Make sure you aren't out driving tonight. Also, don't take a shower, or run around in an open field waving forks high up in the air. If you fly a kite with a key on it, electricity has already been discovered. Sorry. High five to thunderstorms!
3 speakers for sale
Soo, I'm selling 3 speakers for one of them cd player things. It's got a 5 disc cd changer, a record player, a tape play. Yea, it's one of those fancy ones. Anyways, I have 3 huge speakers for it if anyone wants to buy them. The speakers work. I'm thinking 25 or best offer. I can take pictures if you all really want to see what they look like that bad. The cd player doesn't work. Well, it might. I can throw that in for free if you really want to try it out. I'm thinking one of mine and Brenton's drunk friends knocked it over one night. But it's just a guess. Let me know if anyone wants them. I'm sure they can be used for something usefull.
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2009 14 June :: 12.24am
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I seem to have lost my "Plan B!" envelope...anyone seen it? Big label on the front and the words "Property of Kelly Edly" on the back bottom middle. If you've seen this or have any information please contact me A.S.A.P.
Why? Because Im adrift in a sea of loathing in my mind. I cant help but try to stay busy.
I'm home from the Marines. I cannot go back. I will not be a Marine. Ever. -That part hurt me alot- Ive been home for a good month almost 2 now. I made it all the way to Forming day 3 before they said "Im sorry recruit, but unfortunately your trip ends here." Those were the exact words said to my by the Lieutenant who did my eye exam. Her Lieutenant Commander then walked over to me and sat me down in a waiting room to the side. Slap on the shoulder and said "Your trip is over. Just dont let it get you down. Take a moment, I know Id need one."
I arrived on the 14th of April, The 27th I was home and officially no longer in the service of the USMC,
I have Keratoconus in my right eye and very mild case in my left. This eye disease is a permanent disqualification for all service branches.
-Stop for a moment there. Think about that situation. I left with nothing, I expected a lifetime of service. I expected to restart life with this. I walk into it with all the confidence I can muster. I want to be there. Im willing to take a bullet(or worse) in the name of my country and the men/women who would serve around me.-
Ok so, you get told your done. Youre going home. Whats worse? Youre going home or the bonus that you could quite probably go blind in the future? WOooooo...Slap in the face aye? Ya.
I spent 10days in RSP(Recruit Seperation Platoon) during which time you process paper for leaving once your turn comes around. You dont get mail. You dont get to write mail. You work. You clean. You sit. You eat. You sit. You work. You sleep. You work. This is the life of the RSP. Depression was a huge thing in there. Gah. we had on average 35-40 recruits being sent home. Some in for refusing orders, some for depression, some for lies, some for drugs, the occasion assault case, and the broken(medicals) Out of ~35 recruits guess how many truely wanted to be there still How many wanted a second chance. Answer? 5 or less. Me being one.
The day I left the depot I left with 2 others both medical leaves on T-45/49. They were practically Marines. So close. One going home for being allergic to his own sweat the other for asthma. Shit deal.
Im home I cannot serve but God damn would I like to. I love the Marines. Semper Fidelis Devildogs! I stop by the Grand Rapids office here and there to say hello to Sgt Mullins and see if he needs someone to help watch his DEP pool. Fun nights. He's up for promotion and moving to another recruit station where he will be in charge this fall. Grats to him.
Im looking for a job. Im not finding much of possible stuff. I keep looking though.
I need a life plan again. I know what I like to do and it doesnt involve jobs really. I have no aspirations of wanting to go to school again.
Im single. I dont mind it. I dont look for a girl really. Mostly because I dont find myself going out. I dont idealize picking girls up a bars. I hardly drink. Sigh. Oh well.
I should be depressed. I manage to not be. Forgive and Forget. Live and let live.
