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blacktears844

:: 2003 4 August :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: TV.

My mom got a tattoo. Her first one. And she's 37. She wouldn't let me get my eyebrow pierced. Or anything on my face, for that matter. She was THINKING about letting me get the upper part of my ear pierced. God. I met this guy she works with, named Brandon. He's cool. He likes all the same bands as me, and tells my mom to let me listen to what I want. But of course she doesn't listen.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 4 August :: 12.52am

Damn you hungry, hungry, hippos.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 4 August :: 12.02am

I had a poor meatball.
All covered in cheese.
I lost my poor meatball.
When somebody sneezed.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 3 August :: 10.52pm

Ugh. I start my diet tomorrow, so I'm loading up on sweets and bread and mashed potatoes.
YUM. I think dinner's done.

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bleedingheart

:: 2003 3 August :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: i dont have a mood right now
:: Music: SR-71 - Tomorrow

ummm... stuff
this is my first entry. yay, i guess. anyways, today was basicly a normal sunday to me. Clean the bathrooms, dust the house, vaccum, and clean my room. yup, thats my sunday routine. fun huh?.... I made chocolate chip cookies today and they are fat. I was really bored today that i ended up playing tony hawk proskater2 on the playstation in my brothers room with him. i dont go in there unless i have to because it smells and it is all yucky and shit. but i went in there because my mom vaccumed it, so i sat on the rug, and we played 2 player games and whatnot and i lost all the games. figuers... i havent played in long time. anyways i got mad at my mom today because my brother (matthew) asked if he could go to fruitville park with craig and jake today, and she said yes! god... she will let matt go to the park but she won't fucking let me take a short cut and walk to subway (eat fresh) with my best friend lesley that i have known since before kindergarden. and my brother is only 9! dude what the fuck?!?...
but anyways.... toay was kinda boring, nothing really special happend. when i was talking to lesley online today she told me something that shocked the hell outta me. she told me that jose kinda likes me. i'm just like.. me? sarah? me? i thought she was going to tell me something diffrent. i told her she should warn me before she tells me things like that, i wasn't ready for that. humm... i watched the movie "what wemon want" with my mom today. She laughed so hard se looked like she was going to cry... i was thinking "it was funny.. but not that funny"... I talked to robert today, i haven't talked to him in 326945 days....god he is hott. hehe... well this is the end. good bye

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blacktears844

:: 2003 3 August :: 8.03pm

God, I need to get out of my HOUSE!
My mom nearly got attacked yesterday by a man hiding behind my mother's boyfriend's truck. We called the police, and they caught him I think. Also, under my bedroom window outside, someone wrote bitch. God, what did we do?

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blacktears844

:: 2003 3 August :: 12.55pm

Diet
~Breakfast~
1/2 Grapefruit or 1/2 cup unsweetend juice
Two eggs any style
Two slices of bacon.

~Lunch~
1/2 Grapefruit or 1/2 cup unsweetened juice
Salad - Any dressing
Meat any style any amount

~Dinner~
1/2 Grapefruit or 1/2 cup unsweetened juice
Meat any style any amount
Vegetable any green or red (cooked in butter or any seasoning)
Or salad as above.

~Bedtime Snack~
Glass of tomato juice or skim milk

~Instructions~
*At any meal you may eat until you are full; until you can't eat any more
*Don't elimidate anything from the diet, especially don't skip bacon at breakfast or omit salads
*It is the combination of foods that burn fat.
*The grapefruit is important beause it is necessary to help the burning process.
*Cut down on coffee. It effects the insulin balance that hinders the burning up process. Try to limit to one cup per day.
*Don't eat between meals. If you eat the right combinations of foods suggested you will not get hungry.
*Note: This diet completley eliminates sugar and starches which are lipids and form fat. It helps it burn so you can fry food in butter and use it on vegetables.
*Don't eat desserts, breads, white vegetables, or sweet potatoes. You may double or triple helpings of meat, salads, or vegetables. Eat until you are stuffed.
*YOu can lose 10 lbs in 10 days. There will be no loss the first four days, but the fifth day you will lose 5lbs.
*All soft drinks must be diet and caffeine free.
*You may not eat: white onions, bread, mayo, ketchup, pasta, candy, cake, potatoes, celery, doritos, cheetos, sugar donuts.
*You may have: red onions, brocolli, tomatoes, meat, fish, bell peppers, green onions, spinach, white chicken, pork, red steaks, red salmon or snapper, white catfish or trout, ect.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 3 August :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Mom's Movie

Hahahah I still have absolutely nothing to write about. And I continue to come here. And write. God, I need to stop complaining. I'm going on this Mayo Diet Thing. Well, I call it the Mayonnaise diet, but it has nothing to do with mayonnaise. I just can't eat sugar or starches, and no desserts or bread. My aunt it on it and she's already lost 10 lbs. You are sopposed to lose about 52 lbs. in one month.
And 10 lbs. a week. So it should be good. I soppose.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 2 August :: 11.38pm

http://starterupsteve.com/swf/subliminal

Sweet Jesus.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 2 August :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: Dog pooping

God, I look like crap today. Really bad. My hair won't do anything!! Ahhhh..........
I sound really stupid. I'll shut up now.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 2 August :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Nothing

Wow, so much to write about.
If anyone reads this, please save me from my boredom, and im me or something.

AIM: strange girl844
Yahoo: loser_girl844

I'll love you forever. Promise.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 2 August :: 3.11pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Mother's Country Music

I just woke up a little while ago. The computer runs my life, which is sad. I live for the time when I can check my email and post on those message boards. That's why the Woohu forum rules me. Oh god. Yet I seem to never have anything important to say. I never say anything of importance! I am a spammer!!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 2 August :: 2.02am

God I am so BORED.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 1 August :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Lalalalalala

I get some school clothes tomorrow! Woohoo.
As for shoes, I'm getting the all black Chucks. I like those.
Don't know about clothes-wise though.
Oh well.
Why are all my entries pointless?
No one even reads this.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 1 August :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Lacuna Coil again

I got back from my friend's house about 5 hours ago. She was getting on my nerves a bit, but it's good now. Oh well. Not much to write about, really.

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