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Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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tiptoeinthedark

:: 2004 14 June :: 10.59am
:: Music: landslide

byebye
wow Jillane thats weird...
I got a LJ like 3 weeks ago n me n bri decided
to turn mine to livejournal cuhz all my friends
have it and stuff n I only want my friends to see it
yeah this is my last one on here.. BYE

Then i see your face

thoughtskill

:: 2004 13 June :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: everyb0dyz f0ol

clip my wings - with0ut y0u i cant fly
`last night me megan amber n miSsy went to tip of the park -- think thats what its called? its outside and theres bands movies f0od krazii people .. theze 3 kiddz gave amber a sign that said y0uve g0t gr8 ann arb0r b0obz - congragulations! s0o im lyyk why didnt i get one?! and then theyy gave me 3 =] -- l0l *

g0t h0me r0und 12iish - fell asleep round 1 .. nick called me r0und 1:3o s0 i w0ke up n talked t0 him .. we were both really tired n lyk fallin asleep .. l0l .. why didnt u open it?!! ommmg.. im g0nna kill muhself seriously im gonna kill myself NO i didnt jus sayy that .. oo god i wanna kill myself .. lma0 i l0ve y0u *!

i miss kaela =[

22 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

tiptoeinthedark

:: 2004 12 June :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: what she likes

1 call can change n e thing... just him

well Cole Marcus called meh
I love him so much
and he made me feel so much better
he loves me too =)
I am so happy




<3



Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, i'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all i'm lacking, completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, i'm chasing after you

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you




3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

thoughtskill

:: 2004 12 June :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: yesterday..


3 months.
seems like forever .
ive never felt this way before

<333333333

3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

tiptoeinthedark

:: 2004 11 June :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: suicidal
:: Music: landslide

my life is over.. are you happy?

the worst place to be is somewhere your not w a n t e d....
yeah so today... I guess me n Jill rn't friends anymore... yeah
I was crying n all then I went inside n got in a fight wif my sister and my dad strted yellin at meh for swearing so I told him to not talk to me n he ran after me n threw sumthing and hit me in the fuckin head wif it... fuckin ass.. n then he told me to get out so I went to the camper.. n he came in n told muh friends all this stuff n looked at meh n said noones cares bout meh so I sat right there n said... do u guys care about meh? and they didnt answer... a true friend would answer that!.. so I started walking down the road I could hardly see from all the tears ya no? I was fuckin histerical... and I was just walking n jade followed me n said she did care n I said if she did she woulda said when I asked her ya know? well she kept following n told meh that I had a good life n my parents loved me blah blah blah.. but she dotn get it.. how my life really is.. I dont tell ppl cuzh I dotn want them to know how bad it really is... ya no? n yeah so she just kept saying so many ppl loved me... n I just finally like 20 mins latah broke down in her arms in the middle of the road on a corner n all I could say was "he fuckin doesnt care, he doesnt call me, he hates me, he doesnt care" n I was talking about Cole .. but I dunno how it all came to that.. just a feeling that was in the back of my mind.. I love him with all that I am .. beyond compare.. and he knows that .. but it dont seem like it n he says he loves meh 2 but then he dont call n is wif his friends always n I dont think he even thinks bout meh... I mean he dont call meh or niuthing.. like im not alive or sumthing.. I mean if he loved me wouldnt he wanna talk to meh? n e ways my dad came along n picked me up n threw me in the fuckin car after telling me to get out.. I just kept crying n telling him to let me go.. I was bound to kill myself.. but jade wouldnt let me.. then jade left cuhz "I dont think she cares" but yeah... n there all mad at meh cuz all I talk abotu is jill n the york boys when theyve been here longer n shyt.. but I talk to them n tell them everything cuzh I cant tell the ppl here... n I mean I dont have n e Yorkers n e more.. cept Josh kinda.. but u no he's wif bri boo now n he always talks to her n i dont mind but he dont talk to me really so i dont have him no more so i dont know what in the hell they are talking about... well I cant be on the computer anymore or have a cell.. it may change but w.e i gtg bye

....and knowing it


I made that in desktop publishing class =)

n thats meh n my babii after we was walkin in the rain =)

n thats my bestest buddy and bestest guy friend n like best friend overall Joshie =)

n thats meh n muh Sammie babii =P

n thats Bri n Sammie at school =P

31 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

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