After searching for a new purse for like 2 months, I finally found the perfect one this morning in Aeropostal. It's brown and pink and freaking huge -- and the best part is that it was 20% off so I got it for like 16 something. I love it.

When we got done at the mall, Tessi and I went over to Kyle's to decorate. I made a penis out of pink streamer and made it jizz, even, with green streamer. I can't wait for Kandace to see it. Oh man.

Dad's bringing me a hamburger and french fries. I'm so excited.

Anyway, I am currently at Tessi's because she wanted me to come pick out something for her to wear and get some stuff together so that when she gets off of work we can just head out there, and I'm done with everything, and I want to talk to Kelly, but she doesn't have msn, and for some reason Meebo won't connect. So... ugh.

-Edit- Meebo's working now!! How amazing.

<3'd
Sometimes I wonder what people would look like without toes. There would be no flip flops though, and that would be sad.

In further news, do not even attempt to think that Mountain Dew - Game Fuel is good.
Maybe it is and it knows that I'm not a gamer, so it transformed itself to taste like bottled ass because I'm posing as one to drink it, but I'm doubtful of this theory.

Some dude has a crush on me. It's cool... until I realized I don't know for sure who it is, though I have a really good idea. I was informed through this random ass thing on Facebook that I added that's called like Crushes or whatever, I don't know for sure.
Weird though.
I thought everyone at school thought that I was this weirdo silent person that ocassionally cracked random jokes that most don't get, but if I'm right then this dude is in one of my classes.
The drama continues.

Anyway, congratulations to my darling love Kelly. <3 you!

I was on my way home from class (which was really hard tonight) and Tessi called and asked if I could come hang out with her. We haven't hung out or really even talked in weeks so I stopped by and we sat around and talked about everything down to our sex lives. It was fun.
For some reason we decided to go down to Fastrip and buy cigaretts and smoke.
I quit smoking quite some time ago...I know, I know, I'm only 18 wth, but I started when I was like 15 1/2. It was one of those "cool" things to do that I got swept up in. Anyway, I usually end up smoking when I drink, but just smoking to smoke? Don't really do that anymore.
She doesn't either. So... yeah. I don't even know why we did it. It was fun though; we had niccotine buzzes and we did stupid stuff. Another good time to go in the books.
Now I'm left with a pack of cigaretts with no intention to smoke them. Good times though.

Next weekend is Kandace's 19th birthday. It's going to be freaking awesome. I haven't hung out with everyone in a really long time so it'll be nice.

Well... It's 12:55 and I was hoping Kelly would be on, and if not him than at least Jacob but neither are. *sigh*
So I'm going to my room to watch We Are Marshall -- which I stole from Ashley -- and be a big loser.
Awesomesauce.
<3 REP

I just found out that next year, FAFSA might be upping the aide to $7000 as opposed to the $4300 we're getting now.
Holy Fuck. I'm poor, that means that if it does happen, I'll be getting $2700 more.
Yay!!

School's getting harder. I'm writing essays and speeches for like every single class and it's getting stressful.
I have three tests next week.
English
Political Science
Computer Applications

So yeah, blah.
Also, it's been storming a lot lately, and we lost power last night from 8:00pm until 4:00pm this evening.
Yeah... it's been real fun.

Despite everything, I'm in a really good mood right now. It's crazy.

I got on today and Kelly was away for hours and hours, so whatever's up with that.
Then I kept getting disconnected every five minutes, so I went to my room and read a book. I tried to go to bed early, but I couldn't sleep so I decided to test the internet again. Seems to be working fairly well now.
I don't know what was wrong. It was annoying though.

I've been depressed lately, and really short with everyone. Who know's what's wrong.
I think a trip to Michigan would cheer me up.
That's a long time coming though.

I want to move there after this semester, but "what the fuck would I do?" seems to reverberate in my mind.
I won't have enough money to go to school. I won't have a place to live. I won't have a job. I'm hoping to have a car by then, but even that seems impossible at the moment.
My parents are like, "Ok, we're aware of your intentions to move after this semester, but you should stick around for the rest of the year and move at the end of your freshman year."
What I hate is that it would make sense for me to do that.
I'm getting over $500 back for this semester, I would get close to that back for another semester, and while $1000 isn't a whole hell of a lot of money, it's a starting point.
I just don't want to stay. I'm sick of not being with Kelly. I don't know if that makes me stupid, but that's the way it is.
It helps nothing though. I need to figure everything out, but I'm not sure how to.

Anyway, Jacob gave me this link. It's kind of funny.
http://tlf.cx/bilder/h4x0rs_shampoo.jpg

Earlier today I misplaced the phone, so I was looking for it.
Apparently I had hit the on button, because when I did find it, it said that it had been on for 4:04.
I laughed so hard.
Then I realized that I was a nerd :(

Most fucking awful day EVER.

It was the first day of Fall, which makes me happy. It's my favorite season, and it's so pretty. I love the smell of the leaves.

I've been sick all weekend so I kept holed up in my room watching the marathon of "So You Think You Can Dance" on tv. Also, I slept a lot. I enjoyed it; I love sleep.
The only bad thing about sleeping away my weekend was not getting to talk to Kelly. I wouldn't have been too much of a delight to talk to though, so he'll thank me later.