-O WTF?!" Then Hershey went back to playing with the bone. After that though they took turns with the new bone. As soon as one dog would get up the other would go grab that bone. Pretty funny.
So anyway, after a while things started to quiet down. My mom and brother went to the store, and I was here basically alone with the dogs (my dad doesnt count, since he was against the dog in the first place and is refusing to have anything to do with it pretty much). Hershey was knocked out, absolutely exhausted from the day, Sasha was out in the kitchen begging my dad for pizza crusts. All of the sudden, BOW BOW BOW BOW BOW!!! I knew it wasnt Sasha barking, and all I thought was OMG! Hershey's gonna kill Sasha! I hadn't heard her bay like that since we brought her home! (Beagles bay, they don't really bark) I turned around, and Hershey was in my mom's room, under the bed, still baying her little head off. The cat. The cat had decided to make an appearance. Apparently, Hershey hates cats. That took care of my dad not wanting anything to do with her. He thinks beagles are now the greatest things since sliced bread. That poor cat. She's used to sasha chasing her under the bed, there's just one thing different: Hershey can fit under the bed. That dog gets the greatest pleasure out of seeing that cat run. It's awesome. So anyway, I was trying to get Hershey out from halfway-under the bed, and as soon as I said something to her, Sasha came running in. So now I have a hyper pit bull, a baying beagle, and a hissing cat, all in the house that jack built. (props if you got that) I was trying to get Hershey out first, because I didn't feel like a trip to the vet, so I didn't want her to bite the cat tonight, and Sasha was just plain getting in the way. So finally I grabbed each one by the scruff of the neck and dragged them out of the room and closed the door. Now I had one overly hyper dog in each hand. I let go of Hershey first, because she's the calmer of the two, and I was just like Sasha, CALM DOWN. Ahh, that was fun. Comical. My dad sat in the kitchen and just laughed and laughed. Two dogs are fun.
I can't wait till you guys all get to see her in person! She LOVES people so much. She doesn't just wag her tail, her entire back end shakes. It's so funny.
Look at those beagle ears. Love 'em.
Happy Thanksgiving everybody! XD
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2003 22 November :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: Happy...wow, that's a new one.
:: Music: "How Much Is That Doggy In The Window"
Yesterday totally sucked. That's all I'm gonna say about that.
Today was good though. We went up to Ziggy Beagle Rescue, or as I like to call it, "Lauren-Heaven", in Melbourne, to see about a few dogs my mom was interested in adopting (one of). We went first to Lynne's house to see Drake, Elvis, and Buddy. Drake was kind of ...there. He wasn't overflowing with personality, and he refused to go for a walk when my mom wanted to take him outside, so that was that as far as he was concerned. Elvis was real cute, but he's scared of everything. One time a tree limb fell in the yard, and he refused to go back outside for 2 days. I was really honestly afraid that Sasha would just terrorize the poor thing. Buddy I absolutely adore. He was the sweetest thing ever. Just all friendly and affectionate and playful and everything you could want. One problem: he chews. So that was pretty much the end of that. Lynne also had 2 of her own dogs there. Gunner, a really friendly but really big (yes, Krystle, there are dogs bigger than Sasha) black lab. He was really nice. Lynne told me that she saved him from death row at a shelter. Reason for his owners, who had had him since he was a puppy, gave him up? He got too big. Don't even get me started. This is the most rediculous thing I have ever heard. That was a great dog about to be killed because of his size. IF YOU DONT WANT A BIG DOG, DONT BUY A LABRADOR RETRIEVER!! Ok, I'm better now. Lynne's mom had the funniest dog I've ever seen. Heidi, a beagle-dashchund mix. The dog was hilarious. It had all the features and coloring of a beagle, but it was about half the size, so I kept calling it a mini-Beagle. That's what it looks like. It was just a great little dog. So we left Lynne's to go to Carol's, who runs Ziggy Beagle Rescue (Lauren-Heaven). She has 40 dogs!!! That's a bit much, even for me. It was crazy. We went there specifically to see Hershey, but also to look to see if any other dog caught our eye. Carol brought hershey out, and she was absolutely adorable. She's a chocolate beagle, and just has the best personality. She was jumping up, all excited to see us, and giving us what I have named "Hershey Kisses." She was very high energy ...for about 30 seconds. Then she was on her back. "Pet my tummy!" She was just the perfect little dog for my mom, having enough laziness to sit there and be petted and do nothing for hours, but enough energy that Sasha wouldn't annoy her wanting to play all the time. We adopted her today, have a home visit tomorrow to make sure our home is beagle-friendly or something, and we leave early wednesday morning to pick her up. Happy Thanksgiving! ^_^ She's just a super-great little beagle.
Drake
Buddy
Elvis
Hershey
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2003 20 November :: 7.29 pm
:: Mood: Pissed off in several degrees.
:: Music: "Hostile Apostle" -311
Math and history tests tomorrow. So I figured it was a good time to update the woohu. Procrastination is your friend.
I'm very much looking forward to tomorrow being over. Yep.
My parents are driving me absolutely insane. They just never stop having shit for me to do. And then they complain that I dont get it all done. But I can't keep doing this much work all the time. I cant stay awake forever.
I finally got some stuff accomplished this week though. I dual enrolled for next semester. Now I just have to like actually go and dual enroll at PBCC. But Atlantic knows I'm taking a course. I'm still not 100% positive I made the right decision with this though, because junior year's a bitch, and this course requires a 2000 word paper. Oh well. Too late now. I also got Ms. Youngman to put me on the list for congres. I'm still really pissed about that whole mess. Grr.
I hate not knowing what's going on. Like in terms of plans. This whole thing with dog and/or fence and/or whatever is really pissing me off. If we're gonna get a dog, we have a really good opportunity in terms of being off of school and work for Thanksgiving. We're going up saturday to look at them, and we have a home visit scheduled for sunday, but they're not gonna let us get the dog till we have a fence that's good enough for a beagle in case it tries to dig out. Originally, I was going to build the fence, which is fine with me, but I just needed to get the freaking stuff. Then yesterday, my parents decided they want the fence professionally done. Ooookay. Well my mom refuses to call the fence people till she decides on a dog. I'm like no, you should make an appointment to see if you can get the fence done on monday and then if the dog part falls through saturday you can call and cancel. Somehow this is not going through her head. If we dont call for the fence before monday, we wont be able to get the dog before thanksgiving break is over probably. Then maybe it will have to wait till christmas. I have no idea. Frankly, I dont care when/if we get a dog, I just want to know what the hell is happening and when. This pisses me off so much. Concrete sequential. I took that quiz in health class after the quiz. It was the psych quiz, but I took it in health class cuz we were bored. So I'm blaming my whole need for scheduling and knowing-what's-going-on-ness on the concrete sequentialness of my brain. See? Psych is good for some things. Unfortunately for my education in psych, it's not as easy as IB Music. So here we are.
I'm sick of school. I'm quitting. Monday. Any takers? I so can pass the ged test or w/e and go to college anyway. It works.
We bought a van yesterday. It's big. But it has a ramp in it and like everything's electronic-wise so my dad can get in it. Now we actually have some use for the new electric wheelchair. Yay.. Whatever. I'm pretty indifferent to the whole thing. Except the fact that now my dad is trying to make me wait till May to get my lisence cuz now we have 4 cars, so I would automatically be a primary driver of one of those cars, and the lease ends on the infinity in May. If I'm a "primary driver" it jacks up my insurance by like...double. I was like wtf... I dont want to wait till may to get my lisence. I'm already sick of you guys. I need to get out of this madhouse. You wanna know what my dad said? "You've already waited a year. You can wait until May." OMG. Someone shoot me. Please. I'll provide the gun. Just give me a ride to KMart. You wouldnt even have to go to jail since you could convince people it's more "euthinasia" than "murder."
I think maybe I should take the Kristen route. Get out of the country.
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2003 16 November :: 12.52 am
I found this one some random person's journal and decided to steal it. YOINK!
Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already; three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend she have an abortion?
Read the next question before looking at the answer for this one.
Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three leading candidates.
Candidate A
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologers. He's had two Mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.
Candidate B
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.
Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer, and never cheated on his wife.
Which of these candidates would be your choice?
Decide first, no peeking, and then scroll down for the answer.
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Candidate A: Franklin D. Roosevelt
Candidate B: Winston Churchill
Candidate C: Adolph Hitler
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And, by the way, the answer to the abortion question: If you said yes, you just killed Beethoven. In case you didn’t catch that, the family was that of Beethoven’s.
Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think before judging someone.
Never be afraid to try something new.
Remember: Amateurs built the Ark. Professionals built the Titanic.
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2003 15 November :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: Concerned
:: Music: "Some Devil" -Dave Matthews
Ok, I was too tired to post last night, so this will be a double-post. I'll start from the beginning.
I'm losing my mind. I was supposed to go yesterday morning to make up an English vocab quiz that I missed last week during my mental health day, which seems not to have worked, by the way. I just totally forgot to go. I got to first hour and just went holy crap..I was supposed to go make up that quiz this morning. So when I got to second hour I apologized to Ms. Schilit and told her that I forgot and that I must be really out of it, because I never usually forget that stuff. So I asked if I could do it right after the vocab quiz we were taking that class, and she got all teacher on me. "I dont know, we'll have to see." What the hell was that?! So anyway, I just went and checked my mailbox and went to class. So then after I finished the vocab quiz for that day she gave me the one I needed to make up and I sat down to take it. About 3 questions into the quiz I was just like hmm...this quiz looks very familiar. And I read a few questions, and I could remember sitting after taking the quiz and talking to jonide like what did you put for the lobster:shell one? Which would mean, if my memory is actually correct, that I had taken that quiz with the rest of the class. So I finished up the quiz, because I didn't want to look in my folder and have ms. schilit think that I was cheating on top of everything else, and I grabbed my folder to look after I had handed it in. So I gave her the paper and just was like I think I've taken this quiz. I looked in my folder and sure enough there it was. And so she said well do you have analogy quiz one? I looked, and that was in there too. It's so weird. I remember thinking to myself that I had to make up a quiz. And Analogy quiz 2 was the one that they did last week when I was absent. But I was not missing a quiz because we took analogy quiz 3 yesterday, and I had 1 and 2 right there in my folder. It's like a week is gone in my head and I have no idea where it is.
Anywho... Health class was great. We finished "reading" the chapters. And by reading, I mean we read the little notes in the margins. Then Sicard was like well guys, what do you want to do? He ended up putting in his relaxation tapes, because he decided that we all needed to relax. It was one of those fun tapes like "You're walking through a forest. The time is early in the morning, so you can see the rays of sun passing through the tall trees. You have the feeling of soft pine needles under your feet." It was great. So I got a really really good nap in that class.
After school a bunch of us drove over to publix to pick up some dinner and then went to the park to eat it. It was fun, but we couldn't stay very long since the officer meeting started at 4:30 and we spent a long long time in Publix. When we were driving back to the band room (haha, I almost typed "home" there instead of back), a whole bunch of underclassmen were playing hacky sack baseball in the parking lot. So you know amy. She drove right up behind them and went "Steven! I love Steven! He's so cute! Let's run him over." We drove right up behind him, and then krystle beeped the horn and he got SO SCARED! He jumped like 2 feet in the air. It was hilarious. And then he got mad because we had embarassed him, and he sat on the hood. So we kept driving and he jumped off. It was really funny though. Then we went into the band room and Gabe came in complaining that Kyle had drunk all of his green tea, so we poured a mix of all of our drinks into gabe's empty tea thing and tricked kyle into drinking that. It was a good face.
LONG bus ride. St. Thomas Aquinas kicked the crap out of our football team, but it was a good ego booster for the band, because their band is pretty bad. We mingled third quarter with just their officers, and we met "the bell girl," who plays the marching bells, but is in pit. o.0 Oh well, the point is, she was jealous of our equipment! =-O We told her our equipment is crappy, and she said well crappy equipment is better than no equipment, which we agreed on, and then we laughed at her because her band is underfunded. Well, we didn't laugh at her while she was there, but we laughed later. Their football team is so well funded, and the band gets nothing. Stupid private schools. The bus ride back was not quite as long as the bus ride there, but it was close. I was really sleepy.
Ok, now for today.
Not much happened. I spent a good part of the day at the mall. I got a few christmas presents, and I bought myself a My Little Pony! AHH!! I love My Little Ponies! I have Rainbow Dash. I'll bring her to school monday. I know you're all jealous. o.~
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