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phil-himself

:: 2011 17 June :: 1.55am

Think I'm about ready to quit this motherfucker


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phil-himself

:: 2011 16 June :: 12.57pm

And I say to myself well none of us are getting any younger.

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skife

:: 2011 14 June :: 5.48pm

fucked at work...


hey justin, congrats on selling a bunch of accessories, tripling the repair numbers, selling more insurance, and getting more tech refferals than i ever have and my fucking comission check is still the same amount it was last month.


what the hell do i have to do to get ahead!

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rayray

:: 2011 14 June :: 4.14pm

I'm having a difficult time coming to terms with the fact that my child is 7 months old already.
It doesn't seem like she should be this old, and I know that the older she gets the harder it is going to be to deal with.
I am extremely happy that I have the chance to be a stay at home mom. She makes my life so much better. And no, I'm not just saying that because its expected. She really does make my life so much better. I love being a mom. When I feel sad or I am pissed off about something, just hearing her laugh, is the best thing in the world. I absolutely adore her smile.
She is so happy and innocent. I pray that she stays that way.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 14 June :: 2.13pm

"You met me at a very strange time in my life"

story of my fuckin' life

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phil-himself

:: 2011 14 June :: 8.22am

gonna be one of those days

lack of sleep and abundance of aggitation, good times

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skife

:: 2011 13 June :: 10.18am

shit i'm not in the mood to deal with today

1. heather
2. aimee
3. Customers

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skife

:: 2011 11 June :: 11.20pm

I just wanted to share this here

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skife

:: 2011 10 June :: 12.20pm

spud and kevin keep doing the 30 day song challenge, i'm going to do it to

Day 1 - my favorite song

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joslyn_julia

:: 2011 9 June :: 7.44pm
:: Music: Eisley- Smarter

dreaming with a broken heart
sometimes i wonder if i am always going to feel empty inside. I wonder if too much honesty is a bad thing. I wonder if i will ever find my inner peace. its all wondering, constant searching and contemplating and i feel as though I am just parading around like one of those poor horses at the fair- wandering in this dismal circle of sadness for the rest of my life.
Is it because I have too much empathy, compassion, hope for mankind, hope for myself?
Sometimes I can feel things that aren't there and I wonder if it is some invisible being trying to comfort me... a stroke of a finger down my cheek-- an embrace that couldn't be possible-- nothing makes sense.

how do you fight to hold on to something that was only an illusion to start? how do you believe in yourself when all the confidence you ever had walked out so long ago that you can't be sure you ever had it?
I just wish I could find happy... but it's always been such a fleeting idea. I've spent so long having to hide myself to make everyone else happy that somedays I wake up and I don't even know who the person is that is looking back at me.

Then again...
maybe I just have to face the facts, I never did heal oh so long ago and perhaps ever since childhood I have just been destined to be damaged goods. world you truly are a cruel, hateful place. we were never meant to be with each other-- you with your malice and me with my heart on my sleeve. and though i try so very hard my poor heart just wants love that for all i know will never be there, after all it rarely had been up until now.
oh bollox. i might as well just give up.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 9 June :: 5.39pm

The current arrangement and state of affairs is most pleasurable.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 8 June :: 3.36pm

Let's make it brutal in here
Day 0: Why my journal is fucking better than yours.



Tired of all this soft rock nonsense

if they would have only included Josh Homme on the video as he does the backing vocals

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phil-himself

:: 2011 8 June :: 2.33pm

the action is go!

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allyson

:: 2011 7 June :: 1.11am

8 months old. Still no teeth, still having pooping issues (constipation) poor thing. You still ready every four hours 24 hours a day. Which means you wake up 3 times in the middle of the night still so you sleep in bed with me. It doesn't bother me though because I know that someday you won't want to be near me and then ill be sad. This way I won't regret the time I didn't spend with you....which I pretty much spend all day everyday with you. I don't mind.in fact I love it and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm not sure on your measurements right now.I'll measure you tomorrow...

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skife

:: 2011 7 June :: 10.48am

When a man lives dangerous, he is not afraid to DIE. When he is not afraid to DIE, he is strangely, free to LIVE...

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