wanted: hot emo/indie girl by no so good looking emo/indie boy. must have good taste in music and clothes. being scene or sXe is good too. should like john cusack movies. must like me for who am i. living in the macomb area is good or within basic driving range for a 16 year old. thats is all.

sore today. did my six miles. foot and shoulder really hurt. beat up pat again today. god I hate him. so someone asked me today what my definition of love was. simple answer, love doesn't exist/I don't believe in it(take your pick). people clinging onto nothing, trying not to be alone. heres a fun fact, they will be alone. kinda like what jesse lacey wrote in I Will Play My Game Beneath The Spin Light "Collect calls to home, to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone." Truer lines never written. Call me a cynic, I don't care. I've become a big fan of Ernest Hemingway. Just read "A Farewell To Arms" That is quite possibly the best book I have ever read and it is one of my favorites. Well, so much for my failed attempt to seem like an intellectual. I just wish I had someone who cared about me, and I know that no one does. It doesn't really matter anyway. I've got two years left here in the States til Europe. As my brother said "So many people are trying soo hard to come here and you can't wait to leave and move to England." What can I say, I'm just fed up with pretty much everything here. Going to Oxford, I'll probably end up teaching English or History after that. Ha, can you see me as one of those English professors? kinda weird, but I can. I don't have anything keeping me here in the States. I don't plan on marrying or anything like that after I get over there. With my luck, I'll probably die a virgin. I hope no one takes this as me whining about my fucked life, I'm not. I'm stating my plans and things that will most likely happen to me. This is Eric signing off.

Goodbye and Goodnight.

sports thing tonight. didn't get my letter. some freshmen got it instead of me and dave, i think something went wrong there. jumped at a meet today. 15 feet. i suck. i usually get 17-18 feet. oh well. i'm going to miss the seniors. keith, rob, jeff, nick, bryan, and andrew. i love you guys, wish we had another year together. good luck at college and hopefully you all continue running.



wish i didn't cry when i wrote that.

track meet in detroit today, i'll probably get shot. didn't do any of my religion, i don't care if she bitches at me. i need to drive to school fast.

its going to storm, i have my cameras ready. i have religion tomorrow. pointless fucking class. only 2 days left of it though. elliott smith is a god, whoever killed him should be tourtured and then burn in hell forever. my friend is telling me i should just get a girlfriend. thats damn near impossible because i can barely get girls to look at me (spare the hot waitress a b-dubs)

but yea, jack will win the bet. who wants to loan me $10?

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