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2004 28 December :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: worlds smallest violin
should i??
I've been thinking about it for a while. He is always on my mind. He's in the back of my head. I just want to check up on him. I don't want to get back w/ him. I'm not puttin this in my LJ b/c Jared would kill me.
should I call and ex-bf whom i haven't talked to since...one day in october and i went out w/ him for 8 months and it was a serious relationship??? I don't know what to do.
I just want to say hey. I don't know how he would react or if he'll pick up his cell when he sees my number. I don't know what to say to him.
urgh...
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2004 6 December :: 8.41am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: hawthorne heights: ohio is for lovers
can't stop thinking...
I keep thinking about him. its weird. Im not sure if i want to go out w/ him though. him and i are perfect for eachother though. ha. the scheduales are the same. we're both busy and all during the week. We have great times together. we've known eachother for a long time. BUt im afraid we'll ruin what we have if we got out.
I'm not sure if i really want to do it. I need to spend more time w/ him. i'm not going to rush into it. We don't have the exact connection yet for me to go for it. We never spend time together and we never talk on the phone or AIM. When I got to mariner I know i'll talk to him more and what not.
He's such a dork though. lol. he's a lil dorky for what i go for. its not a bad thing. maybe i need a change. I hate though when ppl say he said he can get u and shit. i don't believe them 100%, but i dont believe him 100% either when he denies it. I'm not sure who to believe.
Last night when I was at the movies all i thought about was him through out the dang movie. I was thinking about what i am writing now. I'm in class right now...lol.
I'm confused at if i want to go for it or not. i think i'll try, but i'm not gonna be like hey i wanna go out w/ u b/c i'm not sure if i really want to and i don't want to lead him on..again...
like the great oprah said on her show, when in doubt don't do anything about it.
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2004 29 November :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: "Breathe"
When I was in church...
Why did God want Samuel to sacrifice his 12 year old son, Izaac?
Because if Izaac was a teenager it wouldn't be much of a sacrifice.
At the Pearly gates there is a taxi cab driver that is all scruffy and dirty and behind him there is a pastor that is clean cut and totally lived for God. Peter (the guard at the gates of Heaven) said to the diver,"what is ur name so I can look in the book to see if ur name is there, so you can enter the gates of enternal life?" The driver replied in a new york accent, "My name is Anton diggs." Peter replies, "Yes here is your name. Here is your gold staff and silk robe. Now u may enter the gates of Heaven."
The Pastor was next and he was all excited b/c he did everything he could for God. Peter asked his name and the Pastor said,"My name is John Smith." Peter said," Here is your name. Here is your wooden staff and here is ur cotton robe. You may now enter the gates of Enternal Life." The Pastor was confused, "Why does that driver get a gold staff and a silk robe and I've been a pastor and telling people about christ for 45 years and all I get is a wooden staff and a cotton robe?" Peter looks at the man and replies,"Up here we do things by result. As you were preaching you were making people fall asleep; As the taxi driver was driving he got the people in the back to pray."
Yea...jokes in church. Gotta love 'em.
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2004 24 November :: 7.19am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: hey unloving...
...i will love you...
So things been kinda crazy. yea..hope it all settles down though.
My weekend was awesome. I satrted it w/ jon, joe, kevin, and mike and i ended it hanging out w/ my doggy homes. fo sho.
Monday was ok and all. w/e. Tuesday was aweful. I went to Guitar Center though and that made me happy. I talked to Josh and that made me more happy. I saw Casey when I was walking home and that made me happy. So school sucked and brought me down a lot, but the store, casey and josh made it better. =]
I'm in web design class right now. how cool???
My name is lisa and i have huge boobs and I like strong boys and playing twister, drunk.
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2004 19 November :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: boyz in da hood
yesturday was not ordinary
Yea so yesturday (thursday) was my b-day. awesome yo. I'm 16 now, bitches. haha. yea ahhhh..i got some presents from my folks. so cool.
now i am at jon's house. the guys are playing poker, yea i'm not a poker player. right amber? hahaha. yea i soo suck at poker. when i played w/ amber i lost my dog, sk8brd, cd's and basically everything else i own. haha. so i'm just fooling around on the computer. but n e ways..
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2004 15 November :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: silly
at least he's honest...is that a good thing?
Brandon: You look hotter today.
Me: thanks??
Brandon: sure thing. Where did our love and cuddleness go?
Me: I burned the memories, so it wont exist n e more.
Brandon: O thanks loverly. I love you too.
Me: sure thing.
Brandon: U should call me sometime.
(we're going two oppisite directions at this point)
Me: Do u think i look more hot today b/c of my shirt??!
Brandon: No, its the lack of the shirt!
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2004 6 November :: 12.00am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Yellowcard-only one
URGH!
FUCK!
I am truley sorry. Please don't hate me.
I feel aweful.
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2004 1 November :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: ehhh
:: Music: Autumn to Ashes
Hollering
Urgh...just another day that went wrong in my life. The whole weekend went bad.
To my bebe:
Your haawesome and I'm sorry. Forever u'll be my bebe, bebe. haha.
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2004 21 October :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Milk and Cereal
Powderpuff
Yo. Monday was my school's powderpuff. that was funny. Nick was a cheerleader..haha. He had bunch of make-up on. The seniors were all in blonde wigs and had fake boobs..well every had fake boobs. I guess they're trying to be like me? j/k. Well I went w/ Lance to the game. Juniors won baby. Lance has no navigation skills what so ever. Devon was there. We were just making in front of Nick and laughed at him..notice not w/ him. They guys danceing wasn't that bad at all. Surprised. One guy does better flips than the actual cheerleaders. Then afterwards I went home...
Last night was Mariner's powderpuff. That was so halarious. I loved it. I hung out w/ Joe and his friends for half the game. It was nice hanging out w/ Joe again. The guys cheers were awesome. I didn't know some of my friends can move like that. Surprised me. Well that was more fun than my school's powderpuff. Afterwards I went to Ritter's and met a guy. His name is Chris and he's a junior at Cape. He's seems cool. Turns out he knows Lance and Frank. Small world.
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2004 17 October :: 1.14pm
Homecoming
Friday night was awesome. I went to the football game w/ Nick, Lance and Devon. Then later in the game Larissa, Jordan, Michelle S, and Hilary come and chill w/ us. Devon looks like Clark Kent w/ hsi body and when he has my glasses on. lol. Then Amanda and Kelsey came and chilled.Long fun story short, Mariner lost bad, 24-0. losers. Well when we were walking back to the car I did a drop down low on lance. haha, he was like what just happened? it was funny. well Amanda came w/ us and we went to Coldstone and then to Jordan's house. Then i came back home w/ Amanda. woo. fun fun fun..u don't know. u don't know.
Homecoming was fun. The decorations were pretty sweet. I went over to Nick's house before and had pizza and watched a movie. Then I got reayd at his place and then we did pics. His parents are soo psyco on that stuff. it was so funny. When we got there I found amanda. Said hey to Kelsey, not anne. haha. I lost Nick after a while. lol. That was fun. Jordan didnt want to dance, so I danced around her, near her, on her, you know... I did the same w/ Larissa. sooo much fun. Kelsey was going crazy in her moves as normal. I danced w/ Pedro. He's prety good, then again he is spanish or latin..one of the two. Then Gaby, anne, Kelsey, Amanda and I all danced w/ Sean. It was funny. Then we all slow danced w/ Kyle. what a playa! Then the rest of the night I danced w/ Nick. Nick and I left early b/c it was gettin kinda lame a bit. fun night though.
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2004 10 October :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: majoraly pissed
Friday
Soo friday sucked, yes? lol. Actually it wasn't that bad now that i look back at it. Some ppl can go screw themselves. Some ppl need to look in the mirror. I'm not talking about Amber, me, amanda, or kelsey. It really was just out of porportation. But you know. It doesn't bother me w/ the parents. Well, some of it does yes..but really my parents would of done lot worse. yelling and screaming doesn't do jack shit to me. You can just blank it out. sigh...
n e ways.....the rest of the weekend was really fun. Went to the mall w/ Nick and then at night went to a movie and then cold stone and met up w/ nick there and then Sunday I went to church, that some ppl need to go to, then went to Ginny's and then david's. So um...tomorrow PJ day..how fun!
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2004 5 October :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Broken
Lonely
Dude, im lost. I didnt even realize how "gone" i was untill my teachers brought it up. Other ppl realized something was wrong before me, im just now getting it. Some ppl are calling it post traumatic stress.... i guess thats possible. I dont know. All i know is, is that im at a really low point.
I have never truely felt lonely. I feel like ive lost some of the closest ppl i have. I lost my two best friends in a matter of weeks, my guy pillars are practically gone.....i have no really close chick friends, my group is gone, fun is gone, my confidence that came from my group is gone, i have ppl at school but i need more. My family is here, but there are troubles there too. Is this was depression feels like? The feeling of wondering why you wake up everyday, go to school, come home, do hw, and go to bed. There is stuff here and there but thats basically it.
I guess what i lost most was Jer. He held me up and made everything ok. Thats gone, the on person that made life seems simple is gone, and i know in my heart im not getting him back. Its over.
The fun I speak of seems to have disappeared and ive slipped into an amiss. Im so low right now, and why isnt anyone breaking my fall? Is it my fault that no one really knows how deep down im hurt? Is it my fault no one knows that its not that "im tired" its that ive been crying.
I guess it all started w/ my parents getting separated, then together, then cheating, then mt grandmother dying slowly, then total mess w/ a guy friend, a "best friend" hurting me so fuckin much i cant even describe, the hurricane creating a complete and utter mess, the lose of the ppl i love, and soooo much more im not including. And now here i am, bottled up and so low.
Im not writing this for sympathy or replies or anything, id actually rather you not say anything if you do happen to read this. Just let it be.
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2004 5 October :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Senses Fail
Weekend..its a blur
So during my fun I had to do HW.But w/e. Saturday I did my project as everyone else went to the movies in the day or went to look at houses. Sooo ever so fun. Jared came over. He stayed for like 3 hours. I talked to Nick on the phone for an hour. it was fun. He's pretty cool to talk to. Around 9 pm we wanted to go to the arcade place and it was closed. so we went to the skatium for lazer tag and that was closed. So finally, Cassie, Jesse, Nola, Johnny, TJ, and I went golfing at the pirate lagoon place. I got a hole in one! Tj and Jesse got one too. woo. I got in last place..haha. So we went night swimmin at home. Tj and I stayed up and watched jarrasic park. Today I went to church, finished another project at Anne's. It was fun I guess. Wish there was an extra day though. Tyler was there (I was at Richi's). I love that kid, Him and I are "butt-buddies". Haha. Yea soooo..I'm gonna go. I'm bored. I have another project to do...urgh!
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2004 27 September :: 4.15pm
Bitches..i'm back
Yea so Friday skipped school and flew to Chicago. When we were gettting a car the ppl were like u already checked one out..we were like what??? Someone stole our rented car and posed as my dad. What losers! My mom realized when we landed that she forgot her bag that had her cloths in for the wedding thingy, so as soon as we left the air port we went shopping. There was girls in the dress area looking for homecoming and they were like oh my gosh. Girls isn't this cute? and like totally! i was ready to shoot myself.
Friday night went to a wedding blessing. It was really awesome. I dance w/ a dude that is friends w/ my older cousins. I never learned his name. Thats how u can be a playa, don't learn the names. My cousin got married into a british family, so I asked a couple of them that i don't know to say cheerio. I was like you just made my night, u have no idea. haha.
Saturday my dad and I drove to Wood Dale to pick up my home girl. I miss her so much. It took us and hour both ways b/c we got lost numerious of times. hahaha. We missed our train, but w/e we drove to the city n e ways. We broke 2 types of laws like 5 times each w/in the hour we got to Chicago. I have never seen soo many gay guys in one city. Its worse than Key west. Well we went to the Sears tower and the Menllnium park. We were taking a family photo thing and the cops came and said put it away or we're take it away or something like that. They didn't want us to take a pic and sell it and make money i guess. Saturday night we went to my aunts house and had a bomb fire. Grilled shrimp..yum yum...The weather was just beautiful up there the whole time. Well we drove my chicka back home Sunday and then we went back to the city and my dad went to ESPN and the rest of us went shopping. There was a school drumline seperated through out the city and i just sat and watched them as my mom and sis went shopping. I went into a A&F store for my first time. Its too expensive for my taste, but there is really hot guys that shop there. OOOweee. One was following me. His name was chad. I noticed he was kinda looking at me and w/e and he followed me some what to where ever i went in the store and I stayed at an area for a while and he came next to me "looking" at clothes and I was like you know those are girl shirts? He was like I could be looking for my sister..I was like riiight. Yea he was a pretty boy. His looks served me well. hahaha.
Yea so umm..on the way to the airport we got stuck in traffic real bad and we arrived like a half hour before the plane was departing. I had to call Nick to make sure I had a ride to school..wow i'm a loser. I wouldn't be able to call him when I got in town b/c it would be like 11. Soo all the flights got cancelled to FL b/c of Jean but ours. Lucky us.
So came home, went to school today. Had fun. Spencer was being spencer today. Frank said this is easy about this worksheet and Spencer is like yea its easy on a friday night w/ your mom after a candle light dinner...then ms. shoohart was like SPENCER! Then spencer said,"what? Its dessert." haha. Then Frank was like u don't even know my mom and u never seen her and Spencer was like her name is julie thank u and I love her. yea well Franks mom isn't julie. so the rest of the period Spencer was trying to guess her name and he said the same name 3 times every 5 minutes. it was great. Spencer was like does it start w/ a P? He kept saying P and Frank was like now I have to go pee. That made some girls laugh. Yea soo..I found Nick at my locker and he drove me home and I made kinky brownies and picked up the Kitchen and now I will be drumming and then studying..soo mich fun!
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2004 23 September :: 3.30pm
So yea...I'm going to Chicago tomorrow..how fun??? I don't know what will be really fun about it, but hopefully it will be better than here. I think i need to lay back on Lance. i think he's starting to think that I like him, but i don't. So i'll need to be acting more "cold" to him or w/e. I saw jared today at his bus stop when Nick and I were picking up Lance.
I have to pack..urgh. i hate packing. School today was ok, nothing too intersting happened. The bus was fun though. I hope Nick doesn't make the soccer team, but then again I want him to make it. I'm torn both ways. o well.
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2004 19 September :: 1.32am
:: Mood: touched
errr
So the party was ok. We watched the guys hump eachother and the guys dance w/ eachother. Umm..Kyle got boob tassel thingys and he was dancing w/ those on. haha. We went swimming and played Shark and Minos. Not a lot of people were there and I was kinda happy about it b/c it was the ppl that I knew very well that were there. Then my eyes were burning really really seriously bad from the pool. They just put shock treatment in a day ago and they let us go swuimming, are they crazy bitches? So I couldn't see worth a shit. So when they were playing hide and go seek in the dark, I was laying down on the couch in Anne's room trying to get my eyes better. I couldn't sleep over b/c Anne didn't get her essay done. urgh. So i'm home now. got home around 1 am. The party had its good parts and a seriously bad part, but I got over the bad part. Tonight proved myself that I am NOT a slut. I may flirt, but I am not a slut and go and do shit w/ any guy that is hot. I feel happy. I just need to figure out how to really stand up to the guys in a way to not make them feel bad, but yet they know not to touch me. Does anyone have any ideas? Men out there, I need your help on this one so holler at your girl...
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2004 13 September :: 12.27am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: hoobastank- same direction
last night and today
So last night I called Jared around midnight i believe and i was like ok i'm ready to go out. He was like ok. I heard his voice echo. I thought is my mom on the other phone? I asked him to say something on the phone and he was like ok. I heard his voice echo again. I was kinda scared. I was like hang on. When I went to go check if someone was on the other phone I heard a knock at my window. I turned around in surprise and it was Jared and Casey. I was like omg. I flicked them off, those bastards. So we snuck out and walked around. We had no where to go sine we didn't have n e money. We went a neighborhood over from mine and we just layed on the road and looked up at the sky. Wow. The night was soo pretty. The stars were out and that star dust shit was there too and shooting stars! Everytime we saw one we made a wish and shared it. It was an open session where there can't be n e secrets. I loved it. I always wanted to lay under the stars w/ friends and just talk. Well Jared and Casey said that they saw me change my clothes. I was like errr what color underwear? Casey got the right color but they told me that they were joking, but I don't know...You see I broke my blinds on my window, so when i have a light on i can't see outside at night through my window. Well, we learned some things about eachother i guess. I came home around 1:45 am b/c I had church. After we said our goodbyes i was ready to go to bed and Casey and Jared came back. They said they were bored, so i was like ok. They came in and we chilled and talked some more. Then around 2:30 they left. I had a dandy time.
Well today I didn't go to church b/c my dad went out to our property to do the yard work. We bought dupelxes by the way, like 8 of 'em. So i had the day to do w/e. So Ginny and I went over to a friends house and Liam was over too. He's a british dude. Well we watched the Punnisher and then we all talked. No one was in the pool so Me and my friend decided to go froliking and then jump in the pool. I had my swim suit in the car, but i was too lazy to go get it. So I jumped w/ my clothes on. Then all the lil kids came out to play w/ us and we were like nooo. So we went back inside after we played tug boat. :D Then when i was waiting for my clothes to get dry we were running around naked and touching eachother in naughty places..j/k. It was funny, after i got my clothes wet, i put on my swimsuit so my clothes can dry and i didn't go swimming in my suit. We just played around on the guitars. They tried to teach me how to play but yea..I'll work on it. Then around 8 we left and I came home ate dinner and watched a movie that had a bad ending.
Seriously guys, that fat guy on the crapper thing i was talking to most of u about will be an awesome scene for a murder mystery movie. i don't care what u say, it would be sick. Fun shit.
So yea. Hopefully tomorrow will be fun.
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2004 10 September :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: indescribable
break down
So today I woke up 45 minutes late.with me waking up late I knew today wasn't goin to be good and it wasn't. It sucked more balls than a whore can suck.
In the middle of 1st period I realized I had a spanish oral today (which I didn't study for) and a history test which I had next (I didn't study for it either). I was like shit!I was bitein my nails and just figiding my feet b/c I was nervous about failing my history test. Well at the end of 1st period I got my interm. Wow, that just ruined my day for sure. i got a D in History. My teacher for that class is suppose to be the easiest one of all and he is and yet i conquor getting a fuckin D. a D to me and my parents is failing. I was like fucking shit. I can't get C's on anythin in that class now. I got a 97 A in spanish and spanish is my worse subject. I mean I am soo nervous about Ivan and shit. I mean how can they think that i can concentrate on school?
Well in fucking History class I was getting nervous and just with things goin on in my social life and family life and Ivan right now it just made me not concentrate. I was gettin all pissed and I just wanted to cry. I just stared at my notes wondering what the fuck am i goin to do? Then Mr. sousa announced to put everything away. My face fell. I just cannot fail this test. I put my head in my hands and i was just gettin really crazy. Everything that happened this week was just really effecting me at that moment. I just wanted to run out and run forever. Mr. sousa came up to me and said, don't worry my test isn't that bad. Maybe I should do medetation before my tests. I was like right, screw u buddy. I looked over my oral as many times as i could while doin work during the day. I was soo jiddery (sp) and shit. When I was trying to get books outta my locker I couldn't do it. They wouldn't come out. I just leaned on the next lockers over and slid down on the ground. In Math class when the test was being passed out my pointer finger on my right hand like fell outta socket or something. It like leaned to the left a lot and i felt like pop in the joint. I couldn't move my finger. I was freaking out. I was like what the fuck is happening to me today? everything is going wrong... I couldn't study my oral, my mind wasn't up to it. I just put my head down on the desk and I just wanted to die at that moment. At lunch I grabbed food and sat down and studied my oral as much as possible. Lance and Nick H. were like Whats wrong? I was saying the usual nothing, don't worry about it and blah blah. But they wouldn't let go of the subject. Lance was like if u don't tell me in 3 I will chuck this drum stick at ur head..yea well i didn't tell him and he didn't do it. When they realized I wouldn't tell they quit. Then Nick H. gave me his tray to take to the garbage and I said no. He was horsing around and pushin me to do it and I yelled I said no god dammit! Its ur damn food, u take it! and I slid the tray at him. I grabbed my stuff and walked out.
Finally, spanish...Nick S. was being so happy and cheery like normal and I just wanted to kill him. He was trying to get me to dance. He took my arms and was acting like me and him were dancing together and I was like no. quit it. I don't wanna dance. Then I sat down and he came over and started booty dancing in my face w/ his ghetto butt. Then he was singing to me and what-not. i was like i'm not gonna be happy, so quit. Then he was like Let me see that Randi smile that I love so much. Well it turns out that all we had to do was to say the oral w/ the same sex. i was more fukcing pissed b/c I was nervous for no damn reason the whole day. I hate it when teachers change their mind sometimes. well I actually cried a lil in spanich class b/c I was thinking about shit. yea, I want things to change. I want them to change soon. I NEED for them to change for the better.
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2004 8 September :: 5.38am
:: Mood: calm
hello
So I didn't go to school today. woo. I didn't feel to well. i was all dizzy and my stomach hurt and all. By 1 pm I was feelin better. I have a lot of make up work to do. I missed a lab. I forgot about that SOB. I got my paper done though today which is good. Now I don't have to worry about it. I have drum lessons today which i'm not looking forward to, but I'll see what happens and how well I do. Hopefully I wont bomb it all the way through. At least I got to sleep in a lil more today. :)
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update: I didn't bomb the lesson..well not as bad as i thought!
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2004 4 September :: 12.40pm
Yea ok so last night I did HW until 2 am. I still have lots more to do but I was too tired.
This morning or shall i say afternoon lol. I had mr.Jesse come and jump on me while I was asleep. How sweet of him eh? He was like what up g? I was like nuttin ca as I was grrring at him for waking me up. Then he asked were are the hoes at and I said under my bed. haha..yea lame.
So now I am doin Hw as I have just woken up. As soon as I got outta my room i had a caculator in my hand and a pen in the other and my sisters were like why? I said I gotta do hw as I have just woke up. Wow...whose a geek? I am!
I have to write a perfect essay b/c my anglish teacher is homo, I have to do Chemistry Worksheets and he actually grades 'em b/c again another teacher is homo. I have to study for english also b/c she's still homo and I have to study for Financial Computing b/c she's nice but yet homo o and study for World History b/c even though mr.sousa is soo damn awesome he's homo for making me think.
Wowzers.
Rock on Darth!
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2004 2 September :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Jet
Free at last, Free at Last!!!
I have an annoucment to make.
Michelle, your loveing friend, your arched enemy, your pimp, has been released to the public. She is no longer in captive. she broke free. The world is again is at her mercy....
Hell yea baby!
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2004 31 August :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Papa Roach- Take me
Funny Stuff!
Omg! Kyle is so funny!! He nearly made me hit a tree!! I was driving out of school, and he was really happy that I got a parking decoy, and he was kissing me, and I was trying to pull away, and he kept on kissing me, and I was going off the road, and Mike was just sitting in the back-seat staring at the tree, and we were like 4 ft away Mike was like "TREE!" It was sooo funny!! That same day I was taking both of them back to Kyle's house and he was acting like a retard person and he had the face and everything. He was doing the funniest movements and I was laughing soooo hard LoLz! It was great!
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2004 1 September :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: Fine
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ONE WAY TO LOOK AT IT
Well...a hurricane hit almost two weeks ago and we didnt have power or internet and we still dont and we lost our lani....after that i did some stupid stuff that left me practically deformed.....then one of my closest friends and a dude friend that i was trying to work on blew up and i will never speak to her again.....my house just got hit by lightening which started an electrical fire so 5 or 6 fire trucks came along w/ the police and put it out last night, i was just standing there in the rain in disbelief....it finally ended and we have about 15,000 in damages.....i am now at my aunts and uncles house and another hurricane is on the way
THE OTHER WAY TO LOOK AT IT
Well a couple weeks ago my mother and I survived the hurricane practically unscathed, i did some shit that was pretty funny and is now a huge joke, school is great, my fight w/ the guy and girl just made me stronger and now i know who my true friends are,luckily we caught the fire because if we hadn't it would have hit our propane tank and my whole family and i would be dead right now, the hurricane isnt headed for us and i got a day off of school..not to mention i spent the night w/ some hot firemen! woohoo!
i guess its all in how you look at it!
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2004 29 August :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: happy
So friday sucked a lil bit. I stayed home and did HW. A lot of fun let me tell yea.
Saturday I got up and went to Tampa. I brought Ginny with me to keep me company. I drove up there and I drove crazy the whole way. I was goin up a ramp at 75 miles. My dad was better slow down and I was like shhhh...let this crazy white girl drive. HAHA. Everyone was scared. We got to my sis's college to pick her up. We checked out her dorm. Its soo tiny, but soo cool at the same time. The guys at her building are pretty snazzy. Ginny and I were like hello. haha. Got to the hotel and then went to the buc stadium. We tailgated and hung out w/ a bunch of ppl. At half time we met up w/ Kip, Bryan and their ppl. We went to their section which was better then ours and just took ppl's seats. Hey its a pre-season game, u can do w/e u want says Kip. lol. Kip was flirtin w/ us and was like when u turn 18 i'll find yea. He told my sis he'll come party w/ her at her college and show her the strings since he went there. He just made us laugh and laugh through out the second half. since Ginny doesn't understand football enough to enjoy it she was talkin w/ the guys and they were enjoying her. afterwards we went to Eboy City where the clubs are at. What up baby! It was soo awesome there. Around 1 am we went to Hooters and Ginny (now the hooter hoover) finally realized what Hooters means. haha. Its ok girl. Best wings ever. Then we drove around some more and then hit the sheets. Bucs won by the way.
Then today I got home and helped my mom w/ my grandma thing. It sucked. afterwards Dan, Cassie, and I went to Rumrunners to visit ppl and eat there. It was fun. Good food. Yum. Dan was soo halarious w/ one of the managers. Cat gave him a condom as in inside joke and she was like when ur up in Tampa we'll use it and he's like i'll bring my own and Dan was like o then I should give my number to u too then. lol. It was sooo funny. I love that kid. Then Dan was like mine break. That kid is soo great. Dan was sharing a dessert w/ me and I was like be careful when your on the highway tonight u might have to take a crap and have no where to go and he turns to casandra and was like this is suppose to be the hot sister? i was like wa?? Then I found out that Casandra's friends think I'm hot and w/e. I was like yes! I'm hot to college guys, what up gentlemen? haha. I felt a lil more special. When I got up from the table Dan was like woah. Your short and your not like Jennifer all ditzy, but you have the big boobs. I was like o thanks Dan the superman.
Sigh...Fun night to end on my neato weekend. Pretty neat since i'm still grounded
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2004 27 August :: 8.57pm
Ok so Gin got in a car accident. Poo. Hope all is well.
Found out that 2 friends of mine like me today. How sweet. I feel special. A lot of ppl think i'm dumbfounded b/c I never guessed that one of those guys like me, but hey he never showed it, so ha. I feel bad though that I don't want to go out w/ them though. I always feel bad when ppl wanna go out w/ me and I dont want to. I'll be over it. FYI I'm not gonna go out w/ them though b/c I have Joe and thats enough for me. :)
Tomorrow I am goin to the Bucs pre-game up in Tampa. I'm voting for Miami though only b/c my dad likes the Bucs and I don't like my dad very much right now.
I hate being grounded. It sucks a lot of monkey bum. I can't go anywhere. I'm driving insane being home all the time. I hate it. Its boring. I wanna hang out w/ my buddies and play around again. Hopefully next week I will get to be w/ friends again. I'm gonna hang out w/ Joe first. I miss him a lot. Then Jared. Well maybe I'll chill w/ them in the same day since I am haawesome like that ;). I would like to chill Casey, . I would like to chill w/ Philip b/c he is my bro and we don't see eachother at all. Those are really the guys I would like to chill with that live near me. So yea.
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2004 17 August :: 7.23pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: UnderOath
Hurricane Charlie, Kiss my white ass
So Friday I helpre my da-da put on boards and shiz for the storm. Wow. Fun rigth there guys. We got our house ready for the storm by 12.My aunt called around 1 to come over and catch all of her prized brids that she has in a big big cage. I just took a shower and had my hair did and everything. My sis's and i went over and caught 'em. It was a complete mess. It was raining hard and i couldn't see w/ the rain and the net. It was kinda fun though. but we were soaked right after. It looked like i was dummped in a pool.
Well at 2:15, after the curfew that u weren't suppose to be out b/c of the storm, we evacuated to my aunts house who lives on buckingham road (east fort myes)b/c my dad got all freaked and nervous b/c the storm got to 125 plus and he didn't trust our house to protect, but the hell it did. He got my sister amanda (the big baby) worked up and she started to ball out crying and was like i'm not leaving b/c of the cat. (we couldn't find him). But we got to my aunt's house and she let her horses free (they came back after the storm) and had her chickens and roosters locked up. My dad's side of teh family was there. All of his family was there.
My cuz Clay was like u know what u gotta do during a storm? I was like Drink? He goes well....yea..but since ur not able to drink unlike me, we play UNO! So teh whole storm Amanda, Nola, Clay and I played Uno non-stop and other card games. It really kept me calm. The electric went out around 4 there. So it got really hot w/ all of the family there. I felt safe though b/c I kept my mind off it as much as i could. I was worried about Amanda G., Anne and Rich, Amber, Ginny, Joe, Jon, and Nick though b/c of the locations of where they live. I almost got in-touch w/ all of 'em and everyone is fine so far.
Well since the storm I have been fixing our mess at home. We had trees fall and one on our roof. Roof shingles from our neighbor's went in our pool and ripped our screen. my dad and I had to chainsaw the trees and my dad accidentitly hit me w/ it (ouch. I only got scraped and it wasn't on when it happened. It took me 3 days to get our hose back to the norm. I've worked hard. I got up early every day so far like 6 am early. Monday and Tuesday (today) Ginny and I went to Port Charolette and Punta Gorda to help out everyone there. We got there around 7:30 AM on both days and left around 4 pm both days too. Its like a war field over there. I feel soooo bad. Its just aweful. I got some footage of it. The army is there and volunteers...tons tons of 'em all. The soldiers have guns and everything, kinda scary.
Well I haven't had my bed for 4 nights. My aunt and Uncle who live(d) out in pine island have been staying at my house, in my bed. My grandma is still staying w/ us.. Its been smooshing here. I hate it. But my aunt and uncle are gone now. (yay)
I got my electricty back Sunday. I still don't have phone lines. I slept out in teh yard saturday night. There was a nice ass breeze. My neighbor, Woody (Jay Given's Uncle on the mom's side) honked his horn in the morning when he was comin home from work (he's a fireman)and was like what are u doin out in the yard? I was like its cooler than inside the house. HAHA. Everyone in my family thought I was a nut for doin it, but it felt good.
Well thats really what has been goin on since the storm. Carlie can kiss my ass. Its the 3rd most destructive natural force to ever have had happen to the US and we are part of it! YAY! NOT!
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2004 12 August :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: Dandy
Updates
So some quik updates...
I hated my lunch period and now i love it b/c Richi switched to mine. yay! The bus sucks a lot. too many ppl. My classes are dandy. I just hate my band class. I'm gonna try to switch out of that. I have 2 classes w/ Richi (yay), One w/ Anne, One w/ Amanda, 2 w/ michelle, 1 w/ Hilary and none w/ Gaby (boo-hoo).
Went over to Joes yesturday. Monday did nothing. Tuesday went to drums and got my homecoming dress and school supplies. Today i dunno what I am gonna do. This sat is a concert that i wanna go to if it wont get cancelled b/c of the gay storm.
I hope all of u live after tomorrow!
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2004 9 August :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: cranky
1st day of school....shit..
so ahh..it went well. i didn't get lost. I got Arron lost though. lol. Well ahhhh.....i don't like my lunch period too much but its alright...
My bus sucks a lot. I wish Lance would drive so I could go w/ him or Nick. Lance refuses b/c of gas. hA!
I like my teachers so far except for Mr. Roberts my geometry/trig teacher. He seems like a hard ass.
I saw a lot of ppl at school that i have never missed. lol. Loverly. OK i'm gonna go. later.
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2004 8 August :: 8.53pm
:: Music: Ataris: Summer ' 79
last day of summer
So tomorrow is school. Woo-hoo. Teachers wil be yellin at us before we know it. O ya.
My last day of summer really didn't go to plan at all. I wanted to be the bst day of summer and really have a good endin. Screw that idea. It totally sucked a lot. I hate it. But it makes me want school more. Just the pnly sucky thing about is that I wont get to see Joe very often or my friends at Mariner...sucky!
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2004 8 August :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson- Pieces of Me
IT WORKED! I KNEW IT!!!
Lmao I am so bipolar! After I wrote journal entry last night and I was all mad and upset, I talked to someone you all practically lothe! Anyway, normally he is the bad guy and the guy pushing me to bad things well......he is freakin reformed! YES! I knew he could! My project worked!!! He was amazing!!! He was sooo sweet and great! I can't even tell you the sweet things that occured but.....for the longest time he pushed me to do "bad" things. Now, he keeps me in line (because i was totally in the mood to do reckless things ) even though it was against what he really wanted. No odd remarks (like he is notorious for) and he was totally great! I dunno if i got through to him or what but........damn he is like perfect! YES!!!!! YES!!!!! Yay!!
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