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:: 2003 25 December :: 1.54pm
:: Mood: Happeh ^-^
:: Music: Christmas.. Music..

FWAHAHAHAHA!
GUESS WHAT, YO?!?!?!

Okay, well, first I got POCKY in my stocking!! Chocolate and strawberry. Apparentally they have pocky at the Fenton VGs. Osome e.e;;;

My little brothers got pocky, too, but that less important ^.~

I also got... drum roll please...

DDR FOR XBOX!!! As in dance pad and DDR game!!!

YEAAAAAAAH!!!! ~does a little jig to complete the happiness~

Osooooome.. It's snowing a lot, I got me's a white Christmas, eh. It's preety ^-^

I also got.. COW SLIPPERS!!! FWAHAHAHAHAHA! ph33r their l33tn3ss! The have tails and everything! ^-^ They just don't moo.. -_-;;

Jade's not answering my IMs T.T Oh well, I still love her.

Soooo.. whatcha'll doin' for Christmas dinner? Having anythin' good? I know I'm just having the usual turkey and such. I feel so horrible. My little bothers left some Christmas presents for our smaller cousins at home T.T;; Stupid gluttons...Fwah, we'll send it to them..

Fwah indeed. I'm tuckered out, eh? I have to clean up my cousin's room and my little brother is whining at me that he has to do everything and I'm so lazy and stuff like that.

Sure, Dave. I am lazy, I admit it, but atleast I'm not as lazy as you! I seem to have more strength 'cause I freakin' WHIPE after I SHIT, OKAY?!?!?!? >.<;;;

I never do my little brothers' laundry, no matter how much my mom asks.. PSH! I'm not touching THAT! And when I say THAT it is deffinately one nasty THAT! >.>;;

Anyways, little brothers are annoying. Don't invest in them. And if you're going to get married, use protection and adopt, eh?

Says ABSTINENCE EM! AWAAAAAY!!!

Well, I think I'm gonna sign off, homies. It's been so long since I've typed on a laptop. My keys starting fizzing out so my dad got me a dock for my laptop. I kinda hook it in and I have a real keyboard but my laptop is still my screen.

You know what I mean, jelly beans?

I said I was going to get off, but I don't really want to.. I played in the snow today, it was awesome ^-^ I got snow ALL over meh!I had to change my clothes, eh.

January.. January... what should be my journal's theme for January? Well, I'm taking suggestions so... leave me some, eh? AND YOUR THEME.. JUST MIGHT BE.. ON MY JOURNAL! 0.0;;; And I'll find some HTML way to write "Thanks for the idea, (yer name herre)" on top of my journal.. and like have it scroll and such.. Anyways, SHAKE MEH! 0.0;

Betty: Go get some snaaaacks.. Maybe a carbonated soda!

Wimp-Lo: My nipples look like milk duds!

e.e;; My little brothers are watching Kung Pow.. GOOD FOR THEM! 0.0;

Anyways, I'm really going to go now. I'll peck out my eyes with a dirty spork and eat them on rye toast.... Neh, I don't like rye that much.. maybe pumpernickel.. <.<;; Hem..

BAI! ^-^

<3<3 Aishiteru <3<3

~Em-chan

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2003 24 December :: 7.36pm
:: Mood: Christmasseeee ^-^
:: Music: Everybody playing with their new toys

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAAAAAS!!
HI! ^-^

You're The Innocent!  Wow...
Ah, the cream of the crop. You're the fantasy of
game boys around the world and the prime object
of fanfiction romances. The pure, sweet girl
who goes against the big meanie for the world
she loves. One of you almost died for it...
luckily, someone else went in your place.
You're a bit too naive, though, and people can
easily take advantage of you. Learn to believe
in your abilities and stand up for yourself now
and then.



Example of an Innocent: Yuna.


What female stereotype of Final Fantasy(ps) are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Oro? o.o;;

Okay, anyways, about the change of SNs, the other one got locked up because I signed up when I was 12, lying about my birth year. So when I turned 13 I went back and changed the year to the right one (1990).

Andrew's system apparentally found the mishap and and banned me from my old account.

That said, welcome to the new one!

I'm going to try to update the background and theme every month.. But that's only trying.

It's Christmas Eve, I'm in Michigan with le fam and I guess I couldn't be happier.

The snow is so beautiful up here. It's like.. white e.e;;

By the way, part of my new SN was from something I read on Nee-chan's journal and is VEEEERY important..

FWAH! Great, glorious, splendiferous, loving, humbug, hiphopanonymous fwah!

Okay.. don't ask. Anyways, I don't really have a lot to say other that the already stated..Errr.. Happy holidays, ya'll.

I love all my peoples, Jade, Jenn, Dyl, Laur, Lon, Keithee, Rik, Jen-san, yanno.. the homes.

AND THEN THERE'S ALL THE INTERNETIALS!!

Pyro-sama, Onii-san, Nee-chan, Aerii (Wasabi), Angel Bob, Alice darlin', Ay-san, Nezzie, all them internettin' folk!

ANYWAYS! I love you all. I'mma go have some lasagna like a merry one.. That I am.. >.>;; Hem Hem.. sturf..

MERRY CHRISTMAAAAS!!

HAPPY HANNUKAAAAH!!!

HAPPY KWANZAAAAA!!

RASHASHAUNAAAA!!

NEW YEEEEARS!!!

YAAAAY!

^-^ Loves and hugs, my darlingssss.

<3<3 Aishiteru <3<3

~Em-chan

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

:: 2003 22 December :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: Fwah.. As always.
:: Music: Nothing.

Uhm.. HI!
HILO!!! I had to get a new journal 'cause my other one was locked up (ForeverNotYours)

Nyar nyar nyar nyar nyar..

OH CRUD!!

I should of put 13 when signing up 'cause I'm 13! Not 14! Oivwah! >.<

Oh well.. I've been on here.. prettyin' up my journal.. I should probably get off 'cause no one knows I'm on the computer.

Anyways, sturf.

<3<3 Aishiteru <3<3

~Em-chan

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tboblP

:: 2003 21 December :: 4.44pm

My Dad let me open a "present" because It needs some preparation, and he got me two club level tickets to the Panthers v. Flyers game on friday January 2nd! And a $25 gift certificate to Bru's room!! Amazing! Now I expect you all to battle to the death for my extra ticket...or we could do this King Lear style...who loves me more?

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tboblP

:: 2003 20 December :: 2.36pm

by monday I'll have new tires, too bad they'll be pieces of crap. This means I'll have to cancel the super nintendo get together because Ill be "on call" all day.

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tboblP

:: 2003 19 December :: 12.43pm

what can i say. nothing to talk about today

give a fuck


tboblP

:: 2003 11 December :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: CS&N - Suite: Judy Blue Eyes

You guys rock! Well...no not you, but everyone else!

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tboblP

:: 2003 9 December :: 8.01pm

All I want for christmas is a Skyline GT-R. i only need like one dollar...from 90,000 people.

3 don't really. | give a fuck


tboblP

:: 2003 6 December :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: intense pain

UPDATE: 12/7 2:05pm

My fingers feel fine now, i watched a movie last night to keep my mind off the pain. I got used to holding an ice bag and when i took it away it burned really bad for about 25 minutes, but i cant keep a bag of ice on there forever. I'm gonna have a big scar on my middle finger tho. :-(

at work i burnt two fingers on my right hand on something on the washer, and it basically feels what i would think grabbing someones muffler tip after driving around would feel like. i can usually get around pain by just think8ing, its only pain, but this REALLY hurts, and typing with one hand is hard.

4 don't really. | give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2003 29 November :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: bored

ill make this simple:
Bowling yesterday was great and much fun. Especially the talking for hours at mcdonalds part. Teaching Megan to drive stick was also kinda fun, and by the end she was doing great! Im so proud of you Megan!! I totally beat lindsay at bowling and everyone else. but eh, whos keepin score? Im trying to plan ways to spend any excess holiday money, even though i dont have it yet. any suggestions?

Finding Nemo was a really cool movie, I wish I would've seen it sooner. very funny, too!

haircut tomorrow?...you'll find out on monday...
;-)

Free Ice skating thursday! YEA!

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tboblp

:: 2003 25 November :: 1.14pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: That rap song where they say 'chillin at the Holiday Inn'

I just wanted to get a more positive sounding entry in, so...

Finally we have reached Thanksgiving break, I know its only 3 extra days, but It gives time for some of my family to come in and a well needed break from school, Atlantic and PBCC. Finally got my clear lights for my car, just need to save a few bucks for the red and yellow bulbs (white bulbs on turn signals and side markers are illegal).

I watched drumline which was kind of a cool movie. The only thing I didn't like about it was that it had to be a 'black movie'. I'm not racist or anything, but you know how for some movies, thats the only way to describe them? barbershop, friday? anyone? All the bands played rap music except for one, and they ended up playing old school soul near the end. I just liked it because it was about percussion which was cool. The movie itself wasnt that great at all tho.

For some reason I've been having these elaborate day-dreams of playing in a band. But it's more specific. I'm in Charleston, S.C. (no surprise there), at some local bar and I'm playing a cover of 'Sweet Home Chicago'. And when it's over people want to hear another song, so I just start playing on a groove. Really funky ya know, and everybody is into it and I'm playing like I've never played before. And then I notice just one girl in the back not responding at all. So afterwards I walk over to her to ask her if she enjoyed the show and she would say one thing that just completely blows me away, but in ny dream I don't know what it is that she says. But I believe that is how I would meet the person that I connect with. So much between two people can ride on a single statement where it brings everything together. But what, oh, what did she say to me??

1 don't really | give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2003 22 November :: 11.45am
:: Mood: annoyed

This computer really sucks. It's slow and there's so much wrong with it, stuff keeps crashing, the internet barely ever works. Eventually i"m gonna need to start saving for a laptop for college but i have PLENTY of time to worry about that.

So I've been accepted to FAU, FSU, and UCF so far, still waiting on UF. It wasnt really a question if I would get into these schools but its just nice to see the letters. Nice to get a reminder that I'll be out of here soon ;-) It's gonna be great not living with my parents, so much less stress.

Last night I had will and alyssa over for a while. Played NES, went to checkers, drove around, went to the mall, drove around, played more NES, watched part of 60, went online, watched TV and then it was over. Guitar lesson at 9:30 this morning. Wow, was I tired. Work at 3, and I want to do something tonight! I'm gonna be really tired tomorrow...

give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2003 20 November :: 3.08pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Me - The Entertainer

http://www.music123.com/Item/?itemno=46890

oooh ahhh

maybe eBay could help me out??

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tboblp

:: 2003 18 November :: 1.51pm

My stepdad was hit by a semi-truck while driving my old car. He will probably be ok

Update:
Jim is fine, the car is destroyed. My mom got pictures and it is seriously scary looking. I would not have wanted to be in that thing if it looked like it did afterwards, thats for sure.

10 don't really. | give a fuck


tboblp

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.00pm

ATL playoff game tonight, and I'll be going. Yes, all the way to Ft. Lauderdale. And I'll be in Miami the rest of the weekend without a computer (Oh my! what-ever will I do?), so if you feel like saving me from downtime (oooh scary), you got me at 313-9761. I hope the football game will be worth going to! Don't disappoint me band or I just may have to ignore you all from now on!

I get to see my cats before I leave.
: D
Bob

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tboblp

:: 2003 12 November :: 9.14pm

I'm once again here to state that I am very much ready to leave. My stay has been too long, and what I'm looking foward to most about college is simply moving away. I still am very reluctant to say that UF is my top choice. UCF is in a much nicer area, I actually know people there and going to Sebring would be MUCH easier (yes, that is seriously a consideration, gonig to sebring is my life). If my plan of opening my own business stays true, it's not gonna matter if I get a degree from UF or UCF. I can apply myself no matter where I go.

Oh my, I had to mention Sebring...It's so long til I get to go next!!! MARCH! ARGH! My first 12 hours at sebring during college is gonna be so nice! oh I can't wait. I wanna bring my car too. And my guitar is gonna be loud next time because now I'm actually good!

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tboblp

:: 2003 12 November :: 1.44pm
:: Mood: feet hurt
:: Music: Led Zeppelin - Fool in the Rain

Sometimes you just have to have fun, and today I did. We finished les miserables in french class which is such a great movie. I wouldve liked to have seen a french version but of course it was made in english. Calculus was fun and the homework was so easy, pretty much finished in class. Art, I got alot done, but still have to fix my machisma that keeps breaking, argh.

Went ice skating with kelli, karyn, and matt which was so much fun. Going back december 4th, free entry and skate rental...if yall wanna come, just let me know...matt and i are trying to get people to come! My feet hurt pretty badly because i didnt lace my skates tight enough but oh well. I was such a jerk to them afterwards by completely forgetting i had an employee meeting after i had already invited them to my house. I feel so bad, still do. They seemed fine but i still feel bad about it.

driving home my favorite song came on the radio so i must cite lyrics!

I'll run in the rain til I'm breathless.
When I'm breathless I'll run til I drop.
Thoughts of a fool, kinda careless,
I'm just a fool waitin on the wrong block.

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tboblp

:: 2003 10 November :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Cat Stevens - Moonshadow

Wow, this day went badly. Someone seriosuly needed to smack me and tell me to wake up because I just couldn't get going today. I don't know why, just too much stress that I didn't seem to take care of. I totally forgot to bring Suki the tape recorder and when I did remember I ran back to the IB tree and she was already gone :-(. I'm sosorry, I really hope you didnt need it today. Other than that I almost completely ignored several people I saw between classes today, I'm sorry if this bothered anyone, I was out of it. On top of that I have now electric guitar right now because my D string is broke and i literally cant afford a one dollar string right now. I'm negative in money since I don't work this week.

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TBoblp

:: 2003 8 November :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: happy

It feels like it's almost over for me. What am I going to do when I leave ATL? I hope I'll be missed as much as I'm gonna miss some other people that I know of.

love, love me do...

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TBoblp

:: 2003 6 November :: 3.02pm

Hey baby, I wanna know....

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TBoblp

:: 2003 4 November :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Van Halen - Atomic Punk

2-3 inches shorter perhaps? I'm thinking about it...

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tboblp

:: 2003 1 November :: 8.36am
:: Mood: tired

Green Market WPB, here I come. This should be fun, I've only been one other time to see my guitar teacher play. Of course his band is awesome, not too many improvisational bands around anymore, now that real music is on its way out. OK, bye.

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tboblp

:: 2003 30 October :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers - The Waiting (Is the Hardest Part)

La machine is broken, but I will fix it!

I got a new CAR!! :-) It's a 2000 Eclipse GT, 3.0L V6. 5 speed manual...as mr will would say: niiiice. Silver ext., black leather interior. Much more room than the old purple pimp mobile. I can do some tight-ass parkin lot pimpin in this new ride.

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TBoblp

:: 2003 29 October :: 2.26pm
:: Music: CSN - Suite: Judy Blue Eyes

I shall never love that which cannot love
How do you define success? Well let me tell you...in my version, the successor does not fade away. He lives on, always having to keep that success to 'stay alive'. A constant struggle. The only difference is that he knows what success truly is. He does not substitute it for what it is believed by many to be. My successor may not be well known, but it is hard for those that know him not to respect him. Sometimes we all ask ourselves the question of what success means to us, but do we ever really answer truthfully? Well I am answering truthfully now. I don't want your goals. Go ahead, tell me what to do, see if you ever gain my respect. You musnt need to struggle remember me for you will hear my name once again. What does your success story entail? Perhaps you are destined to fade away. After all, every success eventually fades away, right? Not when YOU define success.

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TBoblp

:: 2003 28 October :: 8.14pm
:: Music: Rush - Xanadu

Ahhh, don't you just love the smell of tests in the morning? I always like to listen to RUSH to get me in the mood. What do yall do to 'get in the mood'?

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TBoblp

:: 2003 27 October :: 1.57pm

Sorry, but no longer can I have any personal conversations online, because apparently everything I type is being recorded. sucks, doesnt it?

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TBoblp

:: 2003 26 October :: 1.42am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Where's My Thing?

"Wow, a bottle"
Homecoming, how could a night be better? It was really alot of fun. I didn;t think it would be but it was just great. Started the day with the ebst guitar lesson ever that lasted TWO HOURS. Mark really wants me performing, but unfortunately I have nobody to get together and play with, so hes trying to hook something up with me.

Related Note: Green Market, next Saturday, 9am-12. Blatant Disregard. Mark's band. I'm gonig, you should too.

Worked from 2-7, the best day of work ever. had 27 customers, we average about 65 a day in that timespan, and since its season, 75 would be a better estimate. 27 People. Needless to say we were screwing around ALOT.

Homecoming was very fun. Picked up Stephannie, went to Jessica's house and met up with Matt, Paul, Kelli, AJ, and Chris O'Brien. Left around 9:30 and went straight to dancing. Left when it was over and eventually made it back to jessica's house to meet everyone who ahd left from there earlier. Took Stephannie home and now im chillin. Didn't get to go beachin but im not complaining.

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TBoblp

:: 2003 24 October :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: restless

Free that music inside yourself
Today the halls went silent,
No sound to go around.
They took away my gift of life,
And it's nowhere to be found.

I searched and searched, to no avail.
I could not find a way.
To silently transform these solid lines,
I simply could not play.

I felt my mind contracting,
Closing down inside of me.
Building pressure from the inside,
I needed to be free.

A chose a place, I chose a time,
I knew what I must do.
When you were gone, I chose a weapon,
For my pressure to flow through.

Now here I sit, released upon
The world that created me
I have my gift, I have control
My music is now free.

give a fuck


TBoblp

:: 2003 23 October :: 10.12pm
:: Music: Robert Palmer - Bad Case of Lovin You

I can learn to resist, anything but temptation
I almost forgot to mention that I bridged the gap just about a week ago.

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TBoblp

:: 2003 21 October :: 11.41pm
:: Music: Rush - La Villa Strangiato

Just got back from the Rush premier which was really great, and better than I thought it would be. I got there and 98.7 was doing trivia so I gave it a shot and got one out of three correct, so I only got a shirt and no dvd or cd. the two I missed were hard though. How am i supposed to know what YYZ stand for? But I did know that the temples of Syrinx are filled with great computers. The drum solo was awesome. I was smiling the entire time and literally had my mouth wide open. That's how amazing Neil Peart's work is. Greatest drummer ever. Period. Oh and Alex said jazz is wierd during "la villa strangiato".

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