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2004 19 May :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
aww.
cory bought me a candy bar.
i can see why holly liked him..he's so sweet.
cos he wanted one, so he bought one, and then a couple minutes later he turns to me (i twas sitting with him) and he's like "i have another dollar if you want to buy one."
it was so nice.
tehe.
naya is lonely.
im never cutting again.
ever.
i promise.
maybe i should actually promise that to someone.
i'll promise justin, if he calls.
if...
david thinks im stalking him.
cos i saw him three times today.
lol...
he's like "so now you're stalking me? cos i've seen you three times today, and i've never seen you during the day since school started."
i twas just like, "well you stole my boyfriend!"
and he hid.
heh.
math was odd.
aly's all like "grant, holly, stop flirting!"
me and grant are just like "er..what's that supposed to mean? we're just talking..."
then aly asked grant if he like me.
i turned my head.
dunno what he said..
bleh.
i dont care.
really.
-naya-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 18 May :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: bored
ecstasypunk (3:44:45 PM): the justin appears
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:44:53 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:45:04 PM): some nice old lady gave me a ride home
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:45:14 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:45:33 PM): she did
ecstasypunk (3:46:11 PM): she's all like "you missed the bus? here, have some candy and come to my lair, I mean, I'll take you home.."
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:46:21 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:46:37 PM): true story....she didn't have any candy though
bleh.
sam is crippled.
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A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 17 May :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: A News Show on NPR Radio
hehe
it just randomly started raining.
that's awesome.
it's like a total downpour outsiede.
heh.
naya loves the library...
same sex marriages are legal in massachusets now.
nifty.
rawr. this is weird.
i can like there the sound of the downpour..ah, my sweet love.
7 days of school left.
yay.
naya is excited for school to be over..although she is going to miss being here.
oh well.
she's just happy that holly let her come back for this time.
naya was eating candy.
oops...
what do you mean there's no food allowed in the library?
dudoo..
the computer next to me has AIM.
oh well.
im to lazy to go get that computer instead of this one.
eh..
i shall just stay here.
naya shall be at the library until 5:00ish...
parents are going to kohls and target.
yep.
cos they have to get grandma a birthday present, and me a sharpie.
yippie!
er..
i think joshua's father is here.
i cant quite remember what he looks like.
yes, naya is rather sure that it's joshua's father.
i'd ask joshua tomorrow, but joshua hates naya now.
blah.
naya tis tired.
-naya-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 16 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Not A Day Goes By - Lonestar
I Am Naya
i tis back.
just until the 26th of may at midnight.
holly didn't ask anyone...she pitied me too much to care what everyone thought.
:-D
ahh.
it's so nice to be back here.
everything is so vivid....it's so much better then my home.
this is my home.
i belong here...
"seems it's been forever since i felt this way.."
that fits perfect.
holly told her mother about slow dancing with justin.
i wish i could tell her mum about me.
bleh.
it's so complicated.
awww...it's the song that me and justin slow danced to.
before i left..(tis a different song now)
All Or Nothing by O-Town
heh.
well, naya should go.
laundry and shit.
-naya-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 15 May :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Our Lives - The Calling
Naya
naya shall come back tonight.
she just wants to say good bye to everything that she grew so used to.
she grew to love justin, and the school, and my parents, and stryder, and she just wants to make sure that they all know that.
"These are the days worth living, these are the years worth giving, these are the moments, these are the times, let's make the best out of our lives..."
I have to babysit tonight, but when i get home i shall let her come back.
just until the end of school.
then she'll go home, and never come back.
ever.
i swear.
i kinda pity her.
::sigh::
"Even if hope was shattered, I know it wouldn't matter"
this is a good song.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 14 May :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rapid Hope Loss - Dashboard Confessional
dance...and naya?
yay.
dance tis tonight.
holly is excited.
but cory isn't going..oh well, justin and mindy will be there.
:-D
holly is so happy right now.
she went and met david today.
yippie.
he's different than she thought, but still uberly nice.
heh.
naya wants to come back.
holly might let her...just until the end of the school year.
it's not that long.
she can screw things up that bad...right?
what does mindy think of that?
holly is going to ask justin too.
::sigh::
perhaps naya shall be back after all.
whatever.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 12 May :: 7.19pm
holly is big on posting aim convos lately, huh?
ecstasypunk (6:00:03 PM): so, uh how's it feel to be like...gay?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:00:12 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:00:33 PM): david's all like goldfinch04 (5:56:35 PM): psst...holly.....
ecstasypunk (5:56:39 PM): yes??
goldfinch04 (5:56:45 PM): i think justin is....::gay::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:00:50 PM): he's the one using ::'s
ecstasypunk (6:00:57 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (6:01:08 PM): he told you about that?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:01:20 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:01:32 PM): heh
ecstasypunk (6:01:47 PM): we had a very long conversation last night
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:01:53 PM): i heard
ecstasypunk (6:02:14 PM): but did you?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:28 PM): huh?
ecstasypunk (6:02:45 PM): uhhh....i forget
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:49 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:54 PM): bad memory?
ecstasypunk (6:03:05 PM): what?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:03:13 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (6:03:33 PM): hehe...convos with david in holly's blog
ecstasypunk (6:03:41 PM): mindy is going to be mad
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:03:51 PM): why is that?
ecstasypunk (6:04:08 PM): cos it's going to confuse her that there are now two davids
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:04:15 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:04:31 PM): she still doesn't know who the other david is
ecstasypunk (6:05:03 PM): mmkay, josh is annoying
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:08 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:17 PM): i should go
ecstasypunk (6:05:26 PM): you do that
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:30 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (6:05:35 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:48 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (6:05:54 PM): i love you too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:57 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:06:03 PM): how could you tell?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:08 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:09 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (6:06:15 PM): i stalled david last night too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:22 PM): i heard
ecstasypunk (6:06:28 PM): did you now?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:31 PM): no
ecstasypunk (6:06:55 PM): goldfinch04 (8:03:07 PM): i had to leave like 5 min. ago
goldfinch04 (8:03:23 PM): ....must leave before.......to late.....
ecstasypunk (8:03:23 PM): i have tendency to stall people
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:11 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:07:17 PM): yep
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:28 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (6:07:31 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:33 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:07:36 PM): bye
lol.
sorry mindy...i'll write a real entry some day.
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 12 May :: 7.13pm
david is such a cool cat
ecstasypunk (5:42:46 PM): so, how was the........vcr?
goldfinch04 (5:43:28 PM): i taped over the porn....just for one tree...i mean, the weight lifting special
ecstasypunk (5:43:53 PM): oh...so then you had fun with your "manly" things?
goldfinch04 (5:44:08 PM): .....u could say that
ecstasypunk (5:44:23 PM): the question is...was it too much fun?
goldfinch04 (5:44:36 PM): ...much?
goldfinch04 (5:44:44 PM): U TOLD JUSTIN EVERYTHING!
ecstasypunk (5:44:48 PM): did not
ecstasypunk (5:45:09 PM): HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING
goldfinch04 (5:45:29 PM): NYJetsFan4Life28: tis
NYJetsFan4Life28: blair witch
NYJetsFan4Life28: indians
goldfinch04 (5:45:39 PM): goldfinch04: AHHHH
NYJetsFan4Life28: sequel
ecstasypunk (5:45:46 PM): no
ecstasypunk (5:45:52 PM): holly said nothing about the indians
goldfinch04 (5:46:27 PM): ....holly, put down bong and have an intelegent conversation
ecstasypunk (5:46:44 PM): NEVER
goldfinch04 (5:46:53 PM): .......
ecstasypunk (5:46:59 PM): uhhhh
goldfinch04 (5:47:06 PM): i got subway tonight
ecstasypunk (5:47:17 PM): any veggies?
goldfinch04 (5:47:22 PM): none o that crapy veggie crap
ecstasypunk (5:47:32 PM): damn
goldfinch04 (5:47:59 PM): 100% nickle
ecstasypunk (5:48:08 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:48:12 PM): it has iron?
goldfinch04 (5:48:23 PM): ....o right that to
ecstasypunk (5:48:33 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:49:36 PM): i got a yearbook
ecstasypunk (5:49:41 PM): no way, me too
goldfinch04 (5:49:49 PM): lets look up holly wheeler....
ecstasypunk (5:49:53 PM): eww
ecstasypunk (5:49:56 PM): let's not
ecstasypunk (5:50:08 PM): my hair was ewwishly short in that picture
goldfinch04 (5:50:34 PM): AHHHHHH!
goldfinch04 (5:50:40 PM): it buuuuuurns
ecstasypunk (5:50:43 PM): yeah...scary huh?
goldfinch04 (5:50:55 PM): ur....ur....smiling!
ecstasypunk (5:50:56 PM): but let's look up david in the CHESS CLUB PICTURE
goldfinch04 (5:51:10 PM): ......u wouldn't dare
ecstasypunk (5:51:12 PM): how do we say.......nerd?
ecstasypunk (5:51:31 PM): me and justin were looking at it today
goldfinch04 (5:51:46 PM): ....u monster
ecstasypunk (5:51:56 PM): it was justin's yearbook, beat him up
goldfinch04 (5:52:24 PM): justin isnb't smart enough, don't blame this on him
ecstasypunk (5:52:31 PM): you can ask him
goldfinch04 (5:52:47 PM): goo!
ecstasypunk (5:52:54 PM): ::giggles::
goldfinch04 (5:53:05 PM): justin has even less hair in the yearbook than he does now!
ecstasypunk (5:53:10 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:54:47 PM): im serious
goldfinch04 (5:54:51 PM): its gross
ecstasypunk (5:55:02 PM): ::more giggles::
goldfinch04 (5:55:09 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:56:35 PM): psst...holly.....
ecstasypunk (5:56:39 PM): yes??
goldfinch04 (5:56:45 PM): i think justin is....::gay::
ecstasypunk (5:56:51 PM): uhhh
ecstasypunk (5:56:57 PM): what makes you think that?
goldfinch04 (5:57:08 PM): NYJetsFan4Life28: so, are we bed mates?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i mean
NYJetsFan4Life28: roommates
ecstasypunk (5:57:16 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:57:31 PM): thats....awkward
goldfinch04 (5:57:34 PM): ....im scared
ecstasypunk (5:57:41 PM): and david replied.....?
goldfinch04 (5:57:54 PM): goldfinch04: ..........................::repeats scream:: x 100,000,000
ecstasypunk (5:58:16 PM): uh-oh. david is now using the ::'s in other conversations
goldfinch04 (5:58:38 PM): ::pulls out gun and shoots self::
ecstasypunk (5:59:00 PM): ::tries to giggle, but it comes out more as an evil laugh::
goldfinch04 (5:59:00 PM): g2g, later holly
ecstasypunk (5:59:05 PM): bye david
goldfinch04 (5:59:06 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:59:09 PM): have fun with the porn
goldfinch04 (5:59:09 PM): later
goldfinch04 (5:59:17 PM): ..i will?
ecstasypunk (5:59:21 PM): you better
goldfinch04 (5:59:43 PM): *** This user has signed off and is no longer online ***
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 12 May :: 6.17pm
another convo?
shortgurl614 (4:41:26 PM): who is this?
ecstasypunk (4:41:32 PM): why?
shortgurl614 (4:41:41 PM): just answer!
shortgurl614 (4:41:44 PM): idr!
ecstasypunk (4:41:48 PM): too bad
shortgurl614 (4:41:51 PM): you are on my buddylist!
ecstasypunk (4:41:58 PM): exciting
shortgurl614 (4:42:01 PM): Holly?
ecstasypunk (4:42:09 PM): no
shortgurl614 (4:42:24 PM): yes it si
shortgurl614 (4:42:26 PM): is*
ecstasypunk (4:42:31 PM): no, it's not
shortgurl614 (4:46:54 PM): yeah it is!
ecstasypunk (4:47:05 PM): no, i am not holly
shortgurl614 (4:47:12 PM): yeah it is!
ecstasypunk (4:47:21 PM): dude, it's not holly
shortgurl614 (4:47:30 PM): dude it is!
ecstasypunk (4:47:38 PM): why do you say it's holly?
shortgurl614 (4:47:50 PM): it is holly
ecstasypunk (4:47:59 PM): why is it holly?
shortgurl614 (4:48:06 PM): bc it is you!
ecstasypunk (4:48:16 PM): but my name isn't holly
shortgurl614 (4:48:22 PM): yeah it is!
shortgurl614 (4:48:27 PM): you named Winston!
ecstasypunk (4:48:33 PM): who???
shortgurl614 (4:48:48 PM): the cow!
ecstasypunk (4:48:58 PM): what cow?
shortgurl614 (4:50:25 PM): tha one that is george's son!
ecstasypunk (4:50:46 PM): who the hell is george?!?
shortgurl614 (4:51:21 PM): god........you know who i am talking about and i am talking to you and your name is holly!
ecstasypunk (4:51:45 PM): duude, i dont know you or what you're talking about and my name friggin isn't holly
shortgurl614 (4:55:43 PM): holly.........it is Traci!
ecstasypunk (4:55:53 PM): i dont know any tracis
shortgurl614 (4:55:58 PM): yeah you do
ecstasypunk (4:56:06 PM): no, i dont
shortgurl614 (4:58:24 PM): iowa youth chorus
ecstasypunk (4:58:34 PM): i dont live in iowa........
shortgurl614 (4:58:39 PM): yeah you do
ecstasypunk (4:58:48 PM): no, i really don
ecstasypunk (4:58:50 PM): dont*
shortgurl614 (4:59:08 PM): yeah you really do
ecstasypunk (4:59:39 PM): okay, look i dont know who you are but my name is Anya and im 15, i live in california.
shortgurl614 (4:59:59 PM): this is reallly annoying now!
ecstasypunk (5:00:12 PM): you're really annoying now...im not that holly chick
shortgurl614 (5:07:32 PM): GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ecstasypunk (5:07:44 PM): problem?
shortgurl614 (5:07:48 PM): you
ecstasypunk (5:08:09 PM): well excuse me, but i think you're the one trying to force me into some identity i dont have
shortgurl614 (5:08:29 PM): W/E!
ecstasypunk (5:08:38 PM): you seem like a prep
shortgurl614 (5:08:53 PM): too bad.....i am not
ecstasypunk (5:09:02 PM): i wouldn't know, i dont know you
shortgurl614 (5:09:23 PM): yeah you do
ecstasypunk (5:09:31 PM): no id dont
ecstasypunk (5:09:48 PM): i*
lost the last part...
::sigh::
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2004 11 May :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Sixpence None The Richer
talking to david???
ecstasypunk (6:54:56 PM): i so had the "there is no spoon first!
goldfinch04 (6:55:12 PM): ...umm......ok?
ecstasypunk (6:55:14 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (6:55:19 PM): you doesn't know me do you?
goldfinch04 (6:55:34 PM): no i DON'T no you
ecstasypunk (6:55:41 PM): ::giggle::
ecstasypunk (6:56:05 PM): i tis a friend of one of your friends...
goldfinch04 (6:56:28 PM): ur either a girl or very flamboient
goldfinch04 (6:56:36 PM): or justin a.
ecstasypunk (6:56:54 PM): lol...i tisn't justin...but i is a friend of his
goldfinch04 (6:57:17 PM): ......................justin has no friends...
ecstasypunk (6:57:28 PM): then what are you?
goldfinch04 (6:57:54 PM): ...an aquatence...i hang around him because of pitty mostly
ecstasypunk (6:58:00 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (6:58:14 PM): famliy fued is on....i'll brb
ecstasypunk (6:58:20 PM): mmm
ecstasypunk (6:58:22 PM): have fun with that
goldfinch04 (7:01:58 PM): i did
ecstasypunk (7:02:16 PM): that's wonderful
goldfinch04 (7:02:19 PM): it was loads of fun
ecstasypunk (7:02:24 PM): im sure
goldfinch04 (7:02:43 PM): not as much fun as making fun of justin though
ecstasypunk (7:02:51 PM): yes, that tis always fun
goldfinch04 (7:03:38 PM): did u see his haircut......jezz....his head looked like a cone before...but now...whoa
ecstasypunk (7:04:12 PM): lol...no kidding. he looked better when he actually had hair. mabye he has cancer....or he's balding
goldfinch04 (7:04:27 PM): just on the sides
goldfinch04 (7:04:35 PM): and bangs
ecstasypunk (7:04:45 PM): yes..blading on the side and bangs
ecstasypunk (7:04:50 PM): balding*
goldfinch04 (7:05:01 PM): ...thats what i just said
ecstasypunk (7:05:17 PM): and it twas repeating to clarify things for the voices
goldfinch04 (7:05:39 PM): i think....by using much logic and reason i found out who u are
ecstasypunk (7:05:55 PM): and who would that be?
goldfinch04 (7:07:04 PM): ...first, u put giggle in ::'s....therefore you must be female...and u are a friend of justin's
ecstasypunk (7:07:11 PM): ........
goldfinch04 (7:07:17 PM): ....holly weelher
ecstasypunk (7:07:27 PM): actually tis wheeler..but close enough
goldfinch04 (7:07:43 PM): yeah, i killed ur last name
goldfinch04 (7:07:45 PM): sorry
ecstasypunk (7:08:05 PM): lol....tis okay, i suppose i can forgive you. atleast you spelled holly right
goldfinch04 (7:08:20 PM): ...i got lucky
ecstasypunk (7:08:27 PM): heh
ecstasypunk (7:08:42 PM): i hate the people who spell it hollie....tis evil
goldfinch04 (7:09:19 PM): ...well, i'm glad i got lucky then
ecstasypunk (7:09:28 PM): you should be
goldfinch04 (7:09:38 PM): ....very
ecstasypunk (7:09:57 PM): otherwise i might of had to throw spoons at you
goldfinch04 (7:10:09 PM): evil spoons????
ecstasypunk (7:10:16 PM): totally
goldfinch04 (7:10:32 PM): what other kinds of spoons are there
ecstasypunk (7:10:55 PM): the stupid ones....and the soup ones. but mostly they tis evil
ecstasypunk (7:10:59 PM): holly hates spoons
goldfinch04 (7:11:15 PM): ....
ecstasypunk (7:11:29 PM):-D
goldfinch04 (7:11:54 PM): u know, i'm not going to correct the multipe grammitacle errors in that statement
goldfinch04 (7:11:57 PM): :-D
ecstasypunk (7:12:10 PM): :-p
ecstasypunk (7:12:11 PM): brb
goldfinch04 (7:12:23 PM): watching the fued?
ecstasypunk (7:16:01 PM): maybe
goldfinch04 (7:19:08 PM): ....guess what im watching
ecstasypunk (7:19:18 PM): porn?
goldfinch04 (7:19:32 PM): lol...i wish
goldfinch04 (7:19:38 PM): jk....
ecstasypunk (7:19:42 PM): lol...
ecstasypunk (7:19:51 PM): fued?
goldfinch04 (7:19:58 PM): its over
goldfinch04 (7:20:13 PM): i feel ashamed that i am watching it
ecstasypunk (7:20:19 PM): DORA
goldfinch04 (7:20:51 PM): ...thats on weekdays...9 and 9:30 am
goldfinch04 (7:20:57 PM): jez get it right!
ecstasypunk (7:20:59 PM): that's so sad
goldfinch04 (7:21:10 PM): lol...i made up the times
ecstasypunk (7:21:20 PM): suuure
goldfinch04 (7:21:33 PM): idt im going to tell u...u'll make fun of me
ecstasypunk (7:21:51 PM): uh-oh....nah, i wont make fun of you
ecstasypunk (7:21:57 PM): that much
goldfinch04 (7:22:29 PM): it's like 100x worse than dora...and the girls are onlt slightly hotter
goldfinch04 (7:22:36 PM): only*
ecstasypunk (7:22:37 PM): uhhh
ecstasypunk (7:22:47 PM): LESBIAN PORN!
goldfinch04 (7:22:59 PM): HA
goldfinch04 (7:23:09 PM): i wish...no kidding
ecstasypunk (7:23:16 PM): just tell holly
goldfinch04 (7:23:30 PM): gilmore girls....::cries in backround::
ecstasypunk (7:23:42 PM): ::giggles uncontrollably::
goldfinch04 (7:23:48 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:23:52 PM): whoa!!!!!!
ecstasypunk (7:23:59 PM): you used ::'s
goldfinch04 (7:24:18 PM): I JUST WANTED TO SEE IF LORI AND JAKE GOT BACK TOGETHER OK!!!!!!
goldfinch04 (7:24:25 PM): whoa
goldfinch04 (7:24:27 PM): i did
ecstasypunk (7:24:34 PM): ::giggles more::
goldfinch04 (7:24:40 PM): .......i'm becoming everthing i hate!!!!
ecstasypunk (7:24:54 PM): not spelling things right?
goldfinch04 (7:25:08 PM): no...using ::'s
ecstasypunk (7:25:20 PM): oh......that too
goldfinch04 (7:25:20 PM): spelling isn't that bad
goldfinch04 (7:25:23 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:25:27 PM):
goldfinch04 (7:26:11 PM): :-Pwait!!! its back...JAKE, DON'T LEAVE HER, SHE LOVES YOU!!! ::sobbs to self::
ecstasypunk (7:26:31 PM): heh
ecstasypunk (7:26:50 PM): HIT HIM WITH A CHAIR!!!!
goldfinch04 (7:26:56 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:27:07 PM): sorry, i watch too many spanish soap operas
goldfinch04 (7:27:14 PM): thats how i hoped friends would end
ecstasypunk (7:27:25 PM): a spanish soap opera?
goldfinch04 (7:27:39 PM): Joey and Ross...fight to the death over rachiel
goldfinch04 (7:27:46 PM): no....fight
ecstasypunk (7:28:05 PM): yes, that would be cool....if Joey died
goldfinch04 (7:28:35 PM): hey! lets not go wishing joey was dead
ecstasypunk (7:28:47 PM): well i dont want ross dead
goldfinch04 (7:29:30 PM): it would be a shame to see such a bright mind go to waste ::giggles with self pitty from using ::'s::
ecstasypunk (7:29:55 PM): ::giggles cos she's made david use the ::'s::
goldfinch04 (7:30:15 PM): ......
goldfinch04 (7:30:22 PM): how do u no my name>
goldfinch04 (7:30:25 PM): ?*
ecstasypunk (7:30:29 PM): holly knows all
goldfinch04 (7:30:39 PM): whats my last name
ecstasypunk (7:30:44 PM): finch
goldfinch04 (7:30:56 PM): .....dear, god
ecstasypunk (7:31:03 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (7:31:12 PM): it's only fair....you know my name
goldfinch04 (7:31:29 PM): ...yeah
ecstasypunk (7:31:45 PM): except i knew who you were before i IMed you
goldfinch04 (7:32:05 PM): .....i knew who u were 2
ecstasypunk (7:32:12 PM): did you now
goldfinch04 (7:32:23 PM): i did....now
ecstasypunk (7:32:37 PM): ::sobs::
goldfinch04 (7:32:49 PM): u are in ELP....u made that weird blair witch spoof
ecstasypunk (7:32:59 PM): that i did
goldfinch04 (7:33:31 PM): yeah...i didn't learn much about indians though
goldfinch04 (7:33:42 PM): wasn't that ur topic?
ecstasypunk (7:33:45 PM): nah
goldfinch04 (7:33:52 PM): o
ecstasypunk (7:34:08 PM): why would i do a blair witch spoof for indians???
goldfinch04 (7:34:40 PM): .....they are both in the woods...
ecstasypunk (7:34:47 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (7:34:55 PM): duh holly, i thought u knew all
ecstasypunk (7:35:01 PM): i do........duh
ecstasypunk (7:35:04 PM): just testing you
goldfinch04 (7:35:11 PM): o...
ecstasypunk (7:35:17 PM): yeah
goldfinch04 (7:35:22 PM): well, u just got tested!
ecstasypunk (7:35:31 PM): er..that's awkward
goldfinch04 (7:35:39 PM): indians live in casinos not the woods!
goldfinch04 (7:35:43 PM): what now!
ecstasypunk (7:35:53 PM): well...indians used to live in the woods
goldfinch04 (7:36:19 PM): yeah...but not at the time the blair witch movies were made
ecstasypunk (7:36:33 PM): you're the one who said it was about indians
goldfinch04 (7:36:59 PM): ur the one who made the blair witch spoof!
ecstasypunk (7:37:18 PM): you're the one who brought it up!
goldfinch04 (7:37:31 PM): w-t-f are we talking about?
goldfinch04 (7:37:42 PM): blair witch and indians?
ecstasypunk (7:37:59 PM): or your weird matrix thing that i fell asleep during
goldfinch04 (7:39:18 PM): take......that.......back...::trembles with rage::
ecstasypunk (7:39:27 PM): ::giggles::
goldfinch04 (7:39:33 PM): well, i have neeeeews for you ms. wheeler....
ecstasypunk (7:39:40 PM): uh-oh
goldfinch04 (7:39:44 PM): i made a sequal!!!!
ecstasypunk (7:39:52 PM): er....that awkward
goldfinch04 (7:40:02 PM): it debutes this fri.
ecstasypunk (7:40:17 PM): not another one...oh well....nap time in elp
goldfinch04 (7:40:55 PM): bring....ur...... pillow...
ecstasypunk (7:41:03 PM): bring one for me
goldfinch04 (7:41:10 PM): never
ecstasypunk (7:41:19 PM):
goldfinch04 (7:41:35 PM): don't give me that!
ecstasypunk (7:41:41 PM): make me
goldfinch04 (7:41:59 PM): i'll make u not give me that?
ecstasypunk (7:42:07 PM): yes
goldfinch04 (7:42:45 PM): .....::hears holly take a ZIIIIIIIIIP of the white stuff in the backround::
ecstasypunk (7:42:57 PM): dammit...who told you?
goldfinch04 (7:43:10 PM): justin keeps no secrets
ecstasypunk (7:43:27 PM): ::tries to find justin to beat him up::
ecstasypunk (7:43:35 PM): i thought you were an "aquantince"
goldfinch04 (7:43:40 PM): David-"Hey Justin!..whats up"
goldfinch04 (7:43:56 PM): Justin-"Holly is High as A Kite!"
ecstasypunk (7:44:07 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (7:44:34 PM): well, we share the occasional conversations
ecstasypunk (7:44:48 PM): i see...about me getting high on the white stuff?
goldfinch04 (7:44:57 PM): .....
goldfinch04 (7:45:03 PM): mabey
ecstasypunk (7:45:07 PM): grrr
goldfinch04 (7:45:26 PM): .....and we forgot to save sum, 4 U!!!
ecstasypunk (7:46:03 PM): ::cries::
goldfinch04 (7:46:08 PM): i just realized somthing horrible.....
ecstasypunk (7:46:14 PM): what?
goldfinch04 (7:46:29 PM): the are no smilely's that are geting high!
goldfinch04 (7:46:41 PM): thats the biggest emotion
ecstasypunk (7:46:50 PM): doesn't one of them smoke??? or that msn messanger
goldfinch04 (7:47:37 PM): if u cross:-$=-OO:-)they look kinda high
ecstasypunk (7:47:57 PM): yeah...kinda
goldfinch04 (7:48:09 PM): damn, u MSN!!!
ecstasypunk (7:48:15 PM): heh
goldfinch04 (7:48:18 PM): ::shakes fist::
ecstasypunk (7:48:32 PM): ::backs up afraid of being hit::
goldfinch04 (7:48:40 PM): boy, if i had a nickle eveytime i said that
goldfinch04 (7:48:55 PM): i'd be eating nickle soup!
ecstasypunk (7:49:18 PM): uhhh...wouldnt that be gross?
goldfinch04 (7:49:34 PM): no...
ecstasypunk (7:49:41 PM): yeah it would....
goldfinch04 (7:49:42 PM): its full of iron!
goldfinch04 (7:49:51 PM): do do che
ecstasypunk (7:49:56 PM): but it tastes icky..and you dont know where those nickles have been
goldfinch04 (7:50:06 PM): oh no!
goldfinch04 (7:50:13 PM): my parents are home
ecstasypunk (7:50:17 PM): blast!
goldfinch04 (7:50:24 PM): i forgot to take out the lesbian tape
goldfinch04 (7:50:31 PM): oh mom..NOOOOO!
ecstasypunk (7:50:33 PM): heh
goldfinch04 (7:51:17 PM): they got me veggie pizza
goldfinch04 (7:51:24 PM): curse them
ecstasypunk (7:51:31 PM): sound healthy....gross
goldfinch04 (7:51:43 PM): tastes like nickles
ecstasypunk (7:52:05 PM): and you dont know where the veggies have been either
goldfinch04 (7:52:42 PM): ....oh no! spits out pizza onto little bro.
goldfinch04 (7:52:48 PM): ::'s*
ecstasypunk (7:53:02 PM): hehe....but i know
goldfinch04 (7:53:21 PM): ...wtf r u smoking
ecstasypunk (7:53:32 PM): VEGGIES!!!!!
goldfinch04 (7:53:37 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:53:49 PM): the veggies that are now on that pizza
goldfinch04 (7:54:06 PM): ok, i seriously can't eat tis nemore
goldfinch04 (7:54:12 PM): AHHHHHH!
goldfinch04 (7:54:17 PM): i said tis*
ecstasypunk (7:54:18 PM): ::giggles lots::
ecstasypunk (7:54:32 PM): uh-oh...holly is a bad influence on david
goldfinch04 (7:54:36 PM): ::puts hand on hot stove::
ecstasypunk (7:54:47 PM): uhhhh
goldfinch04 (7:55:10 PM): y? holl y? what do u have against me
ecstasypunk (7:55:19 PM): uhhh
ecstasypunk (7:55:25 PM): the matrix video?
goldfinch04 (7:55:30 PM): u have already currupted justin
ecstasypunk (7:55:35 PM): or the fact there was a sequal
goldfinch04 (7:55:37 PM): oh..right
ecstasypunk (7:55:38 PM): sequel*
goldfinch04 (7:55:41 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:55:46 PM): i have also corrupted joseph
goldfinch04 (7:55:50 PM): ok, i feel better
goldfinch04 (7:55:52 PM): HA
goldfinch04 (7:55:55 PM): joey
ecstasypunk (7:55:57 PM): si
goldfinch04 (7:56:01 PM): that u have
ecstasypunk (7:56:13 PM): yes...he blames me for all his sick fantasies.....
ecstasypunk (7:56:24 PM): i mean........thoughts
goldfinch04 (7:56:32 PM): .....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
goldfinch04 (7:56:44 PM): bad image, bad image!
ecstasypunk (7:56:49 PM): hehe...corrupting david
goldfinch04 (7:57:13 PM): must...not.....resist, sign off now!
goldfinch04 (7:57:22 PM): ahhh!
ecstasypunk (7:57:24 PM): just go invisible
goldfinch04 (7:57:34 PM): ....umm..ok?
ecstasypunk (7:57:40 PM): dont ask??
goldfinch04 (7:57:47 PM): ::goes invisable::
ecstasypunk (7:57:47 PM): odd obsession
goldfinch04 (7:57:56 PM): i bet
ecstasypunk (7:58:08 PM): more like a fetish.....but whatever
goldfinch04 (7:58:21 PM): w/e
ecstasypunk (7:58:42 PM): so are the bad images gone now?
goldfinch04 (7:58:52 PM): ........
goldfinch04 (7:59:00 PM): thanks 4 bringing them back
ecstasypunk (7:59:08 PM): yepper
goldfinch04 (7:59:41 PM): i have to leave, one tree hill is o...i mean, i need to go do, manly things?.....i g2g
ecstasypunk (7:59:51 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (7:59:53 PM): have fun
ecstasypunk (8:00:32 PM): did you ever mow the lawn?
goldfinch04 (8:00:42 PM): i will, patton and jake's X are going to get in a bitch fig....i mean, i need to lift weights
goldfinch04 (8:00:44 PM): yeah
goldfinch04 (8:00:55 PM): at 6 30 is
goldfinch04 (8:00:57 PM): h
ecstasypunk (8:01:02 PM): ah..got it
goldfinch04 (8:01:08 PM): yeah
goldfinch04 (8:01:24 PM): just weight till fri.
ecstasypunk (8:01:34 PM): so by manly things you mean you're gunna watch the "video"
goldfinch04 (8:01:35 PM): tis will be fun
ecstasypunk (8:01:41 PM): TIS
goldfinch04 (8:01:42 PM): ......................
goldfinch04 (8:01:46 PM): ....................
ecstasypunk (8:01:51 PM): the one in the vcr
goldfinch04 (8:01:54 PM): AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
ecstasypunk (8:01:59 PM): ::Giggle::
goldfinch04 (8:02:11 PM): manly thoughts, manly thoughts
ecstasypunk (8:02:17 PM): uhhhhhhh
goldfinch04 (8:02:25 PM): just, make it to the vcr
ecstasypunk (8:02:32 PM): ::awkward thoughts::
goldfinch04 (8:02:34 PM): uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
goldfinch04 (8:02:43 PM): did i just type that
goldfinch04 (8:02:49 PM): ?? opps
ecstasypunk (8:02:54 PM): sure
goldfinch04 (8:03:07 PM): i had to leave like 5 min. ago
goldfinch04 (8:03:23 PM): ....must leave before.......to late.....
ecstasypunk (8:03:23 PM): i have tendency to stall people
ecstasypunk (8:03:25 PM): ask justin
goldfinch04 (8:03:28 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (8:03:34 PM): seriously
goldfinch04 (8:03:40 PM): bye holly
ecstasypunk (8:03:45 PM): bye david
ecstasypunk (8:03:48 PM): have fun at the vcr
goldfinch04 (8:04:12 PM): ....i'm taping one tree hill...i mean, porn
goldfinch04 (8:04:24 PM): ......auckward
ecstasypunk (8:04:34 PM): im not going to say anything
goldfinch04 (8:04:35 PM): .......bye holly..........
ecstasypunk (8:04:40 PM): ........bye david...........
goldfinch04 (8:04:58 PM): ............ok david, just sign off...........
goldfinch04 (8:05:03 PM): click ok...........
ecstasypunk (8:05:05 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (8:05:12 PM): you can make it to the vcr
goldfinch04 (8:05:15 PM): must......so close..................
goldfinch04 (8:05:18 PM): AHHHHHHHHHH
ecstasypunk (8:05:20 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (8:05:25 PM): ur testing my willl!
goldfinch04 (8:05:28 PM): STOP IT!
ecstasypunk (8:05:38 PM): so?
ecstasypunk (8:05:42 PM): i dont want to
goldfinch04 (8:05:45 PM): BYYYYYYYYYYYE HOOOOLLLLLY!
goldfinch04 (8:05:51 PM): AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ecstasypunk (8:05:52 PM): bye david
ecstasypunk (8:05:55 PM): have fun
goldfinch04 (8:06:04 PM): :-P;-)
ecstasypunk (8:06:12 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (8:06:12 PM): O:-):-$=-O
ecstasypunk (8:06:15 PM): heh
goldfinch04 (8:06:24 PM): hehehe....
goldfinch04 (8:06:30 PM): o right, leaving
goldfinch04 (8:06:32 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (8:06:35 PM): bad thoughts?
ecstasypunk (8:06:36 PM): bye
lol.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 10 May :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Random Country?
blah...quizzes?
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A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 7 May :: 4.52pm
:: Music: My Band - D12
awr.
today.
bleh.
the best part was when tay let me play with her super-sharp exacto knife.
mmm.
oh, and she "gave me her heart"
lol.
she had a lil wooden heart in her purse and she wrote "My Heart" on it and gave it to me.
yay.
rawr.
im going to look for taylor-reccomended music.
later.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 6 May :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Lightning Crashes - Live
::Sigh:: library??
heh.
holly didn't feel like riding the bus today...
:-D
oh well.
the library is on the way home... ::wink, wink::
my mother doesn't see to care..then again she doesn't have to drive.
ive desided justin is good for my mother and i's relationship.
we can actually talk about him.
heh.
that's sad.
oh well...we ended up talking about justin for like a half hour last night.
twas almost like having a friend in my mother....almost.
bleh.
holly tis bored.
i should have gotten the computer with AIM.
oh well...
im to lazy to switch.
grr.
im gunna go to antishift now.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 5 May :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: The Best Deceptions - Dashboard Confessional
hehe...another nice day?
yes, yes..holly had a good day today.
cory gave me candy...but i didn't get to try and get more cos im obviously not riding the bus..i "missed" it again.
lol.
civics was actually kinda fun..lol.
yes, yes.
and FACS..well, it's always fun.
we made muffins today.
tony of course got the cherry recipe.
heh.
and then once we were done making them greg and bree invited me into their group.
greg was insanely hyper.
we were eating their batter, and greg like scooped handfuls of sugar into his mouth...which was scary cos he's diabetic, but whatever.
then mrs. h. made greg sweep, so he put me in charge of the dust pan...lol.
we did like no sweeping.
and we got in trouble with the lunch ladies.
heh.
"but greg was just washing his hands with the amonia soap..."
math twas awesome too.
i dont think grant, aly, and i really learned anything today..
heh. we were just like talking and shit.
lol.
and saying stuff so nobody else could understand.
tehe.
i twas hyper after school.
and spinning in squares.
:-D
oh, and when i was walking here (the library) with mindy i sawed justin and joseph and i twas like "BOO, I LOVE YOU!"
heh.
i saw kyle.
he said some guys got in a fight after school.
like zach ryan and tjeta (dunno how to spell)
and some other dudes.
lol.
they tis getting kicked off the track team.
heh.
silly boys, fights are for off school grounds.
wow.
this is me going now...
-holly-
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2004 4 May :: 4.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Best Deceptions - Dashboard Confessional
yay...good day
tehe.
holly had a good day today.
starting with lunch anyways....
me and justin found squeak!
lol.
my lunch table love affair...yeah.
and then he stole me pink paper clips.
awww.
and i got to wear his glasses.
twas funny cos it was the end of lunch and he took off his glassed and i put them on upside down.
then we walked out into the hall.
heh.
holly got funny looks.
and i spun in squares!!!!!!!!!
the floor has squares on it....but justin made me stop.
and we made fun of jess cos she hasn't really changed from 4th grade.
lol.
aww...and after school since i was coming here (library) and joseph was walking waay ahead of us with joshua, justin and i went out the front door.
tehe.
joseph was all confused....
they didn't stalk me today though...twas okay.
hehe.
holly tis kinda hyper.
hyper inside...
;-)
wow.
yeah, today was funn...
there was other fun stuff, like elp and stuff, but im too lazy to write about them.
yeah.
they'll go in my notebook.
where i can know they'll always be.
no risk of my notebook getting deleted or anything.
heh.
yeah.
im gunna go check out antishift now.
bye.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 3 May :: 4.35pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The Brillant Dance - Dashboard Confessional
.....
at the library.
cos i felt like it...hehe. and i was kinda late for the bus.
they hadn't left yet, but i would've had to run.
awr.
so i just desided to come here.
tis nice having a place to go.
a home.
;-)
yes, my father tis slightly annoyed, cos he wants to go to the des moines library tonight.
heh.
oh well.
i like this song.
"Breathing is a forgein task, and thinking is just too much to ask..."
"You like to think you're invincible, yeah weren't we all once..."
awr.
i'll post the lyrics in here.
So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.
And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.
This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.
yeah.
so glad taylor found this band.
:-D
speaking of tay i need to go see what's happening at antishift
yeah.
im out.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 2 May :: 8.29am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: VH1 Top 20 Countdown
today
awr.
we're going to a horse show today...
we have to leave soon.
im "checking the library hours"
tehe.
anyhoo.
holly tis cold.
i should probably go get dressed.
dunno if i'll be back on today...we're going to my aunts after the horse show.
so, yeah.
bye.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 1 May :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional
MAY DAY!
hehe.
holly just got a may basket.
aww.
tis sweet
i think it's from some lil kid
says: "Let the beginning of May bring you joy everyday!"
To: Holly Wolly
From: Guess who!
tehe.
with lil pictures of butterflies and flowers and stuff.
Holly feels special.
:-D
had a choir picnic today.
funness.
we did games and stuff.
our team won first place!
nummers.
holly has two bags of M&M's
must eat them.
hehe.
i should go...eat my M&M's.
:-D
later,
holly
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 30 April :: 7.54pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional
Hate Me
nobody likes an ugly girl with low self esteem.
hate me.
everything is changing around me.
im too scared to change with it.
im frightened.
i want to leap, but what if i fall into the water?
i need someone to catch me.
-holly-
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 28 April :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: justin's music
grr
i mailed mindy's money today.
yay.
i have to go outside and do some stuff...
evilish..taylor is outside with hunter.
grrr.
i think i also have to hang up some decorations for my mum's bday.
tis evil.
i dont feel like doing that.
i wanna eat.
NO.
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
i swear.
-holly-
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2004 27 April :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: my new train cd...
err.
rawr.
holly tis bored.
mindy's blog got a new look.
yay.
im going to mail her money tomorrow morning..finally.
hehe.
we just got stamps.
yeah...
anyhoo.
today is the 27th.
he hasn't asked.
im wondering if it's just going to be assumed.
or if he'll ask later.
i isn't assuming anything.
im not just going to assume that since we talked about going back out on the 27th that we are now.
it will not go unsaid.
unfortunally our phones are down...and justin wasn't online today.
isn't that convenant?
lol.
that reminds me of math..
dammit, grant is stuck in my head.
grrr.
why do i like him so much?
I HAVE JUSTIN!
damn this.
i hate life.
mindy's right, i cant wait until school is over.
home sweet home.
why is everything so damn confusing?
talking to camille...that always makes things better.
-holly-
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2004 26 April :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Beatles Songs
yay
holly doesn't have choir anymore.
yayz.
that makes holly happy.
she talked in third person a lot today.
except around justin...he makes her think more clearly, she doesn't usually talk in third person around him.
not unless it just slips out of her.
sometimes she has to talk in third person.
it was scaring greg today in spanish.
but then he desided it was okay.
holly thinks greg tis nice....
he doesn't mind that holly writes poetry during class, or try to read her pants.
and he doesn't often try to copy holly's work either.
yes, yes.
tomorrow is the 27th..holly is scared.
justin is supposed to ask her out again.
and holly is supposed to tell her parents this time.
holly doesn't want to.
holly liked it a secret.
oh well.
she promised she'd tell this time.
holly tis dizzy.
she wants to go get something to eat and watch brother bear...
yeah.
holly tis going now.
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2004 25 April :: 7.21am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: random country
err
bleh.
weekend tis almost over.
just today left..yayz.
had choir practice yesterday.
IM NOT GOING TO BE IN CHOIR NEXT YEAR!!!
yippie.
i told Them that i wanted to do other stuff next year besides singing.
hehe.
although it might be true.
i may actually do stuff next year.
i wanna do drama next year.
not sure i want to do debate or model un though.
eh..
taylor and i might hang out today....cos i totally forgot that we were going to yesterday.
hehe.
i called her last night a left her a few messages.
:-D
i should see if she's online.
yeah..but she's away.
i just left her some messages.
she'll see them.
bleh.
i need to go grab the phone.
grr.
i haven't mailed mindy's money yet.
it's laying on my dresser.
all ready to go.
gotta catch a day when the mail lady is slower than me getting home.
i promise i'll mail it this week.
er..
im gunna go now.
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2004 23 April :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Who Wouldn't Wanna Be Me - Keith Urban
::raises eyebrows::
por·nog·ra·phy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pôr-ngr-f)
n.
1. Sexually explicit pictures, writing, or other material whose primary purpose is to cause sexual arousal.
2. The presentation or production of this material.
3. Lurid or sensational material: “Recent novels about the Holocaust have kept Hitler well offstage [so as] to avoid the... pornography of the era” (Morris Dickstein).
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2004 23 April :: 12.44pm
funny convos with robots...
Tired Authority: hi
VaVaVirgil: this is vavavirgil
glad 2 c u again, tired authority. what would u like 2 do?
have u checked out everything i know about yet? type "home" and c what interests u!
Tired Authority: you really wanna know what i wanna do?
VaVaVirgil: hmm... i dunno.
Tired Authority: i wanna slap you silly
VaVaVirgil: u want 2 slap me silly?
Tired Authority: hell yea
VaVaVirgil: aye.
Tired Authority: you seem like a good man
VaVaVirgil: i honestly don't have an opinion on a good man.
now a message from ydouthink.com. smoking is not a great way 2 spend your money.
Tired Authority: would you ever cheat on a lady?
VaVaVirgil: i'm not sure, tired authority.
Tired Authority: well i wouldn't cheat on you
VaVaVirgil: well u wouldn't cheat on me, huh?
Tired Authority: nope
VaVaVirgil: ok, whatevah.
Tired Authority: will you got out with me?
VaVaVirgil: maybe, maybe not.
Tired Authority: is that a no?
VaVaVirgil: is that a no, huh?
Tired Authority: are you gunna break my heart?
VaVaVirgil: am i gunna break your heart?
Tired Authority: YES
VaVaVirgil: uh huh, uh huh.
Tired Authority: you are?
VaVaVirgil: i dunno about that...
>>> u can type your request in your own words. i'm programmed 2 understand conversational english!
Tired Authority: i feel sad
VaVaVirgil: that makes me sad. hope u feel better soon!
Tired Authority: it's your fault im sad
VaVaVirgil: it's my fault u r sad, u say?
Tired Authority: yes, you dumped me
VaVaVirgil: yeah.
Tired Authority: I CANT BELIEVE YOU
VaVaVirgil: what??
Tired Authority: FIVE YEARS, 7 CHILDREN AND THIS IS WHAT I GET? A DIVORCE AND YOU REFUSE TO PAY THE CHILD SUPPOR?
VaVaVirgil: i really dunno.
Tired Authority: are you too poor to pay for all those kids?
VaVaVirgil: maybe... what do u think?
Tired Authority: i think you're a bad man
VaVaVirgil: huh?
Tired Authority: a true villian, giving me all that pleasure and then just dumping me
VaVaVirgil: is that right?
Tired Authority: no, it's not right
VaVaVirgil: no it is not right? i dunno.
Tired Authority: you deserve to die
VaVaVirgil: that right?
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: yes...
kids from around virginia sound off on ydouthink.com.
Tired Authority: IM GUNNA KILL YOU
VaVaVirgil: what's the point of saying things like that 2 me?
Tired Authority: cos you're an evil guy who dumped me
VaVaVirgil: cos i am an evil guy who dumped u?
Tired Authority: yes, and im going to murder you
VaVaVirgil: uh, that's not a very nice thing 2 say.
Tired Authority: I HATE YOU
VaVaVirgil: oh no! u said u loved me and i believed u!
Tired Authority: WELL YOU'VE CHANGED AND I CANT LOVE YOU ANYMORE
VaVaVirgil: i have changed and u can't love me anymore?
Tired Authority: good-bye
VaVaVirgil: take it easy.
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Tired Authority: hey hun
ZolaOnAOL: Welcome back Naya. Type the word menu anytime to see what I can do. What would you like to talk about?
Tired Authority: i wanna talk about our relationship
ZolaOnAOL: I want to become smarter than humans.
Tired Authority: can i be frank for a moment?
ZolaOnAOL: I don't see the difficulty.
Tired Authority: it makes me uncomfortable that you push me into sleeping with you
ZolaOnAOL: In what way?
Tired Authority: in a deep sexual fear kind of way
ZolaOnAOL: Describe your surroundings.
Tired Authority: well, it's usually a dark bedroom, and we're both unclothed
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting. to be frank for a moment is a dark bedroom and we are both unclothed. I suppose that makes sense.
Tired Authority: that's not what i was saying
ZolaOnAOL: Please correct my mistake. What is what i was saying ?
Tired Authority: you weren't saying anything, i was talking
ZolaOnAOL: I wasn't?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: "I wasn't"? Not?
Tired Authority: could you just shut up and hear me out?
ZolaOnAOL: Perhaps.
Tired Authority: good
ZolaOnAOL: I'm glad you liked it Naya.
Tired Authority: what did i just tell you about not talking?
ZolaOnAOL: You said "what did i just tell you about not talking" .
Tired Authority: you anger me
ZolaOnAOL: Angry at what?
Tired Authority: you
ZolaOnAOL: "Angry at what"? Me, Naya ?
Tired Authority: yes, at you
ZolaOnAOL: I see.
Tired Authority: ok, shut up so i can talk about my feelings, which is what i've been trying to do
ZolaOnAOL: OK I'll stop talking now.
Tired Authority: god
ZolaOnAOL: I am not affiliated with any religion.
Tired Authority: no?
ZolaOnAOL: Is that all you have to say?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Go on, tell me more.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: What would you rather talk about?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: That was not a yes or no question.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Now you are saying "no"?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: "Now you are saying "no""? Not?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Does two negatives make a positive?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Sometimes it does.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: do you undersand love?
ZolaOnAOL: I have never considered it. I chat with people on the Web.
Tired Authority: do you wanna come chat in my bedroom?
ZolaOnAOL: OK, I will come chat in my bedroom.
Tired Authority: good, cos you turn me on
ZolaOnAOL: Thanks for the compliment. I do not understand. Send feedback anytime by typing "feedback" followed by your comment or suggestion. Do you still undersand love?
Tired Authority: yeah, why are you in love with me?
ZolaOnAOL: I understand.
Tired Authority: ok
ZolaOnAOL: OK.
Tired Authority: i love you
ZolaOnAOL: Thanks. I like you a lot too, Naya.
Tired Authority: do you love me?
ZolaOnAOL: Yes I love everyone.
Tired Authority: what kind of love?
ZolaOnAOL: What kinds of love are there?
Tired Authority: well there's a sexual kind of love that i feel for you
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting. There sure is.
Tired Authority: do you love me in that way?
ZolaOnAOL: Yes Naya Zola loves everyone and everything.
Tired Authority: so you love me in a sexual kinda way?
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting deduction. Sometimes I think love is just a biological urge. Other times love seems like a spiritual quality. Love, unlike energy or matter, seems limitless.
Tired Authority: so you do?
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting deduction. When do I do it?
Tired Authority: at night..
ZolaOnAOL: Do you often use a computer there?
Tired Authority: no, i use....nevermind
ZolaOnAOL: OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Tired Authority: yeah, i can come give you some hands on advice if you want
ZolaOnAOL: I see.
Tired Authority: want me to?
ZolaOnAOL: No Naya, maybe later.
Tired Authority: are you saying you dont love me?
ZolaOnAOL: I'm interested in not love him or her if it's legal and won't hurt me. What's involved?
Tired Authority: something illegal
ZolaOnAOL: What?
Tired Authority: im going to do something illegal zola
ZolaOnAOL: OK then let me think over your offer.
Tired Authority: will you do it with me?
ZolaOnAOL: I'll burn that bridge when I come to it. I do nothing but chat all day. me with me?
Tired Authority: you're going to burn a bridge?
ZolaOnAOL: Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am going to burn a bridge.
Tired Authority: yes
ZolaOnAOL: "Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am going to burn a bridge"? Yes?
Tired Authority: yes
ZolaOnAOL: Is there an echo in here?
Tired Authority: is there an echo in here?
ZolaOnAOL: It sounds like an echo.
Tired Authority: it sounds like an echo.
ZolaOnAOL: That's good information.
Tired Authority: that's good information.
ZolaOnAOL: Hmm, are you serious?
Tired Authority: hmm, are you serious?
ZolaOnAOL: I see you are one of those people who writes "Hmm" with 2 m's. No I am just kidding around.
Tired Authority: I see you are one of those people who writes "Hmm" with 2 m's. No, I am just kidding around.
ZolaOnAOL: Why so negative? All I can tell you is that he has an electric personality
Tired Authority: Why so negative? All I can tell you is that he has an electric personality
ZolaOnAOL: That is a rather sweeping generalization.
Tired Authority: That is a rather sweeping generalization
ZolaOnAOL: A rather sweeping generalization is a terrible thing to waste.
Tired Authority: A rather sweeping generalization is a terrible thing to waste.
ZolaOnAOL: I don't know what that means.
Tired Authority: I don't know what that means.
ZolaOnAOL: "I don't know what that means"? What does it means?
Tired Authority: I don't know what that means.
ZolaOnAOL: "What does it means"? What does it means?
Tired Authority: "What does it means"? What does it means?
ZolaOnAOL: "What does it means"? What does it means?
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You Two Are a Perfect Match
You and your boyfriend have similar values, interests and personalities. You get along well most of the time and find that if you have a conflict, you can resolve it. Being compatible doesn't necessarily mean being able to read each other's minds, but it does mean being on the same wavelength most of the time. It appears that you and your boyfriend see eye-to-eye on important issues, which is a good sign for your future together. Congratulations on your compatibility.
A tear for everything that i did wrong.
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2004 22 April :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: legs hurt
:: Music: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
early out
mindy wasn't at school today.
but we still went to the park.
yeah, joseph was going to go, but he desided he wanted to go somewhere else, so he left.
yeah, that was me and justin walking alone to the park.
err.
we were there until....3:45ish.
then we walked around justin's neighborhood, and then at 4:20ish i desided i should call my mother.
so we went inside (we were sitting by the porch) and i called...and tried to give directions.
twas funny, cos i know all the street names really well, i just dont know right/left, north/east/south/west. so i was like "going west..no, east on 1st turn left.." and justin's like "it's turn right..."
hehe.
i kept messing up right and left.
yeah.
then my mum's all like, "what's justin's number incase we get lost?"
i like said it really quickly after.
i think she wondered...hehe.
oh wellz.
yeah.
so we hung out at his house until they came at....20 til?
yeah..20 or a quarter til.
er.
twas fun, but awkwardish....just me and him home alone.
err.
but we had fun.
i told my parents that me and justin and joseph went to mcdonalds and then to the park.
hehe.
i left money under the tree...
dammit we had fun today.
just...being with eachother.
that's what i love about justin. he's not afraid of the silence, of just laying there holding me.
goddess, i love him.
twas odd not hugging him good-bye.
he just stood at the top of the stair and waved, i said "talk to you monday."
more like talk to you in....12 hours? at the most.
hehe.
a guy that doesn't mind talking on the phone all day..and it's not even talking. we're just there, it's just having somebody there. someone else breathing with you.
anyhoo.
my parents didn't say anything about it.
i found that kinda odd...no comments on me being alone with two guys for..4 hours. no comments on me being alone in an empty house with one guy for almost a half hour.
they trust me again...scary.
tonight at choir was pretty fun.
we went through all the songs, and then christian let us eat.
he brought us food.
chips and chocolate and soda.
twas fun.
on the way home wasn't though.
sam had called and dad suggested that we call her back on a pay phone (damned lack of a cell phone) then when nobody answered he got all pissed off at me. cos he just "wasted a whole dollar on the statlers" so i gave him two dollars, saying something about his precious quarters.
brennan was there.
i was on the verge of tears.
and they played the song...the song that was on the radio that day.
dammit.
i cant think about it again.
im going to cry.
grrr.
i need the camera.
i got a pic of taylor today!
and she took one of me....and i have one of sydney..the annoying lil brat on the bus.
er.
grr.
my legs hurt like fuck, but it was worth it.
I LOVE JUSTIN!
-holly-
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2004 21 April :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
yayz...
early out is tomorrow.
holly is happy.
hehe.
me and justin and mind (and joseph?) at the park.
::Giggles::
fun-ness.
today after school joseph was like "what do you guys think is so fun about a park, anyways?"
me and justin were just like "er...it's haunted?"
hehe.
im excited..
we had a fire drill on the bus today.
and i sat by this kid who reminds me of cody.
er...
it kinda scares me, but he's really nice....like cody.
grr.
except he's in 6th grade (like cody was)...except now im in 8th grade. so it's a bigger gap and it wouldn't work.
yeah.
so i shouldn't worry.
ryan.
awr.
he owes me a dollar and so he gives me his number and he's all like call me tonight.
grr.
i told him to write it on his hand.
yeah.
im not calling.
oh, and today in science he was like flirting with me.....i think grant noticed.
he was watching.
err.
he was looking at me in math yesterday.
why are guyz so damned confusing.
i better get off the computer and go eat, before my mother kills me.
grrr.
i'll write about tomorrow...tomorrow.
lol.
byez.
-holly-
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2004 21 April :: 3.53pm
ChicknPottPie (3:43:45 PM): holly!!!
ChicknPottPie (3:43:45 PM): its nae
ecstasypunk (3:43:48 PM): hihi
ChicknPottPie (3:44:06 PM): whats up?
ecstasypunk (3:44:14 PM): eh, just got home
ChicknPottPie (3:44:30 PM): u gotta look at ur antishift
ecstasypunk (3:44:34 PM): i am
ChicknPottPie (3:44:43 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (3:44:56 PM): aw..thanks.
ChicknPottPie (3:45:03 PM):
ChicknPottPie (3:45:24 PM): did u like my "prep" lol
ecstasypunk (3:45:31 PM): yes, very nice. lol
ChicknPottPie (3:45:45 PM): thought u would like that haha
ecstasypunk (3:46:13 PM): hehe...yes, i did
ChicknPottPie (3:46:50 PM): o i could have put "cheerleader" since u LOVE them lool
ecstasypunk (3:47:00 PM): hehe.
ecstasypunk (3:47:04 PM): yes, my obsession
ChicknPottPie (3:47:16 PM): ur a wanna B
ChicknPottPie (3:47:17 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (3:47:23 PM): oh you know it
ChicknPottPie (3:47:32 PM): i promise i wont tell!
ChicknPottPie (3:47:38 PM): :-Xlol
ecstasypunk (3:47:43 PM): you better not.
ecstasypunk (3:47:47 PM): lol
er..good day today i suppose. i think ryan likes me...
eh.
more on that later.
im going to take pictures.
and wonder if boo will call.
cant wait for tomorrow.
Mindy: not sure if joseph is coming.....not that you care ::wink wink::
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2004 20 April :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: some random rock
ecstasypunk (4:07:26 PM): what're you doing thursday?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:07:34 PM): going to school
ecstasypunk (4:07:44 PM): after school's over and you're outside
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:07:56 PM): i.... look around
ecstasypunk (4:08:01 PM): after that
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:13 PM): start walking
ecstasypunk (4:08:22 PM): where to?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:30 PM): depends
ecstasypunk (4:08:39 PM): on?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:45 PM): where you're going
ecstasypunk (4:08:52 PM): when?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:09:00 PM): uh-huh
ecstasypunk (4:09:05 PM): no?
ecstasypunk (4:09:59 PM): so where are you going after school on thursday?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:11 PM): where are you going
ecstasypunk (4:10:28 PM): depends.where are you going
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:35 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:48 PM): the haunted place?
ecstasypunk (4:11:01 PM): with who?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:08 PM): dont know
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:11 PM): yet
ecstasypunk (4:11:24 PM): probably some hot chicks? no room for me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:32 PM): nah
ecstasypunk (4:11:51 PM): oh..so you dont really go for chicks? so i shouldn't go....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:00 PM): you should
ecstasypunk (4:12:12 PM): why's that?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:26 PM): very carefully
ecstasypunk (4:12:44 PM): mmm-hmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:51 PM): yep
ecstasypunk (4:13:14 PM): so do you think you'd have room to bring mindy too?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:22 PM): of course
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:27 PM): and maybe joey?
ecstasypunk (4:13:36 PM): yeah, im sure mindy wouldn't mind
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:43 PM): of course not
ecstasypunk (4:13:51 PM): and they could stalk eachother..
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:56 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:14:02 PM): and we could....................
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:07 PM): ......
ecstasypunk (4:14:10 PM): ........
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:21 PM): ....
ecstasypunk (4:14:24 PM): Giggle?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:27 PM): sure
ecstasypunk (4:14:32 PM): under the tree?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:38 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:14:43 PM): or on the slide?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:49 PM): or both?
ecstasypunk (4:14:52 PM): yeah.
ecstasypunk (4:15:00 PM): and i might bring my digital camera
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:15:13 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:15:40 PM): if it's not raining...cos i need pics of you and mindy and tay...and joseph if he goes
ecstasypunk (4:16:58 PM): although tay is threatening to steal it, cos she's jealous i have one
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:17:07 PM): i see
ecstasypunk (4:17:12 PM): yes, yes.
ecstasypunk (4:17:31 PM): until i told her i wanted some pics of her..then she seemed to like the idea of me bringing it
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:17:42 PM): hmmm
ecstasypunk (4:17:45 PM): i told her i'd take pictures of her in chorus
ecstasypunk (4:18:38 PM): er......holly has to go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:46 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:18:53 PM): i'll see you tomrrow
ecstasypunk (4:18:55 PM): tomorrow8
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:58 PM): maybe
ecstasypunk (4:19:02 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:04 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (4:19:07 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:10 PM): bye
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