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2004 23 July :: 1.45am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: fan ::zzzzz...fffffff...zzzzzz...fffff...::
Play-Doh (acutally fun-dough, but eh..)
im playing with play-doh yay!
i just wnat neil
yes.
thats all.
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2004 23 July :: 12.52am
Paul Reed Smith
I'm pretty tired really. I'm supposed to go to marks biirthday party tomorrow. my parents want me to go boating with them but I don't know... OH MY FUCKING GOD. MONDAY!!! FUCKING MONDAY!!! that's three more days!!! Then it shall be mine!!! mwahahaha!!!!
I'm getting a PRS!
I'm getting a PRS!
I'm getting A PRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's red and its shiny and it has a five way rotery switch (Ewww....those suck....but with some brains and the help of a soddering iron I should be able to make it a three way with a tap!)
any who...yeah...I'm excited.
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2004 22 July :: 5.10pm
Paitence
Guns & Roses
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(inhale) Patience...
Ooh, oh, yeah
Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it
...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more pati... (ence, yeah)
I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change but baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
'Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (Take some patience)
Whoa, I need (Just a little patience is all we need)
Ooh, this ti- me....
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2004 21 July :: 11.48am
Everlast
What It's Like Lyrics
We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He ask the man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
Get a job you fuckin' slob's all he replied
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said don't worry about a thing baby doll I'm the man you've been dreamin' of
But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call
And she sweared god damn if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the doors
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green
I stroked daddies dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends
Yo, it usually depends on where you start
I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late at night
Liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight
Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that's what they say when you play the game
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
To have to lose...
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2004 21 July :: 2.15am
:: Mood: contemplative
so im going on vacation from the journal for a while.
all my entries are going to be restricted for a while...mostly becasue they'll probably be about you...yes thats right...no bullshit here
bye
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2004 20 July :: 3.52am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: U2~where the streets have no name
all your life, you're told
"dont live to make other people happy"
unless of course, your family is like that...
thats all you know and so therefore expect others to do so too
and those who did not grow up in that atmosphere learn that if they do not make people happy, those people who grew up that way, than they go away
no one likes to piss people off.
but who actually wants to live to make everyone else happy
and so thats why im telling you
im sick of it
if i piss you off
you're going to have to deal with it; chances are you've pissed me off too..
if you arent going to tell me about it...then dont...
deal with it...and i trust you wouldnt care enough about me then...because your anger would lead to your avoidence.....and im sick of trying and i
i hate those times where you want nothing more than to just lay down and be there...
let everything go
because you know that someone doesnt want you there.
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2004 20 July :: 2.37am
LIVE
Lightning Crashes
Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
Her placenta falls to the floor
The angel opens her eyes
The confusion sets in
Before the doctor can even close the door
Lightning crashes, an old mother dies
Her intentions fall to the floor
The angel closes her eyes
The confusion that was hers
Belongs now
To the baby down the hall
Oh now feel it, coming back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again
I can feel it
Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
This moment she's been waiting for
The angel opens her eyes
Pale blue coloured iris presents the circle
And puts the glory out to hide, hide
Oh now feel it, coming back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the centre of the earth again
I can feel it
Barbara Lewis (1973-1993)
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2004 20 July :: 2.04am
:: Mood: so many feelings
:: Music: "chill out and take a load off" mix
oh the words i wish i could tell you...
there are so many things im feeling...
but i couldnt type them in here
i couldnt tell them to someone
nor could i write them down
i'd want to tell you how sorry i am.....if only i knew what for...
its one of those times where i need to vent
but i couldnt possibly
im trapped in a world where i've allowed everyone else to talk so much
that they've gotten used to it
and my feelings seem to be unimportant.
and if they are important
i couldnt say them
because i only hurt people by saying them
i try so hard to make them feel okie
but then i mention things
and feel horrible
i know no one will read this
but for whatever i did...
although i didnt try to hurt you
im sorry.
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2004 19 July :: 2.31pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: 106.7 ::drip, drip:: the fish
so senior picutres today...i think i spend less time getting ready for dances...lol
so ill finish about the concert later...but check it out tnt...
went to the Renaissance Faire yesterday with Q, Stunkel and Q's family.
twas a party...better had i had money but still good
oh look...now am listneing to chevelle
:)
adios
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2004 15 July :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: 106.7 ::drip, drip:: The Fish
holy awesome concert
so last night was the concert and it was awesome...
incubus always is!!!!!!!!
there was a like ten minute drum solo featureing brandon on bongos and i think his name is ben (new bassist) and of course jose. and after they came back out i agree with the kids we met at denny's (that'll be later) but it was kinda disappointing.
of course the lights were awesome, and they played a different version of drive which was awesome...and they played "pistola" and then a whole mess of morning view and then some science!!! woo science...not enough make yourself tho...it was sad!!!
i wish a few more from
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2004 11 July :: 11.08pm
This wasn't just plain terrible, this was fancy terrible.
This was terrible with raisins in it.
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2004 10 July :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: 94.7 zone
hello
i live in a sauna
enter the sauna
you may not return from the sauna
but the sauna has a fan
and three windows
VISIT THE SAUNA!!!
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2004 8 July :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: chevelle
im going swimming!!!!!!!!!
woo!
okie...recap of last couple days...
so the other day patrice slept over and in the morning when i was going to take her home (okie so it was four o'clock) hul and Q and stunkel came over... i walked with hul and Q and stunkel down the railroad across milwalkee and into the libertyville forest preserve...then from there we found the path and ended up on st. mary's and we walked down that to sixty and then to rivertree to visit buttface/trix/patrice...and then to best buy where i saw anthony and andy and mark (he lost loads of weight and got taller)...
upon arriving home nick called hul and met him at the corner...and then they came over...
well i promised Q id take him back to best buy so he could buy whatever he wanted...and then, again, upon arriving home, more people were there...
kyle, benton, jackie, sandy (who i asked to come get her ice cream) were all there.
i must remind you all i wanted was to take a warm bath with some national geografic story about the rest of the world being as wasteful as the US and then relax while watching a movie that i hadnt watched in a while.
but then i had to wait a few hours for everyone to leave.
and jen ended up sleeping over cuz she came home...
next day (i actually have no idea what order these go in...but yea)
then neil came home and so i went to see him right after my useless doctor appt. which only told me to go see a dentist cuz my ears/head have been doing a lot of hurting.
so neils...yea fun about an hour there...then i went to go pick up sandy and patrice so we could bake a cake at jens for mushroom...although the first ended up being for us...marble with chocolate frosting...
then sandy had to go home so i took her and met jen and patrice at the park later...then we decided to get frosting for mushrooms cake/ cupcakes....and went to get sandy (she had to make dinner for sus hermanos)
then, returning to jens, Q called needing rescueing from kurt and them...cuz they went miniture golfing and he didnt have any money...
so i took patrice with me and driving down milwalkee this car turned left in front of us and (yes, we had a green light) we thought "the next car isnt going to go" but it did and i almost killed us again...
no airbags=no good...but no accident=all okie!
then coming back i notice that my thermostat was all the way at hot and flashing...so after dropping off Q i turned off the car and trix and i sat in the car (doom doom doom de doom) and waited for the madre to pick us up to take trix home...
and what else but get yelled at...
oh well.
last night campy and jen and i went to jennas after sending mushroom his cupcakes
jen and i jumped in the cold water but they didnt ...
after that we came home and we went to pet stores cuz jen wants a frog but no luck...she bought more hamster stuff...
my bro's gonna give her his though...
his froggie died
oh and i saw a picture of an australian shepard who's five yrs old with green eyes and reddish fur whose owners moved to florida and she needs a home and shes perfect so shes coming to visit today or friday
yes...and today im going swimming..
and i love neil...endlessly...
i dont want to be away from him its horrible sitting in his van becasue all i want to do is hold his hand but i cant cuz hes too far away...
:)
okie swimmy time!
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2004 3 July :: 3.54pm
so my dad went and bought a M3...
its awesome!
only problem is
i know there'll be a fight t'night
anyone wanna do something?
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2004 30 June :: 5.11pm
so last night sandy and patrice slept over.
we talked and then headed to get sandy ice cream...not that she needed any...
and then to blockbuster after realising patrice couldnt find now and then and freaking her out at her house with my headlights and corny bean.
and then we came and made cookies
and sandy kim left after abotu twenty minutes of Now and Then
and trix and i talked til five in the morning...
then...today we woke up and trix had to go get her retainer..
and sandy called
this is the part i feel bad about.
neil and i were supposed to see The Notebook yesterday...but he didnt want to see two movies in one day
so we decided to see it today
but i neglected to tell sandy and patrice that...
but we didnt go see the movie
and i invited sandy to go to caribou...but she didnt want to...so i went out with neil anyway
we went to potbellys and jamba juice...
then we bought his shirts and went to the bank...
stupid fucking bank...
i deposited 117 dollars but they wouldnt let me take out twenty dollars cuz im not a signer
theres this huge sale at the mall...
EVERY STORE!!!
its amazing and i wanna spend some money
i wanna buy clothes and a hat!
i wanna hat this summer
i already have my birthday list...althoguh i know half of its not going to happen its just what i want
"White Fluffy Clouds"
{Brandon Boyd's [of Incubus] book of artwork}
"The Lovely Bones"
String Tribute to Incubus
A Job
A Job
A Job
A curling iron
a new burner or fix mine or soemthing...
and just gift certificates...
hot topic
kohl's
barnes and noble
best buy
i just got told by my brother that basically, im stupid for getting mad at neil for the shit i do cuz its dumb and i should know that at the end of the night he's "coming home" with me.
but...its hard to think of the big picture when you're in the mist of it.
adios
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