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2005 25 February :: 4.20 pm
Leaving soon to take crystal out *crosses fingers* lets hope things go well :)
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2005 20 February :: 6.20 pm
Fuckin Jeff Gordon.. What a douche
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2005 6 February :: 10.45 pm
Ya know what really sucks.. Knowing that im spending valentines day alone.. Yea.. being single blows.. Expecially when ive had to spend all the major holidays alone..
If i get some money tho.. who knows what will happen.
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2005 29 January :: 11.02 pm
So yea.. Im kinda bored.. Somehow im uhh yea.. watching a chick flick.. umm first daughter or something..
yea.. its kinda boring already..
bah.. anyone wanna do something?
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2005 24 January :: 9.45 am
So im in Nancy's Class.. Im really freakin bored... I just accidentally dropped an F bomb while typing this so ill prolly get yelled at. Alternative is really easy and boring.. id much rather be in regular school but i dont have a choice i really want to graduate this year. We have a sub today.. she is kinda dumb.. she was reading and explains things kinda like George W. She was talking about involentary muscles.. she said "When your stomach digest's food you cant control the muscles in your stomach, cause its involentary, and it does it on its own.. cause its involentary..
Yea.. if i wasnt so tired i would have laughed..
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2005 11 January :: 11.47 pm
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2005 9 January :: 8.50 pm
He's gone.. For once i can actually be in my own house and not feel any pressure or stress. Unfortunantly a lady and her "suposidly" hot ass indian daughter are staying here with me for the next 6 weeks.. i guess i dont really mind as long as she doesnt get in my way.
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2005 2 January :: 6.03 pm
same as usual..
So yea.. Im really bored. Just hashed things out with my dad.. he's still being a douche. He is going to Tennissee in a week and thinks that he's gonna make me stay at my aunts for 5 weeks straight just because he cant trust me. Im trying to get it thru his head that i cant stay at a friends house that long and there's no way in hell ill stay at my aunts. For god sakes im 17 years old. I dont need a baby sitter.. guh..
Yea so im kinda pissed off right now.
School tomororw.. bah I dont want to go.. But i guess i have to.. It might not be so bad tho cause atleast ill be out of the house and not completely bored out of my mind all friggin day long.
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2004 30 December :: 3.05 am
Im at my moms.. aj and justin are laying on the floor... my little brother is trying to correct my spelling.. and yea.. im fucked up.. this is crazy shit.. im all buggin out and stuff.. i dont know how to explain it.. .. gah.....
umm... dont have anything to write about.. aj is talking about emo stuff..
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2004 28 December :: 9.23 am
Its almost 9:30 AM.. i haven slept yet.. And ive watched the first 13 episodes of Cowboy bebop. only 13 left to go to complete the first season.
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2004 26 December :: 3.55 pm
Got a Christmas present from a Kent county Fuzz today. 2 points and a ticket for 65 in a 55..
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2004 25 December :: 12.40 pm
Merry christmas everyone...
I hope that everyone has a great weekend and i hope everyone takes advantage of the holiday to spend time with loved ones and family members.
I know im not the worst off this year. but things are pretty crummy. Things are just .. different. i went to my sisters tonight and had christmas with my moms side of the family. I only got 3 things but im really happy about what i got. My mom got me a new pair of pj's and a stuffed mickey mouse thats about 2ft tall. It made me really happy because mickey mouse was my childhood hero.. i used to have one just like it that i drug everywhere with me and i never left it behind. Its also kind of ironic how i have been thinking about my childhood and then i get that. She also did it as kind of a joke. because i loved mickey mouse till we went to disney world when i was little. i was scared of the big mickey mouse *guy in a suit* so i kicked him in the balls and ran away.
I also got a set of throwing knives from my brother. The exact set i was looking at last year at the gun and knife show but couldnt afford them. He had to buy them from somone else to get them for me, and they are used.. alot.. they are kinda dull. but its the thought that counts. My brother has been on hard times like most of my family and wasnt even able to buy his own two kids presents. He drew my name out of the hat but still found a way to get me something. I feel bad because i didnt get anyone anything. but im really thankfull for the things i got.
On the other hand. My dads side of the family is the complete opposite. They all except for my uncle vern. make damn good money. and they are all cheap. which upsets me. but i expect it every year. My dad said he was going to pick a couple things up tonight. something small im guessing.. it doesnt really matter. i know he is behind on his bills and such. but that is actually him and jodi's fault and not because lack of work. So whatever he gets me.. well atleast he got me something. It just seems that every day that goes by in this house. the less i feel wanted. the only thing im good for is the fact that im good with computers and to do his bitch work. Its really hard to do as much as i do sometimes and not be appreciated. Atleast when i go out of my way to help a friend like justin when i work on his car. they let me know they appreciate my help instead of acting like its expected of me.
oh well..
Anyways i really do hope everyone has a great christmas. Id say happy new year.. but thats not here yet...
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2004 21 December :: 10.22 pm
plans?
So whats everyones plans so far? Tomorrow i might have a few people over to watch some movies and hang out or whatever. Play up some xbox, chill, fuck around.. whatever i guess. but i want to do something tomorrow so yea.. Ill update tomorrow for times and shit. Anyone wanting to come let me know in advance and ill see if there is room. But please dont just show up My dad will be a douche if i tell him 6 people are coming and we end up with 19.. Not that i care.. but i dont feel like listening to him bitch..
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2004 14 December :: 10.18 pm
:: Music: Maroon 5 - Pure
life..
Lately ive been thinking so much of when i was a kid and how much i miss it. I really miss the times when i was 12 or 13. Things were so much easier then. I use to ride my bike everywhere. Never had to worry about money. Just having fun all the time. That was like my only concern then.. was having fun without a care in the world. Now im 17, in my last year of highschool and it seems that it was only yesterday that i was 13 and did nothing but spend time with my friends and race karts and do so much fun stuff. Those were the days. Back when justin and I used to stay up all night watching tv, playing games.. and messed around with rc cars.
Things now are hard.. atleast for me. I have to deal with an asshole named Vince everyday of my life. School isjust school. I have no job so i worry more about having money to get by with than i do about things that are more important. It wont be long and ill be in college and ill be pretty much on my own with the help of a few friends. Its just hard to think in a years time i wont talk to half of my friends nor see them. and my childhood will be gone. I guess thats my biggest fear now. losing what littl e bit of childhood i have left. All the fun times we had and all the stupid stuff we did to amuse ourselves.
The other night all i could do is stare at the ceiling and think about how much i miss eveything and how i wish i could go back and do it all again. maybe change a few things.. but go back and have fun again and laugh. I dont really know where im going with this im just ranting about stupid stuff. Maybe its just me that feels this way. But my life seems so much harder now. And i really wish i was like 13 again.
Over christmas break i think everyone should get together and have some fun. Like the actual origional group. Just like old times. Maybe go sledding or go to the mall or just something to have fun but not have to be serious about anything.
im done now..
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2004 13 December :: 8.40 pm
This song is the shit
http://elitemrp.net/fark/2004/other/pure.wav
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