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2003 6 October :: 2.12am
helllllllo!
guess whos sitting right behind me right now (done guessing?) :0)
heh he loves me :0)
thats all.... will be cross posting from LJ when my lazy ass gets up and does something.
oh yeah. i'm in Gainesville woooo!
<3<3<3
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2003 4 October :: 4.31am
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: spooks - swindley's maracas
nine hours + hot boyfriend + thirty dollars = hottest ink ever .
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2003 24 September :: 11.06pm
i'm kind of peeved.
this needs to be a real confrontation but, things need to change.
regardless of what (you) may think or regardless of what (you) can or can not do, it isn't your decision, its mine.
i don't need extra drama and I know that (you) don't either. I know you think you know everything but guess what buddy, (you) don't.
there are many more of us who have been doing this for a heck of a lot longer then you, when there was actually something worthwhile at the other end. Maybe you'll learn from your mistakes, I tend to learn from mine.
thats all for now.
in other news, Gregory Luke returns on Fri <3
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2003 24 September :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: bad religion - sorrow
*round three* ... what can i say ? i'm a sucker for broad shoulders and brown eyes .
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2003 23 September :: 12.01pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: GI Joe ...
she was tired of lying alone in the middle of the busy sidewalk . murmuring the words "please God , forgive me for what I am about to do" , she grabbed his arm and attempted to rise . he resisted slightly , and when the blood rose in the back of her throat like it had so many times she knew she was too weak to win , she let go , causing him to stumble . he looked back at her in disgust , and , realizing she had failed so miserably , she settled back in her place , closed her eyes , and lay alone once again . she never even had a chance .
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2003 23 September :: 12.01am
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: third eye blind - semi charmed life
seriously , i just cleaned my bowl and now i have to christen it . i need a fucking name . seriously . i don't know if anybody reads this anymore , but i need suggestions .
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2003 22 September :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: bad religion - sorrow
my horoscope could not possibly have predicted this evening's events , and my mood pointed at entirely the opposite . because of unrelated matters , i turned to you at my low point and TO GET YOUR POINT ACROSS , or for whatever reason , you reacted in a manner so predictable that i kept thinking i should have kept my hands tightly clutching each other or anything other than the keyboard , really . but no , i shouldn't have . i should expect you to wipe my tears with something others than the sting of your fingerprints on my cheek , and i shouldn't expect to have your back to me when my heart is on my sleeve . you should realize that although my feelings flow a little more freely , they are feelings nonetheless , but i shouldn't say that you SHOULD anything . the simple fact , and let's face it with our heads held high , is that you DON'T , and there's little to nothing i can do about it without inciting another argument consisting solely of your point of view .
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2003 20 September :: 2.44pm
i'm far too lazy to fix my last post. It's beary purdy @ www.livejournal.com~plainmornings
:0)
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2003 18 September :: 3.50am
:: Music: bad religion - evangeline
i ask him sometimes even though i shouldn't and he tells me he does and to stop asking him and that i worry too much .
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2003 14 September :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: contemplative
i'm sick and fucking tired of having to re-do my makeup five times a day .
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2003 14 September :: 3.23pm
hes gone again :0(
I guess I really have no reason to be sad because I'm really lucky I get to see him so often and we had an amazing weekend.
Him staying over was the best idea we've ever had :0) i woke up Sat morning to him just staring at me... kinda creepy but ultra soothing too. We took a crazy long nap yesterday and watched One Flew ove the Cukoos nest. Last night I awoke to Greg laying on my arm and VERY loud purring.. my kitty was sitting smack on my stomach and chest, it was a very weird thing to wake up to but kinda funny. I tried to wake Greg up but he was all sleepy. shame. I got to see him after my class this morning. I miss him already :0(
BUT! I get to go to Gainesville on Thurs so that'll be nice :0)
oh yeah. We lost Fri night vs. Glades Central. (46-27 i think) it was... sad. I was kinda out of it Fri night.. I went wake/kneeboarding & tubing with Paul and Matt before the game. Sun exhaustion + crazy bruises EVERYWHERE! + no water or food = very worn out Vivi ... although i'm all in pain and stuff it was really fun. (<3s for Pauly & Matthew.)
I have a spanish oral tomorrow. I don't know ANY SPANISH!!!!!
i have to go to work in like 10min. This sucks.
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2003 9 September :: 7.00pm
i think of how frustrated i've become with everything. Today just pulled my last string with band. After class I went in to tell Mr.Lerner that I was going to miss the Sept 19th gamve vs. Martin County because I am going to be going to Gainesville to meet with the music school up there... Lerner breaks out with "well, you have a commitment to the band, you made a commitment to tuesdays, thursdays and fridays" to which I responded "I understand but that was the only date that I could get a meeting with the administration and I could go up to gainesville" to which hes like "well you have to stick to your commitments" & I said "Well I also have a commitment to myself to go to COLLEGE!" to which he responds "well maybe you shouldn't pick conflicting commitments" and at that point i just kind of blew up saying "If i have to choose between band and going to college, i'm going to college" and dashed out.
Its funny... something i used to love so much has become the bane of my existence. I truly despise what this organization has become. I can honestly say that i am ashamed of meeting other band members after they have seen our show (or lack there of) ... I am co captain of this band, whatever that happens out there is a direct reflectiono n my leadership skills (or lack thereof)...
if things get worse (and i thought i'd NEVER be saying this) then chorus & Mr.Houchins aren't looking too bad...
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2003 9 September :: 3.40am
:: Mood: none
:: Music: pink floyd - dark side of the moon
my throat hurts from choking back these words . my chest hurts , too . why ? oh . no big deal . i just have a little bit of a broken heart ... nothing major . i can feel the prickling behind my eyelids so i'm keeping my eyes closed so that nothing unwanted falls out before i go to sleep , saving the torrents for the first few seconds so that the suffocation is as painless as possible ( assuming , of course , that the pain is purely physical . which it is ) .
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2003 8 September :: 11.18pm
Do you hear the people sing?
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