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loner-skyz

:: 2004 16 April :: 9.31pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown

pictures
hehe.
i've been laying around the office taking pictures.
:-D
im gunna get them up on antishift soon......well, im uploading the first bit right now.
yeah...
anyhoo.
i have like a ton of pics partially uploaded.
like my prairie burning pics, and some from a few weeks ago, and now these.
hehe.
awr.
looks like it's done loading.
im gunna go now.
tehe.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 15 April :: 3.49pm

fuck this.
i got from way happy to deathly depressed in 20 minutes.
why dont i just die.

1 Rolled down my cheek | A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 14 April :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Lightning Crashes - Live

this is so cute
okay, so i got a forward today, and i normaly just skim to the bottom to see what they promise you if you forward it, cos i think it's funny how stupid they are, but this one i couldn't pass up.
it's really sweet.

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said..no. She asked
>him
>if he would want to be with her forever..and he said no. She then asked him
>if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She
>had
>heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy
>grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty, your beautiful, i dont want to
>be with
>you forever, i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked
>away...i'd die...

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 13 April :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: fat
:: Music: a burnt cd with lots of linkin park and the corrs and shit

library...again
tehe.
i missed the bus today.
it's not my fault.
i went with justin so he could turn in his science report thing.
yah.
twas funny.
we saw jordin on the way down there.
i was like "STEPBROTHER!"
hehe.
she knows.
it doesn't matter.
hehe.
joseph is like, "holly's your boss justin." then he's all like "wait, not until you guys are going out."
i dont think either of us really got that...but who gets joseph anyways?
tehe.
awr.
this is a good song.
avril lavigne...nobody's fool.
my mother's all like "it's rapish."
hehe.
SO?
only a lil bit of it.
the next song is....matchbox 20.
and then a bunch of linkin park.
and then....eve 6, and then unwell..
20 songs.
lala.
this is 13.
yesh, yesh.
i feel sick now.
hannah gave me a bunch of malted egg balls.
ive eat waaay too many of them.
not eating after school until like may.
grr.
hey, a lil kid from my bus is here.
coolio.
shelby is here.
awr.
she's hella pretty now.
wow.
i wish i was that hott.
she kinda reminds me of mindy.. except with really long hair.
eh.
katie's mum is anorexic.
yeah.
she was talking about it in p.e.
her mum weighs 105.
that's what im going to be like.
yes.
except im not anorexic.
i watch what i eat.
:-D
grr.
it annoys me that these computers dont have AIM.
the ones on the other side do, i think.
eh.
whatever.
im tired.
we got new seats in science.
i dont know who i sit by.
maybe mindy, but there was 1 other person who was gone and i dont know who, so im not sure.
hopefully mindy.
if she doesn't sit by me, she sits at the table right next to me.
yay.
school year is almost over.
we have an early out on like the 26th i think.
that's what danielle told me last night.
but she's a 7th grader, so what does she know.
lol.
im gunna go now..
byez.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 11 April :: 10.50am
:: Mood: sniffly

easter...arg
we're going to kevin and donna's at 2:00.
so that's us leaving at like... 1:15 i think.
rawr.
i have a little while to do stuff.
i think i want to straighten my hair.
can't deside.
i mailed my woohu money yesterday.
but no post on sundays so i dunno when it'll get there.
monday or tuesday?
probably tuesday.
anyhoo..
im bored.
and my nose is running.
eh..
mum and i got some cute pictures of stryder..
we had a bunch of plastic eggs around him.
twas cute.
i'll have to get them up on antishift.
arr.
i also have some pictures i need to photoshop.
i'll do that sometime this week.
i think we have a day off coming up.
::grins::
or an early out maybe?
i have an ortho appointment on wednesday.
grr.
it's at 8:00 until like 9:00.
so i miss a lot of civics.
yay.
happyish.
but i probably should tell him about it and he'll make me get my homework done.
blurg.
i haven't said that in a long time.
blurg
blurg.
blurg!

hehe.
im hyperish.
ehh.
but hungry.
omigosh, mum made some insanely awesome egg salad this morning.
twas good.
that's what we ate for breakfast.
egg salad sandwhichs.
nummers.
making me hungry.
second saturday was last night.
funness.
yeah.
i gtg.
byez.
-holly-

1 Rolled down my cheek | A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 11 April :: 6.47am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Paint Me A Birmingham

hehe
Easter.
I always wake up early on holidays.
tis just something i do...
i think we're gunna look for eggs today.
just cos it's fun and we're cool like that.
yep, i see a few outside.
rawr.
stryder is all hyperish.
im sure mum and dad will be up soon.
cos with him running around and me in here typing....
yeah.
you know what i mean.
bleh.
my tummy hurts.
tis cold in here.
probably cos the fan is always on.
oh well...
im gunna go.
byez.
happy easter.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.08pm

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lala.
lots of quizzes.
hehe.
im tired.
::eyes clock::
tis still early.
oh well.
CHOCOLATE!
i think i'll go lay in bed and read and eat chocolate.
hehe.
i mean....no.
i dont eat food at night.
:-D
oops.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown

tehe.
sitting here in my skirt and a lil spongebob shirt...
my fishnets!
yeah.
i kinda look like a whore.
hehe.
a pretty whore.
yes, for once i think i look kinda pretty.
i has sparkly eye liner.
it's almost gone, but oh well.
it's all silvery, but sparkly.
yeah.
i haven't worn it in a long time.
except it's on now...
i think the last time i wore it was the dance.
bleh.
my spacers hurt.
evil.
mum and dad are watching a movie.
i thought about calling justin, but i desided not to ruin his weekend.
anyhoo.
im gunna go...
bye.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: KJJY (country)

eh.
good day at school today.
wow.
amazing.
language wasn't bad. jordin and i worked on our poster.
it looks pretty good.
im supposed to be typing our script, but im to lazy to do that first.
tehe.
spanish was cool.
we played a game.
i was w/ royce and......other ppl.
yeah.
p.e.
tehe.
i got to make fun of preps.
even if they did call me a bitch and say i was posing avril.
lunch twas fun.
keya stoled justin's glasses...and i stole his watch.
oh well, i got them back for him.
hehe.
funness.
elp was cool.
mrs. akers gave me a notebook for my random doodling and stuff.
cami and me made ross mad.
cos he was on the laptop playing a bowling game and we kept pulling out the internet connection.
:-D
yeah, then when me and cami walked out he was still playing and i reached over and pulled it out w/out him noticing. you could hear him yelling from the stairs.
hehe.
let's see......advisement, jordin came in and we finished up our poster....im supposed to call her this weekend like when i finish our script or something..
yeah.
science....mr. maifield was kinda mad at us.
me and kelsie and keya played "would you rather".
good times.
im waiting for KJJY to have dashboard dj's.
i want to hear songs about rain by gary alan.
good song.
my like favorite country song.
bleh.
i should go type up me and jordin's script.
:-p
i dont wanna.
lata.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 8 April :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: I Miss You - Incubus

he's gunna call
david will call soon. i know he will. i cant wait to talk to him. tehe. noel and stryder are fighting...tis funny. cos noel is on the bench and stryder's on the landing. i was going to mail my woohu money today, but we have no stamps at home. my mother took them in her purse. grrr....evilish. tomorrow tis an a day. keya is wearing her skirt! yayz. yeah. my blog entry is sadly small now IT'S PATHETIC. hey, stryder's in here now. amazing how things change. grrr...tis hard to not hit the enter button, i keep like almost hitting it. ::sobs:: i dont like this no entering thing. i think i shall go now......wait for the call.
-holly-

1 Rolled down my cheek | A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 7 April :: 3.30pm
:: Mood: headachey
:: Music: LAZER 103.3

library
yes, i tis at the library.
yay.
i love the library.
tis so....quiet.
but not.
it's the perfect quiet, not totally silent, but not loud and noisy.
it's....nice.
yes, yes.
all the lil kids romping around.
tehe.
hmm...i think i like the song that's on right now.
i have no idea what it's called, but i've heard it a lot.
david is going to call tomorrow.
yay.
then i get to go see him soon, and i'm guessing if he accepts me then i'll see him a lot this summer.
he's seemed so nice in all his e-mails.
oh guess what.
mum and dad are talking about cell phones.
this is exciting.
cos that means they'll have one and i'll get one too.
yay!
mum said it'll probably be once the loan goes through.
::grins::
my own cell phone.
tay wants to do something this weekend.
dunno if i want to or not.
i mean i do, but......nvm.
long story.
anyhoo.
lalalala.
im still slightly hyper...hyper inside.
yes, yes.
next time i post im going to not hit enter.
tehe.
try not to anyways.
see how short it looks.
bye-bye.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 4 April :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: odd
:: Music: Psalm 23..evilish churchy song

chorus concert
::sigh::
yeah, concert today.
twas evil.
had to wear our formals.
i hate our formals.
oh well.
i is in my I Am Me jeans and kitten tank top now.
with all my jewelry back on.
the only thing left from the concert are the black socks.
i like them.
they're not cotton. they're like tights, but socks.
yeah.
what are tights made out of?
oh, dude you know what i figured out?
pantie hose are spelled like garden hose.
i always thought it was pantie hoes.
lol.
doesn't that sound wrong?
hoes for your panties.
::giggles::
good times.
IM JUSTIN'S WHORE!
and mindy's.
tehe.
and golly is my whore, so is mindy.
:-D
yes, yes. the dance.
grrr.
evil chorus song stuck in my head.
bleh.
i tis cold.
you know what i figured out? (yeah, another revalation) i hit enter a lot.
i dont just like keep typing i hit enter.
:-D
im odd like that.
yeah.
makes my blog entries look longer.
even though they aren't.
anyhoo.
think i'll go browse around antishift or something.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 3 April :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: mixed feelings
:: Music: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

wow
mum and dad have friends over.
this is bloody insane.
it's a quarter til 11 and they have friends over.
they're all just standing around the kitchen eating chips and pie, guzzling soda, beer, and champagne. what the hell is wrong?
and they're probably going to watch a movie.
did i mention these people live like an hour away?
so if they watch a movie at about 11 it'll be over at about 12:45ish and then they have to drive home so that's about 1:45ish and yeah.
what is my life turning into?
this is so crazy.
they're just standing around making what seems like after dinner conversation.
that's when civilized people have friends over.
dinner.
not "hey come on over at about 9 and stay until 1ish."
what the hell is that?
this is crazy.
at least it's not a party.
at least there's four people downstairs.
not just the two of them.
i hate when the two of them stay up late drinking.
especially when the next day they go out and expect me to clean it all up.
which i always do.
what's wrong with me?
grrr.
made $20 babysitting tonight.
5:30-8:30
yeah.
the neighbors totally over pay me.
im just like "okay..."
lol.
she just hands me a twenty.
bloody insane.
that's what my life is turning into.
a mess of bloody insanity.
yes, yes.
though something in me kinda likes it.
oddish.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 3 April :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: randomly morbid and depressing songs

::sigh::
dance.
i dont really feel like talking about it.
i danced with justin once.
i didnt go with tay to the junkyard and i feel really bad about that.
i had to get a ride home w/ mrs. akers cos my parents went out, feel bad about that too.

im babysitting hunter and taylor at 5:30
which means i have to get out of these dumpy pjs and actually put something on. that means i have to wake up and look happy.
i have to have fun.
god dammit, why did i agree?
bleh.
evil.
i hate weekends.
i want justin.
he makes me feel better.
always.
amy and zach were "slow dancing" the whole time.
which was basically them holding eachother during every single god damn song.
why didn't i see the signs?
it was so clear.
i could have saved her.
but now emma is gone.
replaced by this stupid little amy bitch that im pretending i like.
::sigh::
i wanna cry.
where's a gun when you need it?
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 3 April :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: not too bad
:: Music: random country songs running through my head


You're Sam Moon!!



rawr.
it looks like the fearless series is ending at 37.
grr.
angerfying.
::sigh::
they've been kinda going downhill though.
arg.
i need to get some images up loaded at antishift.net
so i'll be doing that....
then i'll post about the dance.
tehe.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 2 April :: 3.44pm

okay, dude this is hilarious.
i have no idea how i came across this, but go look here
http://www.woohu.com/~the_useless/profile/
the user pic.
it's soooo funny.
i was laughing.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 2 April :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rock-a My Soul

Quiz Me
naya was
a Large King
in a past life.

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A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 31 March :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: stomache ache
:: Music: Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park

i has to go soon, but yeah.
i haven't updated in awhile.
grr.
i feel sick.
uberly sick.
im going to be perfect.
perfect, but not a prep.
good luck with the prep thing mindy.
i love you no matter who you are.
-holly-

1 Rolled down my cheek | A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 29 March :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Too Much of Heaven - Eiffle 65

rawr
i have a pretty good day.
which makes me wonder why ive been such a bitch all day.
grr.
what's wrong with me?
people are finally being nice and im just gunna be a royal bitch?
just cos i had to come back home from my blissfull state of raven-ness?
IM A BITCH.
what's the fuck is wrong with me?!?
hannah is being so nice, adam and ryan are becoming good friends (with me and eachother), tay is.......well, yeah.
JENNI is being nice to me...
everything is pretty much middle school perfect for me.
yet im treating everyone horribly.
being all sarcastic and bitchy.
I HATE MYSELF!
is this why she hated being here?
the uncontrollable bitchyness?
cos i hate it.
i want out.
this is why i wanted out before.
and then she went and turned me into an even bigger bitch.
blaiming the whole thing on me.
saying i "made her stay"
that she "couldn't force me to come back"
yeah, i didnt really wanna come back, but she was the one who started it.
SHE suggested the whole thing in the first place.
so i am not the only bitch around here.
not that she's still here.
she's back to her fucking perfect world with her great boyfriend, her AE clothes, incrediable body, perfect family, and all that shit.
RAWR.
why the hell did i even like her?
evil bitch.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 28 March :: 7.52am

yay
i finally got the clock on here to pretty much work
it's just like 20 min fast.
bleh.
somethings are worthless

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 28 March :: 7.27am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Lightning Crashes - Live

gr
i is made at myself.
uberly mad.
i was supposed to get up for sunrise.
DAMMIT.
i can do it tomorrow, but i dont want to.
grrrr.
angerfying.
i really wanted to get it done today, but my clock fell down last night and the battery fell out.
i didn't find out until this morning at 6:32.
rawr.
im so stupid.
evilish.
but i found the live song.
yay.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 26 March :: 2.01pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Good Morning Beautiful

Just woke up.
we're leaving pretty soon.
bleh.
i wont be back until tonight.
and we're doing some other stuff tomorrow so i wont be home then either.
im guessing we'll all sleep really late on sunday.
cos we're doing so much this weekend and we'll all be quite tired.
yeah.
so i just wanted to say good bye.
i wont be able to post until sunday or monday.
i spose.
yeah.
i love y'all.
-holly-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 25 March :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: There Goes My Life - Kenny Chesney

What size shoe do you wear?:8
Are your feet big or small?:smallish
Do people say your feet are big?:no
Are you wearing shoes right now?:nah
What color are your shoes?:my chucks are red
Do you have a favorite pair of shoes?:my chucks
Are your shoes cool?:hell yeah
Do people say your shoes are cool?:uh-huh
Are MY shoes cool?:NO
What brand of shoes do you like?:chuck taylor
Sketchers or Hgh-Tops?:high-tops
Reebok or Nike?:reebok, nike is EVIL!
What about slippers?:yes, yes
What color are your slippers?:i have blue ones, and beige ones with kitties
Do you even wear slippers?:yeah
Are your slippers cool?:oh yeah
Do people say your slippers are cool?:duh
What size slipper do you wear?:medium
I love slippers,don't you?:duh
Can your shoes talk?:dont they all?
Can your slippers talk?:maybe
Do you usually wear shoes or slippers?:shoes
Are your shoes comfy?:yes
Are your slippers comfy?:uh-huh
Are MY shoes/slippers comfy?:NO
What shoes would you NEVER wear?:high heels
What slippers would you NEVER wear?:bunny
Do you want a particular pair of shoes?:i want black high-tops
Do you want a particular pair of slippers?:nah..
YOUR SHOES STINK! :P

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What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:cody
..rain?:love
..tornado?:ack
..summer love?:justin
..Jon?:jamie
..Mike?:work
..Shea?:brie
..banana?:ewwy
..dizzy?:fun
..Laura?:prep
..Juan?:don juan
..car?:honda
..white?:evil
..peppermint?:yummy
..New Found Glory?:stupid
..placebo?:tay
..orange juice?:fresca
..candid camera?:lol
..sister?:i wish
..brother?:older
..hate?:phone
..school?:love
..President?:evil
..football?:fun
..rap?:eminem
..pop?:prep
..rock?:boo
..punk?:keya
..sex?:yay
..death?:please
..baby?:no
..duuude?:where's my car?
..the end?:it doesn't even matter

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bleh.
im going downstairs to watch the Aristocats.
cos im cool like that.
:-D
peace,
holly

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 24 March :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: Mobile- Avril Lavigne

she's coming back
justin wants her back.
he doesn't like naya.

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NYJetsFan4Life28: what
NYJetsFan4Life28 returned at 12:42:32 PM.
Ecstasy P u nk: do you think it would be benifical for naya to leave?
NYJetsFan4Life28: for who?
Ecstasy P u nk: everyone
Ecstasy P u nk: you, me, keya, sam, everyone else
Ecstasy P u nk: ?
NYJetsFan4Life28: what do you think?
Ecstasy P u nk: i want to know what you think right now
NYJetsFan4Life28: why?
Ecstasy P u nk: because i care about you
NYJetsFan4Life28: do you?
Ecstasy P u nk: yes, Justin, I do
Ecstasy P u nk: you mean everything to me.
Ecstasy P u nk: do you think it would be benifical for naya to leave?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i dont know
Ecstasy P u nk: can i get a straight answer out of you for once, please?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i fell in love with holly, not naya
Ecstasy P u nk: then naya will leave
Ecstasy P u nk: i promise, i'll get holly back somehow

Autorespons from Ecstasy P u nk: thinking.
wondering how things got this fucked up.
trying to find her.
trying.

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im trying to find her.
im trying to cry naya out.
to write her away.
get her out somehow.
trying to find holly.
make her come back.
get her here somehow
trying to forget naya.
wipe her out of my memory.
it's so hard.
she's all i am.
if she goes what do i have left?
what if holly doesn't come back right away?
what if she never comes back.
what if im left to be some empty soul wandering around.
im scared.
im so scared.
but im trying.
-me-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 22 March :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: happy

Journal Icon..and AIM Icons
I have spent the day so far making icons.
I found this really nice tutorial that pointed me to the right programs and got me started and I dove in head first.
So, if anyone reading this wants an AIM or journal icon just tell me whatcha want and I'll make it.
This week only though...cos otherwise I dont have enough time.
So from now until Thursday.
cos I wont be home on Friday.
Yeah.
Just comment and tell me what you want.
I do dollz, and other stuff.
:-D
lata.
-naya-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 22 March :: 4.12pm
:: Music: There Goes My Life- Kenny Chesney

~Basic Stuff~
favorite color::grey
favorite animal::cow...or kitten
favorite book::erm, probably the diary of anne frank (the actual book, not the screenplay)
favorite season::fall
favorite celebrity::johnny depp, he's so real.
favorite month::may
favorite subject::reading...hehe
~T.V.~
favorite sitcom::Reba..is that a sitcom?
favorite reality show::uhhh...Endurance
favorite hidden camera show::the original hidden camera show...Candid Camera
favorite game show::Supermarket Sweep
favorite channel::CMT or VH1
favorite T.V. actor::The guy that hosts 'Who's Line is it Anyway?"..Drew somebody...the fat guy with glasses..grr
favorite T.V. actress::eh...Reba?
~Movies~:yeah...
favorite movie ever::The Aristocats...yeah and proud of it!
favorite type of movie::comedy
favorite movie actor::Johnny Depp
favorite movie actress::the chick in Alex and Emma...
favorite trilogy::the only one i know of is LOTR and i dont like it....
favorite scary movie::i dont really watch scary movies....House of a Thousand Corpses...for grant. even though i've never seen it.
favorite funny movie::Office Space
favorite action movie::idk
favorite fantasy movie::Harry Potter? lol
favorite drama movie::does White Oleander count?
~Music~
favorite song::Numb by Linkin Park
favorite video::The Scientist by Coldplay
favorite male singer::uhh....i listen to groups more often
favorite female singer::idk
favorite band::eh, hard one. Matchbox Twenty or Linkin Park
favorite rapper::EWW. i hate rap
favorite boyband::lol. The Calling?
favorite cd::A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay
favorite radio station::Lazer or KJJY
favorite genre of music::anything really...rock, country, classical, erm......yeah anyting but rap and r&b
~Food~
favorite food ever::spagetti and spagetti sauce
favorite candy::erm....now and laters?
favorite chips::tortilla chips
favorite ice cream brand::Edys
favorite ice cream flavor::Chocolate chip cookie dough
favorite pizza topping::pepperoni and sausage
favorite sandwich::egg salad
favorite fast food place::burger king
favorite restaurant::cazador
favorite fruit::idk....manderin oranges
favorite vegetable::HOW MANY VEGETABLES DID YOU HAVE TO KILL TO MAKE YOUR SALAD?! uh....sugar snap peas...or green beans
favorite gum::Orbits
favorite breakfast::poptarts
~Other Stuff~
favorite number::27 or 13
favorite video game::idk...
favorite board game::Clue
favorite card game::Rummy...Gin...21...idc
favorite website::i go to so many different ones idk
favorite computer game::sims
favorite mtv vj::i dont watch mtv
favorite person::justin or keya.tis a tie
favorite breed of dogs::retriever
favorite breed of cats::any kind
favorite search engine::alta vista
~Brands~
favorite brand of clothes::whatever's at kohls or hot topic
favorite store::kohls or hot topic
favorite brand of toilet paper::lol....ungeneric kind
favorite brand of tissue::kleenex
favorite brand of makeup::i dont wear makeup
favorite brand of shampoo::whatever works
favorite brand or razors::gilette...is that how it's spelled?
favorite brand of soap::dove
favorite brand of bottled water::aquafina....i spose
favorite brand of shoes::i dont really like shoes.......Chuck Taylor i guess

Favorite Things brought to you by BZOINK!

1 Rolled down my cheek | A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 22 March :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: a jumble
:: Music: Long Black Train...goddes I hate that song

Monopoly..and shit
We played Monopoly last night. Our family. It was a huge like 4 hour saga with a break in the middle for supper.
Dad won.
He had everything.
All the property, all the utilities, all the railroads, and all our money.
I'm serious, that's what we had to give him to pay.
He had hotels on everything by the end.
EVERYTHING.
But mum and I wouldn't give up.
He kept trying to give us deals so we only had to pay a fraction of the price. We wouldn't though.
Neither of us gave in until we were totally bankrupt.
Mum went first.
Then me...I got in a few more rounds before he had everything.
I even managed to trick him into getting Medeterrainian and Baltic.
::evil laugh::
yeah.
He was mad when he found how much they were worth..or weren't worth I should say.
bleh.
I slipped infront of Them..at the end of the game.
I landed on Park Place and it was like $1,000 some and I had like a hundred some and I was like "Oh Goddess." It was quietly and I dunno if they noticed it or not.
rawr.
To Them I'd just be a dyke witch.
That's what dad has taken to calling anyone with their hair above the bottom of their eyes.
"Oh she's got the dyke cut."
IM A DYKE TOO!
your hair cut short doesn't make you a dyke.
Why am I even saying dyke?
It's so offensive.
rawr.
Can't They just accept us?
-naya-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 21 March :: 2.40pm
:: Music: Songs About Rain - Gary Allan?

okay screw what the time says.
just ignore the time.
I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIX IT.
rawr.
i hate it.
it's annoying the fuck out of me.
::growls::

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 21 March :: 8.03am
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown on the radio

I just realised that the clock on here is totally fucked up.
grr.
I manually changed it so it's the right time.
Bleh.
WHY IS THE PAGE STILL LOADING?
rawr.
annoyingish.
im going to tweak around with colours and stuff.
i want a new colour scheme.
yeah, i know im easily bored. whatever.
i like changing things like that.
hehe.
anyhoo...
tomorrow im home alone.
monday-thursday from 7:30 am to 4:45 pm.
YAY.
this is the one good thing about spring break.
but other than that it sux.
:-D
The page just stopped loading.
Hehe, this is funny...the radio countdown.
Jeff Foxworthy is hilarious.
rawr.
i gtg.
-naya-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.


loner-skyz

:: 2004 20 March :: 9.57am
:: Mood: sniffly
:: Music: The Sims Online sounds

Rawr.
Saturday.
I wish it was the week already.
I hate spring break, but weekends are worse.
I have to sit around and pretend to be happy, and control myself, and shit like that.
I just wanna be home alone.
I
HATE
WEEKENDS

rawr.
i also hate spring break.
i could go for all year, weekendless, breakless, school.
i never want to leave that place.
could i just live there?
guess that'd be boarding school wouldn't it?
okay, so mabye just normal public school except all year, weekendless, breakless, etc.
yeah.
so from 8:10 am - 3 pm everyday all year.
yes.
that would be wonderful.
::sigh::
but it'll never happen.
goddess i hate this place.
i wanna move to california.
5 more years.
i can do it.
but how do i tell them i dont wanna go to college?
yet...
rawr.
i hate this.
-naya-

A tear for everything that i did wrong.

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