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:: Mood: ..
My heart hurts so bad.. knowing that I killed him.
I can't remove the picture, it stays for my eternity.
How I wish he lived up to his dreams.
But that is only in my own fantasies.
Internal powers wish me dead
But now, sweet prince, rest thy weary head
When the day doth rise, I may not be
For my soul has made a fool of me
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2005 24 March :: 11.58am
:: Mood: Explanitory
:: Music: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart -- H.I.M.
Emily's most-awesome description of the whole Ring Saga as of yet
Well, there's this tape. If you watch it, you get a phone call right after and there's a little scary voice that says "Seven days" and if you don't make a copy and show it to some one in a week, you'll get killed by this little girl that crawls out of the TV
So this lady watched the tape, ends up showing it to her ex-husband, her ex-husband dies, her son sees it, they make a copy and send it to dear old Grandpa. Before the ex-husband dies, the lady and he do all this detective work to learn about the tape.
It's about another lady and her daughter, Samara. The husband didn't want that lady to have Samara, so she strangled Samara and tossed her down a well. BUT! Samara was no ordinary little scary child, she had crazy powers that killed horses and stuff.
So Samara, in the well, produces some crazy tape to uphold her legacy. The lady of the story, Rachel, goes down the well and fishes out Samara's body. But in the second movie, you learn that was a bad move.
Anyways, Samara's out of the well and wreaking more havoc than ever. She's tormenting Rachel's son, chasing him around, blah blah blah. Rachel decides she needs to be little Miss Undercover again and does more research. Samara wasn't really Anna Morgan's child. Anna Morgan being the lady that strangled her.
So the real mother of Samara is in a psycho ward, making newspaper clipping every waking hour. She tells Rachel that she needs to kill her son to help him, that Rachel should listen to him, blah blah blah. So Rachel and her son and chilling at Rachel's co-worker's house 'cause she's scared of their house right now.
o0p5 y3r d34d: So Rachel goes home and Samara has possessed her son, so she drowns her son, brings him back to life, goes in the TV, screams "I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY" and shoves Samara back in the well.
THE ENNND! For now
Heck yes! How cool am I?!
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2005 24 March :: 11.14am
:: Mood: Awake
:: Music: I Love You (Prelude to Tragedy) -- H.I.M.
Let me see here, my darling, but the harder I try, the more we grow apart. Please believe me.
The sweeter the kiss, the colder turn your arms, and the colder grows your heart, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
Shouldn't I, my darling, the closer I get, the more your eyes are let, don't you feel it?
The colder your touch, the more it turns me on, and the faster beats my heart, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch, I taste it from your lips, and, baby, more I love you.
Wow, that's a hot song.
Uh, I had to get up early today.. it's 11 right now, I kinda got up a half an hour ago and Kimmie drove me home. Apparentally we're going some where with Nagy's... I don't know if this somewhere will be good for Emily o.o;
It's been quite amusing, my spring break so far.. Let's see if I can recall..
Friday: Ring 2 with Steven, Oscar, and my Jadie. Jadie slept over.
Saturday: Woke up deathly sick with my Jadie, ended up watching three movies and sleeping.
Sunday: Went home with my Jadie and went to Wilt Chamberlain's before going "boy shopping" with Lon. Of course, I wasn't shopping, I was chaperoning, though we didn't find any of interest. It was fun, we stayed in Barnes in Noble by Shadowood (or is it Borders?) 'til it closed (about 10 minutes after we got there). We then skittered over to Starbucks, got some coffee-like substance and sat and talked there for an hour. Loverly indeed. Jadie and I went home with Lon, and guess EFFING what?!
Jadie and I spent the night at Lon's! Whoosh!
Monday: Went home with Jade, went swimming, then went to Sushi Jazz, where I met up with my mommy and proceeded to my homely place.
Tuesday: Stayed home and did pretty much nothing. That's always good.
Wednesday: Got my XBox to work, so I did some hard-core l33t DDR for about 10 minutes before I died. I thought wheezing was a pretty good stopping point for myself. I took a shower (o.0; The first time since.. when? XDDD JK!) and thought I had art class so I gathered my things and we proceeded to the place of art.
Apparentally we didn't have any class (I wouldn't know, I haven't gone to the last two due to sickness), but I ended up getting an urgent summons to the Towncenter Mall where I happened upon Kimmie, Athena, Asja, Jade, Amanda, and *GASP!!* LAURA! I was most excited to see Laura, I'm sorry. I haven't hung with that child since she got a boyfriend. Thusly it's been about a month or two T.T
Anyways, I ended up sleeping at Jadie's after ordering some crack-happy Japanese food and watching SAILOR MOON (heck yesss!) and "Center Stage", this ballet movie. It's really good ^^
Thursday: Ugh, Kimmie woke me at 10 and I fell asleep for a half an hour before she started yelling for me, then which I flurried, grabbing my wallet, cell phone, and many bracelets. I'm glad I traveled simple. I didn't plan on sleeping over, so I really didn't have anything with me.
I kinda planned to go back to sleep with I got home, but I come upstairs to find my bed stripped of it's bed clothes.. My naughty bed, taking it all over when I'm gone. GOSH. Anyways, I dressed my bed up again, and I'm guessing I'm going for the dramatic look 'cause everything on top it pretty much white except for this one black, silken pillow with butterflies on it. Yum.
Well, I think I'm gonna sign this off. Much love, my home g-rizzles.
<3
"The colder your touch, the more it turns me onnnn.."
P.S. THAT LINE.. IS THE HOTTEST LYRIC IN THE WORLD! Not only is it hot in general, but VILLE.. THE HOTTEST MAN ALIVE (next to Johnny Depp and Gerard Way) SINGS IT!! It's all slow and sensual and like he means it.. ugh.. T.T
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2005 16 March :: 12.06pm
:: Mood: Dizzy again
Hmn.. I'm kinda dizzy.
I really need to shower. I'll probably force myself into some laundry, too..
I'm home again today, but I'm going to school tomorrow.
I think my tummy box would fancy some sustenance.
Yey.
Love love
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2005 15 March :: 10.59am
:: Mood: Dizzy xX
Mlegm
Today I am sickie.
I guess I didn't spaz myself into a fever, or else it would be gone by now xDD
I'm having my hot streak right now.. been having it for about and hour, and I'm expecting a cold streak whenever it comes.
I love you all, you're magnificent to me and I don't appreciate you as much as I should. And can't seem to realize how much we truly love eachother.
On a lighter note, THAT'S MY PURSE! I DON'T KNOW YEWWW!
xD
<3
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2005 14 March :: 3.14pm
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, Keith won't hate me anymore.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, my mom won't have to worry about me.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, I won't feel sick over this.
Maybe if I fall asleep forever, everyone will be happy with eachother and themselves.
I kind of doubt the last one. I know I don't stunt EVERYONE's happiness or desired self-esteem levels.
But I do feel sick.
And I do feel like Keith hates me.
And I don't want my mom to worry.
My head hurts.. and I'm almost looking foreward to my math homework.
I wish you could hate me so dying would be easy.
I didn't want to cry, but I did.
I didn't want to yell at my mom, but I did.
And now.. I hope I digest myself in a pool of my own barf.
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2005 8 March :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: Congested o.o
:: Music: Thank You for The Venom - MCR
FCAT anyone?
I stayed home today.. 'cause I would of been in my third hour for four hours instead of just one. I wasn't missing too much today, either, I think I'm fine at home.
Except I have to clean.
And take care of my sickley old mother. Poor dear. I guess I don't mind running up and down the stairs, we'll just call it an involuntary work out.
JJ is sick today, too, poor kid. And I.. I have the SNUFFLES! T.T
So yeah, great fun in my sickly house.
Ooh! I went to Ren Fest on Sunday! And Diego's party on Saturday was an EFFING.. BLAST! AMANDAAAA! Where the hell were you?!?! Your camo-man was there! And in a TOGA, even!
P.S. Diego already had Sex Dice =p
Since I'm a horrible friend, I wait until the last last LAST possible second to get some one a present, so before his party, Melissa, Dylie, my mom, JJ, and I ran to CVS/pharmacy to get him a present. We picked out a lovely easter basket that included candy and a jump rope (xD) and found some 90% off Valentines stuff, THUS!!! We bought 6 pairs of "love cuffs" (cheap-ass shitty plastic hand cuffs.. they're red e.e;) for NINE CENTS EACH! YESSSS!
We bought each one we could find! It was so funny xD Amazingly awesome, too. So we gave him the easter basket and a pair of love cuffs (even though he already has WAY better ones xD)
Anyways, the party was fun, Ren Fest was KILLER! How is it NOT cool to wander around a bunch of people dressed as pirates and faeries and the like? If you found some reason for it to be not cool, well.. you're not cool. I'm sorry. =p
Yuh.. all's good.
It's only Tuesday...
I have some homeworkey things to do that I didn't do last night.
Fun pants.
My nose is stuffy.. T.T
<3
"If this is what you want, then fire at will"
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2005 3 March :: 11.33pm
:: Mood: Ecstatic
:: Music: Los -- Rammstein
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'm FINALLY.. OFF.. MY PERIOD! YESSSS!!
Just in time for the effing weekend!
~mini-score dance~
GER NIGH!
<3
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2005 1 March :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: Contented
:: Music: Your Sweet Six Six Six - H.I.M.
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New layout. How fanciful.
Today was a better day..
And.. my burn mark deflated o.o;;
That's.. kinda gross <<;;
DAMN YOU KEITH!
<3
"We've beat it to death with a horse!"
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2005 28 February :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: Enraged
:: Music: Spongebob
.. What the hell is going on?
Phranki90: why would you do that?
o0p5 y3r d34d: ...
o0p5 y3r d34d: ?
o0p5 y3r d34d: Do what, if I may inquire, my dear Franki?
Phranki90: don't call me dear franki
Phranki90: cause you hate me
Phranki90: and i know you do
o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate you o.0;;
Phranki90: and i don't understand how you can stab someone in th eback, and then be nice to them right to their face
Phranki90: i dont' understand
o0p5 y3r d34d: I don't hate your, Franki, and I didn't stab you in the back.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I didn't tell Keith to break up with you.
Phranki90: but see, i wouldn't be able to belive you
Phranki90: because i wouldn't kno
Phranki90: noone would openly admit that
Phranki90: and from 3 other ppl telling me...
Phranki90: 3 people that your friends with....
o0p5 y3r d34d: And who would tell you this?
Phranki90: i don't want to say
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm not going to like them any less
o0p5 y3r d34d: And I really don't hate you, seriously.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll admit that I was insanely jealous of you, but I
didn't tell Keith to break up with you. Never. Not once.
Phranki90: see, i dont know what to belive
o0p5 y3r d34d: But seriously, who told you I told him to break up with you? Because I promise you, on the pain of death, I never told him that.
Phranki90: i don't know
Phranki90: i don't want to say
Phranki90: cause i didn't belvie it at first
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm sorry you had to hear such things.
Phranki90: then someone said that you actually told them that, and i
was like great...
Phranki90: someone who i thought was my friend
Phranki90: its discusting
o0p5 y3r d34d: I swear to you, Franki, breaking up with Keith was
fully his idea.
Phranki90: like even if you didn't do it
o0p5 y3r d34d: It really is, especially if you almost believed them. And
they were "my friends"
Phranki90: but i dunno if i belive them or not
Phranki90: and like, i've seen you talk about someone and then go up
and hug them... ive seen it
Phranki90: i don't understand how you do it
o0p5 y3r d34d: What?
Phranki90: i have seen you say you hate someone, and then the next
day go up and hug them
o0p5 y3r d34d: Like who..?
Phranki90: alana
o0p5 y3r d34d: Ugh.. I really don't like Alana. I was trying to be civil. She doesn't like me either, so I guess we've made a silent agreement.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I really never talk to her and I really don't plan to any time soon.
Phranki90: alana never said she didnt like you, people judge her to fast all the time, ALL THE TIME, and we were talking about htat outside, and i go upstairs and you all talk about how you don't like, when you met her for what 4 minutes?
o0p5 y3r d34d: I've met her before, and you can almost just kind of tell when some one doesn't fancy you. I guess I wasn't very fair, but she seemed to look down her nose at Jade, Sexye, Amanda, Naomi and I
Phranki90: but you all don't know her, veronica hated her when she first met her, but she got to know her
o0p5 y3r d34d: That's good for Veronica.
Phranki90: whatever
Phranki90: im just sick of this bullshit
o0p5 y3r d34d: I am as well, Franki. I'm sorry that you have problems with me, but I can't change your views all that easily.
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RARRRRR!
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What did I do? I told the truth! I WAS jealous of her, okay!? But I didn't tell Keith to break up with her. I wouldn't do that. And that shit about Alana? I don't like Alana and Alana doesn't like me, the end! No fancy shit!
MLEGM, FOOLS!
"Our hands are cleaaan!"
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2005 23 February :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: My Tummy Box is Broken
:: Music: Kittie - Loveless
Danielle and I (I'm t3h b0ld.. note the grammatical difference?)
i did n im proud of it so ya kno wut stay out of it if u dont like it n leave me alone i am way more mature then u am i the one obsessed with anime i dont think so! n u went out with ducky can i say ew n ur hair so gay u have like those long pieces of it, it looks really bad
XDDDDDDD
OH MY GOD! I LIKE CARTOONS! I'M SOOOO immature! Big fuckin' deal. People WAY older than me are obsessed with it, you don't even KNOW how many people rather fancy anime.
Oh no! I went out with Ducky! Well, you see, I'm sorry that you can't handle that, but you know, we were friends and we had this dare at a party a bit back where we had to make out for a little while and we liked it, so we decided to hook up. Big bloody deal.
XDDDDD My hair looks so bad? I think I need to trim the "handles", as they could be called, but I don't think it's too horrible. I guess it's just my mark. I rather be distinguishable then part of a crowd, missy.
Thanks for caring. <3
actually poeple just find u weird and wierd thats basically it, n im not "part of the crowd" as u call it im acctually very diffrent u just dont kno it but i try to be part of that crowd cuz hmm I ACTUALLY WANNA FIT IN unlike sum people. n if ur alwayts mature u kno how gay that is im happy iwht the person i am u dont like it too bad
I don't mind if you are you're own person, that's wonderful. But.. why must you fit in? Can't you be different than others and still have friends? Is it an impossible feat..?
And you're one of those people who find me "just weird", I'm guessing? Would it please you if I "fit in"? If I chopped off two peices of hair that I've grown out for about 2 years just like that, just for you, just so people didn't think I was weird? What if they think I'm weird anyways? What would you do then..? Would I be the talk of the school? Or would I just be one in the crowd again?
.. What if I like standing out and hate it at the same time?
Can you answer all those questions?
i wanna be cool n popular i wanna be pretty but if i dont fit in im not gonna be those things im sorry but thats who i am
You're still pretty, Danielle. No one really can take away some one else's beauty.. unless.. I guess, that one got beat up or something, I don't know. You don't have to apologize to me, apparentally I should apologize to you for my choices.
My choice to grow out some of my hair.
My choice to date Ducky.
My choice to love anime.
My choice to call you immature because you made a group about hating some boy who's just trying to express himself as well.
Atleast I follow through with all these choices, I guess.
im not askin u to apoligize for anything n im not pretty n that kid u dont even kno him i do
he does alot of shit he curses to be cool u dont kno him i do
He's in my PE class, and yes, he acts like a jerk, I've seen it myself, but making a Myspace group? He probably acts that way due to low self esteem in the first place. Thusly, he feels he needs to make up by being the alpha-male. So, really, stunting his self esteem further won't exactly help either of you, or anyone else.
idc wut it does to him cuz wut he did to me i will never forgive him so all i can say is fuck him
What'd he do to you that's so injustifiably wrong?
called me alot of shit, spread rumors about me saying that uhh i fucked him
.. Ewwwwwwwwwwwww...
That..
Is.. Wronngg..
CONSIDER YOURSELF JUSTIFIED IN THE COURT OF EMILY! o.o;;;;
'Caure that's really gross. Even though it's still wrong. I had a "club" against me for about a week once, you don't feel too good about it.
Well, whatever. Okay.
I'll leave you with this?
<3
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2005 18 February :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: Tiredly excited
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR
Mhmm
Tonight I'm going to my Great Grandma's house in Englewood. That's still in Florida, but whatever ^^;
I'm dragging Jade with me so I won't be direly alone. I have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks. I gotta practice or else Evan will call my house and scream about not wanting any and hang up on me.. He's such a scary man.
He's always so mean to Naomi and I. I guess we kinda provoke him sometimes, but otherwise he just tells us to shut up if she makes a miniscule comment to me. Le rarr, Band Master, just because you're wonderful at 5 million different instruments doesn't mean you get to be so aggravating.. or something.
Oh well, i love the band master.
Rarr. I'm so tired. I think. I need to shower... and pack.. and shit. GOTTA BE CLEAN FOR THE CARRR! XD I guess that's what everyone thinks. Jade showered. Dave showered. I'm showering. Atleast we have the decency to stunt the car stinking up too bad. Loverly.
I love people. I noticed that again today. I don't know why.. I just like them. Well, most of them, anyways o.0;
There are some exceptions, I must say.
I've noticed something.. I'm so used to giving Ducky a peck when I see him from when we were going out xD I'm always tempted to kiss him when I see him.
How odd.. how.. habitual. I guess I should pack.
I'm ghey.
And.. maybe even.. loving it? o.0;
xD
"We are the very hurt you sold"
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2005 15 February :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Sweet Dreams (are made of This) - Manson
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I Need My DP Fix: I'll cry
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll ride my bike.
I Need My DP Fix: XD Fuck you
o0p5 y3r d34d: XD
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