i*m gunna draw a picture a picture with a twist i*ll draw it with a razor blade i*ll draw it on my wrist and as a draw the picture a fountain will appear and as the foutain fades My troubles dissaper!

 

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 9 June :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: AUGHHH!
:: Music: My heart beat. ( My ear's stuffed up o---o )

WOMG! >
NEVER.. TAKE.. DAYQUILL!

YOO WEEL DIEEE!!

Okay, so I was taking a pill for my cold ( which I STILL have >< ) and totally gagged. I was like "o-----o BLEAHEAHDASDHH! ~shpit~ Ewww" so I thought "Mmkay, I'll just take some cough syrup." To me, syrup ees SOU much better than.. a peel. Sure, eet tastes liek ze shitz, but eh! Eh! You can't gag on it, riet?! WRONG! LOSER!

So I find the DayQuil, oukay? "Hmn! Only two tablespoons! Shouldn't be THAT BAD!" WRONG.. AGEN! LOSER! >
Sou's I pour the vile orange liquid eento ze leetle cup-ee thing. "Hmn.. doesn't smell to bad" Okay, it didn't really smell bad, but whatever, WRONG! SOME MORE! LOSER!

So I start drinking the stuff and I almost gag again! Not only is it thick and crazy menthol, the menthol ees SOU.. STRONG that my THROAT ees on FIERRRRRRR! FIAAAAA! Sweet Jesus! So basically, today's psychosis is that of a doctor..

"HURT THEM.. to HEAAAAAL THEMMM!"

Yoo knou what, doc? I should hurt yoo tou heal meee! ~scalple!

"OH SWEET JESUS, NOOO!"

BWAHAHAHAHAH! ~spurt, slirt, slash, cut, cadaver~

Okay. It's shower time. Maybe. Hopefully Steven doesn't hate me still and will drive me to UTurn. Sou I can see some shmexies.. ~cough~Alex~cough~

Yeah.

I love you Steven.. ~mumblesnickergigglesnort~

e------e;

Keith, why aren't you at my house?

And JADE, why aren't YOO at MAI HOUZ!?!?!

And Naomi, I'm still REALLY sorry about yezterdai, mannn.

And GERARD WAY, WHY AREN'T YOU AT MY HOUSE?! T----T

Love, my darlings, love.

~ Zeh Emz ~

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 1 June :: 12.44pm
:: Mood: Stuffed up
:: Music: The Rain

Fairy tales and thunder shouts
Hi.

I love rain.

When it storms.. I like it.

Yeaaaah..

I dreamt I had to go see a play so I was wandering around this play house and I bumped into this guy and then somehow I was at, like, Toys R Us or something.. Maybe it was Publix, but then i was back at the play house and the guy told me he had to take me to a play, so I was like.. okay. And so then he started walking away, so I ran after him 'cause I needed to know his name and he was like.. a prince..? o.0;

Dream = random.

Maybe I need a fairy tale boi?

xDDD

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 31 May :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Mlegm.
:: Music: --

Ouch. ~cough, hack~
Oh geez.

I'm gonna chop off my hair tonight, I think.

And no wonder Oriental people are so freakin' skinny.. their food is practically super-yummy laxatives!

Oh, and Keith hates me.

He was brushing Naomi and I off all day.

And I'm sad.

I got home and went to sleep 'til 7 because I was so sad.

I'm still really sad..

Because I can't live without him.

Yeah.

There..

Umn..

Bai..

<<;

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 30 May :: 11.18am
:: Mood: Tired/clogged
:: Music: Typing

Whee? <<
I think my bladder hurts. I just ended my period a few days ago so it's not that starting up again. My neck feels funny, so I think I slept weird.

I need to brush my teeth x-----X

Jade still slumbers soundly, but Naomi on her Bike of Whee hath already passed the great front gate to Emily's Castle.. I'm naming my castle Sanctus e-----------e

Or.. maybe something else..

~goes in search of a most awesome Latin name for her "castle"~

Edulis Castle - Edible castle xD

Effrenus Castle - Wild castle e--------e

Yeah, Naomi's here.

<3!!

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 27 May :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Hot.
:: Music: Some funky dance music

Mm.. Indians.
Ew. I should be cleaning.

Exams are over.

FANCYYY!

Jade said my boots arrived ^-------------------^

FANCIERRR!

Womg, three day weekend

YEY!

Okay. Yeah.

Love <3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 24 May :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: Stuffy
:: Music: TV

<3
Yeah, well, I forgot during the month of May to do a new layout, so I thought I'd get a jump on June.

Isn't it shmexy?

That's like.. my new word.

I need some water.

It's exam week. I get up at 10 tomorrow. Yummy.

Ew, I need to study for my PE exam. Not yummy.

Four pages of SPORTSLINESS!

Water tiiiime.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 24 May :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: Safe.
:: Music: Daily Show

Kim Possible
Kim Jung Il has enough stuff to make 5 or 6 nuclear weapons.

I feel safe.

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 18 May :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: Scared

o.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
I.. just pulled.. a two-inch grey hair..

off of my back.. o.o;;;;;;;;

It wasn't head-hair.. It wasn't cat hair...

It was attached..........



EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

TT-TT!!!!

~dies~

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 12 May :: 3.21pm
:: Mood: Dead

Vanity.
I was in the car and hoped desperately for an epiphany.. but my hopes were in vain.

I dreamed wildly of a world with out violence.. though my dreams were in vain.

I wished silently for everyone to realize what they were doing.. alas, my wishes were in vain.

But I have learned today that I'm afraid to die.

<|3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 2 May :: 5.11pm
:: Mood: A bit stressed; Special
:: Music: From First to Last

xDDD The lyrics to Emily
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope... grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
... the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'cause it's the only time I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's simple yet confusing
her sparkling eyes make me weak in my words, the tremble
days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
and never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me

I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'cause there's no one in the world like Emily

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LMAO! It's an actual song! Ahh! I love it! XDD

I feel special now

<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 28 April :: 10.17am
:: Mood: Flustered

The fight
o0p5 y3r d34d: And why aren't YOU at school?

o0p5 y3r d34d: And why aren't YOU at school?

o0p5 y3r d34d: I asked first.

o0p5 y3r d34d: I asked first.

o0p5 y3r d34d: LIAR

o0p5 y3r d34d: LIAR

o0p5 y3r d34d: AUGH! You're.. an imbecil!

o0p5 y3r d34d: AUGH! You're.. an imbecil!

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you are!

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you are!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU ARE

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU ARE

o0p5 y3r d34d: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: I SCREAMED FIRST

o0p5 y3r d34d: I SCREAMED FIRST

o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NUH UH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Well I'm gonna go.. talk to Weston!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Well I'm gonna go.. talk to Weston!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO I AM

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO I AM

o0p5 y3r d34d: YOU CAN'T HAVE HIM

o0p5 y3r d34d: YOU CAN'T HAVE HIM

o0p5 y3r d34d:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: <<; Get outta here!

o0p5 y3r d34d: <<; Get outta here!

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you get outta here!

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, you get outta here!

o0p5 y3r d34d: You filthy animal!

o0p5 y3r d34d: You filthy animal!

o0p5 y3r d34d: AH! No I'm not!

o0p5 y3r d34d: AH! No I'm not!

o0p5 y3r d34d: GRAHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: GRAHH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: SHUT UP

o0p5 y3r d34d: SHUT UP

o0p5 y3r d34d: You suck at life!

o0p5 y3r d34d: You suck at life!

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU DO

o0p5 y3r d34d: NO YOU DO

o0p5 y3r d34d: OH MY GOD, YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE!

o0p5 y3r d34d: OH MY GOD, YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE!

o0p5 y3r d34d: I HATE YOOOOU!

o0p5 y3r d34d: I HATE YOOOOU!

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: No, I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: No I hate YOU

o0p5 y3r d34d: GET OUT OF HERE

o0p5 y3r d34d: GET OUT OF HERE

o0p5 y3r d34d: PSH!

o0p5 y3r d34d: PSH!


Then I tried to block that ho, but it didn't go over to well..

Yeah..

BAI! ^^

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 18 April :: 7.03pm

A wonderful little smut by my lover Lon
Ron backed them up towards the shelves, his hands gripping the backs of her thighs. She thrust her tongue inside of his mouth. He tasted of pumpkin juice and something else she couldn’t quite describe.

Her fingers raked through his hair and she ground her hips into his. He moaned and buried his face into the crook of her neck lovingly.

"Gods.."

He wanted to have his way with her, the right way, clothes off. But the bell was to ring in just a few minutes. There wasn’t enough time to, but he didn’t have enough sanity not to.

"Ron, We can’t.."

She felt her back hit the dusty shelves and she unhooked one leg from his waist, he took the opportunity to drop his hands into the hooks of her knickers, dragging them down quickly and throwing them over his shoulder.

"Hurry.."

She made quick work of his pants, unzipping them and letting them fall around his ankles, he couldn’t take them off, time was running out.

He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him, impaling herself on his cock. She covered his mouth with her own to capture his cries. He leaned her back and thrust into her. Kissing down her neck he bit her shoulder to keep from crying out when she clenched her muscles around him moments later.

"Ron.."

He spilled inside her. She gripped his shoulders as he held her. He panted into her neck.

Ring.

YESSSS!

Sou good!

<3!


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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 15 April :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: Wheee!

<3
I am to leave tonight. At 7, hopefully. I'm so excited, but so drained o.0; I don't know why I'm so tired. Ah well.

I still need to compile the load of anime to watch. I need to back my little bits of clothing and I have yet to swiffer the floor. I have to mail Kala's letter..

Why am I sitting here?! I'm leaving in an hour! XDDD

<3!!

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 12 April :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: Sing-song
:: Music: The Thing That Should Not Be - Metallica

The Jade Song
Malic and Lethe, sitting in a tree

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

First comes biting, then comes blood

And then some loverly ice cream mud!

^^

I <3 Lethe

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 7 April :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: Ecstatic
:: Music: H.I.M.

Most Magical
Don't you love a badgirl? I sure do! My favorite badgirl is probably Yura of the Hair, shown near the bottom of this background (hand-made by Emily ^.~ ) holding a comb. Excellent.

I love this, actually. I'm very proud of myself. This was just a stroke of genius.

I'm feeling pretty good today. I made 4 Sailor Scout profiles for no reaosn at all o.0;; I was just like "Hehe.. Sailor Moon.. e.e;"

Then I thought up a really good idea for a website. It would be called "Anime geeks says SUGOI!" It would be l33t, but I wouldn't want it to be crappy, so I won't make it on tripod.

Oh my.. god..

Epiphany..

MYSPACE GROUP!!!

~happy dances~

HECK YES! Okay, you search me out if you have Myspace and if you're interested in this group, mmkay?

<3

"What? Come again? You know I don't speak Spanish!"

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