A survey. . . .stole it from steph
eaten a raw egg: A poached one which is close

been to canada: no

western europe: no

skinny dipped: no

had an exotic pet (ferret, murray, etc...): No but how I miss kemo

been in labor: Uh no

intentionally cut yourself: NO. . . . . .crazy ppl

on a regular basis?: No again

tried to kill yourself: No im quite happy thanks

talked back to your parents: Once or twice and got slapped for it

ran away from home: No I like my house

gotten really drunk: no

done drugs: no

had a threesome: Um no. . . .freak

loved somebody so much it you cry: no

Needed something so bad it hurt inside: yes

Tried to find the words but they dont come out right: Soo many times

actually answered those questions in brandy's song (before this): Who didn’t, I may
have been in 4th grade but I swore I knew, lol

ridden a horse: When I was lil

owned a horse: no

wanted to own a horse: Yup a chestnut brown one

taken nude pics of yourself: Ew no

and showed them to someone else: No!

bought a lottery ticket: No too young

won (like you'd be sittin' here doin this.. lol): If I can’t buy the ticket then how do I win?

bought something insanely expensive just b/c you really really wanted it: Uh yea

spent that much on someone else: no

forgotten a loved ones birthday: Oh yea ask my friends

played hookie: No my mom lets me stay home when I want to

got caught playing hookie (cost me 5 detentions & a parking permit lost): no

Read the book, "Prozac Nation"?: no

Watched a movie over and over again just to see one part of it each time: Yea forest
gump. . . fried shrimp, boiled shrimp

sat there quoting movie lines with a friend: Yup 0oh the forest gumpness

written a song: yes

poetry: yes

a story: Yea

how bought a book: Yup neva finished

thought about writing a book: Yes did you read the last question

wanted to be a famous singer (of any genre): yes

wanted to be an actor(ress): yup

Thought about what it would be like to be the opposite sex: yea

wet the bed: Yup all kids do

peed your pants in public: Did it all the time erbodys a baby once

pooped your pants in public: ^

blamed it on the cat: Didn’t have one and couldn’t talk

gotten annoyed b/c ppl cant differenciate among "their" "there" & "they're": A lil
not really it’s there fault for not knwin where to put there theirs.lol

or You're and Your: No not really that one

gotten annoyed b/c someone corrected you for that: Yup

gone a day without eating: Yea ertime I go to a theme park gotta get on rides

gone a week without eating: no

how bout a month, food-less: nope

had an eating disorder: No none a that for me

which one: nothin

been bitten by a snake: no

a dog: Yea stupid dog

a bear: nooooo

had a near death experience: No been in a car accident not really near death

hated someone so much you wished they'd die: No that’s mean

slapped someone across the face: yup

kicked a guy in the genitals: Yup tomboy stage

enjoyed it: . … . . . . well kind of. . . . . yes

enjoyed being kicked in the genitals: Never happened

seen Girl, Interrupted: no

isnt it great: ^

dated someone of the same sex: Nooo im straight as a board

helped someone through a problem you once had: yes

been helped by someone who once had your problem: yes

fed the homeless: Yup church

gone on a missions trip: Um no

taken communion: *Christian*

sponsered a child: no

licked an animal: . . . .your weird

or a rock: Yup I positive you’re a strange one

gotten money to eat something gross: No jinelle almost payed my to eat raw chitlins

told anyone about this survey yet? (go. tell.): NO AND I WON’T! sike na but I will share.
:-)

Snow day!
Hey! Today is a snow day and i am soooo happy! Anyway in the middle of this happi mood I took a quiz on the-n .com. Now you get too look at it. . . . .


*Take the quiz here*
http://www.the-n.com/games/quiz_main.php?ipv_sectionID=43&ipv_quizID=1032


*I got this*

The Girl Next Door

The girl next door doesn't have to literally live next door... it's more like she lives next door to boys' hearts. They know they can trust her, talk to her about anything, and enjoy her company without having to force the good times. The comfort levels between a guy and a "girl next door" are sweet and cozy. And when romance blooms between them, it's often more than just a relationship -- it's a best-friendship, too.

Famous "Girls Next Door": Katie Holmes, Mandy Moore, Brandy

Think we have you all wrong? Take the quiz again!



41% of the people who took this quiz got the same evaluation.


*I think it seems right im more of a friend type not the "oh your soooo funny he he he" lol.

Neway this weekend i took out my twist things and i was gonna color my hair till mymom told me about how it can mess up my hair like my perm and what not and then she was like now sare you sure and i was like well no not after all dat! But yea it grew a lot more atleast an inch our two. Right now i have rollers all over my head and im just gonna wear it in curls because i wanna to try sumthin' new. I had to go to a basketball game on friday which we won! We are tooo damn good! It makes it even betta cus it was bcit and erbody from ova there is always hattin on township. Now what! ight lemme stop. I also cleaned my room up a bit and did some laundry. But dats all for this weekend.


Somethin has been botherin me lately too. I think i might need to start b-control. Beacuse my friend hasn't come to visit since a week before november. I kinda miss her. Hmmmm and i finally noe what volim te (i love you) means. . . . . kinda still bothers me that that lil trick was just sayin it too my bf and he was sayin it too her. If you didn't know what somethin ment then why say it? Sry don't comment on it. tryin to forget. . . .lol. hmmm im hungry i think it's time for breakfast. . . . .i'll ttyl.

Much love
Many kisses
Miss J

HEllo everyone!
First i wanna say say thanks to ray cus he fixed up my journl for me and stuff. All i had ta do was tell him what i wanted and then that was it. Sorry for gettin on your nerves too.lol.

Then i wanna say hi!

How are you all today? Well im pretty good but i'm not quite ready to go back to school,ya noe? I haven't taken full advantage of all the free time i had. I just kinda stayed home and didnt even think about what i should do and stuff. But w/e look i took a quizzy.

I'm exceptionally artistic!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am Chicken Little!

Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com.

THE PERFECT GUY
The perfect guy..


Hair color: normal colors no blues or oranges
Eyes: pretty ones lol
Height: not too tall but taller then me

Sixpack: yea
Long or short hair: short

Glasses: sure makes ppl look more intelligent

Piercings: yes
Scars: everyone has scraped their knees once
Eyebrows: yea just no uni-brows
Straight teeth, gap, or braces: straight I guess

Funny or serious: funny but serious when you have to be
Party or stay at home: party but if necessary me and my sweetie can spend time at home together
Should he cook or bake: both I guess if you can read it’s not too difficult
Should he have a best friend: yea erbody needs a friend just as long as she don’t like him
Should he have a lotta of girlfriends: um no I don’t wanna go out wit a pimp
Outgoing or shy: outgoing just not obnoxious
Sarcastic or sincere: both being sarcastic is funni and being sincere is nice.
Should he watch chick flicks: when with me yes
Would he be a smoker: hell no
Would he drink: its ok just on special occasions
Would he swear: if mad
Would he play with your hair: already does
Would he pay for dates: yea
Where would you go to dinner: somewhere fun where the atmosphere is happi
Would he bring you flowers: sure dandelions
Would he write poetry about you: yea just not too much
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: yea not that much
Would you hang out with him and HIS friends: sure
Will he walk you to the door at the end: yes
Holding hands: sure
Soccer: I played before it’s nice
Baseball: not really it’s ok
Basketball: of corse
Football: yup
Waterpolo: I guess if that’s a real sport
Surf: ummmmm. . . . . .
Skateboard: ok now your pushin it
Snowboard: I kinda always wanted too so sure
Sing: sure it’s nice
Play piano: yes I play
Play drums: yes I play those too
Guitar: sure I wanna play that
Clean his room: yea
Paint, draw, sculpt: o0o0o yea artistic guy
Writes his own music: already does
Use the word dude: no
Use the word tight: no
Would he watch the sunrise with you: yes
What kind of car does he drive: a nice one maybe a altama
How old is he: almost 17
What would his name be: HALINSCO MAYNARD DONALSON

. . .can't think of one right now
*****This journal entry may leave most of you confused if you don't know whats goin' on it is obviously none of ya buisness.*****

Ok right now i feel so lost. I'm not talkin bout lost as in not knowing whats goin on in class type a lost but the kind thats like im not sure but i am. I'm really two sided right now. Ya think you know somthin and then all of a sudden you don't understand a all and when you look back on what you thought you knew then you say " dayum i am dumb for believin that fake ish. . ." I don't even know what to do. I really never felt like dis. I wanna be sad and shed some wet stuff but then again i don't and i just wanna play it off. I keep doin that mess. I may be 1* yrs old but i don't think i can ever get out of seein' the world through rose colored glasses. I always sugar coat things so that way i can try to be nice to erbody. And i think i need ta stop doin that to myself cus it's all buildin' up and i think ima have an emotional breakdown. Maybe it's just cus of a female thing that hasn't happened in almost 2 months. (and no im not messin around) But i don't really think thats it, maybe it's just me growin up.

*****For those of you who wanna leave comments thinking they know whats goin on . . . . .how bout you do me a favor and NOT do that*****

Much Love
Many Kisses
Miss J

UUUUHHHHH........
Ok hi erbody. I feel . . .i can't even explain it. Sumtimes i think when i try to help it's just a waste i try and ppl ignor and don't care! If i am willing to try and help you out wouldn't you want to listen. . . .? Or if i am trying. I don't like when my advice is just turned down, rejectedor just not even acknowledged. I want to help and it doesn't seem like it works. I ppl cut me off or just tell me i don't understand it bothers me cus i take it as. "Ok i don't understand? Are youb inside me and do you know the wy im feeling?" Ya noe? Well w/e i shouldn't be upset over this maybe im just overreacting. . . . i have nobody to talk to and calm me down and stuff so im talkin to my journal. THIS IS THE HIGHEST PEAK OF LONELYNESS AND SADNESS. UUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! GODD GRIEF! I FELT LIKE HAVING A CHARLIE BROWN MOMENT. Ok done now i feel a lot better after talkin this over with you journal. okey doke now on to my better day.

I went shopping today. I bought 8 outfits plus i bought 4 shirts and a pair of jeans for w/e. Yes talking about clothes makes me happy. SMILES. That is really brady bunch chessy. Any way yea i did that then tomorrow i got a b-ball game go us. . . .not really i don't feel ;like gettin up early im tired now and my head hurts and i can't find my cd player. What other good thing happened (i gotta cheer myself up). Umm lemme see the cothes and the uh. . . .clothes and i had french vinilla ice cream today.






ok thats all

A survey thingy(took it from steph, sry). Read it i put it in here for a reason!
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5’5
HAIR COLOR: mainly black with some brown
SKIN COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: dark brown/balck
PIERCINGS: 4
TATTOOS: none

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: denim
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: full house
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: what does halinsco taste like. . .sike na
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: I don’t know it’s winter must be cold
HOW ARE YOU?: peachy keen….and u?

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: lateness
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Family Guy and Degrasi
CONDITIONER: Cream of Nature. . .how lovely
BOOK: um do know who you’re talking to?
MAGAZINE: alloy catalog
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Banana milk shake
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Pina Colada, eggnog or strawberry wine
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: anything outside stayin home
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Tupac sorry he may be gone but he is fine

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: don’t know?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: um no only the crazy ones do that
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: I’m black
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: once again I’m black
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yea
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: B-L-A-C-K!
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: my mom let me
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: in the bath I was listening to music
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yup
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes so many ppl Mini Opera must help

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Yes Boopie Bear
GIRLFRIEND: nooooooooo
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: none
CURRENT CRUSH: -
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: no
BEEN HURT?: no
GONE OUT WITH A SOME ONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: A-Keys
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: logically brown in my heart yellow
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: lots of things
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Being around people
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: umm . . .kanye west
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: ppl I can trust
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: TALK

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: hmmm
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: uh I think during summer
YOU GOT E-MAIL: just now
THING YOU PURCHASED: a soda
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: full house
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Peter Pan

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: I don’t like it if you don’t want your child don’t kill it give it to someone who can’t have one
TEENAGE SMOKING: it’s bad enough some are already stupid why make them dumber
SPICE GIRLS: umm. . . .i wasn’t a stalker fan but I did like um
DREAMS: everyone should have them whether they’re the ones you have at night or the ones you have for yourself

New Year
How are you all today? Thanks good. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well I rang in the New Year by going to church (stayin out of trouble). Which was nice it was one of the best services I’ve been to in a while. Halinsco came too but he wasn't very happy, which is ok because I went to be happy and enjoy Jesus CHRITSA-A AMEN-NA PA-RAISE HIM-A! Sorry little preacher moment there. Lol.


Um today I didn't really do anything, just stayed home and watched TV. Today my mom gave away our puppy. SNIFFLES. I wanted to keep her a lil' longer. Think it would have been nice to have her till she got old and stuff and grew up but no! She is livin with this lady with three bois and one gurl who don't have a dad and are young and aren't too cute to wanna get all dirty with the dog without having to change first. I guess I'm happy with that. Well um tomorrow I think I may be going shopping. I hope so cus all the money is not about to go to waste. I spent 40 dollars already doesn't seem like the much out of 300 but that 40 dollars could pay for 2 or 3 shirts. I went to the movies with a 20 and spent that cus I had to pay for me a Jocelyn. (She wanted snacks, although she didn't even eat all of it). And another 20 at the mail gettin my eyebrows done, payin for ice cream (me and boopie), juice (me) gummy worms (Jocelyn) and arcade games(hehe). All that money was suppose to go to my clothes.


Ok now the Brittany spears song is on. Go head and hate me if you want but I do like that song, makes me wanna dance in a club (don't like the whole Madonna and Brittany thing though, and yes there must be a thing goin on). I can't wait till I can go clubbin' (trust me I will.) Just the whole thing erbody just dancin and having fun all night and stuff.


Oh like glue is on now. . . . . .I don't really care what ppl say. . . I don't really watch what them wan do . . . . . Love dat song ( if that is even what the boi is sayin). Sean Paul is such a fine thing.
Heres a list of other fine ones.

*HALINSCO- plzz like I would really put him on here. Lol. sike na. Love you Baby! (You got a nice booty and soft lips)

*Tupac- His pretty lips, smile and eyes, he had a nice nose too

*Usher- whats better then a guy who can sing

*R-kelly- once again the boy can sing

*Ludacris- ohmyjesus! Bless his momma

*Chingy- Too fine

*Raz- them lips and smile (better back off Byotch! You know who you are! cough::STEPHANIE::cough.sike. lol)

*JARREL- sike na, gotcha Courtney. like I want him. . .lol

*Tyrese- you saw how in the "how you gonna act like that" video his booty was boucin' when he ran up them steps!!!!!

Thats just about it. Sure there is more but I don't wanna list erbody. Um write now I am just chillin, full house is on. This is a good show. Um I’ll write later or tomorrow. Ok have a good nite

Much love
Many Kisses
Miss J

I wrote a poem too look-

Through the roughest hours of darkness
The tears from my cheek caught by his kiss
So soft
Insecurity and jealousy rushed through me only gently
I always reach out only to sense him and receive a hug
So warm
Exhausted you lead me on a voyage to my nirvana
Once I surrendered you took control and cared for me.
So blissful
He was destined for me
Created just to fit the wishes that no genie would grant
A gentleman of the fineness stature imaginable,
So soft
So warm
So blissful
. . . . . .My pillow
~Written by Miss J~


Ok now this time it's a real buh-bye.
Love you much!