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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 5 February :: 11.56am
:: Mood: Dry-eyed
:: Music: Mein Teil - Rammstein

Blech
My tummy hurts and I have so much to accomplish, or would like to accomplish today. Plus Weston might be sleeping over on this night. How happy ^^ <3!

- Health Notes
- Language essay
- Laundry
- Clean room
- Change bed sheets
- Continue the Large Card Deck I started with the cardboard from binders

Rar..
Maybe I should even get it over with.. You know what I'm talking about, right?

But I just don't know
Right now
Everything's twisted
And confusing
Kinda scary ^^;

Umn.. yeah.. my Grandma's close friend is dying.
Probably gone already.. or going to be gone soon..

Why do people so close have to die?
I mean, I love Faye..
Time passes so quickly
How come all of the greatest people end up having cancer?!

Dammit..
Under the ground.. What's it like?
Couldn't be too happy.
Korn is an odd band.
You know?

....

<3

"Amerika est Wunderbar"

7 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 1 February :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Hurting.
:: Music: Rammstein -- Ohne Dich

Tramps Like Us
My heart hurts right now -.-;;;;

Oh my god.

And I just told Adam I wasn't depressed.

I'm horrible and a liar.

Adam's philosophies are beautiful, even if it sounds like he's dying.

Like my new layout?

Girls are softer.


P.S. 3 new manga. I'm fancy. ^^ Tramps like us.

3 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 26 January :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: Shitty

How horrible
Love Ducky.

He's going through a tough time.

Our some amount of months anniversary is coming up. Lovely ^^;

It's this Saturday.

But he's going through such a horrible time.

This is a scary show.

And a commercial for the Grudge DVD scared me.

Sadness.

<3

2 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 25 January :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: Shitty

Something I feel helpless to.
Good evening.

It's 10:09 pm, and, miracles of miracles, I'm tired. I guess I should find a pencil to shove in my back pack.. I heard of testing tomorrow. And I should look up the parts of speech that accompany the words of my vocabulary, or do my math homework.. but.. I can't.

I'm too tired.

And the fact that the teen populace has fallen into the habit of drugs and smoking has depressed me.

A couple of my guy friends were conferring about weed, the one even had some on him! I thought school was safe.

Another friend of mine was making a deal for a pack of ciggarettes. I thought school taught us better.

I was told how weed was good a while ago.. how it relaxed and relieved stress.. but there's so much more that it does, too, that isn't as good as these things. Like lung cancer and the like. Why can't people understand it's so bad?

Sure it's the earth, and the earth made it, so it must be okay, but what about all the radioactive ores the Earth made? What about all the horrible things that the earth made, too?

Should we suddenly just take up everything that hurts us, roll it in a peice of fast-burning paper and light up?

I hope I never get asked to do drugs are take a breath of smoke.. for I will have to hurt those who ask..

<3

Even if you hate me.

9 don't really. | give a fuck


yadiffy04

:: 2005 19 January :: 6.18pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Im so pissed at my momj, I effing hate her!!!! My band makes it to play for 100 dollars in the school talent show, and she wont let me preform, because I have ski club, and thats gay. Its not even her choise, its mine, I get to choose what i do with my life, not her. I dicide if I want to do good in school or not, or if I want to be in a band or not. This is so fucked up. I have an obligation to my band. if I miss that, then I skrew my band over for the 100 dollars, and thats messed up if you ask me.

4 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 19 January :: 12.20am
:: Mood: Sooo Good
:: Music: ATHF

That's right!
ZOMIGAWSH!

I LOVE EVERYBODY!

YES!! <<

WATER.

<3<3

"Meatwad.. this is your new.. brain."

5 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 17 January :: 1.08am
:: Mood: Philosophically depressed
:: Music: None

Happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day
Hey.. It's been a while, hasn't it?

I guess I'll start off by apologizing.

I'm sorry Ducky for killing any plans.
I'm sorry Keith for hanging up on you repeatedly.
I'm sorry Naomi for not going to the movies with you.. or having you stay longer.. or sleep at your house.
I'm sorry Jade that I didn't go to your house, even though you really wanted to see me.
I'm sorry Kristen Joyce for not going to the movies, even though you were genderly outnumbered.
I'm sorry for everything I haven't said sorry for.

And now for what seemed to hurt this weekend.

Not being told that everyone was together hurt my feelings.
My mom seemed to keep putting me down, which hurt my feelings.
I hate myself, and that hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't so stupid, it hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't human, maybe I wouldn't hurt my feelings.
Machinery is so perfect, and it hurts my feelings.

I've come to a verdict.

Humans will become machines easily.

Mortality will succumb to the metallic perfection of a quick modem.

The homosapien race as we know it has been doomed from creation, prolonged only by the things that cause our deaths daily.

Oh, how hypocritical and bittersweet life can be.

<3

"I know, but I can't get out of the shower."

P.S. I've finished 3 pages in the scrapbook, Naomi ^^ Aren't you proud!?

8 don't really. | give a fuck


yadiffy04

:: 2005 15 January :: 2.29am
:: Mood: Retarted
:: Music: Dude looks like a lady

OMFG!! HHHHAAAAA!!!! Morgan is over at my house right now, and its 2:33, weve been up sence 11 trying to override the security system, and we spent 3 hours trying until, Im like, hey why dont we forward the clock to 7? and guess what, it worked, hahahahah!! Its amazes me sometimes how stupid we all are. So, other than that, today was graces and mine 1 month, and Im glad its lasting. Im bored, and wide awake, and we watched waynes world... LMAO!! Morgan has longer hair than my mom!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Im going snowboarding on Sun. Band Practice tomorrow, and talent show tryouts on wed. LMAO AGAIN!! Morg just slammed his head on my guitar! LLLOOOSSSEEERRR!!!!! LMAO!! I think he needs first aid, let me chuck a drum at him...........ok, Im back, that was stress releaving. Ill ttyall l8. Yadiffy out

give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 10 January :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: Tiredly clean
:: Music: Fan?

Today.. was good.
Yeap, you heard it. Today was pretty good.

1st period:

Normal Richar, normal math, normal is fancy after a long break. We got 2 or 3 new kids, I think one didn't show up.

2nd period:

Bleh, I now have Team Sports. This is bad, because only for the first month are we in the gym, and we'll only be inside later if it: rained, is raining, or is just about to rain.

Please, rain a lot T.T

3rd period:

Same old science. That is good. I kinda hope Shina isn't in that class anymore. It's not like she annoyed me or anything, and she's really nice, but I just kinda like sitting alone.

4th period:

Ew, Health. Not only is our teacher a man (who seems to act and dress like a woman), but it's HEALTH! Atleast Keith and Naomi are braving it with me in the same room, same hour.

5th period:

I love Mr. White ^^ He's such a cool guy. Band is the same, of course, and I like it that way. Naomi and I fooled around almost more than usual xD

Lunch:

Still lunch B. Still good ^^ Today I actually brought food, thus, Naomi and I ate something for once. We're so good.

6th period:

I love Ms. Spurgeon *-* Pre AP English is like.. my friggin' calling or something. I love English e.e;;; I'm such a geek ^^ <3

7th period:

Started Drama today. Mrs. Rubin is such a silly. A deer ran into her car once o.o;

Anyways, that's really my day without the frills. I'm glad my period never acts up too bad.
I think I've been on it since Saturday, but it didn't show 'cause I went swimming.
'Cause swimming stops that sort of thing.

I love everyone.

I feel like painting, but it's bed time.

My room is so clean >>;

Well, kinda. Cleaner than it used to be.

I think I'll paint my nails before I go.

Mm.. black *-*

Love you, you giggle billies <3

"Well.. you're.. a stupid face!"

4 don't really. | give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2005 10 January :: 7.33pm

beethoven's 9th symphony...who knows the one amazing fact that makes this symphony seem so great

2 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 10 January :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: Ow, my esteem
:: Music: ..

o.o;;;;;;
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates anope, zero
your best quality isNothing really...
your worst quality isyou trust people too easily
this is becauseOf the people you hang around
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Wow..

I'm so loved.. <<;;

That raised my self esteem a WHOLE.. LEVEL! xDDD

JUST KIDDINGGGGGG! >>

Love ya

<3

"You will get pregnant.. and die."

1 don't really | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 9 January :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: None

Umbrella Corporation
Welll.. it was a weekend indeed as the Winter Break comes to a screeching halt and tossing me into the fathomless depths of school.

Yum.

:: Friday ::

Weston came over at night for a while and then we went to Laur's so I could sleep over and pick up Jade the next day. Silly. I painted up Weston to look like a geisha. Giggle ^^

Laur and I decided to stay up 'cause we were suposed to get up early (9 am), but that only worked 'til her mom told us to go to sleep. Then we conched out.

:: Saturday ::

Woke up at, like, 9:45 am and we left about 10:15 for Jade's house ( we had to meet Kimmie there ). I didn't feel too good, but whatever. We went to go pick up Jade.

The first time we saw her was her dashing through the airport with a baggage cart. This scene = sheer hilarity. Laur and I laughed so hard ^^ We put Asj and Jade in the car and went to McDonald's for some luncheon.

Ah ha! The baby loved me ^^ And I loved her. Mark and Kimmie went to the race track, so Jade, Laur, Anna, Asja, and I watched Athena and the boys. That was great, I went SWIMMING!

AHHHHH! EMILY WENT IN THE POOOOOOL!

Watch out for floating candy bars! >>

JUST.. KIDDING!

Okay, I'm good. Anyways...

We took Thenie in, but she was just too cold and unhappy in her wet diaper so we took her out, gave her a bath, and then changed ourselves and played DDR for a bit.

Then, out of fucking NO WHERE, Keith shows up right behind us! All three of us screamed xDD We're such geeks. Mark and Kimmie came home with some other people and we went to the Beach Club for dinner. How silly.

So we ate, and Keith and I said we were seven year olds at the same time (scaryyyy!1!) and then we ventured out to find the beach (scarierrrr!11!) We found it and it was all dark and all I could think about seeing Jade step out onto the sand was the beginning of Jaws .-. THANK YOU, TV PRODUCTION!

Anyways, that was over and we went home and Keith went home a bit later, but not before taking some lovely pictures, of course (^.~)

Laur and Jade went to bed at freaking 12:30 am!! HOW DO YOU DO THAT?!?! But oh well. I stayed up 'til, like, 1:30 am then fell asleep on the floor. I stole the comforter, so later I was prompted to get on the bed 'cause I had the blanket. Even though there were a buncha blankets up there still.

:: Sunday ::

Hahaha, Jade wakes us up at freakin' 11 am -.-;; Screw.. you. I didn't get up for a while..

Then I did.

Now I'm okay.

They were gonna go to the beach, but they didn't, so I was okay. Erik came over. Laur, Asj, and I went swimming, annnd.. yeah. I went to Wilt Chamberlain's, it was great. We got 2018 tickets. Yum. Then I went home.

And here I am. ^^

YEY!

And tomorrow's school.

Boo.

My mom's hurting my brain.

And calling me names

CHILD ABUSE!

I started my period today ._.;

That's a sad thing to me.

I was thinking.. it would be.. SO hot.. to have an Umbrella Corporation ID. You know, the Umbrella Corporation from Resident Evil?

How freaking AWESOME would that be? Really? Don't even lie to yourself.

If some one could make that.. I'd like.. worship you o.o;; And pay you.

'Cause that's just the hotness.

Anyways, I'm out.

Laterrrrrrr

".. BIRD!"

6 don't really. | give a fuck


yadiffy04

:: 2005 9 January :: 4.49pm
:: Music: Simple Man-Lynyrd Skynyrd

Man, I dont want to go school tomorrow, the only thing Im looking forward to is Grace. I miss her sooo much, its not even funny. I really think Im in love....and I like it. Its nice to know that when she wakes up, she knows Im there, all the time.

So, not much has gone on, tryouts for the talent show are on Wednesday. Well make it, I just hope it stops raining. Yadiffy out.

"Life is not Measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

5 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 8 January :: 1.38am
:: Mood: Giggle
:: Music: Mean Girls =p

4 questions
Ask me 4 questions.

Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.

I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked from you.

Love yoooou

<3

"I can't go out "ehh ehh" I'm sick"

6 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 7 January :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: Excited *-*
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR

Arts and up-too-earlies
Darkness sucked.

The plot was AWESOME, but the film sucked.

Sure it scared me.

But.. I get scared at everything.

Even just at night o.o;;

Oh well.

I DDRed AWESOMELY o.o

And I drew some fancy things and have a new concept..

Maybe, JUST MAYBE, I could start comicing.

That would be hot.

I love you, Shima T.T

AND ALL OF YOU!

<3

"Pull the six-guns from your back, throttle the ignition.."

2 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: Cutesy o.o

Movie?
13 going on 30 is the cutest movie in the world.

I bloody LOVED the retro! XDDD Outfits = hot

Love ya!

"You can be the kettle and the pot, bee-atch!"

2 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 9.50pm

Movies.. Tomorrow.. BE THERE
Tomorrow, you go to Muvico at 11:30 am

You buy yourself a ticket for the 12:05 showing of Darkness

You go into the theater arcade and you wait for the others.

You do this.. and you will not die.

<3

6 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: Stretchy
:: Music: TV

Mel and I
o0p5 y3r d34d: Herrooo

IthildenElessar: HELLLLO!! ^.^

o0p5 y3r d34d: HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

IthildenElessar: WAzZaP?

IthildenElessar: Down w/ the bitches and hoes

o0p5 y3r d34d: xDDDD

o0p5 y3r d34d: Nuthin's up, how's buisiness, pimp?

IthildenElessar: Naomi's plotting against me so i must destroy her

IthildenElessar: !!!

o0p5 y3r d34d: What what?!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Is she stealin your corner?

IthildenElessar: damn str8

o0p5 y3r d34d: Darn it all! Pimping just isn't what it used to be

IthildenElessar: *tear* truthfully i can't understand half of the pimping
phrases

o0p5 y3r d34d: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

IthildenElessar: DDAMN it ALL

o0p5 y3r d34d: No need to cuss me out!

o0p5 y3r d34d: I just make mah money wif mah ho's

IthildenElessar: No shame in that

o0p5 y3r d34d: No shame in my game

o0p5 y3r d34d: You think I'm lame? You're to blame

o0p5 y3r d34d: I only search for my destined fame!

o0p5 y3r d34d: BAHAHAHAH!

IthildenElessar: u try to rhyme..but there's not enough time

o0p5 y3r d34d: Time..? Time?! You speak of time with my rhyme

IthildenElessar: i need a dime

IthildenElessar: 4 my rhyme

o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll rhyme all I want, I don't mean to flaunt

o0p5 y3r d34d: But I bet you're worth more than a dime

o0p5 y3r d34d: ^.~

IthildenElessar: I come all the way from the west side of Boca
*rapper pose* West Side!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~crazy S pose~ South side!

IthildenElessar: South side got nutin on me!

o0p5 y3r d34d: West side sure aint fo' free!

IthildenElessar: Yo Foo'

o0p5 y3r d34d: Whuh? Whuh? Break it down, Westie

IthildenElessar: can't touch this...*music..na na na na na na na* lol.

o0p5 y3r d34d: xD

o0p5 y3r d34d: I feel dat!

IthildenElessar: poop

o0p5 y3r d34d: Dat hurt, was day Jimmy Choo Show?!

IthildenElessar: it hurt rite there *hits shoulder*..i mean...

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~does the worm~ <
IthildenElessar: *holds arm in pain* MY TOE!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~holds her spleen~ MY LASAGNA!

IthildenElessar: hmmm....lasagna....

o0p5 y3r d34d: I love Lasagna

IthildenElessar: No u don't

o0p5 y3r d34d: Yes.. I do

IthildenElessar: No.....u don't

o0p5 y3r d34d: Yess.. I do o.o

o0p5 y3r d34d: Wanna mess?!

IthildenElessar: no......u don't O.O

IthildenElessar: !

o0p5 y3r d34d: YES I DOOOO!

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~tackles~

IthildenElessar: *bits*

IthildenElessar: bites*

o0p5 y3r d34d: .. ~moans~ XDDD

IthildenElessar: ouchy

o0p5 y3r d34d: ~licks~ =p

IthildenElessar: Naomi eats babies 4 breakfast...

o0p5 y3r d34d: I know

o0p5 y3r d34d: I harvest them for her

o0p5 y3r d34d: It keeps her evil and healthy

IthildenElessar: she's losing her mind...and i'm taking all the benefits....

o0p5 y3r d34d: Giggle

IthildenElessar: *cackles*

IthildenElessar: !!!!!!!!!!!!

o0p5 y3r d34d: 0.0

IthildenElessar: dON'T B SCERED

o0p5 y3r d34d: I aint scurred!

o0p5 y3r d34d: Just.. surprised =p

o0p5 y3r d34d: XD

IthildenElessar: ohhh....then my life isn't complEte

IthildenElessar: ^.^

IthildenElessar: Naomi told me she was adopted as a child. Her true mother was an ape and her father was king of Zionxx. She's very sensitive about the subject so i only make fun of her about it on Monday, Thursday and Friday

Silly us.

"It's magical and you.. are a magician."

4 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 2.53pm
:: Mood: Elasticy
:: Music: TV

Giggle
Wow..

I just, like, stretched.

A lot.

I'm going to practice breakdancing o.o

XDDDDDDD

Silly!

"West side sho aint fo' free!"

give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 6 January :: 12.26am
:: Mood: Owie
:: Music: Nuffin

Result
lonely moon
you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
brought to you by Quizilla


... Dammit.

XD

"Singing songs that make you slit your wrists..."

3 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 5 January :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: Good <3
:: Music: YEY!

A night <3!
AHH!

Tonight was so fun! ^^

I love Ducky <3!

xDD I typed Fucky before I noticed my error.

Giggle.

We saw A Series of Unfortunate Events

Wow, I can't even type right

(Please excuse any grammatical and/or spelling errors)

Silly ^^

<3

"Roast beef, it's a German term for beef.. that is roasted!"

3 don't really. | give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2005 5 January :: 10.28pm

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-Tyler
-Bob
-Goaler

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-tclonyl
-tboblp (ichat)
thats its!

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my fingers
-my musical ability
-my hair

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-dry skin
-lack of style
-i like to argue, and it gets me in trouble


THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-German
-Italian
-American

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-quiet
-mystery of dying
-cell phone ringing (vibrate ONLY)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-guitars
-computer
-chewing gum

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-jeans
-shirt
-underwear

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS:
-Rush
-Miles Davis
-Bob Dylan

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-"Fool In the Rain" Led Zepellin
-"Knocking on Heaven's Door" Guns N' Roses
-"It Takes A Lot To Laugh, It Takes A Train To Cry" Bob Dylan

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-shoot a revolver
-perform in ensemble
-another cuban cigar

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
-fun
-surprise, spontaneity
-intimacy

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (In no particular order):
-I play auld lang syne when warming up with guitar
-I have an extreme fear of nail files/nail filing
-I will sing any and every song, whether I know it or not no matter who can hear

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
-maturity!
-lips
-hair

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
-able to talk about anything

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-play violin
-beat my stepdad at pool
-find my N64

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
-guitar playing
-hockey playing
-pool playing

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
-Recording Engineer
-Studio Musician/Sessionist
-Record Producer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
-Germany
-Grand Canyon (again)
-Cuba

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-visit Jimmy Hendrix's grave in Seattle
-have someone recognize my name from a song/album/artist that I worked with
-meet a professional hockey player

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE...
Uhhh.....
whatever...lol

give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 5 January :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: Remorse
:: Music: Give 'Em Hell Kid -- MCR

Ha.
Just to butter up my mom, I cleaned the kitchen, vacuumed and dusted the theater, and cleaned out the cat box.

But I haven't.. quite.. asked her yet ^^;;;;

When I went up, it looked like she wasn't feeling good, so I just hugged her and went away.

I guess I can be nice.

Next to my blasting music.

Derek need a life =p

And so do I!

<3

"If you were here.. I'd never have a fear."

2 don't really. | give a fuck


0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 5 January :: 11.46am
:: Mood: Woken
:: Music: You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison -- MCR

Double-dating and the Unknown
Blah, I don't wanna be up..

I've been thinking about what my dad said earlier all day. He did an all-call, telling me and my brothers to unload and load the dishwasher and clean the kitchen..

I was so grudging to this unwanted wake up that I started thinking horrible things..

I am such a horrible person o.o;;

I was like "You never clean anything, why do you expect everything to be so fuckin' spic n span? Sure, you bring in the money, but how 'bout some cleaning? Sure, you're room's clean, but you have two people, no toys, no computer, no desk, two HUGE closets to hide your clothing messes, yada yada, plus, you don't live in my room, I do. My mess should be fine. Let's call it the industious clutter, hm?"

I'm such a fucking bitch! o.o Omigawdddd! XD

And he didn't even say anything about cleaning my room.

Hmph, Keith's bite is pretty much gone.

WoW <<;;

I started plucking eyelashes last night..

Ugh, I'm a freak.

And a bitch.

And I don't even feel that bad today.

Odd.

Ducky called me today about something about double-dating with Adam.

Giggle.

I get to meet the elusive Cassandra (or whatever) if this works out ^^

Hotness.

I wonder if I have art class tonight o.0;;

That'd be kinda cool, but wreck current double-date planning.

I should repaint my nails to just black.

I had more weird dreams.

What's going to happen..?

I never dream usually..

I have flesh-tone glue on my keys.. I L and Y.

The last three letters of my name.

And the enter key.

Odd.

I think I still have some glue on my neck.

Giggle.

"I won't go down by myself, but I'll go down with my friends"

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 4 January :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: Amused
:: Music: The whole MCR CD XDD

Bored? (Over 100)
Eep, don't think I'm mean by copying instead of going to the place (Bzoink) 'cause my dad blocked it on my computer ._.

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]

What's your name? :: Emily
Birthplace :: Boca, FL
Age :: 14
Age you act :: Depends on my mood
Current location :: Boca, FL
Eye color :: Brown
Hair color :: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: Righty
Zodiac sign? :: Horse
Height? :: 5'-5'1" (plus 1-inch shoes =p)

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]

Your heritage/nationality :: Maltese
Your hair :: Thick-ish, two long parts infront of my ears.
Your fears :: The dark, bees, The Grudge o.o;;;;
Your perfect room :: Ourple, painted walls, scary dolls, pictures, posters, mess, stuffed animals.
What you practically do in a day :: Computer. o.o

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]

Words you overuse :: God, okay, giggle, love, <3.
Phrases you overuse :: Bite your face off
Your first thought when you wake up :: '... I wonder who's online..'
Your greatest accomplishment :: Dunno
Something you want to do :: Screw Gerard from MCR. Or Tom Felton. Or Johnny Depp (Emily = Bad)

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]

Pepsi or Coke :: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings :: McDonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: Neither.
Chocolate or vanilla :: Chocolate
Adidas or Nike :: Vans.
Black or white :: Black.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs :: Chicken.
Egypt or France :: France
Rock or rap :: ROCK! ^^

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]

Smoke :: Ewww
Cuss :: Often ^^
Sing well :: I've been told so.
Sing in the shower :: Giggle. Yes.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: ^^ YUM!
Believe in yourself :: Not often.
Like taking these longass surveys? :: Surely! Even if your name isn't Shirly!
Play an instrument :: Yes ma'am
Want to go to college? :: Yeapperfish
Want to get married? :: Mehbeh
Want to have children? :: Ew.. labor.
Think you're a health freak? :: Definately not.
Get along with your parents :: Usually.
Get along with your siblings? :: Usually.
Think you're popular :: Giggle, surely not.

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]

Gone out of state :: Nopers
Drank alchohal :: Nopers
Smoke :: Nopers
Get high :: NEVERRR
Done any drugs :: Isn't that what getting high is? <<;
Eaten an entire box of oreos :: That woulda been cool e.e;
Been on stage :: MEHBEH! Actually.. yes. ^^;
Gone skinny dipping :: xD No
Been dumped :: Not really.
Dyed your hair :: Nopers.
Stolen anything :: Nope ^^

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]

Craziest :: Dunno, they're all pretty odd.
Loudest :: Lindsay x.x;
Most shy :: Jenn
Blondest :: Laura
Smartest :: ME! XD
Kindest :: Naomi, or Dylie
Best personality :: All of 'em do
Most talented :: They're all uber talented
Best singer :: Jenn's pretty good ^^ <3
Most ghetto :: Do I have ghetto friends? <<;
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: Sorry Jenn o.o;
Pain in the ass :: Lindz ><;;; Or... KEITH
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Sometimes Lo XD
Funniest :: They all make me giggle
Best person for advice :: Dunno
Dependable :: I depend on all of them
Trustworthy :: All
Druggie :: >>;; I don't know. None, I hope.
Most likely to end up in jail :: Keith, for indecent exposure xD
Person you've known the longest :: Jenn

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]

Last dream :: I pulled out a couple of my teeth and walked a long distance past my old middle school into a developement and there was this.. pond, or something, it's always haunted my dreams ._.
Last nightmare :: >_>...Last night...I hate it when those come up.
Car ride :: Today to pick up Naomi
Last time you cried :: A bit during that one night
Last movie seen :: Monster ~twitch~ o.o;;
Last movie rented :: I don't rent
Last book read :: Count D's Petshop of Horror
Last word said :: hungry (I'm not really hungry)
Last curse word said :: Dun remember
Last time you laugh :: While Keith and Naomi were here
Last phone call :: Last night to Keith
Last CD played :: My Chemical Romance: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
Last song you listened to :: Cemetary Drive
Last annoyance :: Dun remember
Last IM :: Saying bai to Keith
Last weird encounter :: <<;; Weird?
Last person you hugged :: Keith.
Last person you yelled at :: Keith. xDD
Last time you wore a skirt :: Dunno.
Last time you've been evil :: Today =p
Sarcastic? :: All the time, babeh
Last time you fought with your parents :: Today, kinda
Last time you wished upon a star :: When I saw one.
Played Truth or Dare :: Giggle. It think it was with Zach. I dared him to go to Naomi's naked, but he didn't.
Spent quality time alone :: Right now, bay-beeee

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]

Are you talking to someone on AIM :: Nope, my message is up
Do you feel lonely :: Kinda
Ever TP'd someone's house :: Nope. I'm too nice =p
How about egging someone's house :: Nope. Still too nice.
Do you not like dislike not like me? :: Who are you?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: .. Ew.
Yo Momma :: and your auntie in the backyard!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: Not really >>
What do you think of George Bush? :: TERRORIST!
Any secret fetishes? :: Giggle. If I told, they wouldn't be secrets.. PEPTO-BISMAL?!?!
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: Yeapperfish. WANNA MESS?!
How many languages do you speak? :: UNO! XD
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: I've type WAY more =p
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: .. Stalking, huh? YES! <<

.. Giggle.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 4 January :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: Tired.
:: Music: You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison -- MCR

I listen to this band WAY too much.
Naomi and Keith came over today..

The original plan was to beat Keith up (which I did anyway) for being a hypocrite, but that got ditched 'cause I don't think Naomi could be that mean..

..... Wuss =p

^^

Oh well, my head kinda hurts T.T;;

Sadness.

I wanna see Jade so bad.. And Jenn.

I have her Christmas present o.o;;

I've had it for so long.. I'm too stupid to just drop it off .-.;;

Break is gonna be over soon. I wanna see mah loverrrr

<3 Ducky <3

Giggle.

I love MCR.

So good to me.

Let's find something to explain..

I have some scratches and some bite marks from earlier..

Keith, Naomi, and I are pretty rowdy >>;;

If you leav tape on your arm and take it off, like, 2 to 4 hours later, then it's like.. whoa o.o White xDD

Niiice.

Silly billy.

My nails are orange and black..

How silly.

"Life is but a dream for the dead."

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:: 2005 3 January :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: ...
:: Music: TV

Wow
This sucks.. I talk to Keith for two minutes, he asks me if I'm with Jade, and I break into a depression fit.

Sorry for hanging up on ya kid.

I don't feel good.. kinda unloved, too.

I feel like throwing up my dinner.. but it'd be self-inflicted, and I don't believe in bulimia..

I can't cut myself.. but I can pull out my leg hairs with tweezers. o.o;;

UGH! I'm so fucking stupid ><

Maybe I miss Jade just this much..

But for some reason, it.. isn't the same with Jade anymore..

It's like we aren't as close.. Or something..

I hate myself.

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2005 3 January :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: Tired ._.
:: Music: Nuffin

Longest bloody quiz EVER
BASICS..

:x: name = Emily

:x: piercings = 1 per ear.


:x: tattoos = None

:x: height = 5'

:x: shoe size = 6-8, I guess. I like to wear big shoes <<;

:x: hair color = Brown

:x: length = Chin length, with two chest length peices infront of my ears

:x: siblings = Tweedle-Dee and Tweedle-Dum, my two "adorable" brothers

LAST..
:x: movie you rented = I don't rent

:x: person you've called = Keith, last night.

:x: person that's called you = Naomi.

:x: tv show you've watched = Power Puff Girls

:x: person you were thinking of = Umn.. You made me think of people when you asked the calling questions.

DO..

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = Not usually

:x: you think about suicide = If I'm depressed

:x: you believe in online dating = I used to.

:x: you want more piercings? = Maybe another hole in my ears

:x: you drink = No alcohol, if that's what you mean.

:x: you smoke = No o.o;

:x: you like cleaning = Not really.

:x: you like roller coasters = Definately

:x: you write in cursive or print = Print. My cursive isn't pretty.

:x: you carry a donor card = o.0; No..

FOR OR AGAINST..

:x: long distance relationships = ~shrug~ Not for me, but if you want to.

:x: using someone = against

:x: killing people = against .Unless of course it is in self defense.

:x: teenage smoking = Against.

:x: premarital sex = If the time is right, you gotta do what you gotta do =p

:x: abortion = Against.

FAVORITE..

:x: food = Sushi, chocolate, sour-dough bread.

:x: sports = To watch: Hockey To play: I don't play sports really at all, but I like it if it's inside or at night

:x: drink = Dr. Pepper, soda, carbonated juice (<3!)

:x: holiday = Halloween

HAVE YOU..

:x: ever cried over a girl = Yes

:x: ever lied to someone = Haven't you?

:x: ever been in a fist fight = Maybe. I don't remember.

NUMBER..

:x: of times I have been in love: Love.. what is love?

:x: of girls I have kissed? Umnnn.. A lot, I don't remember.

:x: of boys I have kissed? .. Giggle.

:x: Number of people I consider my enemies: Enemies? <<; Oh yeah, I know what those are.

FAVORITE..

:x: disney movie = Mulan, I think..

:x: scent = You're going to think I'm SO weird, but fresh cat litter. Not like.. poop, but after just changing the box and you're pouring in new litter.. S'good. And how Ducky smells. I don't know what he smells like, but it's good.

:x: nickname = Oh man, too many to give. Let's stick with Em, Em-chan, or Emz, hmn?

:x: guy name = Umn..Weston. Lee. Jeremy, I guess.

:x: girl name = Sancia.. Miette. Jen.

:x: eye color = Clean ocean blue. <3

:x: flower = I like jasmine a lot..

:x: piercing = Lip rings are hot.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..

:x: pretty = Sometimes.

:x: funny = I sure hope so! What else do I gots going for meh?

:x: hot = It's not very warm in here. <<; Why do you ask?

:x: friendly = I think so. Or just obnoxious.

:x: amusing = Isn't that what funny is?

:x: ugly = Often.

:x: loveable = Maybe.

:x: pessimistic = I try not to be.

:x: optimistic = Yey.

:x: caring = Often.

:x: sweet = Taste or attitude?

:x: dorky = Every day of the week.

RANDOM..

:x: Spell your first name back wards = ylimE

:x: The story behind your user name = I have SO many YIM names, but my AIM, o0p5 y3r d34d, umn, I was just bored, I guess. Sounded fitting or something.
0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0: Fwah was my favorite word for a while and Em-chan is my nickname to some.
neko_oni: Meaning "cat demon" or devil was my made-up Sailor Moon character and she totally stuck. I have a buncha names that are "Neko Oni" or "Neko Akuma" or something of the like

:x: Where do you live? =Milky Way.Earth.North America.United States.Florida. Palm Beach County. B--- R----.

DESCRIBE YOUR..

:x: Wallet = Soft, dirty, cowprint. A few cards and there might be a dollar in there.

:x: Hairbrush = Black with little red spheres on the bristle tips. It's old.. and it hurts.. I need a new one.

:x: Jewelery worn daily = Left ring finger: One purple and one black rubber ring. Right ring finger: a gold, sapphire and white diamond ring. Often worn about the neck: My leather cat collar or the interchangable ribbon I got for Christmas.

:x: Pillow cover = One's black silk with butterflies, another one's Scooby Doo, one doesn't have a cover. Then there are two I've had forever.

:x: Blanket = Purple and blue comforter.. I need to straighten it out again

:x: Coffee cup = I don't usually use one.

:x: Sunglasses = I have a purple pair, though I rarely wear sun glasses.

:x: Shoes = Black and white vans, with writing all over the white.

:x: Handbag = If I do carry one, it's usually the black leather coffin one with the red cross on the front.

:x: Favorite top = Either my black cami or some of my other "smaller" black shirts.

:x: What you are wearing now = Black cami and scooby pajama pants.

:x: Hair = Unbrushed, pulled back into a half-tail

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)..
:x: In my mouth = Sour milk taste << Ew.

:x: In my head = Umn.. yey?

:x: Wishing = for patience.

:x: After this = Maybe a shower.

:x: Fetishes = Those who know me would know =p

:x: Person you wish you could see right now = Maybe Keith.. or Jade.

:x: Is next to you = Nothing but the air.

:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Mm.. January?

:x: Who is your worst enemy = Do I need one?

x: If you could have any animal for a pet= I don't know. Something cool.

:x: What is the longest you've ever stayed up = All night, babeh

:x: Ever been to Belgium? = Where'd that come from? <<

:x: Can you eat with chopsticks = Yeapperfish.

:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = My con groovers. Miss 'em like the dickens. I miss every one, really.

Yeap.. Wasn't that special?

"Saaaay gooodnightttt"

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:: 2005 3 January :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: Tired ._.
:: Music: The tapping of my Keys

An answer
xxinterupted: Myspace.. whats the kadoo about it?? I don't understand. I think it's kinda dumb. Explain what it does please.

Myspace is this place originally made for 16 and above to find mates. Soon, the teen world pretty much took over, thus, the infatuation with a new meeting thing.

Some of the perks are adding friends, multiple-picture upload space, talking about yourself, an editable blog, a "bulletin board" (post something and all your friends will see it), yadda yadda.

It's pretty amusing ^^;; It makes me giggle..

Well, there ya go.

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:: 2005 2 January :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: Heee ^^
:: Music: Helena -- MCR

Giggle
Ducky doesn't look as good in eyeliner as I thought he would.

He just looks more like a girl.

He's over right now.

RIGHT NOW he's downstairs on a pogo stick.

Silly billy ^^

God I love that kid <3

He's so wonderful

And oh so ticklish

I like tickling people

But they hate it.

Too bad.

"Things are better if I say... so long and good night"

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