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2003 30 November :: 1.24 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: la la la
da do da
woo, movies, went to the movies yesterday. it was pretty good, i got to hang out with some cool people and my kelly. i guess today im supposed to hang out with kevin dustin and stacy or something like that. maybe we can get kelly along. i dont know!!! im waiting for a call or something. but yeah i gots me a bunch of onion rings last night, mmm, i had a medium one, and 2 king size onion rings. it was alot..right now im just sitting here listening to tenacious d w00t. but yeah im gonna get going cuz iiii dunno. i need to find plans for today. so ill see you all tomorrow!!!! farewell children!
Bradley
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2003 29 November :: 3.15 pm
:: Mood: blah
I LOVE YOU KELLY!
*sigh* i hate the internet...i can barely get my stupid ass internet to work...and the other day fucking woohu had me banned...that made my day worse...but last night i went to joeys..we just sat around and watched movies...wasnt too fun but yeah..i guess im going to the movies today with kelly, dustin, stacy, and kevin to see gothika...hopefully it all works out. im real bored right now, i got another big lecture from jason today..that was no fun. now im sittin here waiting to leave or something. yeah i think im done, once again this is goodbye. *waves* farewell friends.
Brad
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2003 27 November :: 10.16 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: da do da
ooo baby
hurray thanksgiving!! yeah i went to kelly's this morning, i got to hang out with her for a little bit till neilee pounced in the room for a hand check. hehe today was good, i really love spending time with kelly, her family is pretty crazy, i love it. im so tired, im watching bruce almighty cuz im bored..and im talking to stacy cuz she seems to be the only cool person on!! annyway my movies over now. im so tired, and im also very bored so i think this special edition of bradleys journal (that you all love) is over. goodnight everyone.
Bradley
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2003 27 November :: 2.22 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tenacious d - fuck her softly
da do da
ahh 2 in the morning and im dead tired. i stayed up to watch blink on tv. it was good. justins passed out on the chair, he was watching cinimax porn....no need to explain. anyway i get to wake up around 9 to get ready to go see my kelly for thanksgiving. it shall be ejoyable. if you all go to robby's journal you can see the new logo for forever december his new band that i drew!!! im glad he likes it. i was talking to him a little bit ago about stuff..i wont discuss anything now because i dont wanna get my hopes up but yeah things are good. gah, im too tired to think of shit to say..i love you all, have a great morning. goodnight
Bradley
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2003 26 November :: 6.10 pm
:: Mood: boored!!!
:: Music: blink - violence
like violence, you have me, forever, and after
wow today has sucked! god...i fell asleep last night at like 9 and i woke up to one of ashleys fucking friends calling at about 3 in the morning, i was pissed. i think im gonna start pulling the plug on this damn phone...now ashley knows how to kick me offline using the phone. now that little slut keeps doing it whenever her or her little shit head friends need the phone, i swear im gonna kill them all. anyway...i woke up at 3:30 today...im still a little tired, i cant get a hold of justin perry cuz i dont know his number, dammit. and ive been trying to get a hold of kelly all today to find out about tomorrow but thats not working either dammit. and i cant get a haircut today cuz jason's an asshole and my moms poor....man life sucks. i guess today is a stay at home day being bored as fuck. hopefully i wont fall asleep and miss my show today, blinks performing on the jimmy kimmel show tonight at midnight. that aughtta be good. anyway i think thats all i got. see you later people.
Bradley
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2003 25 November :: 6.52 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tbs - cute without the e
i wont feel a thing
thanksgiving woo!! yeah i went to kelly's today after school, we hung out for a while..i really enjoyed it. then i came hoome, here to be bored and put up with my stupid computer working like shit...at least i still have a cool room. anyway, i dont think i have aanything planned for tomorrow, but hopefully im spending thanksgiving with kelly and her family. i made a couple logo's today for forever december, dusty and robby's new band. i hope they like them, we i know dusty does but i dunno about rob...i really need to find myself a band....its getting to be hopeless. someday...someday...ill finally be in a band, i guess they need a replacement rythm..but i dont want to ask dusty to be in his band...i think if ill ever have a chance it'll have to be them talking to me about it..otherwise i feel like a burden. *sigh* oh well..gah, i have to be going kids. goodbye all.
Bradley
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2003 23 November :: 11.04 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: blink 182 - I'm lost without you
This time i won't forget you
woo the mall!! yeah nate stayed the night last night. we went to bed at about 2 after getting some arby's. we got up early this morning, had some difficulty but yeah we finally made it to go pick up kelly. us 3 went to woodland mall and pretty much just walked around. it was pretty fun. when we were walking down the hallway i flipped off the camera and i didnt see the security guard about 8 feet behind me...so i kind of got warned to not get caught again otherwise "ill be asked to leave" oh no not that. anywho, later on i went to kelly's and nate left. i had a really good time actually getting to hang out with kelly and no other people around. we actually had "us" time...today was perfect. theeen we went to neilees and hung out for a bit..now im here. today is two months for me and kelly, i got her flowers cuz im nice. hopefully she liked them. and in case any of you are wondering....if tasha moves back, i am NOT going to break up with kelly, ive lost those feelings for tasha over time. i love kelly way too much to let any person get in our way, so if you think tasha is going to interfier with me and kelly relationship..your wrong..anyway..you know? i feel that the only way to get comments is to start shit with people...i wish i had someone i could reasonably talk shit about....i hate not getting barely any comments. bitches, heh i should just start shit with eeveryone.. that way we can all join, hurray. but yeah i got nothin...i think im gonna get my candy ass to bed (inside joke...kelly and nate knows) but yeah ill talk to you bitches later. goodbye.
Bradley
(i hope calling you all bitches really pissed you off....maybe ill get some comments woo!! heh im trying to have fun with this.....bitches *smirks*)
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2003 22 November :: 1.59 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: joyride - round and round
"he ate 30 pizza rolls by himself with no pants on"
joyride was awesome tonight. me jay and justin went to the orbit room to see joyride. it was cool, we talked to the band after about playing at the highschool again soon. i think we must make this happen, we were gonna like hand out flyers and put them up and shit if it all works out. that'll be freakn' rad as hell to have them play here again. anyway, we went to jays brothers house for some neat stories and whatnot and now im here, lonely and tired, missing kelly very greatly. im really tired so i think im gonna go to bed or something now, goodnight all. i hope you all had a nice day today.
Bradley
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2003 20 November :: 6.39 pm
somewhat right
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The Wronged.
"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending me are gone because the pain took my soul. Can't you see? The only one who can put me back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow, reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by the goddess Persephone and their sign is The Teardrop, or Broken Love.
As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and may be hard on yourself. You probably have been hurt in the past by other people and can sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You don't usually let other get too close to you, but you are very good at mending your spirits back together by yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 20 November :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the used - say days ago
today was umm pretty good. kelly had to go and leave me to go to the mall, so i was stuck without her. anyway i painted my guitar case alot more. it looks pretty cool, i put a few lyrics on it too, just a minor detail. i wrote a song today, its pretty cool. it still needs work but im not finished with it quite yet. it would sound alot better with drums and bass but that comes in time...hopefully. but yeah im really bored and i have no idea what to type about. so ill be going all. goodbye.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182 - im lost without you
ill always be dreaming of you
gah, the last entry wasnt much of an update (not talking about the kelly one, the one before that) anyway yeah i wasnt in a very good mood then but i am now. so yeah i got some cds burned, i got saves the day, both taking back sunday cds, the other thursday cd, both brand new cds and the used. tomorrow dustin should have 4 more for me. the newest afi one and other ones i forgot. but yeah its cool, i got some rad new tunes to listen to. im in love with this blink cd, i really am. its awesome. andyhoo im tired so im going to burn one last cd and then im off to bed. goodnight all. ii loove you kelly.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182 - i miss you
I love Kelly, I really do. I love her more than anything. Just thought I'd share that.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 8.40 pm
today was pretty good, had an alright school day. went to dustin and stacy's after school to burn some cd's. dustin is very entertaining at times i tell you what. i just got home a little bit ago. im bored, tired and cranky. thats all i have to say i suppose. bye
Brad
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2003 18 November :: 7.39 pm
:: Mood: i dont know
:: Music: blink 182 - obvious
well i got the new blink cd. its really good, the band has really grown alot. im liking the new blink. i went with my mom today after school to the mall and stuff, we had a little mother son day. it was good. i got a 50 pack of cd's so now i can make copies of cds which is very good. dusty is gonna bring me a bunch of blink stickers tomorrow, im pretty stoked about that. me and kelly are mostly better, theres still a few things to work on but its all to come in time. today was just a shitty day for me...i was like bi-polar all day..my moods kept changing randomly. meh, i need a break..from hurt, i just need to be happy and stay happy. *sigh* iim gonna go. bye all.
Bradley
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2003 17 November :: 7.35 pm
kelly,
Im so sorry for what i have said. i will do anything...anything to fix us. i love you so much, i dont care who knows. i miss how we were..how did all this happen, why dont you trust me anymore...im sorry i made a mistake, im sorry i made you feel un-appreciated. im sorry for everything. i dont know what it is you want. things are differant...i cant stand it. i just want to leave my life, this is all becoming too much to bear. i dont know what i did to deserve this..whatever it is..im terribly sorry. i dont know what else to do....i love you so much..i hope that means something to you. goodbye.
Brad
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2003 17 November :: 5.13 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
I can never fucking do anything right.
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2003 16 November :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: heppy
:: Music: thursday - a hole in the world
and will you tell all your friends, you got your gun to my head?
suprisingly..today was great. justin perry called me this morning and asked if i wanted to hang out or go to the mall or something. so yeah he came over and i called kelly to see if she wanted to go. so we picked her up and went to woodland mall. then we went to goodwill and whatnot and i got a cool shirt and tie. then we came back to cedar and picked up neilee and another chick. then we went to umm rivertown mall. at woodland i got a cool new cd. its punk goes acoustic, its really cool. after rivertown we went and visited my dad and saw my little bro, i miss him. i had alot of fun today, hanging out with kelly all day was great. i really really liked today. i hope perry and kelly did too. the new blink album comes out tuesday...i need it...i will die if i dont get it the day it comes out. andyhoo, im gonna get going. goodbye all.
Bradley (Kelly's)
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2003 15 November :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: thursday - cross out the eyes
Since i replaced the "i" in live with an "o" i cant remember who you are
gah..today has been a shitty day...i never got to go with kelly because reasons im not getting into. we got in an argument today..it wasnt cool..things are better now though i still do not like the outcome necessarely...maybe this will help..maybe it wont..ive been so depressed all day. the only thing of excitment today was ben and alana arguing and shit and yelling at eachother. justins party was pretty much my weekend i guess. im sure ill sit on my ass tomorrow as well since no one really cares to hang out with me...anyway..hopefully things brighten up..if im lucky. i wish i wasnt such an asshole, now i understand why alot of people dont like me. usually i have a reason but othertimes i take things way too far..i hate it, and im sorry if ive ever done that to any of you. im trying to change but its hard for me..i have quite the temper when things dont go my way. i wanna go somewhere so bad..oh well, i better get used to not hanging out with kelly so much..unfortunatly, shes pretty much the only one i hang out with seeing as no one else makes plans with me. bah, now im just complaining..im gonna get going. bye all.
Brad
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2003 15 November :: 12.16 am
:: Music: tbs - timberwolves in new jersey
your always on my mind
woo!! i finally have the internet back. it feels like forever. anyway im pretty happy. i got to hang out with kelly today w00t. i think im going with her tomorrow as well since im not going to indiana with nate. so that'll be cool. me, kelly, neilee, and jake all went to the movies and saw elf. it was a cute movie, will ferrill is halarious, i love that guy. after all that i went to justins little party and pretty much sat around and played guitar the whole time. not alot of fun but i guess its better than sitting at home. brr..im cold..my muscles are so sore, ive really been pushing myself to the max in weight training..ive been doing some hardcore lifting i tell you what. andyhoo, im gonna go people. im so glad to have the internet again. bye byes
Bradley (Kelly's)
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2003 11 November :: 6.12 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feeling This....again
i found this pretty cool
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2003 11 November :: 2.41 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feeling This
Kelly's man =)
hello folks. today was a pretty good day, im hanging out at justins right now with jay. i did alot of arm wrestling today in 6th hour, that was fun. i lost to jeff warner(big suprise) and i think thats it. i beat a few people like umm..mike bowers, and mathew roberts and people. but yeah that was fun, dustin was too much of a puss to arm wrestle me, i dont know why. andyhoo* im bored and i dont know what to do..i dont have the internet at my house right now but ill get it back soon enough. i sat and played vice city yesterday for 7 hours. that was no fun. well i think im gonna go now. ill talk to you all later! I LOVE YOU KELLY!! gahh i miss her today=( ....bye!
Bradley (kelly's)
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2003 9 November :: 11.22 pm
:: Music: queen - bohemian rhapsody
interesting
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Sounds good
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2003 9 November :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: bored
woo, friday was fun..mostly anyway. but yeah, the bands were good. better than last year. i ended up staying at neilee's friday night. then i went home pretty early. after that i came here to my cousins..im kinda bored, i just ate a bunch of chicken. anywho im waiting to go home now..my mommy should be here soon. i hope you all had fun this weekend. bye all
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2003 5 November :: 10.41 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: johnny cash - folsom prison blues
Don't make fun of me
Hearts Racing
Everytime I see your beautiful face
I think of how much you mean to me
Like a dozen roses in a broken vase
We're brought together, peice by peice
Walking with you I hold your hand
The peices of the puzzle make a picture
Walking with you together we stand
Looking in your eye's for a brighter future
My heart beats faster as we kiss
Holding eachother, full of bliss
I love you so much
You'll never know
With every touch
Our love unfolds
Okay this is my first pathetic attempt to writing some kind of poem. i just thought of it on the spot and decided to get some input. Yes, it is meant for a special person. But if you have any comments or suggestions please feel free to leave them.
Bradley
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2003 4 November :: 11.10 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: thursday - signals over the air
justins my biotch
whew, me and justin just had a little wrestling spree, we was whoopin some ass. i held my ground. anywho school was good, after that i had a few issues but those all got worked out. i drew stacy a picture of the lead singer from taking back sunday and i drew kelly a picture of marylin monroe. i think their both pretty good, thats crazy for how critical i am of my art. i really hope kelly likes her drawing, im sure she will..if she doesnt then ill have to smack some ass..just kidding. anyway im really wore out right now and im dying from severe pain in the back and arms, and i think justins asking for a good ass whoopin. i made justin my little bitch, thats right..my little bitch. besides that, ive been on the computer like all day. i finally got to talk to kelly online. she really needs to get the internet back. anyway i think its time for me to whoop some ass on PS2. ill talk to whoever later, goodnight ladies and gentlemen.
Bradley
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