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2004 27 April :: 10.30 am
:: Mood: drained
To feel luv you must feel pain..
Yeah this blows.. 2 DaYz today everyone ='( Yeah dont wrry i fuckin hate me too. ='(
Im hopin today will be a better day Since every since last wed has been horrible for me. Im going to Brandy's tonight. So thats good.
But ive gotta go now, luv you all. Byes!!
Then i see your face |
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2004 26 April :: 12.23 pm
Hold me tight and never let me go..
Wow, this last weekend was fuckin horrible. I ended up quiting my job on sat.
And then I couldn’t go rockin bowling wif kala n everyone else like I was going to. And then yesterday on Sunday I ended up running away and had James come pick me up and take me bak home this morning for skool at like 6 am. So yeah my weekend wasn’t that good =(
Gosh and then my puter is f’ed up so yeah I really cant like get online for a long while. Im not sure when the next time is that I can get online. Maybe a week or so. SO yeah I cant talk wif alla you for a while which sucks.
And yeah we’ve gotta start over you guys..everyone sigh now..yeah I hate me too. Brittany if you geton call me t nite plz!!
<33 Jilly
4 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 23 April :: 7.10 pm
http://www.postpoems.com/members/behindmysmile/
Everyone go there, its some of my poems..not many are on there yet. But plz go check it out..and leave comments!! =)
*Britty ill be bak t nite, i hope to talk wif you i luv you*
*Jay i hope u have a wonderful nite i luv you lots* =)
<333 Jilly!!
Then i see your face |
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2004 23 April :: 9.57 am
i love you jill i love you jill i love you jill i love u jill i love you jill i love you jill i love you jill
-Duffey
Then i see your face |
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2004 22 April :: 9.44 pm
:: Mood: lonely
The end is near, i can feel it..
Omfg, i am soo sick of that skool. Everyone says they care jus ohh soo much. But okay heres a perfect example of how much none of my friends care..
Today i was walkin outta 2nd hour, and guess whose standin rite there Kyndra I aint seen her since before spring break. So i was soo happy and excited But i knew it was going to be one of the last times.. that i woudl get to talk, or even see her. Cuz i knew, *cuz sherry told me yesterday* that she was going to be done the week after next week. So 2 weeks away But no guess wat? Today was the LAST FUCKIN DAY i did everything i could to hold bak my tears while i was wif her. She even got me this present, it was a jurnal, and told me to write in it, and to never forget her.. But then i walk out, and go to 3rd hour and i start crying. nobody says a word to me, lunch comes around, im sittin here talkin wif my friends and i start crying nobody says a word to me, and thier lookin rite at me, so i walk into the bathroom, bawl my eyes out the rest of lunch and jus sit there durin 4th hour crying. nobody even noticed i was gone.. I leave for the bus early so i wont have to see anyone, nobody notices,
So i come home hoping someone would IM me or call me, or something..but no nobody really wants to talk to me. I dont know wat to do anymore, i have nobody. And im seriously still cryin cuz i didnt knw taht was going to be the last time seeing kyndra!! Wtf!! *I think im gonna get sick* I cant stop crying, I cant talk to anyone, im soo stressed out over this newspaper, and ive been busy every single day this week. And im still busy all weekend. i dont know wat to do Well thats enough complaining for today. Bye..
2 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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