Life Is An Ever Changing Road

:: 2008 26 July :: 7.42pm

TO THE WOODS!!!

:: 2008 26 July :: 3.28am

do you ever wonder why you save things from the past that should have been disposed of?

2 laughs | smile

:: 2008 25 July :: 9.45pm

April 18

the slime of all my yesterdays
rots in the hollow of my skull

and if my stomach would contract
because of some explicable phenomenon
such as pregnancy or constipation

I would not remember you

or that because of sleep
infrequent as a moon of greencheese
that because of food
nourishing as violet leaves
that because of these

and in a few fatal yards of grass
in a few spaces of sky and treetops

a future was lost yesterday
as easily and irretrievably
as a tennis ball at twilight

-Sylvia Plath

:: 2008 25 July :: 9.30pm

shitty day.

shitty night.

whoop-de-fucking-do

2 laughs | smile

:: 2008 23 July :: 3.48am

so, i've figured out my relationship problem.

the reason i can't ever get into a relationship that is good anymore is a trust issue, no matter how great the girl is, i don't think i'll ever be able to be in love, i was fucked over once along time ago, and now i've always got my defences up being prepared to shit to hit the fan, its made me cold. No idea how to fix this though.

8 laughs | smile

:: 2008 20 July :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: accomplished

24 days.

progress.

angel_bob

:: 2008 20 July :: 3.51am
:: Music: Your 8th Birthday by Cloud Cult

Update
We moved from a two bedroom apartment to a three bedroom apartment in the same apartment complex.

Katti and Oliver are here.

Which is cool because we have a place to live. Not cool because I wanted change. I wanted different.

But that'll just have to wait until after graduation.

Saw Batman. It was great.

Need to do my resume tomorrow.

Love you.

1 laugh | smile

:: 2008 20 July :: 1.30am

so i was at work today bitching about tips, and stoner rachel was all like "you should grow some titties" it made me lul a bit

25 days.

3 laughs | smile

:: 2008 19 July :: 8.22pm

There's nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.

:: 2008 18 July :: 5.56am

heath ledger was an amazing joker.

he's also good at making pencil's dissapear.

4 laughs | smile

:: 2008 17 July :: 10.42pm

26 days, I'll strike in about 2 weeks.

:: 2008 17 July :: 1.31am
:: Mood: pissed off

I missed an amazing photo oppertunity tonight.

drove by rosie's diner at 1:15, noticed all the Neon is still on outside, fly home to get the camera, turn the camera on and nothing, battery is dead :(

Would have been an amazing mustang picture too.

*sigh*

in other news, 27 days left of my scheme, and it seems to be coming together, i just may win yet.

1 laugh | smile

:: 2008 13 July :: 11.47am

Erin, your not going to get the joke, but.

"YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO RENT HERE ANYMORE!"

5 laughs | smile

:: 2008 13 July :: 11.23am

work'd some old job last night, start some new job tomorrow.

Josh is coming over and we're going to do some brodies in his Lincoln

last night was pretty amazing.

other than the 4.5 hours of sleep, i'm doing great.

:: 2008 11 July :: 3.34pm

decided to finish cleaning the stang today, cleaned all the shit out, the domelight and map lights both work now, the "ting ting ting" noise when you hit bumps is fixed, it was a lose piece of trim. got that all done and was still a bit bored.

so i polished the keys

3 laughs | smile

:: 2008 11 July :: 2.30am

If I wind up dead in the next few weeks

Look to this girl

Erin Marie Crisp
3523 Landsdowne Ct, Pearland, TX 77584

5 laughs | smile

:: 2008 11 July :: 12.05am

i feel some woohu drama coming on.....

3 laughs | smile

rayray

:: 2008 9 July :: 5.07pm

A friend of Mike and I's died this morning.
He was riding his motorcycle to work this morning and hit a deer.
He managed to ride it out, but by that time it was too late because he was in the other lane, and was hit by a truck.
He was put into several bags.
And his helmet was found away from his body, but the chin strap was still under his chin.

Here's the freaky part.
Kirk died on the bike he bought from his friend Norm.
Norm was killed in February while working on Kirks car. (The car fell on him).

:: 2008 9 July :: 1.32am

"It's got a cop motor, a 440 cubic inch plant, it's got cop tires, cop suspensions, cop shocks. It's a model made before catalytic converters so it'll run good on regular gas. What do you say, is it the new Bluesmobile or what? "

2 laughs | smile

:: 2008 8 July :: 3.23pm

Okay, so today, i went to vanderhyde bro's ford and found out my seatbelt recall parts we're discontinued, you know... like 10 years ago, recall was in 92 haha.

anyways, they are shipping them up from indiana. should be in next week, woot for seatbelts.

and i applied for work at manpower today, i have to go back for an interview at 1:30pm tomorrow. I desperatally need some work.

4 laughs | smile

:: 2008 6 July :: 7.59pm

Well, this weekend was bitchin.

3rd i went to Eric's moms and dranks some beers around the fire
4th played a shitton of rockband then went to AJ's
5th went to traversecity with eric dave dani and box
6th went to ludington with same crew.

lots of pics to come to facebook shortly

in the words of toki wartooth "WOWIE!"

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:: 2008 5 July :: 1.29pm

I'm about to leave for work; it's the last day in my forty hour work week. I have the next three days off.

I didn't get the big scholarship and I'm still waiting to hear on the two smaller ones; but it doesn't matter, anyhow. I'm still going to have to work this school year. Now I'm trying to amass hours so I can qualify for vacation. I have to work at least thirty six hours a week until the 26th. I only have thirty hours next week.

Rueben's been working most nights, I've been working mids. It's hard. I shaved my legs and my ankle is throbbing from the razor cut. Ugh. I have to wear a skirt to work again because it's so warm. I hate wearing a skirt. It makes people treat you different. I don't know how, don't ask for any examples or evidence...it just does.

Waiting for my phone to charge for a few minutes, then leaving. I'll be at work until 11 tonight. Feel free to stop by and get a price adjustment or a lottery ticket.

I'm impecunious and I can't do anything about it.

[curious now, aren't you.]

angel_bob

:: 2008 5 July :: 1.09pm

One of my sister's friends died the other day.

He was driving his moped from Kroes to Courtland, right by my parents' house when he was hit by a car. The police say he didn't yield but I think he really just thought he could make it across in time. He wasn't wearing a helmet.

He was 18. He was going to attend Aquinas in the fall. I was getting his information ready for STAR when Ashley found out.

I saw him do stand up at Rockford High School. He was a funny kid.

It's just so sad. He was so young.

4 laughs | smile

rayray

:: 2008 5 July :: 12.29pm

So my power did come back on Thursday. Which I was very grateful for.
I could not live the Amish way. No way, no how.
I got my paper done and turned in on thursday.
I made a little extra money baby-sitting thursday evening.
Last night Mike and I went to watch the fireworks in Crystal with Rich and Sara and their kids.

Now I get to work on another paper that is due friday..
On sleep deprivation and its greatest problem associated with Corrections Officers..
Not as easy as it sounds, trust me.
My professor is a major ass. He's worse than an English teacher when it comes to grading papers.
Oh well. Hopefully I get a good grade on it.

:: 2008 4 July :: 6.51pm

i drank about 6 beers. played eough rockband till my hands bleed.

it was the summer of sixty nine.

rayray

:: 2008 3 July :: 10.18am

So I am currently without power and at my dads using his.
I had a paper due today, thankfully I just finished it after 3 hours of straight time working on it. Work was cancelled because they have no power.

The estimated time for when I will get my power back is 11PM SATURDAY EVENING, JULY 5TH 2008..

Seriously, I want to cry.

:: 2008 3 July :: 3.13am

rev·o·lu·tion·ar·y (rv-lsh-nr)
adj.
1.
a. often Revolutionary Relating to or being a revolution: revolutionary war; a museum of the Revolutionary era.
b. Bringing about or supporting a political or social revolution: revolutionary pamphlets.
2. Marked by or resulting in radical change: a revolutionary discovery.
n. pl. rev·o·lu·tion·ar·ies
1. A militant in the struggle for revolution.
2. A supporter of revolutionary principles.

ter·ror·ism Audio Help /ˈtɛrəˌrɪzəm/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ter-uh-riz-uhm] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. the use of violence and threats to intimidate or coerce, esp. for political purposes.
2. the state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization.
3. a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government.

* Second Amendment – Right to keep and bear arms.

A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the People to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.

what is "necessary to the security of a free state" ?

who determines when the government has gone to far?, If anyone tries to start a revolution, they are immediately terrorists, and terrorists are bad.

Just some random thoughts before i go to bed.

:: 2008 1 July :: 8.12pm

No ten thousand dollar scholarship for me.

Now I just get to wait on those other two as I brace myself for another school year working at Meijer and wanting to go crazy.

Well, not wanting...actually going crazy.

I went shopping with my mom and my grandma today; went to valueland and bath and body works and all kinds of fun places.

I picked out a few cute tops and a new suit coat for ceremonies and performances because my old one doesn't fit anymore.

By the way, I've lost 50 pounds in the past year.

:: 2008 30 June :: 8.26am

Today is the day they notify the recipients of the ten thousand dollar scholarship.

oh hell.

angel_bob

:: 2008 30 June :: 12.02am

I got my hair cut this weekend.

It is pretty hot.

Katti said it is an adult version of my asymmetrical haircut from high school. And it is. And that's awesome.

We're watching The Pixar Story and it just makes me want to watch all the Pixar movies again.

I love you all.

P.S. We saw WALL-E this weekend and it was fantastic.