Friday we went and got bunk beds so that Taylor and Trevor could share a room (to begin with Trev just had a little bed in mom and dads room) and so we had to clean Tay's room to get them in there...Yeah, that was an unforgettable process. Mom ended up getting pissed off and told Tay that she couldn't be in the back room anymore (her room is at the very back of the house secluded from all the others pretty much) and informed us that she and I would be switching rooms. So, this weekend we painted, laid new flooring and did a ton of shit to make it mine, though it's still not done and we don't even have all of our crap out of eacthothers rooms. Kind of depresses me because I had a HUGE ASS room and now I have the smallest one in the whole fucking house and it's not even big enough for all of my shit so I have to have five million little shelves to stow the crap away. Yay. Bullshit. I am so fucking pissed right now, but the rooms an awesome color. It's like a lime green on the top, and then a darker shade of green on the bottom and then we're tying pink in with it all. Karl thinks it sounds gross, but it's awesome and he can suck a left nut.
...lol no not really. I love him.
Of course the subject gets turned to him, lol.
He told me that he loved me in 4 different languages. lol it was so sweet and cute. Hmm he makes me happy.
He's coming down this weekend!! I really hope my rooms done by then so that I can kick him in the ass with it.
Ah, I had to go from a full size bed to a flippin twin size. This kills me because...well I pretty much sleep spread eagle and take up the whole bed. Not no more, now I have to sleep in a little straight line. Sucks ass.
Hmm ok, I kind of want to go watch The Notebook and cry so Later hosers
Rach

So it's already after nine and I have yet to have my 2 cups of morning coffee. I'm dying here....

Karl called Thursday and they (not that I know for sure who "they" are) decided not to deploy (sp) him in September, so he's mine until November or December. Made me extreamly happy. I finally cried too. I laid in bed and listend to "Wake me up when September Ends" by Greenday All damn day Thursday...or at least until he called at 5:00. Yep. We can just say that I wasn't a pretty sight :s

Last night I went out with Johanna and Brooke. Well, not really going "out". We went and pigged out at Jo's house because her dad cooked five thousand pounds of food for us (gotta love Mr. Baker...) and then we watched Euro Trip because Brooke had never seen it (or a penis...poor girl) and she about died, and then we went and hung out up town for an hour and the guys in our class killed Jo and I for bringing Brooke out with us. She's our youth leaders daughter...yeah...lol she's attempting to be a rebel, and since Johanna and I are wonderful at it (Ha...) we're showing her the ropes. Nothing bad...yet. Just a few "accidental" slips of the tongue. Hmm sometimes I love my life. lol. Horrible I know, but she's my cousin so it's alright, the worse that could happen is a family fight. Boy could this get interesting....
Anyway, Caleb kept grabbing my chin for some reason, so I finally just grabbed his and he Freaked out. He was like "Oh my fucking God!! I'm going to tell your damned boyfriend!!" and every one just kind of stood there and looked at him like he was retarded and then Jakob was like "dude...she just touched your chin" and Caleb goes "What Ever man, she freakin molested my face!!!" and then we all laughed. It was quite wonderful. Anyway, I got home a little after one, was in bed by two, and then had to freakin get up at seven. Yep, I'm a little tired...and I still aint had my coffee, so I figure I'll go get that now.

Last night I pretty much died.

Karl told me that he signed up on a list to head out for Iraq some time in September, because he assumed that if he heads out earlier, he would get back earlier...Apparently the game isn't played like that. So he leaves in September and he will get back some time next December. Basically I started bawling and he was like "Oh shit, Rachel, baby, I'm sorry, please don't be mad, don't cry, I'm so sorry" blah blah blah, I get myself under control in a few minutes and then we carried on with the conversation...or he did. I didn't really do much talking after that because I knew I would start crying again. He had to go like 5 minutes later though, so I figured I'd get to unleash my tears and cry myself to sleep...but the tears never came and then I felt bad because I felt like I should be crying but I couldn't get myself too. I know that sounds dumb, and I suppose it is but oh well. I still haven't cried anymore. I want to be there when he gets sent out. I think you can be there...that would make sense, but I don't know. I'm definitly gonna be there when his ass gets sent back home though.
God I hope nothing happens to him over there. I would curl up and turn into a fuckin little vegetable.
_me_

We have Bible School this week at church, and I'm in charge of music. Yep, me and my "wonderful" voice trying to get little kids to sing along with me. It's actually going a lot better than I tought it would. Last night was the first night and they all liked the songs and got hyped up and stuff so I suppose the week could go better than once thought. I'm usually just a troop leader, so I didn't have to get the kids hyped up, I just had to drag them from class to class and yell at them for being loud in the hallways. I'm good at yelling.
This year I forgot to sign up for that so I got hit in the ass with music. Yay...

Anyway, though I didn't think it was possible, I'm falling even More in love with Karl as each day passes. He always says that he's an asshole and he doesn't know why I love him, or even like him, and then I yell at him and tell him he aint an asshole and that he's sweet and blah blah blah, so it is now his goal in life to piss me off so much that I call him an asshole. He's so messed up...but I like it. He hasn't even made me mad yet, I just laugh at him and ... yeah, it's wonderful lol. He really is a sweetheart though, at least to me. I admit that he can be an asshole to other people, but I won't tell him that.... hmm. Oh, his sister is getting into Nascar, like she has to go to college for like 2 years but then she has to go to the actual Nascar college (i think...) and she's already got accepted to it and I don't know, it's like this big deal so it's really cool, but anyway, she's gonna go meet all these Nascar drivers and crap in .. November...I think...anyway, it's in Vegas, and Karl's gonna go and he wanted me to go with him and so of course I told him I would, but then we remembered that oops, I'm still in school...but I told him that I'll just skip a week or whatever. We can miss up to eight days, but he told me that he wouldn't let me do that and freaked out but we'll just see about that...haha. anyway, we would go through Arizona because that's where he used to live and I think that's where his Grandpa lives, and he absolutly adores his Grandpa which I think is so cute, he always talks about him and so I cain't wait to meet him, anyway, we would then go to Utah and do all that stuff and then head out with his family to Vegas...at least that's the way I think it would happen. I'm not sure. But yeah, I already asked dad about it and he is now in the proccess of "thinking about it" so we'll see how that goes. He's wrapped around my finger, I'll probably get my way.
Oh my freakin gosh, the other day Taylor was like "So...are you pregnant?" I kind of just stood there and looked at her for a minute before I really got what she said and then I was like "What?! Oh My Gosh!!! Why would I be pregnant?!" and she was like "Well...you and Karl had sex didn't you?" I was like "Holy freakin cow Taylor, No!!" and she was like "oh...yeah ok, I believe that" and walked away. I was like holy shit...so I had to go and get her to actually believe me because we Didn't have sex and she's a freakin psycho and already planning my wedding and picking out our kid's names and all this weird stuff...she is a spaz.
It's pretty much a sure thing that we're going to get married though. We've already talked about it and stuff, and we both want to live in Montana, so that works, we've talked about our house too. He want's to build a cabin, which is Wonderful, I've always wanted to live in a little (ok not so little) cabin and so I'm excited. Hopefully nothing will happen to screw up our plans though.
He has to leave for Iraq no later than December 31 so that completely kills me, and I really don't want that to happen because I'm gonna be a wreck. I'll be crying during school and everything and it'll just be horrible.
Anyway, I do believe I'm done rambling for right now, so I shall scoot...ok yeah, I could so keep going on, but I'm starving so no.
Rachel

Karl was asking for a pass for this weekend and his sargent told him to draw a map of where he's going. ok...apparently i live 43 miles to far away. Yeah...he ended up getting in trouble because he had been here before and so now I feel bad. I told him as much and he was like "no, it's not your fault and it's fine." and whatever, but I still felt really bad.
Last night I went to Tessi's and I told mom that I was going to spend the night, but apparently she forgot and so at like 11:30 dad called her house and like freaked out because they "didn't know where I was" and all this stuff but once I told him that I had told mom they were cool with it and then suddenly mom remembered and ahh it was crazy. Anyway, that's when I first found out about the whole Karl deal. I started bawling because I thought he was going to get de-ranked and that he was going to have to do like five million hours of PT (physical training) for it and dad was like "Rachel, calm down he'll probably just have to do kitchen work" and then I started laughing inbetween the sobs because I remembered on "In the Army Now" when Pauly Shore had to peal all them potatoes. Ahh I felt so horrible and I ended up crying myself to sleep. Yeah it really sucked.
Anyway, this morning Tessi and I went up to the Ag. building to talk to Mr. Roller (ag teacher, ffa advisor) and so now he's forcing us to go pick corn at 7 in the morning so that's just wonderful...not. It really sucks because it's supposed to get up to 104 tomorrow. Yeah, we're gonna have like five million heat strokes. Yay!! Go FFA!!....bullshit. I cain't believe I let them talk me into being in it. It's fucking bullshit. It is "The Thing to Do" around here. EVERYONE is in FFA. God damn whores.

So that is that and I want to go sleep now. We fell asleep with like five fans going in her room, plus it was really cold because of the a/c, And I cried forever so now I have a wonderful cold. Karl made fun of me because I got a cold in the middle of the summer. Well, he didn't exactly make fun of me, he was just like "What?! how the hell do you get a cold in the middle of the summer?!" blah blah blah. It was indeed interesting. lol it's like a sneezing cold (which sucks saggy scrotums) but I really don't like sneezing around other people because I have a retarded sneeze and it's really high pitch and ehh, but not sneezing kept making me have to cough, and that's even worse, and then my throat was scratchy and my nose was runny...basically it was a really bad time for me to be on the phone because I was disgusting.
Anyway, I will Now go to sleep

I just realized that I said suck saggy scrotum. I do believe I like that. Hmm.. makes me happy.
Rachel

So if all goes well tonight Jacob, Tylor, Tessi and I will go watch either War of the Worlds, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Fantastic Four, or Dark Water.
We still have to get permission...but that's not the point, we cain't decide which one to watch. I really want to see Fantastic Four, but I Also love Johnny Depp and want to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Speaking of Chocolate, my mom spells it Chokolat. I know I can't spell everything right, but that tickles me....anway back to the point...
I really don't want to watch Dark Water because frankly I hate scary movies.
Anyway, Tylor's a pain in the ass (though I love the fart) and he has to be difficult and watch something that Tessi Jacob and I don't want to watch (Dark Water...go figure) and so it will be a long day trying to decide this.

Hmm....pretty much that's it. I'm hungry but nothing really sounds good. Today sucks, but it just got better because a Kenny Chesney song just came on so I'm gonna go dance. Later hosers
Rach

Karl's coming down this weekend so now I'm happy.

I ain't talked to Kell in forever, but he is a working man now.

I really want to watch Fantastic Four. It looks so damn good, and I love Julian McMohn .. I think that's how you spell his last name. Anyway, for those of you who don't know him, he's the bad guy...I think the doctor. AND he's Cole in Charmed. Love him.
Anyway, I was up talking to Karl until like 2:30 last night so I'm tired and I'm gonna go take a nap. Yay! sleep is so wonderful
Rachel

Around 4 I went to Tessi's to watch movies and crap with Jacob, Tylor and her. So we're all sitting around talking when Tessi decideds she wants to play a song on the organ. Ok...we all go into her sun room (where the organ is) and then Tylor like pinches her butt and she flips out and they start like killing eachother and then like as soon as it began they were done and we were all trying to do some moves from Dirty Dancing because Tessi and I happen to be obsessed with that movie, and so we're all dying because we cain't dance and we Expecially cain't dance like that, so we decided to head on back to Tessi's room. Tylor yet again touches Tessi's ass and they basically had foreplay for about...oh an hour. It was really funny because they were like killing eachother while trying to pinch/slap/bite each others ass. Around 7 we have to go get the pizza we ordered and so we all cram into Tylors TINY little 3 seater truck. I like broke my hip into 5 pieces because I had to sit basically on the door and yeah it was great. So we get into town and we see the cop car up ahead of us so we all decided that Jacob should duck down and pretend like he's not there. Tylor drives a standard and so he was like killing Jacob by doing something...I think with the clutch or something, I don't know, but he kept giving us whiplash and making Jacob hit the dash with his head. It was rather hilarious. We finally get back to Tessi's (safe from the cop) and just as we all pile out Jakob comes driving up. He flips out because we don't have any "good" pizza. We have one supreme (sp) and then one that's half pepperoni and half cheese and black olives. We listen to him bitch for ever about how we're disgusting and then he makes him self some ravioli. We all finally get situated and put in "Cursed" which was basically the stupidest movie that I've seen in awhile. It had a few suspenseful moments, but other than those 2 times, it was shit. We then put in "Hide and Seek". It was a bit better....only I didn't get to see the end because freakin mom and dad had Ashley come get me. I had about 45 minutes left to watch. Last time I was at Tessi's I got about 30 minutes into it and then I had to go. Apparently I'm just not ment to watch this movie. oh, now that I'm on the subject, Dakota Fanning is a creepy little kid.
Anyway, now here I am.
Karl called me last night completely shit faced. It was so funny, he like died just trying to sit up. He was outside laying on the side walk and then decided he should move to the gazebo or Something like that, I don't even know. Then he almost killed himself going inside and walking up the stairway. It was really funny, but for a minute I was like "ok...why the hell is he calling me when he's drunk as hell?" but then I decided it was alright so I didn't say anything. I'd rather him be on the phone with me than off doing...something else. Hmm anyway, he finally got up to his room, but we always get cut off when he's in his room, so he has the brillian idea to move his bed near his window. It was the loudest thing ever oh my gosh it killed my ears, but then he was happy and he laid down. I am so surprised that he didn't fall asleep on me, he sount so out of it. Anyway, he called me at seriously 12:57 today and he had Just waken up. He hadn't even gotten out of bed yet, and he didn't for quite awhile. He was drawn by the sandwich material eventually though, so he had to get up. One of his friends walked into his room and was like "oh my god what the fuck happend to your room?!" and he was like "uh...I don't really know, I woke up and it was just like this". Yep, the smarty didn't even remember doing it. ooh I laughed so hard, it was quite wonderful.

Anyway, I gotta get up and go to church in the morning and I'm pretty tired at the moment so I do believe I'm gonna try to talk myself into moving out of this chair and into bed, so goodnight.
-Rachel

alrighty then...
basically nothings really happend. talk to karl almost every day on the phone, and he should be coming back down this weekend. it'll be weird though because Tessi has to stay over because Uncle Larry and Aunt Diane are leaving for some float trip with their church and Tessi didn't want to go. Mom said that Tessi might have to stay with someone else because she doesn't think that it would be fair to Karl if I'm preoccupied with Tessi and though that's true, I really don't think he would mind, or that she would mind or whatever so I don't know yet.
Um...Doug turned sixteen finally, but that was on the eighth so that's old news. He went to Disney Land for his birthday. Yeah. I guess it's fairly convenient since he Does live in California...but anyway.
Hmm...oh, Tessi likes Tylor, but it's basically impossible to read Tylor because he's just a freak like that and he kissed her and they ended up making out for a while and then the next day he acted as though nothing had happend and now Tessi's basically dying and going insane so I've been hearing about this for the past 4 days. It's quite wonderful...yeah. lol Jacob's freaking out too because Tessi's talking to him about it too, she keeps 3-waying us and bawling and I feel bad for her but I cain't really do anything about it. I don't know, I love her and she puts up with me going on about Karl so I'll just continue listening to her. It's pretty interesting anyway.
lol Ashley's been freaking out on me lately because I'm "mean to her". ha. damn right I am, she's an asshole. She tells Taylor and I that mom said we have to do all this shit when really mom told her that it was her job to do it. She does that all the time and it pisses me off. If I were to even Attempt to do that my ass would be so dead. She's been freaking out because of college and all her finances. She needs to freakin calm down, get some balls, and pay for her own insurance so that mom and dad will stop freaking out and pay for mine. God, mom and dad still pay for her gas. How bogus is that? she's got like five million jobs and I have none... yeah.
I am looking into getting a job in town though. I really do Not want to be a waitress, but so far that's about how things are looking. I don't know, I'm just really not a people person so I'd rather just do paper work all day. That would make me happy. I don't really like talking to people because people suck.
Back to a good subject, I cain't wait until Karl comes back down. He does this thing while we're kissing, he like sucks on my bottom lip...hmm it's heaven. Good stuff. Cain't wait to see him though.
Rachel