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just_peachie

:: 2006 27 August :: 6.52pm
:: Mood: Empty shock

How could someone be that cruel? I thought shit like this only happened in the movies. I honestly didn't think I would ever meet someone so heartless and fake in my life. And to think that I was with the unbelievable for a year and a half, and only now just find out the true oneself. And to know that I was the one who was made to feel crazy because of the 1,000's of times I called it out I was miraculously right because I knew this foul being inside and out. Oh, the 1,000's of faflse reassurances I was given. But the keyword is false. I was right all along. I was cohersed into not believing in myself, and I am ashamed that I was. How could I let someone tell me who I am and who I will be? I don't think I've ever felt so foolish in my life.

He is
FAKE
1. prepare or make (something suspecious, deceptive, or fraudulent): to fake a report showing nonexistent profits.
2. to conceal the defects of or make appear more attractive, interesting, valuable, etc., usually in order to deceive
3. to pretend; simulate: to fake illness.
4. to accomplish by trial and error or by improvising: I don't know the job, but I can fake it.
5. to trick or deceive (an opponent) by making a fake (often fol. by out)
9. anything made to appear otherwise than it actually is; counterfeit: This diamond necklace is a fake.
10. a person who fakes; faker: The doctor with the reputed cure for cancer proved to be a fake.
11. a spurious report or story.
13. designed to deceive or cheat; not real; counterfeit.
Synonyms: affected, artificial, assumed, bogus, concocted, counterfeit, fabricated, false, fictitious, forged, fraudulent, invented, make-believe, mock, phony, pretended, pseudo*, reproduction, sham*, simulated, spurious
noun: actor, bastard*, bluffer, bum, bunk, bunko, charlatan, cheat*, counterfeit, deception, deke, fabrication, faker, flimflam, forgery, four-flusher*, fraud, gold brick, gyp, hoax, imitation*, imposition, imposture, junque, make-believe, mountebank, phony, pretender, pretense, pseudo*, put on, reproduction, scam, sell, sham*, sleight, spoof, swindle, trick

CHEAT
verb (used with object)
1. to defraud*; swindle: He cheated her out of her inheritance.
2. to deceive*; influence by fraud: He cheated us into believing him a hero.
3. to elude*; deprive of something expected: He cheated the law by suicide.
–verb (used without object)
4. to practice fraud or deceit: He cheats without regrets.
5. to violate rules or regulations: He cheats at cards.
7. Informal. to be sexually unfaithful (often fol. by on): Her husband knew she had been cheating all along. He cheated on his wife.
–noun
8. a person who acts dishonestly, deceives, or defrauds: He is a cheat and a liar.
11. an impostor: The man who passed as an earl was a cheat.

Synonyms- con man, conniver, cozener, crook, deceiver, decoy, defrauder, dodger, double-crosser*, double-dealer*, enticer, fake, hypocrite***, impostor, jockey, knave, masquerader, pretender, quack, rascal, rogue, scammer*, shark, sharper, shyster, swindler, trickster

MALICIOUS
Having the nature of or resulting from malice; malicious gossip.
1. full of, characterized by, or showing malice; malevolent; spiteful: malicious gossip.
2. Law. vicious, wanton, or mischievous in motivation or purpose.

Synonyms: awful, bad-natured, baleful, beastly, bitchy, bitter, cussed, deleterious, despiteful, detrimental, envious, evil, evil-minded*, green*, green-eyed*, gross*, ill-disposed, injurious, jealous, low, malevolent, malign, malignant, mean, mischievous, nasty, noxious, ornery, pernicious, pesky, petty, poison-pen, poisonous, rancorous, resentful, spiteful, uncool*, vengeful, venomous, vicious, virulent, wicked

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jacqui-chan

:: 2006 27 August :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: tired, but HAPPY

Stone Sour -Looking at you through the glass
Josh told me he loves me. And I believe it. When we look at eachother it's like there's no one else in the world. I love that. I new I'd fall in love with him. You can tell it'll happen immediately. I love love love being in love. He treats me like a princess. You know the only argument we've gotten in so far is over who's more perfect. I say he is, he says I am. We're just always happy to be together. I like that a lot. Our relationship is completely perfect (at least so far...).

Oh wait, I forgot. There is one thing that is not so perfect. His mom. See, she seems to think we spend too much time together. She told him not to get too attatched. My parents think she's crazy. They LOVE Josh... they think he is it. They talk about him like he's their son-in-law or something. My Mom is even driving him all the way to Calvin Christian tomorrow just so that he can go to a baseball game with Steph and I. That does NOT happen. I just don't get why his mom doesn't want us to hang out so much. I keep trying to figure out what I did wrong... but I can't find anything. I hope I didn't do something bad that I didn't realize was bad at the time. I just want her to like me. His dad seems to, and Tyler is in love with me. Ty hangs out with just me and is perfectly fine with it. It's just his mom... which, by the way, is the last person you want not liking you. UGH!!!!

Anyway, I've gotta' jet. Love ya' all. See ya' tomorrow... if you're at school that is. Peace out.

-J-

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triple

:: 2006 21 August :: 11.55pm
:: Music: Three days Grace-- The Animal I've Become

God damn, I love this song


Love


snowman

:: 2006 20 August :: 10.58pm

i have 2 brke wrists, 1 busted foot, i crushed vertebra

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jennapie

:: 2006 20 August :: 10.27am

I'm coming home today!!!!

Love


Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 19 August :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: crickets

Amazing
Josh. I just love the name. He brings out a part of me that I didn't know existed. I feel perfect with him. I can't stop smiling when I'm with him and when I think about him. It's AWESOME. My friends love him, my family loves him, I like him a LOT... it's amazing. Plus his brother is in love with me and his friends and I get along GREAT! We already talk about "our" kids and "our" house and where we'll live. It's weird... but cool. He even wrote a song about the situation we were in with JD... it's WAY sweet to me. He says that he's waited so long for me and that he's not scared to stand up to JD for me even though he would probably get killed, because for me it's worth it. It was AMAZING!!!! He's amazing. This whole relationship is perfect. I absolutely adore seeing him. We hung out until around midnight last night, then today I saw him at two and he goes, "Did ya' miss me?" I thought it was cool, he said even a few hours is too long to not see me. I tell ya', I have to best boyfriend on the planet. NO DOUBT!!!!

Anyway, I'll stop babbling now. Check ya' later loves.

-Jacqui-

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triple

:: 2006 17 August :: 9.26pm

ok so last night I had the weridest dream ever....prolly due to the watered down vodka I was drinkin' mixed with those god damned woodchucks... ok so her it goes...

ok, so I'm drivin the Grand Prix, in some city at night, I pick up Brenton and we cruse, Amy passes us in the Grand Am and I floor it, I'm laughing my ass off ,Brenton turns in my Bio-dad, grabs the wheel, and I roll the GP, I'm Hanging up side down by my seat belt, I look around and the car seems fine but I'm fucked up, my dad grabs my neck and starts chokein' me

then I wake up

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moomoo

:: 2006 17 August :: 7.39am

Its been a while since a really good update. Well I no longer work at burger king, I now work at meijer 3rd shift. So I sleep during the day alot, its weird being on this new time schedule. But I'm starting to get use to it. So basically I've been working and hanging out with kyle alot :). Pretty soon college will be starting. I'm excited but like not at the same time. Not ready to go back to school lol. Oh well only 2 more years right. Well summer has been going pretty awesome. I hope everyone elses is too.

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Jacqui-Chan

:: 2006 12 August :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: XM Nation

YEAH!!
Tennis starts in TWO days. ONLY TWO!!!!!!!! Rock on baby!!!

Josh = Amazing!! Poor kid had the worst day ever yesterday though. He seemed better after a while of talking though. Hopefully everything gets better.

Umm yea, bonfire at Lauren's tonight... should be BOMB. I can't wait... girls night rocks.

What else? umm... nothing. Tennis will be my life as of Monday... until school at least. So if you need me... look at the courts... I'll probably be there!!


Rock on and rock out people. Peace!

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Triple

:: 2006 9 August :: 8.10pm

Had a badass time at your house yesterday bizz, The three of us will have to do something this weekend, we gotta polish off wha I have left...you know >.> *cough*pill bottlle*cough* we can always cruise and burn after I get outta work too.

Buuut anyways, You'll get threw this shit, it's just a little deep now.

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