:: 2004 9 December :: 1.20 pm

i dont know how to pick colors for my journal....i just put a bunch of number in...is there any way to see the colors that i choose?

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:: 2004 9 December :: 9.03 am

this looks just like live journal now.

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:: 2004 9 December :: 9.01 am

so why is this changed?

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:: 2004 3 December :: 8.24 am

i want to see motion city soundtrack im so pissed i fricken have to work.

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:: 2004 3 December :: 8.21 am

I have a xanga journal, and i have a woohu journal and i have a livejournal. but on each of those i have things i feel comfortable telling those people. so probably wont really want to talk anymore if every one is going to read them.

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:: 2004 28 November :: 4.56 pm

pretty sure jeff and i are done. i guess it makes things that much easier. now i dont have to complain about anymore confusion. it was a good three days though. tough times.

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:: 2004 27 November :: 10.35 am

so i have started thinking about weston lately and its weird cause i hadnt talked to him in a long time, and then he just sort of showed up. he called me. he came over. i hate this feeling i thought it was done,,,,nope even more so now.

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:: 2004 18 November :: 8.03 am
:: Music: dashboard confessional

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:: 2004 15 November :: 8.59 am

well i dont know....i think jeff and i could actually have something. This past weekend was fun. i hung out with my friends robin, jeff and josh. it was fun. we hung out like the whole weekend. yesterday, after hanging out with them, i went to ten bells, and saw my friends band play, that was fun they did really well. their band is APD after prior day, and you should all find out when they are playing. weston came up and gave me a hug and told me thanks for com ing, he was drunk already but that didnt matter to me. i dont think i should have gone because i was finally starting to get over him, and then i saw him on stage and it all came back to me. the scary thing is...id do anything for him, or anything to be with him. i hate this. i thought i was done with this. why do i always fall for the jerks? im screwed again. all that i thought i didnt feel anymore....came back tenfold. next weekend i need to get work off so i can go to ferris and hang out with some friends.

thats not only the crap part of my weekend either. my mom talked to me about sex. she told me that she knew i was sexually active, and that i should start going to a doctor, she also told me she knew that i was cause i dont talk to her anymore. i dont even know how to approache her now wityhout my tail between my legs.

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:: 2004 10 November :: 2.00 pm

hanging out with people i havent seen in a while tonight, hope its worth my while! lol this should be fun!

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