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2007 1 March :: 1.39am
Deftones and Dersden Dolls.
Thats how I'm feeling.
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2007 28 February :: 8.06pm
I know that I complain a lot about all of my problems, but I swear one of these days, it'll be for a good cause.
Right now, I just have a lot of venting to do.
I've quit talking to my mother.
She's been trying for days to contact me.
She keeps leaving me voicemails, and last night she told me I need to leave Mike for this guy that lives in GERMANY and is being shipped to Iraq for a year and a half.
Fuck that. I'm NOT leaving my boyfriend who I love entirely for a guy, that I had a crush on when I was 12.
Im not going to listen to someone who cheated on their husband with who knows how many guys and then blame the divorce on him. I refuse.
Im not going to listen to someone who turns trick for a bag of weed TWO DAYS AFTER she sits there and tells me she LOVES Joe.
I'm sick of her bullshit.
She needs help but she refuses to get it. She's in denial.
She left me a voicemail today saying that she's going to assume that I'm pregnant and too scared to tell her and thats why I'm avoiding her.
What the fuck kind of voicemail is that?
Honestly.
She doesn't realize that she's hurting everyone around her.
She's pushing everyone away from her and it doesn't even phase her.
Tomorrow is my dads birthday and because I love him, Im baking him a cake and surprising him with it! :]
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angel_bob
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2007 28 February :: 10.34pm
94 days. I can do this.
I just want Nick.
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2007 28 February :: 8.47am
Hey.
People were right, after three weeks, this thing is so easy. I still want to go home sometimes but it doesn't hurt as much.
Today is a good day. Nick got a job, my 8 o'clock class was cancelled and my 11 o'clock might be cancelled too. I am tired but happy.
I think I can do this. Only three more months.
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m&ms487
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2007 27 February :: 10.38pm
Thursday March 1, 2007 is National Self-Injury Awareness Day (SIAD). If you would like to participate in promoting awareness about self-injury, simply wear orange. Wearing an orange ribbon on the left breast is the formal symbol, but any orange piece of clothing or jewelry will work, too!
Please join me in this event!
Michelle
p.s. If you have any questions or comments, feel free to comment or to contact me!
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skife
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2007 27 February :: 10.24pm
i hate being fucking sick... i hatei t so much.
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2007 27 February :: 6.48pm
so yeah, we lost internet, i'm using B's computer, he still kinda has internet. its real slow though
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2007 27 February :: 1.20am
man, AJ is right, i am a post whore.
but anyways, this is the first time in awhile i'll be getting to bed at a decent time, usually its like 12ish i go to bed and i can never sleep worth shit.
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2007 27 February :: 12.30am
New Movies That Are Coming
Okay, well some of these movies probably will suck and some might be good.... here is a list so far of what I've found out
Hostel Part II
The Hills Have Eyes II
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Hellyboy 2
Sin City 2
Jurassic Park 4
Indiana Jones 4
Rush Hour 3
Are We Done Yet?
Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie For Theaters
The Condemned (Stone Cold Steve Austin Movie)
28 Weeks Later (Sequel To 28 Days Later)
For Eddy: Pirates of The Carribean: At Worlds End (May 25th, 2007)
Oceans 13
Evan Almighty (Sequel To Bruce Almighty)
The Bourne Ultimatum
AVP:2 (EWWWWWW)
Saw 4
Duke Nukem:The Movie
Toy Story 3
Terminator 4
Some Seem Good And Some Seem Like They Will Suck
LOL T4 (I'll be back.........with my wife Maria and The Californians)
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m&ms487
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2007 26 February :: 10.09pm
I've decided that winter isn't that bad. I like snow when I don't have to drive in it. It's not that cold if it's not windy. Big fat snowflakes falling in the light of a street lamp are eloquent. And seeing delicate snowflakes on my multicolored scarf makes me feel like I'm in a movie.
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2007 26 February :: 9.37pm
i found someone that spells tomorrow worse than mindy.
its courtney, brandon's g/f
CbRoWn 7 7 9 2 (9:34:30 PM): Neato
CbRoWn 7 7 9 2 (9:36:39 PM): i have detention all day tmrw hhaa
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2007 26 February :: 12.05pm
opnions? thoughts?
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2007 26 February :: 11.51am
i'm feeling pretty pessmistic lately.
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m&ms487
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2007 25 February :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: blah
I am crawling out of my skin. I'm trying. I really am.
I can't find anything to DO. I've been sitting here on my computer for two hours. Facebook. Woohu. Facebook. Email (Central). Woohu. Facebook. Email(Hotmail). Facebook. Woohu.
AHHH!
I searched "random journal" for a while hoping to stumble across something that would spark a creative run, but alas, I found nothing.
Thirteen year olds writing "ToDAy My dAD waS sUCH a DICk, UGHG!!" doesn't do much for my writing.
And I can't go to bed because the roommates are still up, and it's hard to sleep with keyboard typing sounds and random stupid laughs at online quiz results going on.
Maybe I should just take a double dose of Nyquil and get on with my life.
I am just having trouble being content. I just am. And I hate it. I hate feeling like I should be doing something else. It ruins all the moments for me. Every moment isn't good enough. It just makes me so tired.
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2007 25 February :: 10.08pm
there really isn't enough time on the weekends to do everything i want.
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2007 25 February :: 4.45pm
So i go to the library to sit for two hours for what? I schedule some block time for my kkpsi interviews and NO ONE SHOWED UP!!
So I just wasted two hours of my life where I could have been sleeping instead of sitting in the coffee shop bored as hell and feeling like shit. I don't even know. My body is DYING. I'm jittery from the coffee I just drank, but I feel like I'm going to throw up and i'm pissed and i feel like crying because i still have to go take my car to the SAC to park it and then i have to walk back to the freaking dorm in a fucking snow storm and i'm sick and i could barely walk from my car to the library, and ITS SNOWING and I HATE DRIVING IN THE SNOW and no one showed up for my fucking block time and what the hell.
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this is the worst day ever. i wish i had never gotten out of bed.
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2007 25 February :: 4.48pm
ohio bound and down.
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2007 24 February :: 5.53pm
I don't know how it happened, but I'm more sick. I was sick, raspy voice and all, and then BAM! full blown cold and all. It really sucks. Cold drugs aren't doing much, either.
Oh well.
At least it's the weekend and it's not like I have a midterm and twelve interviews to set up and complete for next week.....
Stupid cold.
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2007 24 February :: 1.40pm
this is for me.
http://www.northwestoffroad.com/parts/engineswap.html
fucking 22RE toyota motor. it doesn't run anymore.
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2007 24 February :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: Stressed
:: Music: Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind
Sometimes when things are perfect, they totally suck.
So a lot has happened this week.
The stress load that I had, when from a shit ton, to very little to a whopping fuck ton.
Truths are coming out about my mother.
I had already assumed some of them, but they were confirmed yesterday.
And more were brought out from under a 15 year log.
I have lost all respect for her.
It all just makes me sick to my stomach.
And I don't even want to see her.
It's pretty upsetting when HER best friend calls ME crying because she's worried about my mother.
Neither one of us know what to do.
We want to help her, but we don't know what the most effective approach would be.
Other than that, everything is great.
I have my job back.
I'm hopefully going to get hired in soon.
I got another raise. So I now make $9.00 an hour.
Not too shabby.
Hopefully it'll go up when I get hired in.
Either that or I can find another job that pays even more than that.
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2007 24 February :: 12.57am
One sound through all the noise...
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m&ms487
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2007 23 February :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: chipper
Being sick sucks, especially when your best friend is in FLORIDA.
I wish you many suns of tanning, and little burning.
I just took some nyquil. Oddly, it doesn't make me tired, but it does make me feel like I've had a couple shots. Just sorta loosey goosey, if you know what I mean. And yes, I took only the recommended dosage.
Just finished watching The Prestige. Good movie. A little too tired to get all the details, and the stupid rental DVD kept skipping.
I was tired anyway.
So long, Farewell...
Good Night.
So many interviews to do with the brothers.
So many signatures to get.
AHHH!!!
HUCKLEBERRY FINN!!
midterm.
Michelle
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2007 23 February :: 12.23pm
O, CNN, apple of my eye, you have lowered yourself...
I was watching CNN this morning (as always) and was (disappointed, angry, scared, shocked, enraged?) when they announced that their next segment would be about reporting the over reporting of Anna Nicole Smith.
Thank goodness Lou Dobbs still has it in him to refuse to devote any of his broadcast to her.
Good ole' Lou.
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2007 22 February :: 3.38pm
The last few days have been sort of stressful.
I'm still suffering a bad cold.
Thankfully its not pneumonia.
I have an acute respiratory tract infection.
Woo.. Not.
I can barely breathe and my head hurts really bad.
I went to the doctor today.
I hadn't ever been to this one before, and he's already telling me he's worried about my weight.
His words were "You're tall, but don't weigh what you should"
Things are work are going pretty decent.
But I think Lisa is going back to Rockford.
Anyway, its nappy nap time.
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2007 22 February :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: busy
I'm sick and my lungs are struggling to move.
I have concert tonight and I can't breath. But, the director did say my piccolo playing has improved very much and she's glad that I'm the one playing it this semester. That makes me excited because the piccolo I'm borrowing is absolutely horrible compared to others I have played. It's an instrument, though, and I'm thankful for that.
I have a KKPsi meeting after the concert, and I don't have enough of my signature sheets or interviews done yet. I emailed the VP of membership and told him so that I won't get in as much trouble. Right now, the only thing I'm focused on is breathing and being able to keep breathing.
"After Pain, a Formal Feeling Comes-"
I know Emily didn't get out much, but she knows me way too well.
You say you're sorry, but you're really not. You annoy me. Plain and simple. I'm right, and you're wrong. Whatever.
I have to go shower and do my hair and my make up. I smell like the cafeteria. Ugh.
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2007 22 February :: 11.13am
if anyone wants to get me an early birthday present or christmas present or just wants to have a good party with a badass live band.
we could find some people to pitch in.
http://cgi.ebay.com/The-Bloody-Irish-Boys-St-Patricks-Day-Live-Performance_W0QQitemZ180088212926QQihZ008QQcategoryZ45208QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem?hash=item180088212926
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2007 22 February :: 8.55am
fuck man...
i woke up today like an hour ago and my knee hurts and my left ankle hurts, and i have to drive home today... man i hate ohio.
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2007 22 February :: 12.40pm
Amsterdam was awesome. I want to live there or at tleast go back.
London is alright. It has a different vibe than the rest of Europe. I don't know.
Getting re-used to the keyboard is a pain.
Nick I am online and you aren't. Oh but I just realised that it is almost 8 there. ha ha that is why.
Stupid time difference.
Anyway, having fun, going to a musical tonight.
I love you.
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2007 22 February :: 12.49am
for those of you that think my college is easy, this was a problem we have to solve.
its made of .050 sheet
i think we have to be within 1/64th of an inch.
i'm pretty sure i'm close.
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2007 21 February :: 10.21pm
Auditions went very well.
I'm not going to be upset if I didnt make it, because I did a hell of a job. I hope they dont count me being a freshman against me. I did seriously kick major ass.
I should find out tomorrow if I made it into Opus or not.
I did hit the sweet spot in Staples hall though ;)
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