Lets review how great my sub is in Accounting:
1. Starts the day off telling us to be quiet so she can call her boyfriend
2. Makes me go down and get the bullitan because she "doesn't want to walk that far" ... wtf. I'm fine with getting it, whatever, but her excuse is lame. Our school is so fucking small.
3. Stops in the middle of reading said bullitan to text people. This goes on for about 10 minutes.
4. Finally finishes the bullitan.
5. Hops on a computer and starts checking her myspace.
6. Gets asked about what our assignment is, goes "oh yeah..." and hands us a worksheet.

Oh golly, we're so lucky to have her.

Anyway, apparenlty I'm getting sick. I've been losing my voice at random intervals and I've started coughing and I've been sneezing all morning.
This needs to be gone by Prom. How miserable would that be.

The school got everything blocked again, gg them, whatever.
Everyone was freaking out about not being able to get on myspace (because it's obviously a life line) and they were informed by some one of greater knowledge than they that they could find a proxy to get around the block, and so they latched onto unipeak.com. That would be fine, but when you can hear people informing others of it by screaming it down the hallways wtf do they think is going to happen? Are they so dense they actually believe they'll NOT block unipeak as well? Dumbasses.

Annual Ferris Fees
Estimated Budget Cost
Tuition and Fees - $11,502
Room and Board - $7,532
Books and Supplies - $1,246
Travel Expense - $1,282
Personal Expenses - $860
Loan Fees - $50
-Total - $22, 474

*dies*

BUT!! There may be hope yet...

Aid I'm Recieving
Federal Pell Grant - $4,310
Fed Sup Educ Opportunity Grant - $2,400
Residential Life Scholarship - $2,000
Fedreal Perkins Loan - $4,000
Federal Direct Subsidized Loan - $3,500
-Total - $16,210

That leaves me with the amount of $6,264 a year to pay, or $3132 a semester. Still a whole whole lot.
Kelly mentioned that I should look into getting ... something, like citizenship to the state of Michigan. That would drop my total to about $10,972 which would help me a LOT. I could then get rid of the $4000 loan and still be getting $1,238 more than owed.

My brains bleeding. I quit for now.

We were sitting in Accounting doing our worksheet and then BAM a computer shuts off and starts smoking really bad. It was so effing cool.

I just got home from Districts.
We qualified for state, but we did awful. We got 5th, and I personally did worse than I have ever done. Plus we got beat by our rival school so that was just fucking fantastic.

I was hoping I would get back in time to talk to Kelly because I've really wanted to just talk to him all day. That obviously didn't happen, so that just bums me out even more.

This was a really, really bad day.

I made a little over $60.00 tonight. I was happy.

Vault - Red Blitz tastes exactly like Mikes Hard - Down Home Punch.
It's crazy. And delicious.

Well... I signed on around seven or so, but had to go help Taylor do something so I told Kelly I'd be right back... I get back and he has said "sorry" and is no longer online. He's not gotten back on at all tonight and I am therefore sad.

Anyway, I need to go to bed, but I need to study Poultry some more.
We were given another set of reasons to memorize.
We already have RTC reasons and Keep and Cull reasons. Now, apparently, we might have to give Hen reasons at District and State.
What a load of horse shit. If that was a possibility, he should have given us the reason structure when he gave us the other reason structures. Dumbass.
And yes, I'm aware no one will understand wtf I'm talking about, but it's upsetting and I wanted to rant. I can't fucking wait until I'm out of FFA. Sure, it's great, it's fun. Until it's contest season and your teacher turns into an asshat. I understand that he wants us all to do good, to make it to state, to win state, but good freaking lord, give us a break once in awhile. I study all the time at home so he doesn't kill me, I don't want to study all the time at school as well. I'm so annoyed and ready for this to be over with. I don't even want to go to state anymore for poultry. Maybe as a deligate so that I won't have as many days of school left and so I can hang out with my friends, but definitly not to compete.
I'm sure Kelly can't wait for it to be over with as well, I complain about it all the time. Poor him :(

Well... I'm having a good day so far. I like it. I got the Powerade I wanted, the poptarts I wanted, and we had a really easy assignment in Accounting that I actually understood.
The only downer of today is that it's raining and we've got a tornado warning. That's nothing new though, but it does make me want to sleep.

Last night messenger was messing up and not sending anything I said to Kelly so he said I should just go and we'd attempt it tonight. I wasn't very happy. It better work tonight. I need my Kelly time!

I'm excited for June 27 to get here. I'll be leaving and heading to Michigan for my Orientation on the 28th (Friday), and then I'll be staying until Sunday. I'm so excited to see that gorgeous red-head of mine. Flowers would be nice...*cough*
lol just kidding sweety... kind of >.>

Ugh, long time no update. Surprisingly -or not- nothing's happened at all.

I need money. Here's what's required of me, money wise, in the next few months - 150 for my enrollment fee, 200 for the downpayment on my dorm room, 200 for senior pictures which i need to take Right Now. Then of course State, if I make it, will require about 300, then senior trip ... geeze, I don't even know how much that'll take. I think Ashley took 500... *dies*. I'll need money for my trip to Michigan in June, then, of course, a million dollars for school in the fall.
So. That's 1,013 million dollars. No problem right?
Things are piling up. I need to win the lottery, but.. oh damn. I'm only 17. I can't even freaking play yet. (you do play the lottery, right?)

If I make it to State for FFA I've only got 20 days of school left. If not (Lord forbid) I'll have 23. That's fucking scary. I know it's scary and it's not even hit me that I'm going to be out of school yet. I realized that the other day. I was like "huh... I'm still ok with graduating. I'm still 'excited' to get out of here... wonder when that'll wear off." One thing's for sure, once it does hit me, I'll be a huge mess of mascara and eyeliner.

Mom's been on my case about leaving, yet again, and I don't need that. I'm stressing out enough. I'm so glad our school doesn't do finals. I'm sure a few hateful teachers will throw something our way though.
I've already got a ten page essay due. I don't even know what I'm going to do it over. I told Kelly penis enhancement, but ... lol I don't think my teacher would be as ok with that. Her reaction would actually be about like his was.

That's the only thing going good in my life. Kelly keeps me stable, keeps me sane (though I don't think he thinks I'm as sane as I pretend to be. He sees right through me most of the time). I know I always get all mushy, but I can't help it. I love the man.
The best part is that he loves me too.

Random shit
-My feet hurt
-I'm tired
-I miss Kelly

I've not talked to him since Thursday night, and that was only for just a little bit because I got on late and we both needed sleep. Now I'm grumpy and determined to stay up and talk to him. I doubt he'll get on though, it's like 11:30 or something there. I'll probably go to bed without a much needed "I love you" tonight. /le sigh.

Tomorrow is Trevor's birthday so mom decided we needed to sand and repolish and varnish the hard wood floors, bleach the grout on the tile floors, AND shampoo the carpets. So this entire past week I've been busy with that on top of memorizing poultry things, and doing regular homework. I had to work Thursday and Friday for Bao because her fiance came down from one state or another and she wanted to go sex him up in a hotel so I covered for her, and my hands are all dumb and dry now because of all the bleach we have to use. Then today I had to go to a stupid poultry contest, came home and fucking bleached tile and did laundry, then went to school for our class fundraiser, which consisted of cooking a ton of Italian food and selling it. We made about $750, which is bad compared to the last two years we've done it, but whatever. No one even cares anymore.

People have definitly lost their spirit because like no one wore green today. I was decked out and happy. Then I get around dumb people who are NOT wearing it and they accomplish making me feel like a dumbass for wearing it. Screw them, I decided, and I was happy and just pinched them all day. Dumb bitches.

THEN I missed the hugest party of the entire year (save Prom and Graduation) to come home and bleach some more after the dinner. I'm so upset. I kind of want to say I'm done drinking though. A dumb slut's been going around calling me an alcoholic -definitly not btw, I actually rarely drink when and if I do make it to a party- so I want to be like "ha, I don't even need it, so *palm thrust to the neck* and side step her body and go on about my business.

Anyway this just happened
(Natalie = Big PETA/Vegitarian/Emo person. Very fun to torment her)

Me:
dude
Me:
I really really
Me:
want icing covered animal crackers
Natalie says:
oh those r really good...i dont really enjoy eating crackers shaped like animals though
Me:
i'll cut off all the little legs so you won't have to think about it
Natalie says:
aaaaahhhh omg y would you say that? thats fucking horrible rachel

I enjoyed that moment.

<3
So, Kelly and I have been going out for six months. I'm excited. He's so cute.