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2004 12 February :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: yeah--lil jon n usher
Time to update this!!
Wow aint nota whole lot happening around here really jus sittin here at larrys, had to get outta my house for abit, and get v day stuff for 2marrow..yayay wat i got for everyone is soo cute!! =)
2marrow is an early release day, good thing too cuz i couuldnt take another day of skool!! Whew too much for me right now!! Cant handle all of this!!
Awwe my baby gurl ali jean sent me a letter, which i sould get like 2marro, maybe 2 day, i unno im hoping, and she *says* shes sendin 2 more 2marro hah =p Awwe 2 more days till v day!!
Babes your the best person ever, thanks for bein there through all this preganet shit *which im NOT!!* and all of this steve shit, your the best i luv you!!
Oh gosh you too britts n chelsie!! Your the best, i could seriously not live without you. ANd chels ya know wat i was jus thinking, ya now how we said we'd try to get together every month at least once..hah i saw you da day after me and steve started going out ='( but yeah nov 22nd its been too long babes, i miss you and think we sould get together!! luv you both tons!!
Omg ya know who i aint talked to in..FOREVER..my lizzo..kathryn, awwe, dat sucks!! i miss her tons!!..awwe!! Somebody tell her dat i said hey n dati luv her.
well dats enough for now..buot to leave anyway..luv you all..byes!!
<33 Jilly!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 9 February :: 10.42 am
:: Mood: DEPRESSED..READ DAT CAREFULLY!!!!
omfg..
Dude omg, steve and i just broke up before this class, and already hes like flirting wif every gurl and hes like all happy n shit..
I told him about wat happened wif my mom and wanted to know wat he wanted to do wif our relationship and everything and yeah i told him dat i wouldnt be able to see him barely and den we both went to our 1st hours and den yeah he came back after 1st hour and yeah den he told me dat i could give his shit back, and then yeah i said i would, and den he said dat we could still be friends and everything, and den he was like well maybe when things work out wif your mom den we can start talkin again..BULLSHIT!!
omfg i wanna die, hes da only guy ive ever felt something about, and yeah i know that you all this yeah well you'll get back together, but this time it was freal..no more like talkin on da phone every nite..no more sittin togetherin the morning, no more kisses before class, no more riot together, NO MORE ANYTHING!!
i hate this, im sittin here bawling in the middle of class, i havent done anything in this class yet and its almost over..
and den nicole invited me to her baby shower and gave me this cute lil invation and everything and i prolly wont be able to go, and i really wanna surport her, 14 years old havin a kid she needs all she can get..
my mom is pickin me up early to go da shelter and to go to counsling and den da police station..i fuckin hate her..she told me to break up wif steve too but i siad i wouldnt..i wanna die!!
but i lu vyou all of you and hope to hear from you sometime..i luv you soo fuckin much!!
ex you ali jean brittany chelsie megan stacey al of you omg i all of you..i lu vyou ='(
<33 Jilly!!
4 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 7 February :: 7.36 pm
IM SRRY YOU GUYS..MY MOM IS TAKIN THE INTERNET AWAY..IM SRRY I WONT GET TO TALK TO ANYONE OF YOU
I LUV YOU ALL SOO FUCKIN MUCH I HATE THIS..IM GONNA DIE!!
I'LL EXPLAIN LATAH CUZ ILL PROLLY GET ON HERE THROUGH SKOOL BUT IT WONT BE DA SAME
I LUV YOU BRITTANY, MEGAN, CHELSIE, STACEY, ALI JEAN, ALL OFYOU OMG IM LUV YOU ALL ='(
BYE..DONT YOU ALL GO FORGETIN BOUT ME I LUV YOU ALL..BYES!!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 1 February :: 4.47 pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: my mom puking--FUCKIN EWWIE!!
Wow i aint really wrote in here for a few days or something..so i jus thought that i would write in here..
I miss woohu, its soo friggin easy to use!! Livejournal is all like confusing and everything, but its still really kool because like alot of my friends from like skool and everything have it, but i still really miss woohu..cuz even tho there is alot of ppl from skool on livejournal, they dont have my homebase ppl like britt chels n megs there..so livejournal yesh, sucks!! Without you 3 anything sucks!! =)
Me and brittany are doing good, me and chelsie are going really good, *thanks babes* and then me and megs, well shes mad at me i guess..=/ ill have to fix that shit..
And then me and steve are okay i guess, hes kinda mad cuz ryan stayed the night last nite, but were gonna talk latah, im surposed to be going to the mall wif him and josh and cassie, but yeah, im not sure if i want to because the reason were goin is cuzt ehre is this teen pregancy thingy gonig on there and we all wanted to check it out, but yeah i dont know if i wanna go yet..*still no news on all of that shit* =/ kinda scared..
Oh wells, neways i really dont have all that much to say so ima go..luvy ou all byes!!=)
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 27 January :: 8.28 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
Finally updating woohu
yeah i knwo i aint updated in a while..its cuz of my new livejournal..its hard to keep up wif cuz liek alot of my friends have it and yeah its fun ya kno!!
yeah i had a HORRIBLE day today..i did something horrible!! i dont know wat im surposed to do, for the few of you that know about wat happened, what do u think that i sould do??
And chels..if i really had to go to that *place* we were talkin about..would u really go wif me?? It would mean alot to me..but i cant tell my mom..i dont know waht im surpsoed to do here..
Im going to call steve rite now..i think..im not sure i think i mite wanna do it in person..but im leavin rite now either way ive gotten sick twice..cryin soo hard and soo frustrated..and den i have this HUGE HUGE killin pain in my side.soo ima go!!
Luv you all bye!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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