new album is superb
so yes, the new deftones cd was worth the wait. joe said it was "heavier".. just the way i like it! i also took the time to listen to the b-sides from the minvera singles and i loove them. sinatra is a great song. but minerva is still my fave. it's right up there with 1979, and that's saying a LOT.
ok so why is it 100 degrees outside? and my poor cars a/c isn't working. so it's not getting driven till tonight, if at all. i'm satying inside where there is a/c and fans. plus today is like a friday for me so i did my usual. i was woken up by my car alarm. how annoying. i still don't know why it went off. probably a cat or something. but i checked if it was still there lol. so then it was 9 and i watched martha stewart. she's so kick ass. i know she doesn't think up all that stuff, she's smart and hires people to think of things for her. but she's still cool! sarah and i actually watched that tv movie about her the other night. it was true, but at the same time everything was exagerrated. no suprise there. we also watched buffy last night. it was the very last one!! we had to. to my dissapointment she didn't die. God knows how you get stabbed through your stomach area with this giant sword/kinfe deal, where plenty of vital organs are, then proceed to kick ubervamps asses and then run like hell and jump off buildings. stupid buffy. then i did my boring chores and hopped into the shower. fun.
but anyways...... i'm going to go paint my nails haha....
ta.

oh finals.... how i loathe you. i wanna sleep in dammit. no taking finals! gah. but i only have one today and tomorrow. then it's over!! wooo.
i got a new desk for my computer. my other one just wasn't practical. i could never actually write or do my h/w on it. i'd try but the keyboard and my gigantisize monitor were always in the way. so now i have one that has the little roll out part for the keyboard. such little detail so exciting. how sad my life is.
i also finished painting my bookcase. time to do the other one. yay. maybe then i can finally paint my room.
so martha stewart is on... bye!

i keep wanting to say to people "update your journal!!!" but then i haven't been either. so, like, whateva!

crystal village
Take my hand
Come with me
Into this crystal scenery
And wait, til I retain the ticket
You would never have the time
I would love to change your mind
You were there
And it was good in the beginning

Over here, see the lights
Arranging twilight sages
Commence to reveal it to the others
You would never have the time
I would love to change your mind
You were there
And it was good in the beginning
You were there
We were good in the beginning

Yeah, take my hand and come with me
Into this crystal village
And see the lights so fried in brightness
Cos you will never have the time
I would love to change your mind
You were there
And it was good in the beginning

Take my hand, come with me
I see the lights so brightly
And we fall as if we never really mattered
Cos you will never have the time
I would love to change your mind
It was there
And it was good in the beginning
We were there
It was good in the beginning.

uh uh, no
hmm well laura said i should update this... but i have nothing to say. i have a project due tomorrow and i've been doing stuff with that. i, brandy turner, can decorate your home with ease. i was in a good mood earlier but now i'm just ugh. annoyed or something. i've noticed lately that i have mood swings. they were bad in high school too. not fun.
i want a sewing machine. i always wanna make something that requires one. why oh why is martha stewart such an inspiration. seriously, she rocks.
well i gotta fill out my ledger paper stuff. yea....
ta

i hate everything!
i am so utterly lost. the way the world works pisses me off more than anything! it's all just bullshit, a bunch of fucking bullshit. and i don't care if i have a potty mouth right now. i do realize that there have to be consequences to things, but ugh. i'm so mad. i need to start buying lottery tickets or something. but can i? no, cause my sorry ass doesn't have a job. but if i wasn't so lame an could actually get a job then i wouldn't need to buy the lottery ticket! but yea.
so like cause of the big budget cut here in cali (damn you mr davis!) chaffey's summer classes have been cut like crazy. and i was up for taking just one class (now that i'm stuck here, as billy would say "a rat in a cage") and the only one that is worth me taking is art (duh. it's what i was aiming for anyways) but it's 3 hours a day, four days a week. yea, no thanks. i know my parents really want me to take a class but they can piss off. i'm just going to work ok. even though they really want me to get a job i hope they realize that school is more important but whatever. they're not that bad sometimes but the rest of the time i want them to just shutup and leave me alone. and we all know how this is. but if you see me around, just tell me something positive. thanks.
moby is on tv, i'm going now. then zzzzzzzzzzzz

note to self
- take picture of rain under streetlight, find correct f-stop and shutter speed to do so and write it down for reference
- get hair cut! (and thinned, thanks mom for the extra thick hair)
- get gas in car by school time tomorrow
- reccomend new dove shampoo and conditioner to girls who ask
- tape conan o'brien all week (white stripes! woo!)
- work on id-25 project
- wash car after it rains
- take pictures in general
- debate on whether or not to dye hair, and what color to do if yes
- talk to laura once a day
- go to gym mondays, wednesdays and fridays
- walk as often as possible with sarah at red hill park
- keep busy to keep from thinking too much!