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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 13 May :: 9.49am

Bleh.

Yesterday made it 23 months.

23. Months.

For you bibliophiles, that's one month less than 2 years.

Two.

And must I further accentuate the YEARS? Plural.

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denation

:: 2006 13 May :: 7.19am

Well, I never got into a fight last night.

Turns out I'm an AFFECTIONATE drunk.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 13 May :: 4.14am

New Tattoo
ok all well i got that tattoo i wanted my cousin randy paid for it for my b-day

oh and happy b-day to me

haha saweet

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y59/joeydomina/195e59d8.jpg

Joey

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angel_bob

:: 2006 12 May :: 9.22pm

I checked my grades and I have an Incomplete in one of my classes. Incompletes usually only occur upon a prearrangement with the professor because you're missing an assignment or you missed the exam.

I missed nothing. I was expecting a B or B+.

My professor has not returned my calls or my emails. I'm about to get desperate and call her at home.

Grr.

I love you all.

P.S. Kelly, I don't know if you saw it below but happy day of you. You have joined the old people group.

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denation

:: 2006 12 May :: 6.48pm

25 Relationship Questions For The Truly Bored:

1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship? single, crushin', and interested
2) Are you happy with where you are? no
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes, and it takes a lot of self control not to fall so hard
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? never
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yeah, but not about anyone specific and not about any specific time
8) Do you want children? Yes
10) Would you consider adoption? I don't know
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be? just to send signals and respond to my signals to where I know I actually have a chance... also just straight out telling me is a nice approach. nothing better than honesty
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope I hate it
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? no
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes
15) Are you a romantic? yes, very
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? maybe some things about a person, but not completely. but if I was in a relationship with someone, I would love them for who they are and not want to change them
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? in Greece
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? yes
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know it or not? yes
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up? yes
22.) Have you broken a heart? yes
23.) What would happen if you came and found another person in bed with your girl/boy?? I would kick the guy's ass, then leave and never see her again. cheating is horrible.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yes, in a heartbeat
25.) What would you say about your last ex?
she needs to sort out her priorities... big time

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angel_bob

:: 2006 12 May :: 1.13pm

Last night Katti's car battery died. I went to pick up Nick from work and instead of reading and expanding my horizons with John Hodgman's book, I listed to Eddie Izzard for over an hour.

Apparently, it drained the battery. I had to get a jump from Nick's boss.

I returned to Nick's house, ate some foods and the car wouldn't start again.

Ben was asleep and no one else was home. I didn't know anyone downtown that could have given me a ride home. I called home and told them that I'd be home in the morning because the car wouldn't start.

Everything was okay.

Then this morning, I got a call from my brother and sister. They overslept even though they've been getting up at the same time for school for longer than they care to remember. Hannah's pissed because I'm not home. She calls my mom.

Oh, by the way, my parents are in Las Vegas.

I called Mom and got called irresponsible and told that my priorities are all wrong, that I broke her car and I have a loser boyfriend.

I ended up driving all the way home to take everyone to school and then all the way back to be late for work.

So, Kelly. Sorry but I don't want to chance leaving the house today and getting yelled at again. Have a beauteous stormy wet birthday. Maybe I'll see you tomorrow if I'm not dead when my parents arrive home.

I love you all.

P.S. John Hodgman is the PC in the PC v Mac commercials y'all might be seeing. I was right. You all doubted me because he gained weight but I WAS RIGHT!

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iron-cipher

:: 2006 12 May :: 7.49am

Okay I know that both are important but which one is more important?
College Education or Ambition

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denation

:: 2006 12 May :: 12.46am

Just so everyone's up to speed, I am getting into a fight tonight.

That certain "deadbeat" is going down.

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denation

:: 2006 10 May :: 9.00pm

Thanks to everyone who's given me and my family support. It means a lot.

Why is it that whenever I get interested in a girl, I find out later that she's taken? Well, I've known for a while that she's had a boyfriend, but I liked her before I knew. It's not like I like some sort of "chase" from trying for a girl who's taken, because I'd like things to be easier than this. Jana told me to "grow some balls and take her." That kinda shocked me a bit, LOL. But, Jana hasn't been wrong yet about any of the advice she's given me.........

EDIT: Nevermind. Don't have that problem anymore.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 10 May :: 5.58am

Wow
I can't believe it. Jess and I have been going out for 8 months today. I love her so much. I dont know what I'd do without her. She really is my only one.

"I pray to be only yours"

I love that song so much......

anywho if ya'll know what is happening in 3 days let me know.... cuz yeah I forget. haha jk. luv yall peace

JOey

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m&ms487

:: 2006 9 May :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: sad

I miss you. I wish you were here. But you aren't.

whatever.

Band awards dessert tonight. I'm receiving my department award on May 30 at honors convocation.

I got my honors band CD today. It is quite lovely. I like listening to people who can actually play.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

michelle

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rayray

:: 2006 9 May :: 1.46am

Going from my computer to my moms..
Wow..
I thought I was blind. Her letters are huge.
I have to be up at 5 to take my mom to the Carson City Hospital to have surgery. It is currently 1:47. I cannot sleep and have been awake for a LONG time.
I'm turning into such a hick.
Or my white trash side is showing.
Either or, Mike and I are going to some race/mud bog thing in orleans friday. Shall be interesting.
Tomorrow is going to suck. Wednesday will probably such just as much. And same goes for Thursday.
But it was nice to lay on the couch and cuddle with my skilo kitty kitty.
He's as cute as a button. I love him.

Im going to go back to the couch and cuddle with him and drink my yummy warm gatorade.

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denation

:: 2006 9 May :: 12.16am

I'm in BIG like.

Woah.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 8 May :: 11.56pm

I'm supposed to pick up Nick from work. He said he'd call me 45 minutes before they were going to be done.

It's almost midnight. I'm tired.

And worried.

I love you all.

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m&ms487

:: 2006 8 May :: 8.34pm

I'm printing off the pictures for the mr. robuck and mr. green present thing for tomorrow. I'm not sure if i have enough photo paper. oh well.


I didn't do my rough draft for english. I turned my test in late. I bullshitted my way through my presentation. I don't know how I got through the past four years.

Jessie, Josh, and I are going to the mall on wednesday! I'm really excited. I love josh, he's my favorite oboe player ever.

Graduation party is June 3. Everyone is invited. Ask for directions if you need to. We'll have good food and a classic rock band (my dad's band).

mmhmmm.

I got a flower for my flute choir concert because I was a senior. I was extremely excited. You have no idea. My solo went well, the piccolo song, not too much. Oh well, it wasn't my fault he was so sharp.

Band concert went well. Last band concert. I cried on the way home. I know, i'm a band geek. It happens.

Pictures are almost complete. I'm getting very excited.

Good night.

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denation

:: 2006 8 May :: 7.53pm

I have to be strong.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 8 May :: 12.53am







Joey's creature-nemesis:

The Dreaded CHUCK NORRIS
QuizGalaxy!
'What creature will become your nemesis?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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angel_bob

:: 2006 7 May :: 8.49pm

Summer's barely started and I'm already bored.

I'm playing LOZ: Ocarina of Time again because it is a fun game and it's something to do.

Maybe I'll actually beat Majora's Mask and Wind Waker.

That would be fun.

I'm also reading this book on France that Nick bought for me. Every chapter or so, I have to stop reading and make myself stop freaking out so it's slow going. However, it is a very informative read.

It still freaks me out.

In other news, I want babies.

I love you all.

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denation

:: 2006 7 May :: 1.47am

Busy Saturdays are AMAZING! NOT!


- Firefly -

you my friend
you're a lot like them,
but I caught your light
and you know I did,
now I'm lost in you
like I always do,
and I'll die to win
cause I'm born to lose.

firefly, could you shine your light?
now I love your ways
cause they're just like mine,
now I'm justified
as I fall in line,
and it's hard to try
when you're open wide.

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denation

:: 2006 6 May :: 11.23am
:: Mood: worried

"Love is friendship set on fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell."

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rayray

:: 2006 5 May :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: *contemplative*
:: Music: *leave the pieces - the wreckers*

*just one of those days*
The one time I need my mom, she doesnt answer her phone.
I need the strength to give up. To quit fighting this.
But in a way I do have the strength because I'm admitting that I need to give up.
I've never tried this hard for anything.
I've never wanted anything more than this.
I've never loved anyone as much as I love him.
But maybe I needed to find that one thing I had to give up, because I've never had it before.
Or maybe I'm just scared that he'll never love me as much as I love him.
That I'm not good enough for him. No matter how much I try to make myself be.
I'm the most insecure person that is completely sure of how she feels.
Or maybe its the fact that things are going so great that I can't stand it. That it feels like something is wrong. I used to run away from a good relationship after a month. But this one has lasted 6 months. I've never fought for something this much.
I need someone to tell me its okay to be with him. I need someone to be on my side. I need something or someone to help me through this.

I told Jay tonight that he's lucky because he has alcohol to help him excape reality when things get tough. I have nothing. I don't do drugs. I gave up drinking. I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't drink again. I don't want to turn out like my mother. I want/need more self control.

I need a hobby, because I do too much thinking when I just sit around. When Mike is at work and I'm up at the wee hours of the morning, I sit and think. I wonder about all the insane possibilites. I think up things that it shouldn't even be possible to think about. And I feel crazy. I feel like I should be locked up somewhere for scientific research.

Oh and I've decided that I want pictures of all of you so I can make one huge collage to put up in my apartment. The walls are too bare and I can't paint them. So start sending.

Stacy, if you wouldn't mind, I'd like you to take some pictures for me. I've seen some of your stuff, and its amazing.

Same with you Carley. I envy your talent.

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denation

:: 2006 5 May :: 6.59pm

I hope I'm not digging myself into ANOTHER six foot hole.

*crosses fingers*

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 5 May :: 12.19pm

I watched Good Bye, Lenin! the other day.

It was good.

Except Yann Tiersen is a lazy ass and reused one of his songs from Amelie.

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denation

:: 2006 5 May :: 10.35am

less than three... totally less than three right now.

she's amazing.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 5 May :: 5.19am

Happy Cinco De Mayo
I have no idea what they celebrate this day for but happy it anyways.... haha peace

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 4 May :: 10.00pm

Well. I am a sophomore now.

I don't even know about France anymore. It's just too much money. We can't even afford the $500 "down payment" due tomorrow.

I don't even know if I want to go. It's just going to be more money that I feel guilty about my parents spending.

Ignore me, I'm on the rag.




I will be working 12-5 on Wednesdays, 9-5 on Thursdays and 9-4:30 on Fridays until I get another job then I'll hopefully be working every day.


I'm going to get my car fixed this weekend (or at least get an estimate on the cost of such fixing).



"Singing" while driving makes me happy.

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rayray

:: 2006 4 May :: 7.20pm

I got my new phone today, because I kick ass.
No, my other one was broken.
My brother got a new phone today too.
The same one I got.
It came out today. I was the first person to buy it!
Well I wish. But probably not.
I am having a great day already.
Started at like 7:30 this morning.
When my boyfriend got out of work.
And came over to cuddle with me.
I love him.
Just thought you kids should know that.
In case you didn't already.
I'm going to go play with my new phone.

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skife

:: 2006 4 May :: 4.40pm

box, this is what we need to go fast.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/1972-Reinell-I-O-Boat_W0QQitemZ4635614837QQcategoryZ63685QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

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rayray

:: 2006 4 May :: 9.37am

All I have to say is wow.
Not what I expected.

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denation

:: 2006 4 May :: 8.42am

New phone. Cool.

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