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2003 30 July :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: listless
WTF does listless mean? I like to pick very strange moods for myself...
Today my dad's old college roomate and his 4 kids met me and my dad at the track. It was fun. They are so nice. They have a 5 year old girl. 12 year old twin boys (who have major hotty potential lol) and a 16 (i think) year old boy. I've always thought he was really hot. He still is really hot...and he's nice...and not a womanizer/pothead. He doesn't look like a junior though. He looks our age. But thats okay beacuse I look younger than I am too. UGH I wish they lived closer or we saw them more. Why dont we have more guys like him in our grade/school??? Why? Why? I know all you girls feel my pain.
Me and my dad just went to the harness track. Hahaha its hilarious. Its really nice at night and stuff...but its not as exhilirating/big/popular/normal as the regular track...There are really seedy people there. Its so scary. The race purses are like only $700 haha. It's still beautiful though. (Harness is like the jockeys who sit in the little carts and the horses are way smaller)
It really pisses me off that my summer is going so well. My summers usually suck. Now I just so CAN wait to go back to school. Im totally dreading it. Soccer is gonna suck. But im glad im playing b.c. a lot of my gal pals are playing...Id miss out on a lot. But that still doesnt take away from the fact that it sucks.
And it gets closer each day......
I just have to live for the moment...focus on each day.
Watching Selena
Waiting for the Yankee game
Hope everyone is having a great vacation!
*g*a*b*i* (dont mind me im working on new siggys)
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2003 28 July :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: good
So I got to Saratoga Friday. It's been an awesome weekend with my cuzzies. On Friday we just hung out, had dinner. Then we went to town. My cousins are usually such party animals but they came home fairly early. I dont understand how people can hold their alcohol like my they do. Its unbelieavable to me. Obviously they are older, but theyre also 1/2 Irish, im not. So I think that has something to do with it lol. I will never be like that. I have one teeny glass of champagne and Im like seeing things.
Anyway, Sat. we went to the track. I love the track. Then we went JET SKIING...It was awesome, I didn't get to drive but I might be able to tomorrow. Yesterday we went to the track casually. Dammmmn, if anyone is ever broke, trust me, go bet on a horse it pays well!
Sometimes we go to the track fancy, like in a box and all dressed up. But we can also just go casual and wear what we want and eat regular stuff. I like both. It depends on my mood. Today we also went to the barn, and fed my dads horses. It was wonderful. lol.
Yesterday one of my cousins left, one more is left. Tonite were going to the drive in ...yeah baby.
My summer is going really well...surprisingly. I dont have the best luck with summers. I just still really miss everyone. But the summer is more than half way there so ill be seeing them soon soon soon! Im just totally dreading school and soccer. UGH UGH UGH...
Im sorry this was another long post...I hate long posts...They suck. But I had a lot to say. It makes me happy when im having fun somewhere.
ahhhh I just found some live savers gummies in my bag yes yes yes these babys are the best...i gg enjoy them
Nonstoploving.gabriellemarie
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2003 23 July :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: sleepy
There's nothing much to say. I babysat this morning, I'm babysitting this afternoon. I am getting paid tomorrow. YES!
I really really am missing my friends BADLY. Yesterday I wrote 3 of them a joint letter and wrote out every single thing I missed about being with them lol.
In the past years I've always found best friends that I thought would last, but of course nature takes its course, people change, ive been hurt, theyve been hurt. It sucks but its natural. Theres only a couple girls who from day 1 ive been close to and still am. But this year I think I really found my nitch. Theres a few girls who I dont think I could live without (and im having to do that this summer, but theres a couple i dont habe to do that with phew) Thats never happened to me before. I usually like being away from my friends for a couple months, but nope, not this time.
I think the following seperates friends and best friends from true sisters:
1) It's hard to live without them
2) You can 100% be yourself around them, and you can have the weirdest or nastiest habits or questions and not be embarassed to share it.**very important**
3) You never have to lie to them, even the smallest whitest lie. You can be honest, cos you know they'll understand and vice versa (see 6)
4) When you're with them you dont wanna leave
5) They're nice and thoughtful
6) They never lie to you or betray you and never have before
7) You dont need to keep reminding them that they are your bff, they already know. Vice Versa. And they don't pressure you to answer things you dont want to. They respect privacy.
8) They know when something is wrong. V V
9) You've never laughed harder than when you're with them
10)*I really like this one: Even when there is silence its never awkward ever. Its never like "Uh wat do u wanna do" "uh i dont know" you know what i mean? Everything is always 100% comfortable
This is my criteria and i have a few that totally fit the description and i think that the girls im thinking off will be my friends forever. Dont get me wrong i love to make new friends but i also like to have a group i can always count on for the 10 criteria.
Well ony a month or so left! I cannot wait!
More later*Gabrielle
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2003 21 July :: 5.41pm
To anyone who thinks i sounded obnoxious in my last post (dont worry if i were you i would think i sounded obnoxious) I swear i dont mean to brag! I hate braggers! I just really cant help people giving me money. I dont know what it is but people just like to give me money...I dont deserve it! lol...so dont think im arrogant, im not it just came out the wrong way. sorry!!! i love you!
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2003 21 July :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Crazy in love
Money and Bags
So today I babysat for 5 hours. She wouldn't fuckin let me leave. ahhhh, it was miserable. But at least this means i get paid a lot. I made a lot of cash last week babysitting and working at my dads office.
Hopefully this week will be just as successful. There's this awesome coach bag im dying for. I have enough money saved up from since the day i was born, I could probably have bought 100 of them by now, but I really like to save my money especially since i do absolutely nothing to get it usually. Most of it is from things like Confirmation, rich family members, etc... but there's something about earning your money by hard work that makes you want to spend it. (i especially feel that way since ive never worked before in my life) So im using all my "work" money for the bag, ahh i cant wait. im such a freakin bag junkie. i have like an illness. my ********* are "coach, burb, and louis" lol eg,jb,kp,sz
Going to get a pedi.
Still miss my friends terribly.
Summer is awesome though.
Cant wait for Friday.
Everyone needs to go see Seabiscuit this weekend.
peace&love*gabrielle
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2003 18 July :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Charlies Angels 2 Soundtrack
AHHH just got a letter from Joanna. Her visiting day is TOMORROW!!! She's gonna call me, I am soooo excited...I pray to God that I do not miss her call. I miss her and my other gal pals so much it is insane. I can't wait til we meet again.
I saw Charlies Angels 2 the other nite with Brig. It was really good. Some people hated it. I thought it was hot.
And only another week til i see my cousins and go to SARATOGA. And only another DAY til I get to speak to one of my bestest friends ever who I havent seen in--it seems like forever.
Very anxious and excited
More Later
Gabrielle
GRRR People Magazine did not come today. That makes me angry...
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2003 15 July :: 6.59pm
:: Mood: chipper
Last one I promise!!!
Have I mentioned that I miss my friends terribly...This "break" is no longer fun....I'm seriously dying....AHHH!!! Screw camp come home already! I miss you.
In spirit we are all together...
To the ones that know what I am talking about...DONT FORGET YOUR ROOTS!!!
I love you all
hehe i know i promised but this time its byebye for good
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2003 15 July :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: exanimate
Love that word! (see mood)
Ahh sorry one more (2 more) things before I go (promise it wont be as long as the last)
Just got news that my father bought a three seat jet ski for Saratoga!!! YES YES YES! okay okay breathe
Between my busy summer I havent failed to watch an abundance of tv here is the list for any seekers of good TV, post if u wanna know stations, times etc...:
For love or Money/2-Im sorry its just so funny
Road Rules--Great season..Donell u suck!
Surf Girls--Groovy show
Last Comic Standing--They started being mean to the chinese guy! grrr, perhaps Ill have to boycott
Real World--ok season...cant stand the hick
Fame--doesnt measure up to AI but good fun
And I plan on watching Queer Eye For The Straight Guy tonite (hahah gonna be hilarious) and The Restaraunt on Sunday (Will give me a good insight into my hospitality dreams) Fear Factor and Dog Eat Dog are pretty nice too. As you can see reality shows are my weaknesses...c'mon gimme a break there are no sit-coms in the summer!!!
I also am trying to sneak in some Sex and The City for my beloved Joanna at camp with no TV but my mom is hard to work around.
This time for real byebye
xoxogabrielle
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2003 15 July :: 6.24pm
:: Mood: accomplished
My Summer (mostly reading)
Well let me just start off by saying, besides the fact that it has been fabulous, it has also been extremely productive.
Ever since my fight with the parentals I have been productive to the point where I think I'm gonna be sick. lol, not that bad but bad. I do A CRAP LOAD of chores.
I finished both, read em' BOTH summer reading books (okay, so I picked the two shortest ones but hey...I'm done. Are you? My point exactly :) They were two of the most incredible life-changing books I have ever read. I honestly never thought a book could move me that much. Usually when I pick up a book I have to read, I ache when I have to read. But this time I seriously ached when I wasn't reading them. Tuesdays with Morrie was so sweet. I'm a sucker for cute little "viejitos" (as my family calls them) so you can imagine how I was with this book. It was so sad, but happy. I cried "lightly" at the end. I was at the beach it was so embarassing. I finished it in about 3 days (please no comments about how you read it in 10 minutes... I don't give a shit)
I didn't think I could be more touched until I started reading my second book, A Chid Called It. This one I could hardly put down, but I fell alseep and finished it in 2 nights (again, no comments please) Oh my God, I was bawling (not a light bawl but like hyperventilating lol) by the end of the first chapter. It really gives you a priority and reality check. It made me sick to my stomach that someone would treat their own son like that. I was so disturbed and emotionally "active" by it. It was so amazing. Both were true stories which makes it 100 X worse. If you haven't read them DO IT! Don't waste your time reading 1000 page books. Though they were easy, I can honestly say they changed the way I look at the world. And for ME to say that...The anti-book person, the reading is devil believer, is obviously a big deal. Along with these awesome books contributing to my summer I've been doing some other things
...lol you never would have imagined I left my room with all the ushing and gushing I made about reading. lol anyway....
I went to Miami last week for 5 days. fun fun fun!!! This week and next week I am babysitting (UGH...Just think about the cash Gabi just think about the cash) And taking tennis lessons (just 4 days, one hour)
Then I am off to Saratoga. After Miami this is my favorite place to go (excluding somewhere like Fiji or Hawaii or Paris...but you know what I mean) We mainly go for my pop's horses (racing ones...Everyone better go see Seabiscuit! lol) So that is a blast. Going to the track all dressed up makes me feel like I'm from the 1900's lol. It's so awesome, esp. when we win hehehe. It's also a great town. The town itself is really cool. There's really good food and places to go. And dadadada...There's a drive-in movie theatre. Those of you lucky enough to have gone to Saratoga with me know how awesome that is lol. I also go jet-skiing which is soooooo great. Plus our town-house complex has a pool so that is always fun :) But we're looking to buy a house. And the first weekend that we go my 2 cousins are coming from Miami to stay with us!! I am sooo excited. They totally rock. I look up to my cousins so much. Too bad the third can't come :( SO that is something to look forward to.
After Saratoga I go to bball camp (only for 3 days cos then I am going to MIAMI!) lol again for 10 days...My cousin I havent seen forever will be there so we have to go! Then home then SOCCER!!! YAY not.
OKAY holy crap I have written a lot I must be so bored lol.
Non stop lovin*Aci
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2003 9 July :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: My bickering Grandparents hehehe...
PHEWOWOWOW! I dont know what exanimate means but it means whatever mood im in right now...Im so happy...Im in my favorite place Miami, Florida...Its just so beautiful here at my aunts house and family is the best ever...My summer has been going great...good vacation and ive even been productive. I finished one summer reading book already :) something i never thought id do.
i miss everyone but its kinda nice! i better get some letters when i get home...(BTW...I lost Erica and Laurens camp address if anyone knows it email me please...thanks a bunch)
I get back this friday...then we come back in august :) just cant get enough!!! I have tennis lessons/babysitting for the next 2 weeks...then Saratoga!!! then bball camp then Miami** then SOCCER whoopeee!!!
UGH I cant believe i got talked into playing...My parents and i had this HUGE ENORMOUS MOMBO JOMBO FIGHT, not just about being like out too late or wanting something materialistic... it was really bad...it was very disturbing so this (soccer) is one of the many outcomes of the fight. The outcome turned out to be much better than i thought during the actually fiasco...as much as i cant stand my parents a lot of the time i know they know whats good for me and what happened will really be good for me for one thing its helped me as a person... ...
I feel like this summer has helped me to see who i am, since im not constantly under the influence of my friends, im just myself which is nice because I know what I have to improve and i feel like this summer will really help me grow on the inside to be a better person...theres so many things that need to be changed...well not SO many but a few...and i have also seen my good qualities and i will try to enforce those...i know this is all cheesy but its true...im having an inside makeover! It feels really good to metaphorically be "cleaning out my closet" of all this crap ive kept inside and used it negatively to hurt people.
not to mention that ive grown like an inch and a half already, ( plus a major tan...its sweltering down here :) Anyway:
im taller than my aunt, a tiny bit taller than my (23 year old) cousin, and just as tall as my grandparents hehe! Movin on up!!! :)
Well to those reading this have an AWESOME rest of summer...dont worry about report cards!!! (Mine stayed exactly the same as last quarter :) ENJOY THE SUN!!! BE HAPPY DONT WORRY...
Non*Stop Lovin from
GaBriellitA..
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2003 27 June :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: Breathe...Blu Cantrell
I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW!!! EVERYONE IS LEAVNG ME...MY SK LEFT YESTERDAY TO KENNYBROOK! IM GONNA DIE...AND STACEY TOMORROW AND KATE SUNDAY WAAAAAAAAAAAA
But im still really excited for summer :) today i went swimming with my 5 - sk who is in CAMP...at stacey's club...
Tonite is my dads birthday...dinner out...I know everyones GONE and no one can READ this..but i still wanna write...
but im really tired so more later
XoXoXo***STOP GOING TO CAMP EVERYONE ITS SO SAD>>>!!!
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2003 23 June :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Jewel~Intuition..She is too cute lol SK
It's been a couple days and I have absolutely no idea where I left off last...Oh yeah...Saturday...
So I played murderor with my 5 minus 1...SK is in Disney World...
Yesterday I hung out and had a BBQ w/ neighbors..It was yummy, my dad is such a good cook! :)
Then I watched the Yankee Game...HAHA suck that Met's fans...It's truly a hopeless cause...The Mets will never beat the Yanks...They are the ultimate best...So you might as well stop hoping and switch over to the light side...hehe I think im going Sunday for the mets/yanks at Yankee stadium...I am soooo excited!
My mom is okay for now, I think everything with us is a little less tense. I really like it this way!
Today I went to Scotts pool party...Me, Hilary, Elise, Stacey, and Kate were the only girls there...It was really fun though actually..I had a really good time...It really started to feel like summer...Pools, warm weather FINALLY...Then I came home, showered, put in this John Freida Highlight stuff and sat out.
Tonight I'm gonna do something with my gurls I think..I need to spend as much time as possible with them...I'm gonna miss them so incredibly much...
But I am so freakin excited about summer....Nothing on this planet makes me happier at the moment than the fact that i DONT have to go to school tomorrow, next day, next etc...I just can't stand summer reading ugh
BTW...Thursday night my parents were giving me a " surprise " we went to Cirque Du Soleil...It was sooooo cool and soooo fun..I can't believe I forgot to include that in my last post!
Well I gotta go play text twist, or watch TV, or lay outside or do WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT COS ITS SUMMER!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!
Please write me...u know the address!!! I will miss you all madly !
I LOVE EVERYONE AND THE WORLD...HAVE AN AWESOME KICK-ASS SUMMER!!! YOU DESERVE IT!
*Peace*
FoReVeR & aLwAys
Gabriella
Gabs
Homie G
SK
MyMami
Taco
Smurf
DT Lover (baisers)
Goobs
Aci
Fellow IHH member
Gabi
or whatever you may call me...MUCH LOVE!
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2003 21 June :: 12.24pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: Z100...
Hey!!!
I really don't know what quixotic means, but it sounds cool...I hope it doesn't mean like high or anything...In plain language I'm pretty happy :)
So last night was Aarons party...It was sad...I had fun with my SK me-owww lol..Then I went to Gersh's til like mid...haha it was really funny...
My Mother is driving me CRAZY...AHHH, I need to relax because I seriously might hurt her...and vice-versa...Oh well...I'll live, and don't worry I'm not one of these people who are like "fuck my mom, she deserves to die, I want to poison her...OK let me go get high/drunk." I really am not like that...I think that's awful that someone can talk about their mom like that...But that doesn't take away from the fact that she makes me go insane.
AHHH...that annoying UH-OH never leave, song just turned on...Kate where are you???
Anway..Im not sure what Im doing today, mall, helping SK pack for FL...stay tuned
UGH WTF IS WITH THE WEATHER??? I think I've just about had it...this is ridiculous...where are u sun??? Where are huding??? ughhhhhh
More Later
*Peace&Love*
Forever^Aci~
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2003 18 June :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: relieved
phew
I really feel like an idiot...I sound like such a bitch in my last post and I am so sorry for it...I shouldnt have used this dumb thing as an outlet to get back at someone and it was really stupid of me...So no one feel sorry for me or look more poorly on someone else on my account...everythings cool now and im so glad it worked out ... I <3 You!!!
Today I went to Brigs and watched the Hot Chick...it was really funny, and then we went online and hung out--it was lotsa fun..too bad no swimming......lyl BS
Tonight I went to Elise's for like an hour .. it was fun as usual even though short.
So summer is back to fun in the (non-existent) sun ... Im so happy this worked out and that i decided to make that call to fix it...it was like a pit in my stomach til we talked it out..and now im happy but so sad that we all hav to part next week * sniff sniff...........Hopefully ill see a bunch of ppl friday night at aarons bye bye party to say our final good-byes before camp and summer fun...More later!
Goodnight Dolls...Peace and Love Forever*GMA
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2003 18 June :: 12.03pm
:: Mood: discontent
UGH...I hate this. 1 minute i can be in the best spot with my friends...I love them all and we're having so much fun... ... A few hours later they become insensitve and even obnoxious. Thats what happened to me yesterday. I got into a mini online fight/argument with a good friend (and she just happened to be with 2 of my other good friends so im sure right now theyre talking shit about me which is great) and she really really upset me. I was in tears. It was just the fact that she was being a big hypocrite and seemed like she was making up excuses not to want to hang out with me (us)...Which is pretty funny considering in previous days everyone including herself is like "We have to hang out every day til camp." UGH it was so frustrating cos I feel like such an idiot writing all that "my friends are amazing and they make me high" shit in my last post and now having this to deal with.
This also helped me realize a few things. Finally seeing this person in a bad light helped me to recognize some better traits in my other friends. It was sort of a reality check. I know we'll settle this, at least i really hope we do, cos i wanna see her before camp...but honestly i dont know if she even gives 2 craps...and if that is the case, then i guess that helps me realize not just a little but A LOT. But if she does care, which i really hope she does cos I do <3 her, then I guess its okay. But this still revealed a lot to me about her, and for that matter about the other 2 friends that were there with her, since they obviously were helping her and pushing her along...but im still not sure if 1 of the girls was there yet. Oh well, last night i was really messed up and crying, because I guess it came as a total shock, but today I'm ok. And if she wants to fix this then I know how Im gonna react.
More on these developments later...
Its such a crappy day I dont even feel like changing ughhhhhhhhh i guess this day goes along with my mood....hopefully tomorrow will be a little more sunny...
~Forever&Always~
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