The other place

:: 2008 24 December :: 12.09am

Bowling Tonight
Game 1: 157 (Best Game Ever)
Game 2: 100
Game 3: 138 (3rd Best)
Game 4: 96 (practiced approaches)

2 Thoughts | Your thoughts

:: 2008 23 December :: 3.55pm

The big boy knife is sharp
I bleed just like you ...

plus slipping cutting off a zip tie
equals

Good thing I know my way around a First Aid kit.

:: 2008 23 December :: 12.31pm

also i'd like to add.
For our secret santa party at work.

I gave:
1. fifth of smirnoff apple twist vodka
I recieved
1. baggy with 2.5 grams of some decent bud in it.

:: 2008 23 December :: 12.30pm

delivering pizza in this shit sucks.

hard core.

:: 2008 23 December :: 12.28am

Just blame me, I'm the one you love to hate.

In recognition of this fact, Nate designed this:

:: 2008 21 December :: 1.27pm

One of those days.

rayray

:: 2008 21 December :: 10.24am

This snow shit, can go away at any time.
Oh, and Im getting a doggie..

8 Thoughts | Your thoughts

:: 2008 21 December :: 3.30am

the best gifts cannot be bought, they come directly from the heart.

now, what do i get her?

:: 2008 20 December :: 7.13pm

i should be shot and killed

i have womanizer by britney spears stuck in my head.

god save my soul.

:: 2008 20 December :: 4.55am

Bowling scores from tonight
Game 1: 143 new personal record
Game 2: 98
Game 3: 117
Game 4: 99

Overall I am getting much better
Bowling makes life alright

:: 2008 19 December :: 2.33am

I'm back in the mitten and very tired.

:: 2008 18 December :: 5.53am

i think i might need glasses, i'm in chicago and can't read the letters on the HTPC from like 8-10 feet away, they are decent size too. uh oh.

:: 2008 18 December :: 5.33am

I'm in Chicago right now assholes.

rayray

:: 2008 17 December :: 5.52pm
:: Music: Sorry - Buckcherry

Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

I have watched him suffer through the death of a friend..
And exactly a month later, for the course of about a month I watched him suffer the pain of watching his mother suffer until she passed away.
I have seen him at his weakest moments, and his strongest moments and the moments in between when he was lost in his own body.
I have helped him mend the pieces of a broken heart that I caused.
I have fought with him over serious things, and stupid things.
I've seen the fury in his eyes and the anger eat at him like a bacteria.
I've felt the distance grow and then be wiped away.
I've felt the butterflies day after day after day for over three years.
He's helped me through my roughest moments.
Wiped away a million undeserved tears.
Helped me mourn the loss of two friends.
Brought me chocolate shakes when I'm sick.
Let me get a cat even though he's allergic.
Let me keep the cat even though she's had an accident or two in the chair.
Let me fall asleep in his arms and wake up in his arms.
Our love is thicker than molasses.

I could go on and on describing our relationship, and its imperfections but it would take me days, and I would end up over analyzing everything to the point where I was stir-crazy, so I won't.

Christmas makes me cherish the ones I love. Makes me think about what I have, what I've lost, and what I could have.

This time of year makes me emotional.
November 21st this year was 7 years since my grandpa passed away.
December 23rd this year will be 4 years since my grandma passed away.

8 Thoughts | Your thoughts

:: 2008 17 December :: 3.59am

Bowled a 130 tonight, not good but a personal best.

On another note, Fuck haters yall suck.