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goobs827

:: 2004 5 January :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: vh1

D-Day
omg its been like 5 days without woohu im like dying.

D-day wasn't so bad i suppose...i mean...it definitly could have been a lot worse.

Nothing went wrong but i'm just like holy crap 2 weeks ago i was like the happiest person alive and now im back in this dump where i'm going to turn into an automatic robot in about 2 days with 900 other robots...wake up...go to school...talk to friends...do work...come home...do whatever i have to do...homework...dinner...bed...i hate it

and i hate winter..people talk about how they ski ugh...i never plan on skiing in my entire life...cold snowy grosss ewww. sorry but i'd much rather be on the beach.

im watching this britney vs. christina thing..xtina totally wins! (at least she's talented!) and brit gets married? wtf?

i cant believe i forgot to mention earlier that i made up w/ my cousin...she called on xmas eve and talked to the whole fam but me and then she hung up so i was pissed but she called back and was like "omg my dad hung up on me i was like i h ave to talk to my cousin!!" i was like awww...and of course i couldnt confront her because thats just who i am...i would never be able to do that..im too polite. (or u could say im a wimp) :)

wow i thought i had a lot more to say..but i really don't if i think of anything i'll come back..................

<3




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goobs827

:: 2004 1 January :: 4.22pm
:: Mood: complacent

6 hours of Sex & The City...it started at 11 and we switched to watch the ball drop for what...15 seconds? it wasnt very new yearsy, but fun.

i don't really have a new years resolution...if i had to choose one, i suppose it would be to have a more positive and care-free perspective about life. my aunt is my inspiration :)

im a little depressed about not being in miami...its crazy how fast it went. absolutely insane.

the only thing that im really happy about is i have all my new toys and such to play with :)

so its been year since i created this account...i was looking back at all my past entries...so much fun! i think that ive grown a lot, but still not really a different person.

Wishing everyone a happy and healthy 2004!

Peace&Love~Mrs. Depp :)

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goobs827

:: 2003 30 December :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: grumpy

ahhh im leaving tomorrow--holy crap where did the time go??? this has been the fastest Christmas season and Miami trip EVER! eww.

omg i dont think im going to be able to handle going back home to the cold. the weather here has been absolutely perfect i am going to roll up into a ball and cry.

my aunt is the coolest person EVER. shes the person i hate leaving most. she is so different from my mom i LOVE the change.

so ever since i got this No Doubt Greatest Hits CD..i have been obsessed! its all of their best (derf) and i luv her and their music...remember the song spiderwebs? (yes i can listen to it cos its so good despite my spider disease)...well i never knew what she was saying but i figured it out just by listening to it carefully and its totally not what i thought the song was about:

Sorry I'm not home right now I'm walking into spiderwebs leave a message and ill call you back
a likely story but leave a message and ill call u back
and its all your fault i screen my phone calls
no matter who calls i gotta screen my phone calls...

hehehehehe

Happy New Year!

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goobs827

:: 2003 28 December :: 1.48pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: No Doubt~Sunday Morning

Christmas went by so fast...it's so sad how over it is :(

but it was fun...Santa treated me very well, as did my family. i get a lot of gifts on christmas, but thats my reward for being an only child and bored out of my mind on these vacations (sometimes)

but the only gift i'll talk about is my autographed "merry christmas gabrielle" mariano rivera photo--omg i was sobbing!

remember that ricky martin christina aguilera duet? what song was that? it was so pretty...i just thought of it cos they filmed the video at our hotel.

the new britney cd SUCKS..theres only 2 songs i can listen to without wanting to barf.

i always have a different perspective of things down here...and i always strive to have it when i get back to ny..but i never do...but this time im really gonna try harder.
its a very good way of looking at things

hope everyone had a merry christmas

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goobs827

:: 2003 24 December :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: The Little Drummer Boy

Joy the world...the lord is come
lol my last post was a little dramatic--but true still...

so im here having nochebuena with the cubans...i hate to say i miss my cousin...im mad that i miss her..but still its fine

omg i LOVE this song..its def. the best religious christmas song.

i am a poor boy too
parapumpumpum
i have no gift to bring
parupumpumpum
to lay before the king
parupumpumpum
rapumpumpum
on my drum

ahh this holiday is the shit!

*glory to the newborn king*
merry christmas

..HoLLa BacKks..


goobs827

:: 2003 22 December :: 12.26pm
:: Mood: indescribable

I guess there's a first time for everything..
I have never been afraid to fly...ever in my entire life have i ever EVER had the tiniest fear of flying.

Even flying 2 months after September 11, I didn't have one worry.

But today, I am truly scared.

my dad tells me that i shouldn't get scared because then the terrorists win, and even if they dont do anything, us being terrorized is them winning. and i know that is true because thats what ive been telling people afraid of flying for the past 2 years...

but today i can't seem to convince myself.

And then I get really mad because it's out of anyone's control and those guys are such evil mother fuckers and i want to scream and I get so angry that they want to do this to us.

...but then i get a sudden peace of mind.
it's like i know i'm going to die, but for some reason it's okay, and i don't know why, but i feel so at ease.

and as crazy as it sounds...i suddenly don't care.

so when i land tonight because i know i will, i'll look back at this and see how much of a retard i sounded, but if for some reason i don't land...you know i was okay.

Peace

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goobs827

:: 2003 18 December :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: restless

wow so just one more day..while this week went by super-slow, when i put it in perspective, these past 3 weeks went by REALLY fast. the whole christmas season just zipped by.

in one week ill be really depressed...i know it'll be christmas but we dont celebrate on christmas evening...only christmas eve night and christmas morning...

ugh im totally dreading when its over

but i need to shhh and live for the moment

i need to get to florida asap..i keep getting pangs in my stomach of like different things i love about it and i just get so restless that i have to wait 3 more days...eeks

still so pissed at my cousin

and it is SO time for a vacation and some serious pampering

oh and happy hanuka everyone
Ciao
Gabriella

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goobs827

:: 2003 16 December :: 5.56pm
:: Mood: infuriated

why??????
SCREW BOYFRIENDS

even hot ones

they take away their girlfriends from their family and go to Europe during Christmas

You know what it'll be fine

NO IT WONT AHHHHHHHHHH

whats wrong with you amanda?????????

eeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh

THANKS FOR RUINING IT YOU SELFISH SELFISH SELFISH RETARD...THANKS FOR RUINING THE DAY THAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO FOR A YEAR!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT? I DONT CARE BECAUSE I'M GOING TO HAVE THE BEST TIME WITHOUT YOU...AND IT'S GONNA BE THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER! and me and alina are gonna have so much fun and make so much fun of you.

I HOPE YOU HAVE SHITTY TIME

AND I HOPE HE BREAKS UP WITH YOU

SO THERE

HUMPH

Mollasess................................................................................................................................

..HoLLa BacKks..


goobs827

:: 2003 15 December :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: sleigh ride

I feel like I should update but I have nothing to say...

dingalingalingadingdongding

Weekend was fun

i know we had a delay and all but today went by really really slow still...ew
...and this week is going to be like mollasses

that's just the way it is

come on its lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with youuuuuu

but Christmas is in the air so im fine

(that is unless roger clemens goes to the astros)

then i die

but for now im great

ive gotten my first gifts for my charity drive! yipee skippy!

just anxiously awaiting vacation

~much holiday love~

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goobs827

:: 2003 12 December :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: satisfied

So i just got back from the city to see my grandpa--he wasnt as bad as i thought he would be--it was nice to see him, i should be doing that more often.

and i realized how freakin amazing new york is...its incomprehensible...we are SO lucky to have this place like this, just 25 mins away...its not something most people have--to have the most amazing place on earth in our backyarda

and papaya king hotdogs totally should rule the world.

so tomm. im going to the city AGAIN (poor me) this time to drive around with my neighbors...we go every year since 97 or 98 (the first year it was a surprise)..go to patsys pizza in spanish harlem (omggg best pizza on earth, besides italy) take a lap in time square...go see the tree..go to st. pats and light candles..and then go to serendipity or another dessert place...it was delayed because of the snow last week.

i also have gingerbreadys tomorrow...YAY!!!

sooo glad this week was over..it felt like an eternity, and it was hellish....just 5 more days..5 more long..work filled..essay filled..days.

i miss my cousins so much

sigh

10 days

may your days be merry & bright

much love
ciao

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goobs827

:: 2003 11 December :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: disappointed

A Day that will live in Infamy...
Andy's gone...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO

..HoLLa BacKks..


goobs827

:: 2003 8 December :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: JINGLE BELLS

GRRRRRRRR
DAMMIT WHOSE IP IS 24.45.53.126??? IVE LIKE GONE THROUGH MY ENTIRE WOOHU (YES I HAVE NO LIFE) AND FIGURED OUT WHO WROTE ANONYMOUS COMMENTS BY WRITING DOWN LIKE EVERYONE'S IP--AND I CANNOT FIGURE OUT THIS ONE! ANYONE WHO KNOWS TALK TO ME IN PERSON!

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goobs827

:: 2003 7 December :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: dominick the donkey

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...
Ahhhhhhh I just got my tree

It's soooo beautiful!

Her name is Betty (that was just the name on the tag idk)

hehehehehe

it finally feels like christmas for reaaal!

and just 2 more weeks...thats nothing!

(anybody notice how much happier i sound???)

Yep--Christmas'll do that to a person

Ciao
<3Betty

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goobs827

:: 2003 6 December :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: restless

the snow was beautiful...but i realized that i hate playing in snow and this year am not going to play in it ever but just watch it.

i feel a lot better moodwise, im not like sad or angry, but im in a really weird mod...u know when ure somwhere but then u start to zone out and u feel like ure not there and ure just dreaming about being there and u feel like lightheaded and just weird? thats what my lifes been for the past 36 hours...weirdness, but still not bad.. but 10 days is just far to much to ask

sigh...

..HoLLa BacKks..


goobs827

:: 2003 3 December :: 9.34pm

Nice going...everyone knows the best NYers live on the UWS!
YOU'RE AN UPPER WEST SIDER.
You're fun, but not pretentious; down-to-earth, but
not boring; overly educated, but only mildly
irritating...and you've got the world's best
bagels AND spreads within spitting distance of
your apartment. Congratulations! You have
chosen...wisely.


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