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:: 2004 13 October :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: Wheee!

My day ^^
Heh ^^ Today was fancy. I thought it would be my best day EVER, 'cause Chris sent me this chain letter in IM and it said if I sent it to ten people in some amount of minutes, today would be the BEST DAY EVER! o.o;; But it wasn't >< DAMN YOU CHRIS! Oh well, I lived ^^ Here it is!

Mo'nin:
-I got up kinda late (6:45 xX) so I left kind of late as well. I think it's so snobby, there's this girl next door who goes to Spanish, driving herself every day, and I can't even ride with her o.0;;;; Oh well, preps suck, I'll get over it ^^

Sitting with Amanda:
-Yeap, I do this every morning before first period. I trudge across the street, scowl through the halls and fall into a sit next to her, then we chat about how many people are wearing a color and vote on tallying or not. Then we decide if we want to scream out a random guy name to see if one looks at us. They usually don't but whatever. It's happened before, but with a chick XDD I was like "MICHELLE! I love you!" and this other girl turned around and I was like "o.o; You must be Michelle, too" and she was like "Yeah" and I disappeared into my class ^^
Not much happened in our hall sit today, but it was still cool.

Algebra 1:
- After the morning announcements we migrated to another room. Mrs. Richar's daughter is so cute =p We did some graphing today. I hate graphing, but whatever. I survived, right? XD

Personal Fitness:
-AUGH! We went outside 'cause of PSAT testing in the gym TT We couldn't even be in the Fitness Room 'cause of that. How mean. It was kinda okay, 'cause it was all breezy. But I still hate being outside. I started hyperventilating as we were walking outside XD I'm such a drama queen! You'll see more about this drama queen point a bit later.

Intregrated Science:
- Wojo is so awesome. Me and Erin started beating up Dirk. God, I cannot fight, but SHH! Don't tell! I still want to be able to threaten mercilessly! o.o; So we watched this INSANE British-sounding movie about the elements. The elements would talk in rhymes, and it would always be the same guy's face and accent. I loved it when he explained Potassium and Lithium XDDD 'Cause if you have too much Potassium, you get hyperactive, and Lithium is the counteractant.
So he was talking about Manic Depression, so he'd talk real fast then talk reeeeaaaalllll sloooooooowwwwww then real fast! then reeeeeeaaalllllll slooooowww and it was just so funny ^^;
But hey, atleast I learned something, right?

World Geography:
- Oops, oral reports today ^^;; I finished mine a little bit ago, and I did do a little bit last night, but I go pre-occupied, so it didn't get done last night, but now it's done! It was so funny, we were making fun of annoying Kasey, saying she was anorexic and stuff, and she's like "Oh my gaaaaawd! I am SO not ANO!" and we're like "Wow, she even knows the nickname, she must be anorexic!" and she's like "NUH UH!" then Mr. Bianchi said something about Tinkerbell and she's like "I used to LOVE Tinkerbell, then she got so commercialized and I didn't like her anymore" and someone said "You liked her 'cause she was so skinny, right?" and it was just.. hilarious ^^

Band:
- Ah, the 2nd day of "My Clarinet's in the Shop" scandal xDD But yeah. It was SO gross! Hey Omni palxx0rs, remember Evan Pelz from the morning announcements? Well.. he has a girlfriend o.o;; ASHLEY WEISSMAN! OMG!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! They kissed right infront of me and I FREAKED OUT! I started running about the band room, screaming "OH MY GOOOOD!" it was funny, but people were like "Chill out" "Shut up" stuff like that xD Then Naomi told me she gave a note to her sister to give to Keith, 'cause her sister is friends with Keith (Hot Goth Kid Keith) and she said that she put that I loved him in there so I started freaking out again
My fucking knees gave out XDDDDD
I'm sure he already knows, but GOD! So I sat out for a half an hour, and I spent the rest of the half an hour looking from Evan to Ashley in sheer amazement xDD He caught me staring at him and was like ".. What?" and I was like "0.0;;;;" xDD
So yeah ^^;; You know how it goes.

Lunch:
-Mm, not much happened. I was screaming again. I do that a lot, don't I?

Pre AP English:
- Not much happened here either. I was being smartsy.

TV Production:
-Hee ^^ I chilled out next to the camera thingies.. AUGH! Why must hot goth kid Keith be so attractive? ExpeciallY with a guitar! >< And.. a whip! XDDDDDDD Don't even ask how that happened, but yes, he did have a whip, and I think I drooled. xDD
My bad ^^;

Anyways, I just got back from art class <3<3 Had a BUNCH of lasagna TT Yum, and sooo.. HERE I AM! <3

I Love you all! ^^

"OH MY GOOOOOD! OH MY GOOOOOOOD!"

6 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 12 October :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: Frustrated

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This has been a scream of sexual and embarrassed frustration by: EMILY, GODDAMMIT! ><

Luvvles ^^

9 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 12 October :: 7.48pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd - When The Tigers Broke Free

I'm going to see Derek Trucks on Saturday at House of Blues! I can't wait, he's probably my favorite guitarist of the current allman brothers band.

10 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 11 October :: 11.10pm

What Makes You Sexy?
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Why'd I even try <<;; I are not sexyful! XDD

:: 2004 11 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: Depresses/annoyed -- Happyyyy

Some stuff.. that is good.
Hiyo.. It's me again. This is pretty much a time filler so I can get my clothes out of the laundry with out being bored and falling asleep. I guess I could take a shower, that would be good.. But I really REALLY don't feel like it.

I know that sounds really gross and stuff, not to mention I wanted to stay in the same clothes again, and it would of been the third day tomorrow, but I'm not going to. Well, I kinda am, I'm wearing the same thing, but I'm washing it. 'Cause washing things are good. Something or some one has been stealing my arm warmers, and it makes me sad.

Because I like them.

And no one calls me, even if I post my number as an away message.

That makes me sad, too.

God, I can whine a lot.

I guess it doesn't help that I'm on my period.

I can't believe you're still reading, because this is pretty irrelevent, I'm sure. o.o;

Just teen angst, and some PMS, mixed with stress and a dash of sweat and laundry.

That's scary.. A very scary thought right there. Let's see what I talked to Jade about.

Jade: I love you

Em: My heart hurts again and I don't know why

Em: Jade, why do I always get so depressed over nothing!?

Em: Nothing at all! And I'm just so sad! ><

Jade: ~licks~ I know how you feel, that doesn't happen to me anymore though...

Em: You could say it's PMS right now, but it happens when I'm not ovulating, too..

Em: Anymore..?

Jade: I don't get depressed

Em: No..?

Em: What's your secret? Tell me, buddha!

Jade: I don't let myself, because I'm really really happy go-lucky now, and I don't want to fail myself by being depressed, because it's like I'm just giving up, I can make myself stay happy, even when I don't want to be, and I don't have you guys, I force myself to be happy.

Jade: Because depression... It hurts, a lot, and I just find it easier to be happy.

Jade: Or be indifferent, if I can't be happy.

Jade: I never thought it would be easy, you know? I never thought I was able to make myself happy, I never thought I could fight it without you guys... But here lately, it just kinda happened...

Em: ^^

Em: Good for yoooou!

(Wow.. I'm a bitch o.o;;)

Em: I wish such enlightenment would raise my spirits

Em: But it holes me more >>

Jade: ~licks and huggles~ It won't be like this forever, that I promise. If I can do it, so can you.

Em: I'm a helpless drama queen with a buncha friends o.o;

(And I love them all, mind you, this is just some more whining to the only person who'd put up with it.)

Jade: Nothing's more pleasing... than a tummy full of chocolate and ice cream.

Jade: o.o

Jade: Try that remedy

Em: I already did ramen and Dr. Pepper

Jade: Try chocolate, cause it really helps.

Jade: Sailors promise!

(Note: Jade isn't a sailor >>)

Em: I don't have any

(Prepare yourself.. for the DOWNHILL RIDE OF TEEN ANGST AND PMS!!!)

Em: Screw it

Em: I have no future

Em: And I'm a Boca brat

Em: Spoiled

(Spoiled, tubby, short, tan, mock-rebellious, I couldn't break a major rule if I wanted to, I have mental problems, I think I'm acquiring acute respiratory issues due to stress, AND! I only just started high school!)

Em: The whole deal

Em: I just haven't dressed the part yet

Jade: ~smacks her butt~ Well shame on you then...

(What is it with people and my behind? I guess it's just so fucking huge that they have to touch it. o.o;; Wow..)

Em: TOUCH MY ASS AGAIN AND I SWEAR I'LL RIP YOUR FUCKING EYES OUT! >
(Mroww! Hisss! >>)

Jade: Mm-hm...

Em: Grr! o.o;

Jade: You apparently thought you did something wrong, so I was just 'punishing' you.

(I really didn't understand that part, but whatever.)

Em: YOUR PUNISHMENT JUST MADE MEH ANGEREEDDD! o.o;

Em: Then I started thinking about that stupid show, Unfabulous or some shit

(Ugh, I hate that show, it is S0000 poser ><)

Em: With that singing girl who started high school

Em: I thought about sending her a hate letter

Em: 'Cause she can't sing

Em: And she's a bitch to her friends

(Sound familiar?! o.o;; No, don't look at them, I was talking about me.)

Em: So why not? <<;;

Em: GOD DAMN! XD

Jade: I'm sure she gets enough...

Em: Tell her who ever gave her producer the idea was on crack

Em: 'Cause it was stupid to begin with

Em: And we don't need any more TV-Stars-turned-Pop-artists

Em: DAMN THE MEDIAAA!

(Curse the system! Screw the Man!)

Jade: Yup

Em: >>;;;

Em: Le blah

Jade: .. Excuse me for a moment... I'm going to go make myself some choco-milk... Cause I need something cold and chocolate...

Jade: I'm getting... ice cream tomorrow...

Jade: Or... I'll like... die or something... o.o

Jade: And Dr. Pepper... And I'll be good

Em: I need.. chocolate milk

Em: That would be so hot

Em: I'd be like.. yum. xD

Yeap.. there you go. Amazing, huh? I'm sure you were enthralled and ensnared in every little bitsy peice, huh?

Well, in more currenter news, if it could get more current >>; We made our music video yesterday, and it was pretty crazy.

We did Magic by King Diamond (the coool guy). I was supposed to be King, Jade and Laur were guitarists and Chris was the drummer.

Sooooo.. We decided I was going to do a knee slide under the battle of the guitars, but instead, I walk into the guitars, turned knee-slid under the guitars, ran into the door ('cause we filmed it infront of my front door) pushed off from the door, got attacked by our ghetto drum set (a bunch of buckets on stools and a covered bowl as a base drum with King Diamond's sign)(Which REALLY looks like a penis) Chris picked up the drums off me, I grabbed the bowl/bass drum, smacked myself in the head with it (though you couldn't see this because Laur or Jade was standing infront of me) then started showing off the red penis sign on the thing.

I stood back up and started singing again, it was great. Really funny ^^;

I turned it in this morning to Mr. Weddle and got really scared 'cause he said before that he was going to show them on the morning announcements, and I didn't know if he would show it today. He didn't (thak god) and we didn't even watch it in class. I would of been okay if we watched it in class today because Hot Kid Keith wasn't there, so I wouldn't be as embarrassed as I would be if he was there.

Wow.

All this over a boy.

A very attractive, gothic, make-up wearing, color coordinated, yummy, pale boy..

Damn o.o;;;

Naomi, Michelle, and I have like.. a fucking Keith fan club. Speaking of this goth boy, let me tell you what happened one day.

------------------- FLASHBAAAAACK! ----------------

Mmkay, soo.. We're at lunch, and Keith walks by, and Michelle says hi, then Naomi's like "Hi" and I waved some, though I was like, paralyzed. And he walked away, so I was like "OOOOOH MY GAWWWWD!" and started to fake cry in Michelle's stomach, and she was patting me, and.. he comes back o.o;;

I was like.. frozen, my fucking FACE in Michelle's LAP (xD) and Naomi's like "Hiiiiii" and Michelle's like "Looking for someone?" and he's like "Yeah.." and Naomi's like "I like your pants.. and your boots.. they're really cool." And I still didn't move 'cause I was so scared.

I could just feel him looking at me, and I was so embarrassed, I mean, I have last period with this kid xD (TV PRODUCTION! XX) So yeah, he went away, and I freaked out again, and it was funny.

------------------- END FLASHBAAAAACK! ----------

Heh.. Today was silly, too. This boy walked by with REALLY hot chainy pants and Naomi's like,"I like your pants!" and he's like "Thanks.." and I was screaming after him "I LIKE YEW!! I LIIIIIIKE YOU A LOOOTTTT!!!"

<<; I scare any one who walks past our table xDD

I would scream out different words for period, and every time I did, this other kid we positively adore would walk by. It was so funny ^^;

YEY! I MADE MYSELF HAPPYYYYY! And my laundy's almost done! ^^ Good things!

The first anime meeting was today. And I felt so smart 'cause I knew a buncha stuff they asked and I'd cosplayed and gone to a con before and stuff ^^ Special ness.

My neck hurts from headbanging (another thing I did in the music video) and Josh (Wolfe, whatever) said I could take pictures of Sworn to Silence (the band he's part of) for like websites and stuff.

So I was freaking out ^^

Then Jeremy called, and that kinda made me depressed 'cause he wants to kill himself all the time. He's been in rehab recently for trying and now he's all like "I need a gun" and "Won't you kill me?" and shit like that, and I really don't need that right now, yanno?

I got enough stuff to deal with emotionally and I really don't want to know about that.

Keep it.. to yo-self o.0;

Anyways, I think I'm gonna try and wrap this up a bit..

I don't think I have any more newss... But if you see my cell number in my away message, that means you call me, you crack whores o.o; No excuses.

I love you all ^^ And great HAPPY THINGS! Like that.

Wheeee?

Bai <3

"YOUR ASS.. IS ON FIRE!"

5 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 9 October :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: Pissy and tummy-achey

The moral: SHiT HAPPENs!
Haa.. soo.. last night was my first game. o.o;; My first band/football performance ^^;;; Well, lemme lay out the scrimmage of a band geek..

Okay, after school, Naomi and Amanda came home with me. We ate fish sticks and Amp (YeSH!) and then played DDR. So we DDRed 'til we had to leave.. which was at 5

So we get there, and we're a bit late, no big deal, so we practiced marching. This could be counted as pandemonium, pacing back and forth across a band room, rolling your feet for your life.. Ah well.

Here's where the real crazy stuff starts, the passing out of the uniforms.

So they had us wait 'til they called our names, though everyone was practically screaming, so it was kinda hard to hear. When I finally got mine, it was just.. wow. xDD

Sooo.. I got my pants, right? And I'm wearing these long shorts (oxymoron!) so my friend's like "Here, wear my sofies" so I'm like "okay" and these things, I'm not even exaggerating, were two inches of cloth off my waist xD So I'm trying to pull on my over-all pants, and these are WAAAAAAY too tight! And the girl who was changing with me was trying to zip them up.

So I'm holding my breath, and they're SO tight, I let it out real quick, and I pull a fucking muscle in my diaphragm! XDD So yeah, that was pretty bad. I traded them in for some better ones TT; Thank god. I could BREATH! But they had to pin them up 'cause they were so long. DAMN MY SHORTNESS!

Then it was Jacket time. This thing did not cover any one's ass, and I was no exception, so my huge butt was quit out there xX; The Bando shoes are crazy xDD And the HATS! OmG, I'd be part of band just to wear the hats! XDD

So yeah, we were all ready to go, we got inspected, then lined up outside. We marched into the stadium, and that was probably the peak of the exitement. Not to mention the Santaluces band was HUGE! XX

But yeah, we played the star spangled banner, then it started to rain, but that was okay at first. So we chilled, half time came, and the bands approached the field.

The Santaluces band went first, and they were magnificent. They did fucking Tai Chi while playing XDDD That was amusing. Then it was our turn, and it started to POUR! Poor Sinbad was drowning! His ship sank in a typhoon! That's what it sure as hell sounded like XDD Oh well, shit happens.

It was third quarter, and time for the traditional Band-mingling water break. We each got a bottle of water and talked with the other band. They were so polite ^^ Go them. Alexis, Naomi, and I just had to stand in one place, and a million people came up to us and shook hands. The general message was "Nice to meet you, your maching band sucked, I'm glad it rained on you" but they were nice about it, atleast. They tried to lie and we were just like "We know we sucked, you can tell us."

Mmkay, so we're back in the stand, our cheer leaders suck, little kids are stealing the Color Guard's wet flags, and the Santaluces band STEALS ALL OUR MUSIC! Our drum major will say "Louie Louie!" we'll flip our books, get ready to play, and the band acrost the field will blast the beginning notes to our planned song just as we take our breaths! ><

So yeah, that ticked us off. So while everyone was leaving, we played a few songs, and yeah. Then we left, a bit sad, but when we got into the room, the shit hit the fan o.o;;

Mr. White can be a scary guy xX;; We didn't notice we had to line, so we quickly did, shoving our hats back on, and we stood in a semi-circle around the three band directors, wet with rain and sweat, eyes set on nothing in particular, taking mental blows, for a straight half an hour. We weren't allowed to move, look around, or bend our knees, we just had to stand there.

And that.. that really hurts TT Oh well, shit happens. Hopefully we'll get better XX;

So that was my exciting evening. Bai!

3 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 6 October :: 3.37pm
:: Music: Rage Against the Machine - Take the Power Back

Hard times fall once again...but this time I am stronger.

:: 2004 3 October :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: Okay
:: Music: TV

Okay? ^^;
Hehe ^^ Another lay out change, how seksi. Anyways, it's been a crazy-long weekend.. I've been out of school for.. 9 days ^^;;; Wowwww.. Yeap.. Sooo..

I'm real tired..

And I gotta clean some more.. Let's talk about all the stuff I have to do.

1. Laundry
-- This is important, because I'm pretty much out of clothes. Well, out of underwear. =p
2. Homework
-- I don't know what I have to do, but I guess I should look.
3. Room-cleaning
-- Yeap.. my room's a bloody mess TT;; Not to mention, we have no more plastic bags, like, grocery bags, so that complicates the cleaning.
4. Shower
-- My bathtub is full of towels and what not from the pool.. So those need to be laundered as well.

So.. there is was, narrowed down some. I'm kinda hungry but not..

You know that song by LP, 'Breaking the Habit'? What am I saying, of course ou know. But that music video is amazing.. I absolutely love it TT;

Ahh well, what can ya do.

OhH, I got a cell phone ^^;;;;;;;; Man, I'm gonna pimp this shit out.

Flashing antenna, reflective screen-sticker, different anime strap for every day of the week.. Hells yeah XDDD

Anyways, I think that's it!

Love you all ^~

"Ohmiguh! Like, nooo way!"

6 don't really. | give a fuck

11 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 3 October :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rambel on- Led Zepplin

Hey
hey all,

well, a lot has happened in a short time, last Monday, Grace brole up with me, and that sucked like hell, I mean, I really do like her a lot. So, then Rebecca was really annoying about it, and then started hitting on me, but she really bugs me, like, you dont know how much she does. well, then on tuesday, we had afterschool band practice, and that went alright, but the band sicked, then on wednesday, I went to GATE for animal life, that was cool, cause Kimberly didnt show up, then on Thursdaywe had afterschool, again, but the band is so immature, I mean, I had to call them to attention 5 times before they were actually quiet, so as you can guess, that didnt go very well, then, on friday, we had a min. day, and AJ led the band and he sux sssoooooo much, so thats that.

So, last Sat I got some crazy burzes, just click more. and a couple weeks ago the house behind us almost burned down. pictures also.

Read more..

so, those are the guitars that I want, my parents might let me get one of those. Yester day, we had a parade, and they sucked, they got a 77, so, not good at all, but we got 3rd, then I went and asked Grace why she broke up with me, and she didnt know, but she was regretting that she did, so, were gonna try again. Well, I g2g, l8r,

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Does anyone comment anymore?

10 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 28 September :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: Yey
:: Music: Talking.. crunchy cheetohs >>

The Exlanation of Lo's Stalker
OKAY! Here's the down-low on Lo's talkership.

Okay, so, there's Paul, right? And Paul thinks Laura's hot. But the dead frog knew this would happen before then, so he started watching Lo, because the dead frog can read the futurrre! Futurrrrre..

Anyways, Paul hires the dead frog of Lo's neighbourhood to watch Lo, which the frog had already been doing, but atleast now he was getting paid! ^^

THEN! The dead frog needed some wheels, so he jacked the scary white van form previous stalkers and drives it by repeatedly, thinking we wouldn't catch on.

Lastly, the dead frog, Montello Weishowcsky, hired super-spy lizard, Herbert De Dominico, to do the dead frog's dirty work while he drove the crazy white van around the block..

Theeee Ennddd ^^

:: 2004 27 September :: 12.38pm

I'm back

3 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 26 September :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: none

Post a comment of anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything: a story, an opinion, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, are you mad at me, is there something you have been wanting to tell me?
Write anything you want. Be sure to post anonymously, and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. l8r,

stevo

7 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 25 September :: 11.38am

another hurricane. I am really getting sick of this. It's not even funny or joke anymore. Not when it starts affecting people you love. I'm going to a shelter this time, because apparently my mother doesnt think my cousin's apartment isn't strong enough for a hurricane. oh well. oh yea, i have a speech to plan for tuesday during all this crap.

:: 2004 24 September :: 3.01pm
:: Mood: GARHHHH! ><
:: Music: King Diamond -- Puppet Master

Feh ._.;
Another while, I see.. heh, oh well. I'm so annoyed.

You know about my birthday, right? Since the hurricane came, I couldn't have my party.. Or even stay at home. For my birthday, I got towed up to Indiannapolis in a fucking car with my little brothers and a friend of there's. Against my will, please, I'd never agree to this.

Even then, we were going for a fucking HOME THEATER CONVENTION! Nothing fun! Nothing I'd WANT to remotely do! A CONVENTION ABOUT SPEAKERS! ><;;;

You do not know HOW much emotional baggage this tosses on me.

Blah.. anyways, I FINALLY plan out my party (a rave ^^) and HERE COMES WHATITSFACE HURRICANE! Whoo! It's comin' to meh partyyy!

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GODDAAMMIT!!

GODDAMMIT! >

DO YOU KNOW HOW PISSED OFF I aM?!

Very!

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I KEEL YEW!

Anyways, whomever reads this and knows about Saturday, I don't know if it's gonna happen.. TT

I hate this..

I know..

I hate to say it, but my life isn't bad at all.

But I hate it.

Luvvles.

"You know what summer means..? GHOST STORIES!"

9 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 23 September :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: REALLY HAPPY
:: Music: Stairway to Heaven-Led Zepplin

hey all,

after school was great, I didnt drop the mace, and Mr Boyer is exteamly happy , we sound a lot better and look a lot better. Umm... not to much to say, um, Aub yes I did, twice actually, once before and once after school, and it was lik, WWWwwwwhhhhhhooooaaaaaa!!!!!!!! It was awesome, ill call you to tell you more tomorrow, cause your at practice. Well,

l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. and I got one more breath taken away from me today, so I guess thats about 5 times, 1 Morg 2 Aubrey 3band 4 Grace 5 what happened today.

2 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 22 September :: 10.10am

I don't know if I've done a "worst day of my life" post yet, but if so, I have a new one. I don't like to go into detail on this thing, especially about negativity. All I know is that if Megan was still here I'd feel much better.

:: 2004 21 September :: 9.41pm

:: 2004 19 September :: 11.56pm
:: Music: Enter the Dragon-Dance Dance Revolution

Hey all,

Well, Friday was awesome, and I don't think it could've gotten any better. We had a sub in first period, so we just screwed around, then in second period, Mrs. Castillo burned magnesium, and it looked like a firework just went off in class, it was so, bright, you couldn't look directly into it. third per. we did nothing, fourth period, we watched a movie, fifth period I had to deal with the bitch, and sixth period we marched, then after school I learned that Grace Laico likes me so I asked her out, and apparently shes been waiting all year for me to ask her out. So then I did, and before I finished she was all, YYYEEESSSSS!! So then yesterday i went to the football game, and i saw, Jasmine, Shaw, Aubrey, Jakie G, Kelsey, Klylie, Stephanie B., Melonie, Josh, Pepito, Kevyn, and Danny. and also, Grace, my new g/f. So, I'm coming to the next football game. Then, I went to DM camp and got a lot done and I'm not nervous anymore, now, today, I went to church, and then went shopping, I got a lot of new clothes, and went to MJ's house, so I'm on the phone now, so Im gonna go,l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take out breath away."

:: 2004 19 September :: 4.20pm

I've just had the greatest weekend of my life...and maybe the most messed up weekend of my life as well

:: 2004 16 September :: 3.33pm
:: Mood: Proud **;
:: Music: Puppet Master - King Diamond

My pretty Jupiter report outline ^^
Galea, Emily
World Geo. � 4
Sept. 17, 2004
O.R. #1
Jupiter

Jupiter is a planet with 4 well-known moons, which were discovered by Galileo, but it has at least 39. The composition of the planet resembles something like a star instead of a terrestrial world. It is twice as massive as all of the other planets combined. If it had been 100 times more massive at birth, it would have been a star instead of a planet. Jupiter is almost entirely made of gas and liquid, and a never-ending storm rages on the surface of this sphere, seen quite easily in the pictures taken.

I. Jupiter has 4 well-known moons.
A. Europa, Ganymede, Io, and Callisto are the biggest satellites.
B. In just May of 2002, 11 of the 39 moons were discovered.
1. These were only about 2-4 km in diameter.
2. They have a highly elliptical retrograde about the planet about 21 km from it.
C. These moons, along with the planet, are being studied currently by the Galileo spacecraft.

II. The planet is made mostly of liquid and gas.
A. These planets haven�t a solid surface.
B. The core is probably made of rock, 10 to 15 times our Earth-mass.
C. What we see when we look at this planet is the tops of storm clouds, made of gas and stuff.

III. The storm upon Jupiter hasn�t subsided since the planet�s birth.
A. Jupiter has three distinct cloud layers:
1. The first, lowest, is ammonia ice.
2. The second, middle layer is made of ammonium hydrosulfide
3. The third is made of a mixture of ice and water, but mostly just H2O
B. Jupiter was expected to contain twice the amount of oxygen, but it may not have as much water in its atmosphere as we thought.
C. The Great Red Spot of Jupiter is an oval about 12,000 to 25,000 km, big enough to hold two Earths in it.
D. Jupiter�s winds are thought to be driven by the extreme heat of the planet�s core, along with all the varying magnetic fields.
1. The darker colored bands are called belts, the lighter colored ones are called zones.
2. Belts and zones and made by the different directions of wind over the planet stir the different colored clouds.
3. The different colors of the clouds are due to the slight chemical and temperature levels in the different winds bands.
E. The winds of Jupiter are over 400 mph!

Bibliography:
1. http://www.nineplanets.org/jupiter.html
2. http://www.aerospaceguide.net/planet/planetjupiter.html
3. http://csep10.phys.utk.edu/astr161/lect/jupiter/jupiter.html

8 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 15 September :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Paranoia-DDR Max1&2

Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I�ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse.

Stevo

EDIT: as of today, september 17, 2004, Im Grace Laico's boy friend, so its all good....very good.

3 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 15 September :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Butterfly-DDR 5th Mix

Hey all,

Well, nm has gone on l8ly, but Im over Tami, and I like this other girl in the band, and I think she likes me too, so Im nervous about that, and Im freaked out about the drummajor tryouts, and my sister got her self a b/f, and Im really happy for her. Im bored, and I hate my LA sub, oh, and btw in case you havnt noticed, this is my rant entry, so......She is such a BXTCH, i cant stand her, and shes long-term, so yesterday, I started talking back to her like, really bad, and almost got a refferal, and then Shawn went and yelled out"This Sub is on crack!" it was hallarious, so then the whole class went and ganged up on her, and we totally freaked her out.So, other than that, Brenna, Shelby, and i are writing a story, and when its done, ill post it in here. So, Shade is 16 and getting his licence, and we have after school practice tomorrow, so Aubrey, if you can make it, great. Well, I g2g. l8r

Stevo

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

2 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 14 September :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: Rushed
:: Music: TV

Oi
S'been a while, hmn?

Not much to say. I was happy to get back to school, can you believe it? I thought I'd hate high school. Ha ^-^;; Yeah.. soooo...

Nothing to say *-*;

My Deviant Page

Check it out. o.o; That is.. if you love me T.T;

Yeaaaah.. I like planes.

One of my lights went out..

I have nothing else to say.

I love you.

I better brush my teeth.

Goo Bai o.o;

<3<3

"Oh my god, I love you."

6 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 14 September :: 1.33pm
:: Music: Miles Davis - Flamenco Sketches

Today I get to take my first Economics test, and give my first speech back to back! Yay! Not...Our speech is supposed to be based on a quote, phrase, or proverb that describes our life. My quote comes from Charlie Parker: "Music is your own experience, your own thoughts, your wisdom. If you don't live it, it won't come out of your [instrument]. They teach you there's a boundary line to music. But there is no boundary line to art." Now that would be really easy if i had a speech on my music, but how do I relate it to myself in general?

:: 2004 8 September :: 2.12pm
:: Music: RHCP - Soul to Squeeze

I'm really sick of reading. I read pretty much all of the only text that really interests me, which is the sociology one. English is redundant, speech is just boring. Macroeconomics is interesting, but not enough to make me want to read ahead. Well at least I'm caught up. I'm going to the mall now, and I'm not coming back without her gift!

:: 2004 8 September :: 11.37am

and instead it rapes home...Orlando is fine. Back to the usual.

11 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 8 September :: 10.12am
:: Mood: Feh =p
:: Music: None >.>

ARGH! INDIANA?!
Hey, it's been forever, I know o.o; How ya like the new lay out? Done in about five minutes, since today, I'm leaving to lovely fucking INDIANA!

I don't wanna go to INDIANA! It's my bloody BIRTHDAY and I'm being FORCED to INDIANA! >.< Gawd..

Oh well, screw it. I'm not leaving the hotel, though we won't get there 'til like.. tomorrow.. ._. That's horrible.

So yeah, the life of Emily since my last post. We got out of school on a half day on Wednesday (I like LTMs x3) (You get to sleep in 'til 10!) And didn't have to go back Thursday 'cause of Hurricane Frances.

It wasn't that bad on us ~knocks on wood~ But some other people got hit pretty hard.. Though it really sucked doing all that work. We had to screw ply wood over pretty much every window, pull Hurricane Shutters into my neighbour's house so they wouldn't become 'projectiles' (my neighbour got evicted, mind you) And through all this crazy 24/7 work of the demons, WE, the busy bees whom are trying to protect ourselves, get BLAMED for putting fucking TOP SOIL ontop of some one's car!

Goddam! IT'S A CAR! IT'S DIRT! Wash it off and be over with it!

Yeah, so the neighbours were pissed for a day or two. We had one day of rest (Saturday) then back to fucking work. We scrubbed the bloody house to nothing, whiped the windows to see-through perfection, and ran around. We even worked Monday, and yesterday!

We have the REST of the WEEK of and I'm being HAULED to INDIANA! >.< GOD DAMMIT!

Oh fucking well, once more. You see how passive I am? I'm so nice.

Anyways, I'll just quietly LOATHE them in my SHADOWS o.o Since the only light in my room is if you turn the lights on! ^^ I <3 it.

So yeah... I've done nothing with the South Africa project that's due early October o.o;; Keith, we gotta work on that thing! >.< Feh and what not.

So yeah.. I need to shower.. and pack.. put my entertainment crap in a bag. I should probably take my drawing book, but that thing's so bloody big. I'm thinking I'll just take some CDs and my game boy, and force my brother into submitting his CD player he looted from the evicted neighbours' house.

Now if you think he stole this, he really didn't. Susan, our neighbour, left a buncha crap all over the place that she didn't want to keep anymore. So we were picking through it and found a few things. I have mind to go back and get those books, but I feel so mean taking things.

o.o;

Even if there was a holographic Avengers comic book in there x.x;

Oh well, one more time. I better go.

OH YEAH! I'm 14 today. How fancy is that?

See you ^-^

"I.. can count.. all the way.. to shfifteh five.."

:: 2004 5 September :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: you shook me- AC/DC

Hey all,

Well, I went bowling today with mikey, and Aubrey and Mackey and Josh were there too, that was awesome. Aubrey got yelled at by some old ppls. So then me and her went and pissed them off more. I beat Mikey 3 out of 4 times, and we did DDR and had pizza and soda. On the way home we stopped by starbucks, so today has been awesome, but Tami is mad at me AGAIN so, nothing new, I swear, were mad at each other like 24/7, so idk. Anyways, Mike might be staying the night, and I have to work on my project. When we were at the bowling alley, I asked her if that counted as my call for the day, and she said no, so I have to call her again. lol. I still have to right in the notebook again.

So, things with Tami..... Well, last night she came to the concert in the park with me and Wade, and Krystal Kohlberg. Well, Wade and I were haveing so much fun, then Tami started hitting on him, and he told me that he wouldnt do anything, and he didnt, which is really kool, Its nice that he could do that for me, thats why were so close, if something happens, then we'll either stay out of the way, or stick together. But anyways, so then I left and sat against the wood of the catchers backstop, then wade came over, and we talked about stuff, so that was cool, and then Tami came over and kept asking me what was wrong, and i didnt want to tell her, at least not when she and Wade were having so much fun, and i didnt want to ruin it for her, cause I just want her to be happy, and then we left, and I rode with Wade over to his house, and dropped him off. The only reason I was so upset, was becaus it sux like hell when the person you like is attracked to 2 of your best friends, and your brother, but not you, and your the only one who likes them,.....I hope you get the point.

Here are some pics for your enjoyment, just klik read more. Read more..

Well, Ill ttyl. l8r,

Stevo

Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

P.S. Aubrey, Ill kall you, and Im gonna be on AIM all night with Mikey.

4 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2004 1 September :: 5.31pm

Frances prepares to rape Orlando...
...and I'm coming home tomorrow.