Ahh my little brother is annoying me but finally he stopped talking to me because he found out I got my iPod so now he is sitting on my bed listening to it and he thinks it's the coolest thing ever. Well it's cool but not the coolest thing ever.

Today was actually really fun. I had to wake up at like 8:30 and last night I didn't get home until like 2:30am but anyways thats besides the point. I went up north and we went tubing and we stayed on the sandbar most of the time. It was really fun because theres like 20 other boats on the sandbar and we know most of them so we went with them and everyone was drinking like always. My friend Casey has this tube that is huge so my cousin Haileigh and I decided we wanted to go tubing together on the same tube so we went and my uncle was driving and his girlfriend was spotting us to make sure we didn't fall off and this tube could fit like 3 people inside of it and so anyways we couldn't get comfortable when we were tubing cuz the handles were really screwed up so we both were like just hanging on barely and we never fell off and then we hit this huge bump from another boat and it sucked us all the way into the tube and you couldn't even see anything but our arms and it hurt so bad we were screaming so loud because we couldn't breathe and it kept sucking us under it since it was so huge and we tried telling my uncles girlfriend to stop the boat with our hands but she thought we were waving so she supposably was waving (we dont know because we couldn't see) and finally after like 3 minutes of still tubing like that they figured something was wrong and they stopped but it was so scary because we couldn't get up and my uncle said all he seen was our little hands waving and then we went tubing again later that day and my leg got stuck under there and I thought I almost broke it lol. I have such bad luck but it was really fun and then we were listening to my friend Jordans iPod and the song Dont Cha came on and we made up this dance to it so everyone made us do the dance for them and like 20 people were watching us. Casey wants me to go back up there tomorrow so after I go to this party I probably will. I was going to stay the night with him because hes camping somewhere by where we went but I couldn't because I already had plans for tomorrow but they go camping almost everyweekend so I'm probably just going to go up there next weekend and stay with him.

(Cheryl I don't know how many periods are in that paragraph but it wasn't many lol. I was telling a story so it doesn't count!)

I wish you would just see that I don't like you. I never have and I never will so why are you still trying to get me to like you? It wont happen and after everything I've seen, heard, been through it makes me want to hate you and I know when I say hate everyone freaks out since it's such a "strong" word but im really trying not to hate you. You need to get your own life and get your own dreams so you can stop living through mine. Just do me a favor and stop being nice to me and then saying how your jealous of me and how im spoiled the next minute behind my back to all these people who don't like you in the first place. People like you and people like me don't get along. Were from two differen't worlds and please stop wasting my time. I don't care.

I just needed to say that. Brianna we need to talk. It's important. It's about that one person who we don't like and who we used to call robutusin *sp*. You know who it is.

I was thinking about what I wanted the other day and I realized that I wanted everything to stay the same but feelings fade and people change. Thats really all im going to say about that right now.

Do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone elses eyes?

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