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2004 2 February :: 4.25pm
No one gives a fuck about Megz... nope nope nope...
Then i see your face
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2004 1 February :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: talking to corey on the phone
ah so last night sucked because i didn't get drunk...HAHA. im such a loser. well, im on the phone with corey and then at like a quarter after eight were bringing my sisters back home. after we do that my mom is taking me to kohls and were gonna get a shirt for me to wear tomorrow at my first day at pace. rawr im soo nervous :X ahhh. yeahhhhhhh.
ok so last night amy came over and she had bought handcuffs from CVS and jokingly she handcuffed herself to the chair and got herself stuck so we called my moms boyfriend and he came over to help us get her out. sooo after that brian and nick came over and just hung around and shit and then they wanted weed so they called someone and they brought it. 5 minutes after the car left greg calls me and told me that he was in that car and he was in front of my house and i asked him why he didn't just tell me to come outside. oh well. yesterday was my last day of being grounded so im really excited that next week i get to go out, YAYYYYY!
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
iheartodandrichie<3
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Then i see your face
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2004 1 February :: 10.37am
:: Mood: crushed
< / 3 Thiss is what it feels like...
Heyy..havnt really updated in a while, sept for that lovely comment bout kevin on friday =] i*ll xplain all that l8r.. so busch gardens sucked, but i had a LIL fun . . . missy n amber left that day =[ i miss them lyk crazzzy ! sOo monday - wednesday was bOrin .. thurssday in 8th prd Kevv wrOte me a note --> askin me why i had been weird lately N so i jus broke up w/ him .. =/ ? sOo now he's goin out w/ katelyn..anywayz// me n jilly r talkin 'gain n dOin gr8 .=].. im sO pissed at jay, i know he;s sorry n everything but godd that was jus like the last thing i needed.. argg.. i`ll write mOre latah
tOo be broken
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2004 31 January :: 1.17pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Change Clothes
BLAH!
Well... today sucked! I think we got a really LOW ranking in the Solo/Ensamble... b.c. the lady was like... CRAZY!!!! lol.... and yeah... of course.... Paul-Brett-Erin-Erica-Josh-and Emma... and ALWAYS doing stuff together... and I never get included in it... and we were talking about Parties in the car... and Erin has been invited to EVERY SINGLE ONE! and even though she wasn't... it sounded like she was trying to rub in Megan, Jenny's, and my's face that she is... and yeah... yesturday.... Paul was being an ass... and I don't like him anymore... and I can't believe I even did... I wonder what I saw in him... wow... same thing happened with Brett... but figures.... because I can't ever get a boyfriend... b.c. of how fucking fat and ugly I am... and I just want to run away from it all... I was looking at a pic of Amber Missy Chelsie and me... and I was looked like shit... and they all look so PEERTY!!!!! And that will never happen to me.... grrrrrr... if only people gave a two shits about people's personality instead of the looks... but of couse the only reason anyone ever goes out with me... is because of my tits and ass or because (to erica)- SOMEONE *TELLS* THEM TO GO OUT WITH ME! AND THEN THEY WILL GO BACK OUT WITH THAT OTHER PERSON... I love Erica and everything... but sometimes she really needs to kjeep her mouth shut...
I know I'm not pretty...
I know I get USED by ALOT of people...
I know I suck at everything...
I know that I will never get a guy...
I know boys need to look more at personalitys...
I know I should calm down... but sometimes I just FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!
And... I know I hjave fucking problems... but nobodys perfect... and no one will ever be... and to all you fucking little preps out there that think you are the best little shits in the world... take a second look... no one is the *best* people were just born pretty and people were just made pretty...and sometimes... no one can change if you are ugly... or pretty.... but people can change the way they think of you... and if People can't see that there are better people out there in this world then Brogan...and Robin.... then maybe they should take a second look at life... I know that this is odd for me telling you all this... but I've already taken my second look at life... and I have asked for a bunch more... and everytime I get one.... I mess up... so maybe I'm gonna turn out like the BITCH THAT FUCKING MADE ME! BECAUSE SHE IS THE BIGGEST BITCH IN THE WORLD AND THE BIGGEST ASS *my mother* and I just wish i could change what happened... but I can't... I can't change anything... and eaither can anyone else... the only thing that can be changed is how you look at life... so choose a good way to look at it.... b.c. sometimes... you might choose the wrong way.... like I did...
Peace and Love always...
Megz... I hope you allo understand.... like I don't...
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2004 31 January :: 11.33am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: from the game skateboard park tycoon
haha last night is why i love samm,jenn,and scutch. last night casey dropped off some of that infamous drink for us and we drank and lala and got drunk and stuff. haha then while were sitting on the computer samm's cell phone rings and guess who it was? JEN DEGRASSI! lmfao, the fat bitch actually had the nerve to call jennCO ugly. omggg bitch. haha so we were piss drunk and barely had a clue what she was saying so YEAH! lol. well, today i have no clue what im doing. richie came and picked sammster,jco,and scutchy at around 3:15am well, its all good.
tonight i have to go to my sisters 50 dance or something, its gonna suck big fat monkey balls. IF YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING AFTER CALL MY CELL PLEASE!!!!
i.heart.od.and.richie.<3
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
Then i see your face
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