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my new kitten, fergie keeps letting out these little squeky meows as she purrs. she is so cute, aw i love her. she is fascinated while watching me type.
i hate school.
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2007 16 March :: 9.46pm
what should i name my cute little kitten? it is spotted like a cow black and white with a black patch over her eye.
yeah it's a girl help me out.
i was thinking priscilla because we already have elvis :0) you know... priscilla was elvis's wife. get it...?
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2007 15 March :: 7.28pm
oh my goodness today was so exhausting.
i really do like working at the day care but it is so tiring. working 9-6 or 8:30 -6 with screaming kids is like....ahhhh.
i have a headache!
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2007 15 March :: 3.04pm
humans are the most frustrating and mind boggeling creatures on earth
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2007 13 March :: 8.32pm
So i really really like my new job at the daycare. i seriously love those kids so much. it always makes me want to be a mommy but yeah duh i know i shouldn't right now. but hey it is what i want most out of life so i'm not suprised that working at a daycare makes me want a kid even more. Everyone says it makes you realize why you dont want a kid yet but seriously i rarely see that side of it. but still, i realistically don't want a kid until i'm like 23 or 24. okay ggeez i am getting way too personal.
sooooooooooo i watched borat last night with roman. i thought it was...interesting. i liked the chicken.
ummmm i work 9 hour days at the daycare it is really really tiring. but i love it.
i love roman so much. we are doing so much "better' i guess you could say even though that sounds like the wrong way to put it... since our little time apart when i went to florida. we are in a better mood with each other. have more patience with each other. It just had been a long time since we had spent more than like 2 days apart from each other so it was good for us. ANYWAY
blah blah i'm rambling. i think my parents are buying me a gym membership for my birthday. i hope they do . i seriously want to lose like 30 pounds. i want to be like supertiny and wear my freaking clothes that i used to be able to so i dont have to throw them out lol. ahh it's said but i'm just more content with my body even if it is bigger.
omg today at the daycare yeah i know this is horrible but the "teacher" that i was working with ( we are all called teachers) was "teaching" stuff about syllables and she seriously was teaching it ALL wrong. but i just couldn't correct her because i didn't want to embarass her. i finally sort of corrected her when she said one of the kids had 2 syllables in his name and he said no i have 1 i said yeah he's actually right and i tried to explain why but seirously she was like "Rake, rA-ake" i'm like dude no, it's one syllable. i seoriusly couldn't take it. it was making me so upset that she was teaching these precious little children the wrong way AHH. Beans, feel me on this! Justine, feel me on this! Jessie and Michelle, I know you know what i'm sayin girls! People are so dumb! ahhhhhhhhhhhh how can you not know what syllables are... then again, i'm not even sure ifi 'm spelling that word correctly.
oh PAUL i bought you a present!!! :0)
anyway i'm gonna go.
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2007 12 March :: 9.12am
does anyone have any suggestion of what i can write a demonstrative or informative speech on ...
it's kinda sorta pretty much due today so... yeah i need help.
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2007 12 March :: 9.11am
omg i totally had a dream last night that i bet George Bush and shook his hand.
he was wearing a cowboy hat.
eeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
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2007 8 March :: 7.25am
it's my birthday but i have to work 9-6.
that SUCKS!
happy bday to me.
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2007 6 March :: 9.13pm
apparently being a big stupid jerk is in right now. you're stupid sorry i can't get alcohol you stupid jerk. get a life. i say newsflash a lot. god i want to go smok ea cigarrette god how do youspell that? god stupid. guys are such jerks. newsflash!get a clue zara tomik is an ass.
i dont want to work on my birthday that is stupid. ughghghgh stupid. i want vodka and long island iced teas. someone bring me some.
FUCKERS. fuckers! i'm gonna freak out.
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2007 4 March :: 4.29pm
florida was a lot of fun. now it's time to get married.
jk.
i was going to really truly write something. perhaps even soething meaningful. but i just can't anymore i dont think. so what if I want Barack Obama to be the next president?
"There is not a liberal America and a conservative America - there is the United States of America. There is not a black America and a white America and latino America and asian America - there's the United States of America." - Barack Obama
"The pundits like to slice-and-dice our country into Red States and Blue States; Red States for Republicans, Blue States for Democrats. But I’ve got news for them, too. We worship an awesome God in the Blue States, and we don’t like federal agents poking around our libraries in the Red States. We coach Little League in the Blue States and have gay friends in the Red States. There are patriots who opposed the war in Iraq and patriots who supported it. We are one people, all of us pledging allegiance to the stars and stripes.” - Barack Obama
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2007 22 February :: 4.12pm
yay some good things:
i got 91% in my health care law and ethics class. IT'S OVER!! because it's an accelerated class so its all done. yay
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd
tomorrow i'm going to florida with jessie G.!!!!! yayyyyyy i'm so esssittttedddd.
yay yay yay hot and saucy fun in the sun! woo!
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2007 21 February :: 7.48pm
so today we started studying the female reproductive system and its pathology...
she was throwin alot of terms my way...
A vagina has never stressed me out more...
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2007 16 February :: 10.28pm
seriously what did i do that was so wrong.
ugh i am fat and i want to lose weight but yeah i never will. i like food too much and its too cold to run and i wont do anything else. god i am pissed off. pissed of at you for not being my friend. pissed off at you for not talking to me, and pissed off at the world for sucking so much.
i need some friends.
yeah but at least i got the day care job.
ugh.
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2007 15 February :: 6.17pm
so I don't know how frequently any of you see Mrs. martino... but I am looking to talk with her. I left her a voicemail but I don't know if she checks them or whatever...
so if anybody reading this could, tell martino that I'm looking to talk with her about a project I"m doing, some pretty intense stuff...
give her my cell number 1-724-812-6724... and MAKE SURE TO TELL HER THIS because I accidentally gave her the wrong number
thank you whoever decides, if anyone does, to do this for me :)
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2007 15 February :: 1.15pm
I had a brandon boyd dream last night... maybe I'll write about it later...
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2007 14 February :: 9.41pm
all i know is she best stay away from MY flower. bitch.
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2007 13 February :: 9.30pm
how'd i know it was too good to be true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
blown off once again. just like always.
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2007 12 February :: 12.46pm
me and my homie and best friend in the entire world Jess Hazen (Pappy) are SO going to Florida, SO staying at my parent's BRAND NEW HOUSE, SO gonna use their BRAND NEW POOL AND JACUZZI and SO gonna get to drive their BRAND NEW MALIBU (with extra care of course) and SO gonna go get our tan on in florida on the beach.
yayayyayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. okay i am super excited because we both never get to do stuff like this!!! yayyyyyy febuary 23rd!!! hooray bitches!~!!!#@$!@#%!
is it weird that my spring break starts on feb 23??? weird huh? everybody else's i think is later. what is everyone else doing for spring break?
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2007 12 February :: 8.21am
yeah i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail this test.
...hmmm...
oh well!!
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2007 10 February :: 10.24pm
i am so pissed!!!!!!!!!!
I have an online class and we had to write a paper and we had to send in the draft yesterday. Well it is worth 75 points and I got my grade on it today and my teacher gave TEN out of 75. The reason for that is that she says that she put my paper through turnitin.com and she says it "came back with a big red spot" whatever the fuck that means. She says 90% of my paper is "directly from the internet"
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!??!? Anything that I copied is QUOTED and cited. She is full of shit and i am so fucking pissed that she is trusting a stuipd computer site saying that I fucking plagiarized!!! She says that I have to redo the whole assignment. Has anyone else ever been accused of plagiarizing when they really didnt?!?!?!
I am so pissed. I need my grades to be kept up or I will lose my scholarship. I am so angry right now. I wrote my professor an email and I told her how mad I was and that I DID NOT plagiaize . I know that she and most professors use that website and i'm not that stupid to copy shit.
GOD I AM SO MAD. has anyone else had this happen? Please tell me.
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2007 9 February :: 6.47pm
it sure has been awhile
i was just reading my old entries. i used to be so happy.
he did that. made me happy that is.
i love him for that.
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2007 9 February :: 2.48pm
okay okay i'll fucking admit it already. i'm not happy i fucking hate myself i want to quit school and i swear to god i want nothing more than to move to a different country. ANY different country. anywhere. i just want to GO AWAY. for a very very long time and i dont want to have to worry about money ever again.
i am fucking going in sane and i am about to sanp. to put it lightly.
i have got to get out ofhere.
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2007 8 February :: 8.33pm
beauty
What is it that makes us pretty anyway? Why are one sort of looks more appealing than another?
I don't get it I guess.
I cut my bangs. I just went away chopping and now I have more bangs and a new style going on with my hair and I enjoy it. Yay for me for not effing them up.
I have to figure out how I'm going to quit Beaners. I told one of the girls I work with today that I was quitting because I have a hard time keeping secrets about myself. I can keep other peoples' secrets but not my own. She says Louis wont care that much and not to worry. But I think everyone is going to hate me and I'm scared to quit.
But I'm SO excited that I am going to work at Kindercare. I met with Heather, the director yesterday and she said I will work in the infant or toddler room YAY. Babies!! I love them.
Tomorrow I work at 5:30 am to 12. Bleh. I don't want to get up that fucking early. Stupid. Oh well.
I have a paper due tomorrow. 7 pages and I haven't started it.
Blehhhhh. My apartment smells. I'm not sure if it's Roman or if I need to take out the trash.
haha, I kid. I know it's the trash. I really need to take that out... hmm.. but the snow.. and it's a long walk .. and ... and... it's dark...and i dont want to.
I wish I was a millionaire. I do I do I do.
When the lease is up me and roman might live with people of our own sexes for a change. We don't know if we should be living together because then when we get married... it will feel like nothing has changed... You know? We'd get back from the honeymoon and go back to our same life. And we don't want that. I duno. And part of me really wants to live with jess and maybe some chicks. I duno. At the same time I love living with roman and I would hate to think of the people he would live with. guhhhhhh it makes me cringe to think of it. Well, i mean. only one person i am thinking of. i dont know who else he'd live with.
anyway. gosh i'm writing a novel. i want to lose weight. i have not bought "my" little debbie brownies (aka my favorite food ever in the entire world ever) in like a month. Yes, feel free to congratulate me. Seriously, there was a time ( like 2/3 months ago) that it was like if I didn't have my brownie that day, I couldn't function. sick . so i just try to think about how gross they really are in reality. so processed and rich and sugarry and all ... packaged and stuff. stop eating them. So I resist.
I can't wait for grey's anatomy. The good thinga bout working so early is that I can see grey's. lol.
And the daycare closes at 6 so i wil never have to miss Grey's ever ever again.
What do I want to do with my life?
I want to travel to tons of countries before I die. I want 15 minutes of (good) fame. I want to live comfortably and I want a perfect family.
If I named my kid Paja would I be a horrible mother? I like that name. Pajha maybe? Paja as in "Pay-sha" well kinda. i dont know how to spell the last part. ja . jha. like how in austin powers they say faja. it's like that. lol paja. I duno. I'm werid. I want my kids to have original names because I always hated how a million people had my same name.
Someone leave me a comment puhlease.
Goodnight children.
-Jessica michele
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2007 8 February :: 6.27pm
I look at my last entry and cry... most of the stuff is still true. I also laugh though because it is in a list form... what isn't in my life in list form?
I forgot about woohu... i should write more and maybe it will help relive so stress and issues.
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2007 8 February :: 3.39pm
So I had this dream, and I think that it's kind of relative to my life and my current mindset...
so I'm in a room of mirrors... and I see a bunch of things, what they are is irrelevant to you. THey were all things that I desire (make jokes, go ahead). I try my hardest to get a hold of everything I see, but no matter how real it looks to me, when I try to grab it it just ends up being the reflection. I cannot, for the life of me, find the real things.
you can imagine how frustrating this was for me.
so , to make me feel less wierd about this, lets make a joke...
Kevin, you were trying to get a hold of (fill in the blank).
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